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In fact, most of a person's life is accompanied by loneliness. Whether it is a family member or a friend, it is impossible to fully understand you.

And if in your life, you meet someone who is willing to spend your whole life understanding you, then why should you regret your life?

Blue curtains, white walls and quilts, and a slight smell of disinfectant.

Those peach-blossom eyes are so beautiful that anyone who sees them will fall in love.

But it was such a pair of eyes, when they opened again, they lost focus and lost their agility.

Gu Qianmu is now in an indescribable state. He can't distinguish reality from dreams, let alone who he is.

Is it that wandering soul who is accompanied and cared for by a lover, or that sunny, heartless college student.

It seems to be him, and it seems not to be.

His brain stopped thinking, and all the memories were suspended in his mind, flashing back and disappearing one after another.

He wanted to grab something, but he couldn't move.

He wanted to yell hysterically and vent the emotions that made him explode, but his heart was as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

He is nothing and can do nothing but face reality.

But... reality, what is it...

"Mumu!" A woman's voice came from next to his ear, Gu Qianmu turned his head mechanically, and his bones clicked twice.

The woman who came in had a particularly agitated voice, dispelling all the unreasonable and unreasonable emotions in his mind.

Like a ray of light, but also like a deeper abyss.

He moved his lips and called out the address that seemed to have been separated for centuries: "Mom..."

After one syllable, his expression became dazed again.

Gu's mother was born in a scholarly family, so she just stopped there casually, and her whole person's temperament radiated from the inside out, noble and elegant.

But after her son was in a coma for half a year, her expression could only be described as haggard.

"I...I'll call the doctor." Mother Gu ran out in a panic, forgetting that there was a call button beside the bed.

The room fell silent again.

Gu Qianmu tried to move his hands and feet, but he didn't have any strength, probably because he had been lying on the bed for too long.

Also, dry mouth.

The doctor looks quite young, looks like a youth, and has a good temper.

"There is no major problem, but the muscles are a little slack. I will be hospitalized for observation for a few days, and I will strengthen my exercise in the future. Generally, it will not be like this."

Mother Gu sent the doctor out, sat back down again, and asked with concern: "Mumu, how do you feel now?"

"Mom... what's wrong with me?"

Gu's mother said: "Almost half a year ago, you suddenly passed out at school. The doctor said it was a brain shock, but they couldn't find out the cause. Do you know that you scared your mother to death?"

It should be an illusion caused by his soul leaving the body, or 005 deliberately forged it for him.

However, his time here is different from that in the plane. Thinking about what he has experienced, only half a year has passed here.

Gu Qianmu, who is addicted to love, rarely feels such a strong affection like now.

He calculated with his nose, and said lightly: "Sorry, Mom, I made you worry."

Mother Gu sighed, how could she really argue with her son: "Are you thirsty? Do you want to drink water?"

Reluctantly raised the corners of her lips, and pulled out a smile: "Yes!"

Being with his mother made him forget his lover for a while.In other words, self-paralyzed and deliberately unwilling to remember.

Those memories are messy and precious.

Now he can't bear it, so he can only put it in the corner of his heart, not to search for it, not to touch it.

After staying in the hospital for a few more days, like his friends reported his safety, Gu Qianmu suddenly felt that life was so boring.

"Mumu, why are you in a daze? Quickly clean up, we're going home!" Mother Gu's complexion has improved a lot in the past two days.

"Understood!" Gu Qianmu withdrew his gaze from the window and landed on his middle-aged mother, and Fu Ling suddenly teased: "My mother is so beautiful and has such a good personality, I don't know how my father deceived you Got it!"

In fact, his father had passed away for two years due to a work-related injury.

For two people who love each other, the biggest thing is the parting of life and death. The dead person is full of concern and reluctance, while the living person is carrying the indelible pain of eternal life and eternity.

Gu Qianmu's temper probably followed Gu's mother, and the pain in Gu's mother's eyes flashed, and she replied with a smile: "Okay! It's just your sweet talk, hurry up and pack your things!"

Gu Qianmu leaned over and winked: "Mom, just tell me—"

Gu's mother gave him a push: "Go aside! What do little hairy kids know?"

Gu Qianmu couldn't believe it: "Now that I'm in college, you still treat me like a little kid?"

"Otherwise? How much experience do you think you have?" Gu's mother took advantage of the situation and changed the subject: "No! Why are you asking this all of a sudden? Be honest, do you have any girls or boys you like?"

"Oh no, it's okay to be a girl, what's the matter with adding a boy behind you?" Gu Qianmu was inexplicably guilty.

