The head belongs to you, you belong to me

[Qi Fei]: [Remember to say something in the future, don't hold back, if you hold back, I don't know what happened at all, and I don't know how to explain it, it will easily cause misunderstandings. 】

Lin Qiushui knew why Qi Fei took this matter so seriously, because he and Qi Fei broke up because of something similar to this.

It's just that the roles have been switched, Qi Fei was jealous before, but now Lin Qiushui is jealous.

Two years ago, Lin Qiushui was very fond of playing. Because of his former circle, he also had many friends, both men and women. Even after entering the gaming circle, he would still often go to hang out with those friends.

Sometimes when the actions are a little more intimate, Qi Fei will start to get jealous and ask to see his mobile phone, and will persuade him not to go outside to play all the time and leave him alone.

He is gay, how could he fall in love with a girl?

It is precisely because of this that he gets closer to girls, but that is limited to physical contact between friends, and he knows his sexual orientation.

Therefore, the physical contact with boys will be reduced, but even so, Qi Fei is still dissatisfied, Qi Fei just hopes that he will break those relationships by exercising, and stop going out to fool around.

Yes, in Qi Fei's eyes at that time, Lin Qiushui went to play, sing and have fun with those people, that was fooling around.

But in Lin Qiushui's view, this is just an ordinary way to maintain interpersonal relationships, and the two disagree.

So it caused a lot of problems, although every time I finally reconciled, there will still be pimples.

He would be perfunctory at first, but later he felt a little irritable, so his attitude would not be so good, which made Qi Fei feel even more insecure, so he became more possessive of him.

There was even a period of time when Qi Fei was so possessive that he would be jealous when Lin Qiushui shook hands with his female fans after the game.

But in fact, that's not Qi Fei's problem alone. He actually has a problem. He just thinks that he is too careless and never considers Qi Fei's feelings. , just because I love him, I am even more afraid of losing him.

Although Qi Fei became more possessive, he still didn't interfere with his social circle. He just advised him to go out less and spend more time with him. He is a gentleman, he is very gentle, and he would never force Lin Qiushui .

Later, Lin Qiushui actually deliberately reduced this kind of social interaction, but the habit is not so easy to change, he is slowly changing, but Qi Fei is getting more and more so.

Therefore, he felt that Qi Fei didn't respect him and didn't trust him, and the conflict broke out, which led to the subsequent results.

During that time, even though they had a rift, they still loved each other, it was only because of the cold war stage. I know that once, Qi Fei saw a message sent to Lin Qiushui by a girl with the note "Cute Baby" containing some ambiguity. The information meant that Qi Fei went completely crazy and had a big fight with Lin Qiushui. In the end, Lin Qiushui left the base in a fit of anger. He didn't come back for three days, and Qi Fei didn't contact him for three days.

Before that, every time Qi Fei quarreled, Qi Fei took the initiative to apologize first, but this time he didn't, he was so angry that he sent Qi Fei a text message to break up, Qi Fei took a long time to reply, because he couldn't help it When he was about to put down his face and take the initiative to ask for peace, Qi Fei returned to him with only one simple word - "OK".

Qi Fei agreed to break up, and then they separated for two years.

But in fact, that Mengbao is not what Qi Fei thought, Mengbao is the girl's nickname, and friends in the same circle call her that, but Qi Fei is jealous and just doesn't listen to Lin Qiushui explain.

That girl is a very lively and carefree person. She often sends messages to people in the middle of the night, deliberately editing a seemingly ambiguous text message, hoping that the other party's boyfriend or girlfriend will see it. This kind of thing has always been hers. Bad taste.

But at that time, Qi Fei was so jealous that he really didn't listen, so Lin Qiushui felt that he didn't trust him, so a quarrel broke out, which led to the final breakup.

In fact, at the beginning, when Qi Fei saw the "dear" message, he didn't burst out immediately and didn't say anything, but just asked who it was. Lin Qiushui said that he grew up together Big friend, Qi Fei didn't say anything more, Lin Qiushui was still quite slow in this regard, so he didn't notice that something was wrong with Qi Fei.

Those few days were fine, until one day, that cute baby sent a message to ask Lin Qiushui to go to her birthday party. Before Lin Qiushui went out, Qi Fei asked him where he was going. He said that he was going to a friend's birthday party. Qi Fei Said he wanted to go and see, Lin Qiushui took him after thinking about it.

But at that time, the relationship between the two was still kept secret from the outside world. Even if they were friends who grew up together, Lin Qiushui didn't want them to know too early, so when he introduced Qi Fei, he introduced it as a friend.

