give me a bite

rationale

The curtains are blown by the wind, the autumn sun shines through the tulle, and the shadows on the ground fluctuate.

The luxurious European and American style in the room seemed to have experienced the war in Syria, and it was a mess.

There was a lot of voices outside, all of which were blurred outside the corner beside the sofa.

"elder brother……"

Seeing him coming, Lin Xun sobbed softly, huddled into a ball helplessly and pitifully.

"what happened?"

Lin Ting immediately became flustered and nervous, he had never seen such a fragile Lin Xun.

He ran over to comfort him, and accidentally caught a glimpse of many people standing on the balcony next door.

"Parents, they...they fell..." Lin Xun threw himself into his arms, crying loudly.

In an instant, all the sounds turned into buzzing tinnitus, Lin Ting let go of him, and staggered towards the direction he was pointing.

The sun was dazzling, he subconsciously squinted his eyes, and looking down, it was a piece of blood and flesh.The bright red was intertwined with some other colors, rendering his eyes also.

All the objects and scenes were blurred, only the dull atmosphere oppressed him.

"Brother!" Lin Xun stumbled over and grabbed him, his lips twitched, but he couldn't speak again.

"Lin Xun, Lin Xun..." Lin Ting was called back to his soul by his cry, he endured a strong sense of dizziness and took Lin Xun's hand, and found that it was covered with striking marks of whipping.

"I'm here, brother..." Lin Xun's eyes flashed a smile that Lin Ting didn't catch, and his crying became more intense.

"You, how are you?" Lin Ting didn't care about the discussions of the people around him at this moment, he rolled up Lin Xun's sleeves, as if he was looking for something.

"I'm fine, you go and find your parents, they fell, I dare not look at them." Lin Xun shook his head and retracted his hands, as if he could save something by doing so.

"They hit you again, didn't they?" Lin Ting asked him sniffling.

"Brother, don't ask, don't ask, go find your parents first." Lin Pun said so, but hugged him tightly.

"They are dead..." Lin Ting whispered, as if muttering to himself.

In the end those questions didn't ease his grief, and the dizziness was overwhelming.

He had already guessed it.

Guess what happened.

It was their own fault, but Lin Ting still couldn't help being sad.

"elder brother!"

In the last vague memory, besides Lin Xun's shouts, he also heard the comments and complaints from the neighbors watching the excitement.

"These two people really deserve it. Beating children at home every day is retribution!"

-

"Drip, drip, drip..."

Lin Ting's ears gradually became aware, and he clearly understood that he was in the hospital.

I still remember the scene when I first met Qiu Yunlan.

It's just that it's different now, he's exhausted, unable to open his eyes, and unable to move his body.

Maybe it should be the same as last time, move with all your strength, and then the discomfort of the ghost bed will disappear immediately.

But now he doesn't want to, not even with a finger.

When their parents died, everyone felt that they deserved to die, and even Lin Ting felt that way a little bit.

Maybe this is sinful, how could someone curse their parents like that, but in fact, his younger brother Lin Xun is fully qualified.

Lin Xun didn't do that, he seemed to be crying just now, even when he was beaten so hard when he was a child, he never cried.

Lin Ting's heart was even more sad, no matter how trashy his parents were, he still loved them.

Lin Ting has two years more memory than Lin Xun. He seems to have started to remember things very early, a little earlier than other children.

In his memory, although his parents treated Lin Xun harshly, they never treated him badly.Except, of course, when he excused his younger brother from being beaten.

His mother always coaxed him tenderly, and she later coaxed him to become a child star, as did his father. He had a very strong purpose for him, but he still had a little thought about him, and it was enlarged by blood dissolved in water. .

Lin Ting thought, maybe he loves them very much, otherwise he would not be so sad after their death, so emotional that he didn't even want to speak, he didn't want to move at all, for fear of breaking the only space to escape and go out to face them. Reality.

His hand seemed to have been held by someone, wet with warm tears, and this person never let go.

He knew that this was Lin Xun, his younger brother.

He is also very sad, just like himself.No, it should be different. Lin Xun should be more worried about him. After all, the death of his parents is also a relief for him.

I had long said that I would take my younger brother out, but now it was a little earlier, and nothing changed. As an older brother, he should shoulder the responsibility and burden.

Lin Ting thought, if he escapes for a while, he will go out and take care of himself.

Lin Ting suddenly felt an unbearable sense of guilt, as if he had done something wrong.

Feeling sorry for his parents would be too much for Lin Xun.

On the one hand is the parents, on the other is the younger brother, Lin Ting weighed it for a while, and now the deceased is the most important thing, let him be sad for a while, and cry silently in his heart for a while, first a son, and then an elder brother.

"Brother, I'm sorry..."

The buzzing in his ears became less, and Lin Ting could clearly hear Lin Xun's speech.

"It's all my fault that I ran to the balcony to hide, causing them to fall."

