Mr. Gu's actor Bai Yueguang

In the dark bedroom, only the bedside table lamp was lit with a faint light, and the soft orange light fell on the handsome faces of the two on the bed. Gu Wuyan suddenly opened his eyes, staring at the ceiling in horror, with a fine line on his forehead. sweat.

I don't know if it's because he saw Aunt Ling Wei during the day, but he, who hadn't had a nightmare for a long time, returned to that day in his dream.

That day seemed like the end of the world to him.

That was the day he lost his dearest relative.

It was a day that destroyed the light in his life.

In his dream, he saw his mother who was thinking about it day and night. She led him when he was eight years old and happily said goodbye to his grandfather and got into the car. car.

But they couldn't see or hear his warning at all, no matter how hoarse he yelled, it was useless, he could only watch them drive towards the doomed ending of car crash.

The little boy in the car smiled brightly and innocently, and his mother who was sitting on the side looked at him dotingly and lovingly, and played with him on the rope. How much he thought that all the time would stay at this moment, but the reality is often ruthless.

The big truck rushed towards them as planned. The driver turned the steering wheel in panic to avoid it. The brakes failed, and the car directly hit the rock on the side of the road. The whole car turned over. Just like everything that happened that day, it cannot be changed.

He looked at his mother who was protecting him in the car, the shattered window glass fragments pierced her thin and thin body, his eyes were dull, and he was so angry that he pulled him up from his arms with his last breath, and opened the door. The car door pushed him out with a thin voice: "Xiaoyan, you have to live well."

The car began to emit white smoke, and the tiny flames burned on the body, and he could only stand there as a helpless bystander, watching the car explode in front of his eyes, and watching the raging fire burn the car to nothing but black The frame, watching his beloved mother being burned into a skeleton like black charcoal, watching the little despair that he wanted to rush over and was held by someone and couldn't break free.

The deep despair grabbed his heart, as if a circle of cold wire wrapped around his heart, with force instantly, blood was dripping.

The heart is like a knife, but that's all!

The last moment of his mother's gaze reappeared in his mind repeatedly, and the warm smile when she pushed him out of the car was forever engraved in his mind, tortured his heart all the time, and condemned himself countless times .

The desperate and painful memories of the past occupied the whole mind, and the oppressive feeling in the dream rolled in Gu Wuyan's heart, making him terribly painful and heartbreaking.

The uneasiness in my heart was rolling among my internal organs, being roasted by the fire, suffocating with pain...it was a kind of pain that could not be expressed.

Turning his head to look at Shen Xilou who was sleeping soundly beside him, he gently moved his head away from his arms, and got out of bed silently.

The moonlight outside the window was icy cold, and he came to the balcony and gently closed the door, keeping his eyes on the person on the bed, for fear that any unnecessary movement would wake him up.

The cool night sky is blurred with light mist, the night is thick, like a dark and gentle ocean, and the stars are faintly sleeping.

Gu Wuyan was standing on the balcony outside the bedroom in only thin silk pajamas, the cigarette smoke between his slender index finger and middle finger lit up a faint red light in the dark night, reflecting a pair of painful eyes looming, the smoke lingered in the Slender and transparent fingertips.

The sleeves of his clothes were blown up in the cold night wind, and the backs of his hands propped on the balcony were black and black, but he didn't seem to feel the cold, he just stood there, motionless, his pupils unfocused looking into the distance, between his fingers The red light flickered on and off, and when it was about to burn to the end, he withdrew his cold eyes and extinguished the smoke in the ashtray.

The person sleeping on the big soft bed gathered the quilt, and subconsciously hugged to the right side, but he didn't hug the expected big fireplace. He moved forward a little and stretched out his hands to search, but the place was empty.

Shen Xilou slowly sat up from the bed, his eyes were sleepy, he searched the room, but there was no one, he looked up at the balcony and got out of bed.

"Brother Gu, what's wrong with you." Gu Wuyan felt that he hugged him from behind, his face pressed against his back, and his tone was very soft.

The two hugged quietly, the cold moonlight scattered all over the ground, Gu Wuyan restrained the sternness and fierceness in his eyes, turned around and pushed Shen Xilou away: "The smell of smoke on my body is too strong It stinks."

Noticing his slightly frowned brows and drooping eyes, the pain and sadness revealed in that made people feel distressed, Shen Xilou stepped forward and hugged him, resting his chin on his shoulder: "Brother Gu doesn't stink at all. , no matter what kind of taste is super sweet."

The hands hugging his waist were too tight, so Gu Wuyan could only let him go. A gust of cold wind blew by, and Shen Xilou obviously shivered in fear of the cold.

But he still stroked the back of his head lightly, just like his mother's comforting movements when he was crying when he was a child.

"Xilou, you go in first! It's too cold outside."

"No, I want to stay with you, where are you and where am I?"

