all the light

I'm going to regret it..."

Knowing that no matter what he said, the person opposite would not be able to compromise because of it. After knowing such a thing, now that she can abide by the agreement, she has made the biggest concession, and he can't force her.

He had never felt so tired before, not even when he was only 14 years old when he was facing the assassination team, the battle-hardened Scuvarro.

In ten years, his body, body and mind had been baptized enough, and he thought he was strong enough, strong enough to maintain the balance between the two, strong enough to protect her from any harm.

But he found that he was still very weak, and the so-called strength was nothing but self-deception, and it was just a deceptive illusion.

He is still no different from the person who could only help her escape three years ago, and the one who only knew how to give up ten years ago, and then cowardly watched the two people slowly come together, planting the fruits of sin There is no difference between the weak and weak teenagers of the time...

——It turns out that I still haven’t grown up?

"Awu..." Just as he was still immersed in his sea of ​​painful thoughts, he heard her voice.

"What's the matter...?" Came back from his thoughts, Takeshi Yamamoto forced a smile at her.

"...No, it's nothing..." The person who was about to say something withdrew the words of comfort that she was about to utter, because she found that no matter what she said at this time, it could not bring him comfort, it could only achieve the effect of irony. The person he hurt was herself.

"Yukari, do you know..." Takeshi Yamamoto, who wanted to be silent, said suddenly, the oriental face vaguely had the outline of a young boy, and his eyes were full of exhaustion.

"..."

"If anyone else said the above paragraph to me, I would kill him on the spot without hesitation, because she posed a threat to Pengo Lie, even if she was the person Ah Gang once loved deeply, as long as If I don't tell you, no third person will know what happened tonight. Naturally, Ah Gang won't either."

"..."

"...But, that person is you, Yukari you..." Takeshi Yamamoto's sharp brows and eyes softened, although he was tired, but exuded a faint soft light, "I made a promise with myself when I was young, and I wanted to protect the past. The soul named 'Fujiwara Mai'... let her be happy and healthy, so I will see you and Tsuna come together and do nothing, so I will let you go, even help you escape [-] years ago Palermo... used to stubbornly think that the wish of 'Mai Fujiwara' was my wish..."

"..."

"Yukari..." Yamamoto Takejiong, who had changed back to his original address, looked at her, "I don't want to confront you with swords, I will insist on this until you stand on the opposite side of me and swing your sword at me ..."

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——No matter what you do, I will forgive you, even if you deceive me with lies, I am willing to accept it, as long as Yukari is willing to explain.

——I will insist on this until you first stand on the opposite side of me and swing a knife at me...

Maybe after a long, long time, when her hair is gray and her teeth fall out, oh no, maybe she can't wait for that day, but as long as it is the last moment of her existence in this world, then she will never forget these two sentences .

Just like what Chris said to her last time—I will never stand against you—some words can be remembered for a lifetime, engraved in the imprint of life, and the quicksand of time and years cannot wash away , When I heard it, the heart that I had hinted countless times and was tightly bound by hatred and revenge showed a few cracks in places that could be seen by the naked eye, which could not be ignored.

Every time she wanted to make up for that place, when she wanted her heart to be perfect again, as hard as a fortress and indestructible, the person in front of her used words as ice chisels again and again, breaking through the ice, bringing The breath of warmth and sunshine, and she is like a person drowning in the deep sea. Even if she voluntarily drowns, she still can't help but want to reach out and approach with the most natural instinct of human beings, close to the sunshine.

"Awu..." With a long sigh, Aso Yukari leaned weakly on the back of the high chair behind her, closed her eyes, her slightly cool hair stuck to her back, soaking in the chill.

"what?"

"...Don't be so nice to me..." He pouted his lips, and then said it, it seemed easier than expected.

"........."

It took a long time to wait for the other party's response, but Aso Yukari did not raise her eyes to look at that person as usual, because she found that even with her eyes closed, she could use a fine nerve to describe the outline of that person.

When did it start?How did she start to feel so deeply for him?Deep enough to make her heart palpitations?