Qi Fei, who wanted to declare his sovereignty, was a little unhappy, but he didn't say anything. It was not until Lin Qiushui was pushed up to sing "Today You Will Marry Me" with that cute baby. up.

As soon as he put the wine glass down, he went up and snatched the wheat from that cute baby. He took Lin Qiushui's hand and announced their relationship in front of everyone. Lin Qiushui was stunned by the reverberation in front of his face.

What he is most afraid of is that others will not accept his relationship with Qi Fei. After all, there are many people who resist this. Qiu Shui was still greatly impacted.

Lin Qiushui hurriedly said hello and ran away in embarrassment. After returning, he and Qi Fei broke out in the only and most violent quarrel since they were together. At the end of the quarrel, Lin Qiushui ran back to his home. Going to the club for training, Qi Fei didn't look for him either.

Later, it was a breakup.

In fact, those friends came to him later, and expressed their support to him one after another. This matter is normal, so let him not think too much, let alone feel pressure, but it is useless, he and Qi Fei broke up.

Later, when he grew up, he also understood Qi Fei's feelings at that time, and he gradually stopped participating in the fun activities of those friends.

But he and Qi Fei already have a long distance. He went back to school to study, and Qi Fei still led the team to fight in various arenas. The distance between them seemed to be getting farther and farther.

In fact, at that time, Qi Fei only needed to coax him, and his friends supported them. As long as they reconcile well and let nature take its course, they may have gone to see their parents now...

But he didn't expect that at that time, Qi Fei, who was giving way to him in everything at that time and doting on him, would stop doting on him one day, and would no longer give in to him.

Although he said to break up, the person who loved him so much a few days ago agreed to break up without hesitation.

He was angry, he was shocked, he was tender, he was proud, he was sad, he cried with snot and tears, but he just couldn't help himself to save face, he wanted to save face and suffer, he used to think that he was omnipotent and mighty.

Now that Qi Fei has agreed to break up, he has to live a more exciting life than Qi Fei. He wants to prove that he can't live without Qi Fei, but the facts prove that he did not live a more exciting life, and he did not really leave Qi Fei. Don't drive Qi Fei... He is not omnipotent, he is just an ordinary person who loves Qi Fei deeply.

Lin Qiushui is very hypocritical. When he and Qi Fei were together, he often broke up and talked about breaking up, talking awkwardly, bickering, saying April Fool's Day, joking, and saying it countless times.

But he really loves Qi Fei very much, and he never thought of breaking up for real, and Qi Fei never took it seriously, he always said with a smile: Do you want to break up?It's a good idea, you can only be my Qifei's person for the rest of your life!You are Sapo's grandson monkey, so you can't escape from my palm!

At that time, he would smile and say: If you can't escape, then I'll pee on your hand hahaha.

Qi Fei would rub his head helplessly and pamperingly.

But he never thought that one day, Qi Fei didn't domineeringly say that he could only be his, but after he said to break up, he only said "yes".

Facts have proved that people cannot be so tender all the time, no one will spoil you all the time.

After two long years, Qi Fei has grown up, and Lin Qiushui has not always stood still. They both love each other deeply, but they just don't know how to love each other. Fortunately, they still miss each other in the past two years. There are no latecomers, no one else, only each other from beginning to end.

Lin Qiushui thought a lot, thought about the past, thought about the present, and even thought about the future.

In the past, they were all too young. One was young and frivolous, self-willed and proud of face-saving, and the other was mature and only thought about planning for the future. They were hard-spoken, insecure, and never considered too much about the present. They love but don’t understand How to love, what they need is time to grow, to truly learn how to love each other so that they can last forever, they have been adapting, growing, and changing, precisely this is also a step that everyone must go through in love, and after passing through, they will become Really.

These two years are enough.

This time, he will not let himself and Qi Fei make the same mistakes again. He is no longer the same Lin Qiushui as before. Although he is still very delicate, he is not arrogant and unreasonable.

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It may be that Lin Qiushui hasn't replied to the message for a long time, and the computer rang again a few times. Lin Qiushui came back to his senses, still a little sluggish, as if he was still stuck in the memory and hadn't come out completely.

He was silent for a long time before he came out of his memory completely, looked at the computer, and it was Qi Fei who sent another message.

[Qi Fei]: [Why don't you say it?What are you in a daze for? 】

Lin Qiushui put away his thoughts, landed his slender fingers on the keyboard, and started typing slowly.

[Lin Qiushui]: [No, I am no longer what I used to be. 】

After typing, Lin Qiushui felt that this was inappropriate, so he deleted the retyping, and this time he only typed one word and sent it. It couldn't be simpler than one word——