"If you don't go in, I won't go in! If you want to be here, I'll stay here with you!" The tone of the speech was extremely firm.

Shen Xilou held his shoulders with both hands and looked directly at himself. He had seen him so lonely and in pain more than once, just now when he looked at his sad back inside, his heart ached as if being pulled by someone.

He buried everything in his heart, and every time he wanted to know more about it, he was fooled by him with a haha.

He would love to have something done for him!

"Brother Gu, what's on your mind? I'm worried about you looking like this."

Gu Wuyan looked at Shen Xilou, leaning against the balcony, his tall figure seemed to be coated with a layer of frost, the pale moonlight poured down, making it even colder, the corners of his lips curled up in self-mocking, the deep eyes looked back into his eyes.

"I'm fine, don't worry, I just had a nightmare, come out to get some air." She reached out and rubbed his hair with gentle eyes.

Shen Xilou looked at his gentle face as usual, narrowed his eyes slightly, leaned forward and looked at the expression on his face extremely seriously, trying to find evidence of his forced smile from his micro-expression, but his The disguise was so good that he got nothing: "Is it really just because I had a nightmare?"

"Really, it's just a nightmare." A nightmare he would never want to recall.

Shen Xilou stretched out his arms to hug him, with distress and love slowly showing in his eyes: "Brother Gu, if you have any troubles or unhappiness, you must tell me, okay? Don't hold it in your heart."

"You are not alone, I will always be by your side."

Gu Wuyan was heartbroken, and stretched out his arms to hug her back, "Okay, I promise you."

"Okay, you have an early flight tomorrow, go in and go to sleep." Looking at his face, you don't sleep, I don't sleep, and you feel that the smell of cigarettes on your body is almost gone, and you lift your feet into the bedroom.

Gu Wuyan took a new pair of pajamas, stopped at the bathroom door, looked at the person on the bed staring at him, raised his eyes slightly, smiled slightly, and said softly: "Go to sleep first, I'll take a bath .”

Seeing that he was still indifferent, she approached him and kissed him on the lips, coaxing: "Hey, go to sleep first."

Shen Xilou couldn't stand his way of coaxing people at all, his face flushed slightly, and he shyly let out a "hmm".

Lying on the bed and looking at the figure entering the bathroom, thinking that it will be a long time since tomorrow, I can't fall asleep even after my head was woken up by the blowing outside.

He trotted all the way to his own room opposite, took a book and went back to bed, wanting the book to lure out his drowsiness.

Gu Wuyan came out of the shower and saw him lying on the bed, propping his head with one hand, holding a book in the other, eyes half closed, not sure if he fell asleep, lifted a corner of the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed, carefully He took the book out of his hand and put it on the bed cabinet.

Just as he was about to cover him with a quilt, Shen Xilou pressed him under his chest, and began to randomly pull his clothes. One hand slid down the pajamas on his body, from the back to the tailbone, bringing up the A string of electric currents made Gu Wuyan's body tense.

The clothes were ripped off by him and scattered all over the floor. The eyes of both of them were shining with lust. Shen Xilou didn't read the book at all just now, and the image of the two of them in the car kept flashing back in his mind. , he is overwhelmed now, but he can't!Is it too late to check the strategy now?

Gu Wuyan stared at the child's bewildered expression in a leisurely manner. It was obviously a very chaotic method, which made him have no resistance at all. He reached out to hold his head close to him, and sucked his lips nzsx.

Shen Xilou was so overwhelmed by his kiss that his whole body softened, and he let him rub her round and flatten her. The positions of the two of them also changed, from the superior to the inferior in an instant.

After a deep kiss, Gu Wuyan even used his thumb to wipe away the water marks on the corners of Shen Xilou's mouth. There was a small flash of light between the eyes of the two of them, and something was about to come out of their chests.

"Okay, you have to catch a plane tomorrow morning, so go to bed early." Shen Xilou, who was kissed, stared at him in bewilderment and nodded. Seeing his well-behaved appearance, it was inexplicably irritating.

If it wasn't for worrying that he would fly early tomorrow morning, he really couldn't help but execute him on the spot.

Gu Wuyan hugged him in his arms and closed his eyes.

Shen Xilou glanced at Gu Wuyan who was sleeping with his eyes closed, propped up his body and kissed him secretly again, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and found a comfortable position in his arms contentedly, holding his Waist-deeply asleep.

Gu Wuyan closed his eyes and listened to the sound of his even breathing, opened his eyes and stared deeply at his brows and eyes with the help of a weak light source, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance in his heart and imitate it in his mind.

Xilou, maybe there are some things that I can't tell you in my life, I'm afraid you will be afraid.I'm afraid you'll hate it, I'm afraid you'll hate it... Gu Wuyan looks glamorous and omnipotent...

But in fact, he has decayed a long time ago. Since he was eight years old, he has decayed bit by bit. Since he met you, he has slowly begun to heal...