"Why can't I be nice to you?" The dark-haired young man's leisurely voice smeared layer after layer of sound waves in the hall, and the ripples spread in the air, inexplicably touching the heartstrings of some people.

"..."

"... That's my freedom. It's determined by my own will. Whether I want to treat you well or not, it's impossible to change my will just because of your words. This is unreasonable and impossible. "

"People's will is always shifting and changing with the flow of time, just like Sawada Tsunayoshi ten years ago was a weak waste who was afraid of blood, and ten years later he can also face A death list, followed by a chef's well-prepared lunch with an appetite."

"Hehe... Yukari is still so eloquent..."

"Excellent..."

"So, what if there is a reason for saying that I treat you well?"

With a sudden movement in his heart, Aso Yukari seemed to realize that he had touched a point that should not be touched.It's like a creature called a moth, even though it longs for warmth and light, knowing that jumping towards that light will cause its own complete destruction, it still follows its instinct to throw itself into the fire.

——Moths to the flame are not blind ignorance, nor is it a kind of courage, but a kind of unconditioned reflex drawn by instinct when even one's own consciousness is noticed, that is, It's like a "knee jerk reaction" described in junior high school science textbooks.

——It’s not that I want to, but I can’t want to.

"I don't want to know!" Decisively refusing a certain question, Aso Yukari jumped up from the back of the chair and sat up straight, his eyes were somewhat illusory in the air, starting from a certain point and spreading around Open invisible spider webs scurrying around.

"..." Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Takeshi Yamamoto's expression suddenly froze, flashed past the injury, and then regained his composure in a short period of time.

"Sure enough, Yukari, you know it... But even if you know, I still want to say it myself... After all, this kind of thing must be said by myself, so as not to leave any regrets..."

"I do not want to hear!!!!"

"I like you……"

One person uses Japanese and the other uses Italian, but this does not prevent the two from understanding each other's meaning, and through the nerve center in the brain, it is quickly transformed into an emotional signal that reaches the chest.

The two sentences are spoken at the same time, and the male and female voices are intertwined, but it is easy to detect. Although the female voice is sharp, the deep and obviously magnetic male voice cannot be completely covered up, and can be completely captured by the two people in the room. .

"Awu, what are you talking about! I didn't hear clearly, I'm very tired, I want to go upstairs to rest." She has always hated self-deceiving people, but at this moment she found that sometimes only self-deceiving people can deal with some people who don't want to see scenes, words you don't want to hear.

With a chuckle, he watched the person across from him suddenly push the seat away, and the wooden chair legs rubbed against the floor to make a harsh sound. The person's face was clearly flustered and evasive.

"Yukari, don't run away." Standing up as well, Takeshi Yamamoto quickly made a move, holding down the hand of the person opposite who was going to withdraw from the table, and the person who had a complete advantage in height easily straddled the table and took the person's hand The location is fixed.

"If you didn't catch it, I can say it again."

"No, I don't want to listen!!!" She shook her head in a panic, causing the long hair on her back to fall to her chest, covering half of her face, but her actions did not prevent the other party from re-uttering the next sentence—— He said--

"I like you, Yukari, I have loved you for ten years!"

The voice that was deliberately raised by the master easily overwhelmed the other party's flustered murmur this time.

Did you know that the scientific definition of a "black hole" is a space-time region defined by a boundary that only allows external matter and radiation to enter but does not allow matter and radiation to escape from it, that is, the event horizon.

A black hole is a super-dense celestial body, its volume tends to zero and its density is infinite. Due to its strong attraction, as long as the object enters a certain distance from this point, it will be absorbed, even the light is no exception.

Then, maybe the pair of eyes she sees now are like the black hole described above, with a deep vortex, with emotions that have been suppressed for ten years, and now they are finally able to be openly exposed in the early spring air. Bit by bit, it devoured her heart.

The kind of determination that seemed to never let go made her feel an inexplicable coolness, like the look she had seen in Sawada Tsunayoshi's eyes, but there were some differences in some subtle places.

No one can use words to describe the mood of the two people present at the moment, even if it is the greatest language in the world.