After writing the book, all of Yokohama wanted to hunt me down

"Don't let her out..."

When Shibusawa Tatsuhiko came home, Yuan Xuan had already fallen asleep.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko felt extremely pity for the frown that was furrowed even in sleep, he sat down beside the bed, stretched out his hand and gently stroked her eyebrows.

What are you dreaming about?Shibusawa Ryuhiko stared at her face, Zhang Mei's face revealed a weak paleness.

Because of being weak and sick all the year round, she always has a frail aura lingering around her body.Every time Shibusawa Tatsuhiko held her in his arms, it was as if he was holding a fragile treasure.

He held her in his arms countless times, when her breath was as weak as a thin layer of mist.Shibusawa Ryuhiko often had the illusion that she would leave his arms at any moment.

He brushed away the hair that covered her cheeks, and covered Yuan Xuan's face with his palm, and finally his palm fit Yuan Xuan's skin.

Yuan Xuan has long pink and purple hair. When she falls asleep, she always curls up her body, as if she is afraid and vigilant.That pink-purple long hair was messily scattered on the bed, making her figure even more slender.

When Shibusawa Ryuhiko's fingernails were stroking her face, she seemed to feel it too, even though Shibusawa Ryuhiko's movements were gentle enough, it still woke her up.

Or... it would be more appropriate to wake up with a start.

On her pale and weak face, there was a panic-like expression, her body shrank instinctively, subconsciously wanted to sit up, but was stopped by Shibusawa Ryuhiko.

Shibusawa Ryuhiko pressed his palm on her shoulder, his movements were obviously gentle, but it didn't calm Yuanxuan's tense mood at all.

There was a sense of depression and uneasiness in his expression, and Yuan Xuan's eyes were fixed on Shibusawa Ryuhiko.

That line of sight was like a tight thread, and her body was also extremely stiff.

"……you are back."

With Yuan Xuan's head resting on the pillow, she said softly, "Welcome back."

Hearing her voice, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko showed a little smile on his face, he lowered his head and kissed Yuan Xuan's forehead, and then buried his face in her neck.

"I'm back," Shibusawa Tatsuhiko said close to her, "Aya."

Yuan Xuan just felt that she was going to be out of breath.

Since when did it change?I can't tell myself.But when Yuan Xuan came back to her senses, she hadn't been able to go out for a long time.

The sun, the moon, and the crowd have all gone away from her without knowing when.What Yuanxuan faced was only the familiar room, and... Shibusawa Tatsuhiko.

In Shibusawa Tatsuhiko said that it is dangerous outside.

Yokohama is a coastal city, so the air is humid all year round, and the wind also carries a faint smell of the sea.

It seems that it is spring, and Yuan Xuan is not particularly clear about it. The long-term closed life has made her mind become chaotic.

When she can cheer up, Yuan Xuan occasionally reads a book.She looked at the beautiful scenery depicted in the book, so she said to Shibusawa Tatsuhiko: "The book says that a place that is warm all year round, flowers that bloom every season..."

If possible, I would like to travel with you.

"I think..." That must be an extremely beautiful scenery.

I want to see those beautiful scenery with you.

She didn't finish her sentence at all, and before she even expressed her thoughts, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko held her hand and said, "It's too dangerous outside, you can't go out."

Almost before she could react, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko closed her book and pulled it out of Yuan Xuan's hand.Yuan Xuan's hand was held by him.

He seemed to understand what Yuan Xuan said, but also seemed to understand nothing.

Yuan Xuan didn't know what "danger" specifically referred to, because Shibusawa Ryuhiko had never told her about it.

By the time she realized that she had been in the house for a long time, she seemed to be used to life.

A kind of life isolated from the world.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko would stay with her at home most of the time, even if he went out, it would not be too long, and every time he would bring back gifts for Yuanxuan.

Pens, books, paper, accessories... Yuan Xuan can't remember how many gifts she has received.

Make her feel that she is being valued.

At the beginning, she still liked to write something, sometimes it was a letter to her brother-although it was impossible for her brother to receive it, she couldn't send it.Sometimes it is the manuscripts that are intended to be sent to the publishing house, but some of the manuscripts have never been published.

Maybe it's because I'm not talented.Yuan Xuan thought.

But gradually, she lost that energy, so she spent less and less time reading and holding a pen, and more often she was in meditation or resting.

Sleep seems to be getting longer and longer.

Shibusawa Ryuhiko waited until she fell asleep before going out, and when he came back, Yuan Xuan hadn't woken up yet.

Confined in a narrow range, it seems that even life has become sluggish.

When Yuanxuan asked Shibusawa Ryuhiko in a weak voice, "Can I go out...", the other party hugged her tightly.

She smelled Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's breath, and the other's long white hair spread on her back like smoke hanging down, wrapping her inside.

She felt a chill of terror.

