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"You're not him." Xi Qinglin stared at the person on the bed as cold as frost, and clenched his hands into fists, as if pinching into the flesh, in order to suppress all the emotions in his heart.

"Gu Qianmu" sat up rubbing his head, looked around, and asked in surprise, "Junior Brother Xi? Why am I here? Where is this?"

Every movement has no familiar shadow, every sentence is extremely strange, he is not Gu Qianmu.In other words, he is not the one he likes.

His intuition told him that the person in front of him was a stranger he had never seen before, and there was no trace of familiarity on his whole body. It was not amnesia, but a different soul.

Xi Qinglin took a deep breath, suppressed the anxiety and fear in her heart, and said, "Who are you?"

"Me?" "Gu Qianmu" pointed to himself: "I, Gu Qianmu, your senior, but not here? I remember... I was in a meeting..."

His eyes suddenly fell on the brand-new little red book on the bedside table that had not been put away in the future. The two people on the marriage certificate were smiling sweetly at the camera. No one would suspect that they couldn't hide their deep affection when they looked at each other.

That person, is he? !

impossible!

"Gu Qianmu" turned his head stiffly, looking at Xi Qinglin who was staring at him with painful eyes, speechless.

He doesn't have any impression, but the person in the photo is him, not him...

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It was like everything was shattered, his appearance, everything they experienced was a dream.

He took "Gu Qianmu" through the divorce procedures, resolute and merciless.

Wen Yiyi and Muzhou came to find Xi Qinglin.

Wen Yiyi pushed the box in front of Xi Qinglin with a complicated expression, and said, "This is what Gu Qianmu asked me to hand over to you. He said, if one day you take him to the Civil Affairs Bureau for divorce, you will take this Here it is, I haven't seen it, I don't know what's inside, Junior Brother Xi, you..."

She didn't know what to say.

I always feel that they will grow old all the way, but I don't think they have only been married for a few days, and then...

It seems that something has changed in essence.

Mu Zhou hesitated to speak. He knew Xi Qinglin well, and if he had identified that person, he would not let him go easily. Even if he couldn't get it, he would guard him for the rest of his life.

Xi Qinglin didn't say anything, and he didn't want to speculate, so he took a deep look at Xi Qinglin who looked haggard, and left with Wen Yiyi.

As night fell, it was less than a day since Gu Qianmu disappeared.

Xi Qinglin sat alone at the table, silent as a statue.

The box in front of him also lay quietly for a long time.

There was dead silence all around.

No one will tease him with a smile, coax him when he is angry, and accompany him quietly when he is tired from playing.

He had never felt so empty in his home, or so lonely when he was alone.

The box in front of him seemed to indicate that the person knew that such a day would come, and had prepared for the worst.

No wonder at the end, he always felt that the senior was restless.

calm at heart……

It wasn't until it was completely dark that Xi Qinglin moved his stiff body and turned on the light.

The light illuminates a lonely room, accompanied by solitude.

His fingertips lightly touched the lid, and there was a black leather diary quietly inside.

There was a letter on the first page: "Rin'er, I thought about it for a long time, and I felt that I shouldn't hide it from you, so I wrote this letter."

Xi Qinglin's hand holding the edge of the paper trembled, as if he heard the person calling him softly in his ear again, and never left.

"Since Rin'er can get a letter, it proves that Rin'er has discovered that the "I" is not me.I'm sorry for keeping Rin'er in the dark for so long, but the senior can't do anything about it.

Lin'er thought that I was a lonely soul who strayed into the world. I was supposed to be with loneliness, but I met the love of my life. "

When seeing the four words "Love of My Life", Xi Qinglin's eyes turned red, and his eyes once again appeared in front of his eyes, as well as his words of love.

"My Lin'er, he is just a child with a very fragile heart. He uses a cold shell to cover up his fragile heart. In fact, he lacks love and care, so that I am just a few unintentional actions. The little friend Xi I am desperate, why do you think he is so stupid?"

"These days I've been thinking, what will my Rin'er do when I leave? Will he look for me everywhere, will he shed tears of despair, will he not study hard, eat well, will he I won't recall the laughter and laughter in my midnight dream... Every time I think of it, my heart hurts, like a thousand arrows piercing my heart."

"If possible, I also want to accompany Lin'er for the rest of my life, until my soul returns to the earth, and we will never be separated forever. But it can't be done, Lin'er, I'm a lonely soul bound by freedom, and I can't do anything."

"I've lived in vain for more than twenty years. Only when I meet Rin'er can my whole life have meaning. Rin'er is the only person I want in my life, and she is the one I want to protect with all my strength."

"Now I can't protect Rin'er, I can't watch Rin'er grow up, I can't see Rin'er's psychological achievements in the future, I can't see Rin'er's short-lived smile after success... "

"Rin'er, the senior doesn't expect you to achieve anything, I just hope you are doing well, maybe one day, we will see each other again, although it is slim, but I also hope."

"May my Rin'er forget all troubles, face the future with a smile, and treat our meeting as an empty dream."

"Rin'er, I..."

The rest of the handwriting was smeared with tears, causing the whole paper to wrinkle. It was Gu Qianmu's tears.

Xi Qinglin knelt on the ground, weeping uncontrollably.

You clearly promised me that you would not be separated from me, and you clearly said that you would never leave me.

Why, yesterday we agreed to go abroad for vacation, but today we left without saying a word.

You just want to walk around, what do you leave me with the conch?

Do you know that every time I see it, I think of you.

This house is so cold, a house without seniors is really cold.

You take me away, okay?

Don't leave me alone.

I am afraid……

I can't live without a senior.

My mother left me, my brother abandoned me, and you don't even want me?

Tears dripped down on the paper, hugging her collapsed trembling, like a puppy abandoned by its owner, unable to find its way home again.

……

The elder brother said that he had never experienced the pain of being separated from the one he loved, so he naturally did not understand his feelings at that time.Now, he understands.

——Xi Qinglin