Lin Xun's sobs seemed to be a confession. Lin Ting didn't like it very much. He obviously did nothing wrong. Even if he accidentally pushed the law, it could be regarded as self-defense.

"If I hadn't gone to the balcony, I would have let them beat and scold me. That way, they wouldn't..."

Lin Ting could feel his hand being pressed against his forehead, but unfortunately he couldn't feel the temperature. He was in the ice cellar, cold from the inside out.

"I'm sorry." Lin Xun said the word again, "I caused you to lose your parents..."

It dawned on Lin Ting again, it turned out that Lin Xun was not sad for the death of his parents, but sorry for him.

How sad and ridiculous his parents are, only their eldest son in the whole world is hurting for them.

Not an abused brother, not a greedy relative, not even a stranger.

Only himself.

-

"What are you doing?" Qiu Yunqing leaned against the door, watching Qiu Yunlan anxiously stepping back and forth, frowning slightly, "What makes you so impatient."

"Well, there are indeed, but it's inconvenient to say." Qiu Yunlan stared at the QQ interface, feeling anxious.

Today he went very early and went to school without a morning run. He just hoped to see Lin Ting earlier.

However, Lin Ting didn't go to school all day, and the phone could be connected, but it was turned off after a while. Maybe it was out of power, or someone did it on purpose.

He immediately thought of Lin Xun, that weird kid.

"Want to go out? Today you ran back without even going to evening self-study. You scared me. I thought there was a thief in the house."

It was the first time Qiu Yunqing saw Qiu Yunlan's impatient appearance, and found it quite novel, but nothing is more important than her brother's safety, as long as Qiu Yunlan has no missing arms or legs, she can remain calm and composed.

Qiu Yunlan pursed her lips, suddenly thought of something, and looked at Qiu Yunqing with blazing eyes.

"Sister, have you recently... bought a motorcycle?"

Qiu Yun smiled lightly: "You like it? But I bought a red one, which may not suit your preferences. If you want, I can order you a pink one, which is more attractive."

"That's enough, give me the key, I have to go out, I'm in a hurry." Qiu Yunlan said that she had come to Qiu Yunqing's side, and stretched out her hand, like a child looking forward to a toy and anxious.

"You are in such a hurry. I feel that it is not safe for you to ride a bicycle now. I will ask Uncle Zhang to drive you there." Qiu Yunqing was about to make a phone call when he said that, but Qiu Yunlan held down his hand.

Qiu Yunlan knew that she couldn't hold back Qiu Yunqing, so she could only compromise and said: "You can just send me off, it's too time-consuming for Uncle Zhang to come here now."

Uncle Zhang is the exclusive driver of the siblings, but now he is helping Qiu Yunqing with errands, so he won't be able to come back for a while.

"Okay, then you have to sit still." Qiu Yunqing took out the key from his pocket, and turned it around in his hand, looking very rustic and cool.

Qiu Yunlan used to run when he got off the parking lot, so Qiu Yunqing had to run with him.

Qiu Yunqing mumbled while driving: "What the hell is it? You're so anxious, it's like chasing ducks to the shelves to me."

"Sister, hurry up." Qiu Yunlan urged.

"Got it, got it. You put on the helmet. I was going to take you out for fun in a few days. It was customized for you in advance, but I didn't expect it to be used so soon."

"En." Qiu Yunlan stepped into the car and put on the helmet in one piece, not in the mood to appreciate these two cool motorcycles at all.

"It's better not to run into the traffic police, it will be very troublesome."

"No." Qiu Yunlan said calmly: "Today is not a holiday, nor is it a weekend, and this time is not a peak period."

"Okay, sit still."

While Qiu Yunqing was reversing the car, curiosity was also at work, and he said to Qiu Yunlan obliquely, "Is something wrong with the person you like? Are you so anxious?"

"Almost." Qiu Yunlan said vaguely, "Sister, don't ask, let's hurry up and go to Jiangkou Fenglan Community."

"Which girl? The family background is good, and the place where they live is quite elegant."

"No, it's not..."

Obviously, Qiu Yunqing's desire for drag racing is even greater. After the motorcycle starts at a high speed, except for the roar of the exhaust pipe and the sound of the wind hanging, Qiu Yunlan can't hear anything else.

He felt that he was surrounded by the cold and couldn't distract himself by riding a bicycle. He guessed more concretely in his mind why Lin Ting couldn't get in touch if he didn't come to school.

The more I thought about it, the more my heart sank, and I felt panicked.

This incomprehensible anxiety made him forget the unhappiness when Lin Ting didn't arrive early or even come to school, and the fantasies in his mind.

He has been breeding and growing in sweetness, so he has not thought of the hidden fuse and obstacles between the two for a long time.

He likes this person so much that he puts his reason behind him, and turns from a wise man to a servant of desire.

When all thoughts and emotions are in the hands of another person, it is like roasting sugar in a pot, burning sweetly.

No one knows what shape it will take.

Whether it is a beautiful or dangerous thing or scene, it has become the reasoning meaning that Lin Ting stands in his heart.