"No." Shibusawa Tatsuhiko said, "No."

Yuanxuan was stunned for a moment by the toughness in the refusal, it was the first time she said it to Shibusawa Ryuhiko in such a tone, and it was completely different from the Shibusawa Ryuhiko in her usual impression.

Normally, he is always gentle and tolerant, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko will watch her with an extremely gentle and focused expression, as if no matter what request Yuanxuan puts forward, he can help her meet it unconditionally.

But Yuan Xuan never mentioned it to him.

She will never take the initiative to ask for anything, nor will she ask him to do something by herself.Shibusawa Tatsuhiko then thought that she (Yuan Xuan) might need something, so she did it according to her own idea.

"It's dangerous outside." Shibusawa Tatsuhiko hugged Yuan Xuan in his arms, his chin resting on the top of Yuan Xuan's hair, Yuan Xuan's body curled up in his arms.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko probably didn't know exactly what "danger" referred to.

It is true that the current situation is not stable, especially in special places in Yokohama, mafia and military police... There are also some homeless soldiers who have wandered in from outside.But these people and situations are not worth mentioning to Shibusawa Tatsuhiko.

It can't pose a threat to him at all, and it's far from enough to change the root cause of his feeling of "danger".

However, an inexplicable intuition was telling him - telling Ryuhiko Shibusawa not to let Yuanxuan go out.

Once she is let out... irreparable things will happen...

irreparable what?Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's mind seemed to freeze for a moment, and he couldn't understand the details.

However, when he looked at Yuan Xuan's face, when he stretched out his hand and embraced her in his arms, he would feel a burst of peace and satisfaction.

It seems to have an incomparably precious treasure.Maybe "family".

Family is more precious than anything.

"……family?"

Yuanxuan raised her white eyelids, and her eyes looked at Shibusawa Ryuhiko.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko has a pair of red "red" eyes, which are an extremely aggressive "color". Whenever Yuanxuan looks at him, she always subconsciously avoids his sight.

Is it family?Yuan Xuan didn't understand.

All she felt was a pang of sadness.

It made her unable to talk to him happily like in the beginning, and also unable to get along with him like before.When Shibusawa Ryuhiko came back at night, he could always find Yuanxuan on the bed.

She seems to be sleeping longer and longer.

I sleep for a long time during the day, so I sometimes suffer from insomnia at night.However, when Shibusawa Tatsuhiko hugged her from behind, and when his body was close to her, Yuan Xuan closed her eyes, as if she was asleep.

Her breathing was steady, even empty, so light that it might disappear at any moment.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's hand stroked Yuan Xuan's body, making her tremble uncontrollably, and the small sob that leaked out was enough to prove that her consciousness was awake.

"Fantasy."

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko pressed against her neck, calling her name, he kissed Yuan Xuan's cheek and lips, Yuan Xuan felt that her whole body was sluggish and unable to respond.

She felt an unspeakable weight on her body, and also on her mind.

The moonlight seeped in through the painted glass windows and fell on her face, and she murmured in a trance that the moonlight was so beautiful.

Yuan Xuan said softly: "...I really want to see the moon."

But Shibusawa Tatsuhiko closed the curtains, he held Yuanxuan's face, and kissed her deeply, the unspoken stillborn.

However, the next day, Yuan Xuan saw the moon.

The curtains were still tightly closed, Shibusawa Ryuhiko hugged her from behind, their bodies were pressed together, Yuan Xuan and Shibusawa Ryuhiko looked at the moon projected on the ceiling surrounded by stars.

Yuan Xuan's tears flowed down, even she didn't know why she was crying.

so sad……

How come.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko held her face and kissed the tears she shed. When they kissed, Yuan Xuan only tasted an unspeakable bitterness.

For a moment, she would feel that perhaps "home" was the most dangerous place.

However, this idea only exists in an instant.

Yuanxuan always thinks of her brother, who was her only family member.

At that time, her brother would hold her tightly and kiss her tenderly on the forehead from time to time, but Yuan Xuan only felt extremely happy.

When she clings to her brother's arms, holding his body tightly like he is hugging herself, she just feels extremely at ease.

Yuan Xuan thought, it must be because they love each other.

Because her brother would say to her, "I love you."

Whenever he pressed Yuan Xuan's forehead and said to her, Yuan Xuan's heart would feel extremely full, as if being filled with something.

But Shibusawa Tatsuhiko never seems to have said anything to her, and there has never been any "love" between them.

It was clear that they were already closer than she and her brother.

So one night, when Shibusawa Tatsuhiko held her tightly and entered her body, Yuan Xuan stroked his face and asked him, "Do you love me?"

Her voice was so soft, as if she was afraid of his answer, but for her, asking actively was already a striking reality in that timid body.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko said, "I love you."

This "love" made her almost drown in it.