After writing the book, all of Yokohama wanted to hunt me down

"To the only you in the world.

May you grow up healthily,

And be proud of yourself. 』

Atsushi Nakajima has eaten his fifth bowl of chazuke. His appetite is so good? It's unbelievable.

When he noticed Yuan Xuan looking at him, Atsushi Nakajima suddenly felt nervous.

He carefully looked at Yuan Xuan, she had finished her meal, Atsushi Nakajima saw her tableware neatly arranged - Yuan Xuan's appetite was still very small.

She used to be like this too.

When Yuanxuan was still living in the orphanage, she sometimes ate only half a steamed bun for a meal and said she was full, because Atsushi Nakajima was often punished—he was often not allowed to eat.

From the pitifully scarce food, Yuan Xuan would always try to spare half of it for Atsushi Nakajima.Leave it to Atsushi Nakajima, who was imprisoned.

Maybe it's because she did this, and has been doing it all the time, that's why she is extra thin. Even Atsushi Nakajima is also a thin child, but when they stand together, Yuan Xuan still gives people a sense of comparison. Atsushi Shima felt more vulnerable.

But now, Yuan Xuan has grown into a very beautiful woman.

Her hair was dyed white, the same color as that young man - her "assistant". On Yuan Xuan's earlobe was a golden cone-shaped earring, which she wore today A "milk" tea-colored windbreaker coat, her white hair hangs softly on her shoulders, and when she sits down, the ends of her hair fall on her legs, bending a lively arc.

She seems to have completely escaped from the dregs of life in the orphanage—Yuan Xuan has completely entered into a brand new state.

—I shouldn't have come to her.Atsushi Nakajima suddenly thought.

He felt a wave of inferiority, and Atsushi Nakajima felt very guilty.Regret almost swallowed him up.

But Yuan Xuan was talking to him, she held her chin with her white palm, the pointed chin rested on the metacarpal bone.

Yuan Xuan's voice was very gentle, as if she was afraid that raising the volume would disturb some timid beings.

She said to Atsushi Nakajima, "Do you want another bowl? Ochazuke."

Atsushi Nakajima nodded and said softly, "Yeah."

Yuanxuan called the waiter? She casually said to Atsushi Nakajima, "It's the first time I've come to this restaurant, how about looking at other dishes? I really want to try it too."

Yuan Xuan said, "I'm really happy that you can come to see me."

Atsushi Nakajima said, because he saw Yuan Xuan's movie poster.

"Everyone said, you must? Can become an excellent actress."

Yuan Xuan stared at him, "But I can't play other people well."

The reason why she was able to play Bie Tianwang was entirely because Bie Tianwang was also Yuan Xuan.So she's still playing herself.

Yuan Xuan didn't think she had the talent to be an actress.

There was a lot of food on the table.

Because Atsushi Nakajima looks hungry, he seems to be able to eat a lot of food, but he keeps eating the same food - since they ordered, Atsushi Nakajima has eaten a total of five bowls of ochazuke, and now it is the sixth bowl.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko always told Yuanxuan that eating the same dishes all the time would make him tired.So they often go out to eat out.

But Atsushi Nakajima eats ochazuke all the time.

In his shallow knowledge, ochazuke is the most delicious food in the world, and there is absolutely no food that is more delicious than ochazuke...

Such thoughts are closed today.

There are many foods that are more delicious than ochazuke, but he has never eaten them before?.

A life of poverty will drive something into your bones, and you won't be able to change it at all even when you grow up.

Until now, when Atsushi Nakajima drinks coffee, he still uncontrollably adds four cubes of sugar to his coffee, which brings a sweetness that makes people feel sick.

Because in the orphanage where Atsushi Nakajima grew up, sugar was a very rare treasure.

But Yuan Xuan sat across from him, she couldn't see these things at all——she has been taken good care of these years.

She is not like Atsushi Nakajima, who dare not ask for anything she wants-she is not like Atsushi Nakajima now.

Yuan Xuan has gained the courage to get rid of the past. She is striving for everything she wants and becoming someone she could never be.

Because someone gave her hope, someone gave her endless love.

Atsushi Nakajima envied her very much.

They seem to have never experienced the "breaking up" thing at all, and they are friends who have been reunited after a long absence.Atsushi Nakajima thought, how could he be so brazen, obviously he was the one who said at the beginning, don't be friends anymore.

But now he came to Yuan Xuan again.

Atsushi Nakajima wanted to ask her a question.

He put down the bowl and chopsticks, and sat upright like a primary school student, but he didn't dare to raise his head high, as if he was afraid of being called by the teacher.

Even Atsushi Nakajima would never experience this feeling—he never went to school, not for a single day.

"Xuan..." Atsushi Nakajima's voice was so small, it was almost like the sound of breathing, he changed his mouth, "Teacher Yuan."

Atsushi Nakajima felt that he was not qualified to call her that.

But Yuan Xuan said, "Dun."

She watched very seriously? Atsushi Nakajima, "Atsu."