Gu's mother glanced at him: "Don't think that your mother can't keep up with the times when she is old, don't worry! Even if you really kidnap a son-in-law for me in the future, I will raise him as my son!"

have to!That's what I said!

However, why does it feel weird...

With a flash of inspiration, Gu Qianmu jumped directly, pointing at his own mother regardless of age: "What do you think you are talking about? What is a son-in-law? Why don't you call it a daughter-in-law?!"

Mother Gu looked at him: "Hehe..."

Gu Qianmu was speechless.

When Gu's mother went out to go through the discharge procedures, Gu Qianmu slid down from the bed as if he had lost all his strength, and the ring hanging around his neck slipped out.

The silver light dazzled for a moment, and was tightly held by Gu Qianmu.

It is the only consolation and the only sustenance in my heart.

Prove that that person actually existed in your life.

Say let go, say not to miss, how is it possible.

Every move of that person has been deeply rooted in his bone marrow, engraved in his heart, reappearing in his mind all the time, and will never be forgotten.

The ring still carried his own body temperature, it was put on by Shen Qiu himself, and he also took it off by himself.

He waited for him to come back to him and put it on for himself.

Since then, nothing has stopped them.

Waiting, there is nothing that is not long, and there is nothing that is not difficult.But after waiting for a long time, I got used to it.

He also hugged himself tightly in a dark room when he dreamed back at midnight, calling out in a low voice, begging him not to abandon himself, not to let him face the cold and lonely world alone.

no response...

……

"Mumu, after a while, I'll accompany you to complete the formalities for resuming school!"

Back home, Mother Gu said so.

Naturally, Gu Qianmu would not object, he responded and locked himself in the room.

"Strange, this child was cute and rambunctious before, why is he so quiet now?" Gu's mother frowned and pondered, but in the end she didn't get it, she just pretended that she hadn't been in contact with society for a long time and was unfamiliar.

Going back to school, without a sense of familiarity, is like revisiting the old place after several centuries, everything in the original is different.

But the campus is still the same campus, and there is not much change from when he left. What has changed is himself.

"Wow! Wood!" Opening the door of the dormitory, Lin Xing, whom he knew best, was the first to stick up.

Wood, the nickname they gave themselves, has not been heard for a long time.

Gu Qianmu came in dragging his suitcase, avoided Lin Xing who wanted to give him a warm hug, and said, "Long time no see."

Isn't it long time no see?Today is different from the past, people are still those people, and things are still those things.It's just that the heart is no longer that heart.

A friend I haven't seen for a long time should have a lot to say. Lin Xing was avoided by him without embarrassment. The next second he pestered him again: "Wu Mu, how are you now? Are you alright?"

Gu Qianmu caught a glimpse of the hand on his shoulder from the corner of his eye, resisted the urge to wave it away, and said, "It's much better, it's okay."

In normal times, with Gu Qianmu's temperament, he had long been laughing and mingling with them, and after a few words, the relationship became the same as before leaving.

But now Gu Qianmu, with the spirit of fighting hard, has the heart but is unable to talk to them.What's more, the peace of mind makes him sad.

Lin Xing rubbed his nose, feeling inexplicable, seeing him take out the quilt, he said, "I'll help you!"

Gu Qianmu pursed his lips and nodded.

"Mu Mu, you don't know how much fun we've lost during the six months you've been away!"

"Let's go! You just made fun of Mu Mu as soon as he came back. Do you think people care about you?"

"Hmph! Mu Mu, don't listen to his nonsense, I'll tell you about the embarrassing things Xiao Lizi did in the past six months!"

"Ah! You will be punished for exposing others."

……

Playing around, having fun, is the nature of big boys.

At this age, they can still maintain a childish heart and live a carefree life.

No matter how you say it, Gu Qianmu has seen too many lives and deaths. Although it is unrealistic to think about it now, his heart is indeed different from theirs.

At first, he felt that there was a gap, but when he returned to the dormitory again, when he saw these friends who fell in love and killed each other, he still let out a "puchi" and laughed.

For the first time since I came back, I laughed from the bottom of my heart.

"Xiao Lizi, it's not me who said you, but your brain, which does seven or eight hundred embarrassing things a day, I believe!" The same tone and tone as before!

"Ah! You fast wood, it's not fun to find me just after you come back, come on! Let's have a fight!"

Gu Qianmu shook his head: "No, I have to go to the Academic Affairs Office, do you want to accompany me?"

Xiao Lizi: "The dormitory is so comfortable, I don't care!"

The laughter of several people spread out, making him temporarily forget everything.

He needs time to adapt, to adapt to the life of a former person without that person.

It takes a lifetime to find it.

Gu Qianmu thought, so many ups and downs have come, what else is there to be afraid of?