nosy on you

fist of rejection

At around 820 o'clock in the evening, Shen Xu came over and bought a bunch of big bags and small bags, which almost filled the bedside table. Grandma was still in the [-] ward persistently cheering for her aunt, as if she had forgotten that she was also a patient.

The scene in the afternoon was still vivid in his memory, Gu Xi lay down on the window sill in a depressed mood, and recounted the general situation.

"What, Xiaojin's aunt's cancer relapsed?" Shen Xu looked at him in shock, "Is it serious? Is it life-threatening? What did the doctor say? Is there a high chance of a cure?"

"You fucking asked so many questions, I don't even know how to answer..." Gu Xi sighed, "I found it in time, and I will have an operation in a few days. If it goes well, as long as I cooperate with the follow-up treatment, it should be fine." recover."

"Then why are you worried..." Shen Xu laughed, "I think this is a good opportunity for you two to repair your relationship."

"I am now a mud bodhisattva crossing the river and I can't protect myself..." Gu Xi shook his head, "I still need to fix it."

He felt a little sad, no income, no job, not even a stable residence, these are the root of depression, he deeply realized what is called low self-esteem.

It's kind of ridiculous when you think about it carefully, when you first met Yan Jing, Gu Xi was very moved by his stingy behavior, but now that their situations are completely reversed, many things suddenly become clear.

"You don't think that Xiao Jin fell in love with you because of money?" Shen Xu asked.

"I didn't think so, it's just..." Gu Xi was interrupted before he could finish speaking.

"That's fine, he's different from you, he's not a born young master..." Shen Xu analyzed clearly, "Don't you know what kind of life he lived before he met you? You are the one who really cares about these things!"

"Yes! I mind, I mind very much!" Gu Xi pointed at him and yelled, "You have never experienced setbacks, so why teach me!"

Shen Xu frowned, and his face quickly sank: "When I first started the company, I ran into obstacles and went through detours, but I am not like you, I can't get up after falling, please calm down, if you continue to sink People can help you."

After saying this, he turned around and walked towards the elevator hall.

"Wait..." Gu Xi stopped him immediately, gritted his teeth and asked, "Help me ask if your friend's company is still hiring, office clerks are also fine, I want to find a job with a lower salary It doesn't matter."

"You come to work in my company, I still need a real estate agent..." Shen Xu curled up his mouth, raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, "Let's talk about it first, I will still detain you if you don't perform well." You get paid."

"Okay, Boss Shen..." Gu Xi laughed, "You have the final say."

The BMW car stopped at the entrance of a high-end restaurant next to Moon Lake, and he opened the door rigorously before realizing something was wrong. He was thinking about Gu Xi all the way, and didn't pay attention to the scenery outside the window at all.

"The T-bone steak here is good, I've reserved a table." Xu Rui said, the waiter led them through the hall, from the side door to the terrace by the lake, and quickly set the tableware.

"Didn't you say you were going to send me back..." Yan Jing stood by the table without moving, "Why are you here?"

"What else can you do in the restaurant..." Xu Rui answered it as a matter of course, "A few days ago you said that you would invite me to dinner on the weekend, I know you are not in a good mood because of your aunt recently, so I will do this meal please."

"Sorry, I was busy and forgot..." Yan Jing twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, pulled out the chair and sat down, "I'll make it up for you after my aunt has finished the operation, in fact, you don't need to run away for a meal so far."

Xu Rui suddenly took his hand, his eyes looked a little different from usual, besides full of power, it seemed to be mixed with other emotions, if he had to use one word to describe it, it should be affectionate.

Yan Jing was very sensitive to this ambiguous atmosphere, so he quickly pulled back his hand, but he held it tightly, as if his wrist was clamped by a vise, and the fork was swept to the ground by his arm, making two clear dings. ring.

"Xiao Jin, you should be able to tell." Xu Rui stared at him and asked.

"What?" Yan Jing gave up struggling, if he accidentally smashed the crystal goblet on the table, not only would he have to compensate for the loss of the restaurant, but he would also attract the waiters to watch this embarrassing farce.

He was not stupid, of course he knew what Xu Rui was referring to.

But right now I can only play dumb.

"I remember the first time I saw you, you were still working in a supermarket on Bar Street..." Xu Rui let go of him, "At that time, I thought you were very interesting, so I chased you with potato chips and a briefcase. I'm two intersections."

"You can just call me stupid..." Yan Jing looked away, "If I had known you were so rich, I would have taken the tens of thousands of dollars for myself."

"You won't, you're not that kind of person..." Xu Rui said categorically, quite confident in his judgment, "I have dealt with many people, but few are as simple as you. To be honest, I am More suspicious."

"I see..." Yan Jing smiled, "But this is not really a shortcoming."

"Remember, I said this the second time we met..." Xu Rui leaned on the back of the chair and laughed too, "I told Yaoyao about this when I got home that day, she I also think you are very interesting, I didn't expect that the two of you would meet in that kind of situation later, and it caused you to lose a job."