Yuan Xuan called him by his name just like before.

Atsushi Nakajima was silent for a moment, "Yes."

He kept repeating the ? syllable, because he never knew what to say? What would be good.

"Let's be friends again." Yuan Xuan's eyelids drooped slightly, and she said softly to him, "I'm sorry."

Because of me, too cowardly.

Obviously there have been so many opportunities to "recover", but because of fear and timidity, I have been avoiding them all the time, as if it never happened (existed)?

This friendship—the past as a friend, all existed in reality, and they were all once regarded as the courage to live by her.

If it weren't for Atsushi Nakajima, she might have died long ago.She is always living on the emotions of others, she is stealing the emotions of others and using them as lamp oil to extend her own life.

Without those feelings?, she would be exhausted.

"Dun," Yuan Xuan said, "I'm sorry."

All this time, I never went back to find you.

Atsushi Nakajima clenched the corners of his mouth, his fingers clenched tightly.

"I'm sorry," said Nakajima Atsushi, "I always...wanted to be friends with you...."

His voice became smaller and smaller until it disappeared completely.

A childish look appeared on Atsushi Nakajima's face - just like in the orphanage nine years ago, he saw 12-year-old Yuan Xuan bring him the hidden food.

"I've always..." Atsushi Nakajima's voice was dry, "I want to be your friend."

This is his most candid moment.

Yuan Xuan added a sentence to the novel brought by Atsushi Nakajima.

On the title page of the novel, she wrote, "To the only you in the world".

This is the words her brother gave her. Atsushi Nakajima remembers this sentence. When they were young, they curled up on the hard bed in the orphanage, and Yuan Xuan would tell him about the things between her and her brother.

She told Atsushi Nakajima that her brother had promised her that all subsequent works would have to add such a sentence at the beginning - because he wanted to dedicate all the stories to his only sister Yuanxuan.

They are each other's only "family".

Atsushi Nakajima has no family members, and he has never experienced what Yuanxuan said.

After writing this sentence, Yuan Xuan still did not stop, she continued to write, "May you grow up healthily and be proud of yourself. 』

When writing this sentence, it seems that what Yuan Xuan embraced was not the feelings between "friends", but the relationship between the elders and the younger generation - Yuan Xuan seemed to be much more mature than Atsushi Nakajima.

I don't know when, Yuan Xuan has tolerant eyes - her attitude has become more and more gentle and restrained, which is a symbol of growth.

Atsushi Nakajima looked? These few lines of words could not make any sound.

He has an urge to cry.

Atsushi Nakajima has no parents, and no one has ever had any expectations for him. The moment Yuan Xuan wrote these few lines, it seemed that a certain vacancy in his heart was filled.

Yuan Xuan is not just his friend anymore.

She can also be Atsushi Nakajima's "family".

Even if there is no blood relationship, even...they haven't seen each other for many years.

Atsushi Nakajima told Yuan Xuan that he is now working at the port mafia.

"Like Oda-san?"

As soon as the port mafia was mentioned, Yuanxuan subconsciously thought of Oda Sakunosuke.Although another port mafia member also came to her signing event today, Yuanxuan felt that Atsushi Nakajima and Osamu Dazai were not the same kind of people.

Osamu Dazai looked... more comparable to the last reader she saw today - a young Russian named Fyodor.

They all give people an elusive and incomprehensible feeling.

"Mr. Oda?" Atsushi Nakajima was stunned for a moment.

Yuan Xuan explained, "The full name is Sakunosuke Oda. I heard that he is the port mafia who never kills."

She felt that Atsushi Nakajima must be the same as Sakunosuke Oda. Atsushi is a kind and timid child, so neither of them (Sakunosuke Oda and Atsushi Nakajima) would be a murderous mafia.

But Dun told her, "Something? Not the same."

He said, "I am a student of Mr. Dazai."

This time, it was Osamu Dazai who invited Atsushi Nakajima to participate in Yuanxuan's signing. It is necessary for Osamu Dazai to make trouble on purpose.

But last time, he just wanted to mess around, so Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuya entered the booth prepared for the signing.But after entering, Osamu Dazai saw Nakahara Chuya's serious look, so he canceled all the pranks.

Atsushi Nakajima thinks that Yuanxuan should also know Mr. Dazai, because it is logically unlikely that anyone who has met Mr. Dazai will forget him.

"His right eye is wrapped with a bandage." Atsushi Nakajima explained bit by bit.

Although Mr. Dazai and Mr. Oda are friends (something Atsushi only found out a few days ago), they are two completely different types of people.

Atsushi Nakajima is on a very brutal path.

He is the "white" god of death taught by Osamu Dazai, and he is as famous as the "black" disaster dog" Akutagawa Ryunosuke, a tool that makes the enemy fearful.

Yuan Xuan watched him quietly.

Suddenly she asked, "Are you still interested in writing, Don?"

Atsushi Nakajima stared blankly at her, and he nodded honestly, "Yeah."

"Then," Yuan Xuan said to him, "How about working here? Come and be my assistant."