Sighing rigorously, when the past is revisited again, it is still fresh and full. After the bitterness fades away, only a little sweetness is left. Unfortunately, things have passed, and now they can only be buried deep in the heart and continue to ferment, and they will never go back.

"Why, are you not satisfied with your current life?" Xu Rui questioned his soul.

The light strips dotted along the lakeside bloomed with colorful brilliance, and were gently blown by the night wind, they shattered into large shining spots on the rippling lake surface, and gathered together again after a while.

It can only be seen from a distance, and once touched, it will immediately disperse, like a dream bubble.

"That's it, I can't talk about satisfaction or dissatisfaction..." Yan Jing felt helpless, "I don't have the right to choose either."

"You have, if you want..." Xu Rui hesitated for two seconds, "Are you willing to associate with me? Let me take care of you. If you don't want to stay with Aunt Dong, we can go abroad together."

"Going abroad?" Yan Jing looked at him incredulously, "What about your family's business, who will take care of the company?"

"Remember what you told me in the ice room last Christmas Eve?" Xu Rui asked.

"It's been so long, and we talked a lot that night, I don't know which sentence you are referring to..." Yan Jing cleared his throat, and quickly changed the subject, "This restaurant is really slow to serve food, I'm too hungry."

In fact, he remembered it very well.

At that time, Xu Rui unexpectedly confessed his sexual orientation and told him the reason why he broke up with his ex-boyfriend.

"If I were him, I would definitely go back to China with you. After all, you are the one who will accompany him for the rest of his life."

Yan Jing really thought so, but his original intention of saying these words was out of comfort and sympathy, and Xu Rui ignored the crucial prefix.If, this is a hypothetical answer, but he didn't have that idea about Xu Rui.

"Xiao Jin, you are very smart, you must understand what I mean..." Xu Rui's high hat feels overwhelming, "I am more suitable for you than Gu Xi, at least I know what cherishing is better than him, and he has nothing now. "

"It's two different things. I'm not as rational as you when it comes to feelings..." Yan Jing got up and walked towards the gate. "Thank you for your kindness. I still don't want to eat this meal. I'll transfer the cost of the meal to you later."

Xu Rui stood up abruptly, rushed forward in two steps, grabbed his shoulders forcefully, his eyes were full of anger and unwillingness, and shouted hysterically: "Do you like him that much? What's so good about Gu Xi?" , the mud in the gutter is stronger than him."

"Let go!" Yan Jing growled while struggling, "Whether I like him or not is none of your business!"

He didn't want to admit that he was still obsessed with Gu Xi, and he couldn't deceive himself and tell lies against his will. In fact, he figured it out when he was in the car. Gu Xi would end up in the situation he is today, and there must be a lot of it. Rui's credit.

So what about the mud in the gutter.

Money can't buy me, I'm happy.

He never thought about getting back together with Gu Xi, but sometimes people are so strange, the greater the pressure, the greater the resistance, this unsavory metaphor seemed to ignite the anger in his heart, and instantly burned his reason to ashes.

Xu Rui suddenly leaned over and kissed him on the lips unexpectedly.

fuck you...

Panicked, Yan Jing raised his fist and slammed it in his face. The force of this punch was not small, and it hit Xu Rui's cheekbone directly. A burning dull pain.

Covering his face, Xu Rui staggered a few steps back, Yan Jing took advantage of the gap and fled out of the restaurant in a panic. A taxi happened to be parked by the side of the road. He opened the door and got in the co-driver, turning his head and shouting: "Lijing Garden, drive quickly!"

The driver seemed to be frightened, kicked the accelerator, and rushed across the zebra crossing at the intersection with the yellow light.

- I'm sorry, I apologize for what happened just now.

Leaning on the bedside, Yan Yan opened WeChat, stared at the short text in the chat box for about 10 minutes, dangled his fingers on the screen for a long time, and finally stuffed the phone directly under the pillow.

It's ok?

we are still friends?

He didn't know how to reply, as if any kind of reply was inappropriate at this moment, the best way to deal with it was to deal with it coldly, or after a while everyone could calmly talk about it, or they would never contact each other again.

When I arrived at the hospital the next day, my grandma was eating breakfast with my aunt in front of the hospital bed. She was almost finishing up the work of the nurse, and she also acted as a comforting angel by the way.

"Aunt Wu, you are still ill. You need to stay in bed for more rest, so you don't have to come and accompany me all day." Auntie said.

"I'm fine, I can eat and sleep, and I feel uncomfortable all the time lying down..." Grandma peeled an orange for her, "Xiao Yan, let me tell you, cancer is not terrible, the key is to have a good attitude, as long as you have faith Can overcome the disease."

This line sounds familiar.

When I passed by Ward 816 just now, I didn't see Gu Xi. He was very concerned about his grandmother's affairs. It stands to reason that he shouldn't leave the old lady alone and run home to sleep.

"Grandma, why didn't Gu Xi come over today?" Yan Yan walked up to the two of them and asked.

"He, he has gone to work in Shen Xu's company..." Grandma said with a smile, "Anyway, I don't need anyone to wait on me."

Yan Jing was stunned for a moment, and opened his mouth in shock: "He went to work?"