After writing the book, all of Yokohama wanted to hunt me down

"I searched for traces of your existence from my memories, and pieced together broken words from my memories.

I saw blurred light and shadows and distorted writing, someone wrote on a blank page, "To the only you in the world". 』

——Bie Tian Wang is the character in the new novel that Yuan Xuan is conceiving.

This is Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's idea.

Because when he asked Yuan Xuan if there was anything she wanted, she once told him, "I want to write something that can touch people's hearts."

But Shibusawa Ryuhiko didn't know that these were the words she stole from her memory, and they were originally her brother's dream.

Many years ago in that familiar little house, her brother held her in his arms from behind in the same way, and said to her in a dreamy tone: "I want to write something that can touch people's hearts, and I want to be able to A novelist who influenced the times."

"Then," the little Yuan Xuan raised her head from his arms, she has not yet understood how far away the future is, she only knows, "I want to be my brother's first reader."

When Yuan Xuan blurted out such words, her brother happily pressed her cheek and told her that Xuan would always be his cutest reader.

Because in his opinion, "My sister is the gentlest and kindest child in the world."

"Can't you tell me?"

Shibusawa Ryuhiko's tone contained helplessness, but he was not angry, instead he took Yuan Xuan's rhetorical question as a child's coquettish words.

This just means that Xuan regards him as her closest person.

Yuanxuan has a book with a blank cover. This is something Shibusawa Tatsuhiko has always known. He also knows that she has a pair of gold cone earrings-but he has never asked about these things. origin.

Shibusawa Ryuhiko never peeked at anything of Yuan Xuan, let alone touch her things secretly. He always walked to Yuan Xuan's side openly, and his every move was so calm and composed.

But Yuan Xuan never let him read the inside pages of her blank book.Even Tatsuhiko Shibusawa actually had a part of it in his hand - the original manuscript of the letter she sent to the newspaper, Shibusawa did not return it to her.

Yuan Xuan has written many letters in the past few years, but she has not sent any of them.Although Tatsuhiko Shibusawa would ask her every time he saw her writing a letter if it was a manuscript sent to the publishing house, but every time he would only get the answer "it is a letter to my brother."

Shibusawa blames this on the eccentricity of the novelist.

Aya must be a great novelist.He has love and hope for her.

He has always taken Yuan Xuan's "dream" very seriously, her dream of "wanting to write something that can touch people's hearts, and to become a novelist who will influence the times."

So every time he receives a letter from her to his brother, his "brother" will read it carefully, and then say to Yuan Xuan, "I like the letter written by Xuan very much."

This is encouragement from my brother.Shibusawa Ryuhiko thought, it doesn't matter if Aya doesn't have enough confidence, because he can give her enough encouragement.

When reading the original manuscript of her first letter for an unknown number of times, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko found some shallow indentations on the paper, and he speculated that it should be the strokes that fell on the previous paper. Handwriting, from the slight indentation, he found a name.

Let's just take it as a name for now.That's why Shibusawa Tatsuhiko knew the name "Bettenno".

After inadvertently discovering this "novel character" that has not yet been revealed, Shibusawa Ryuhiko, who has been making insinuations for a long time but has not received a response, sticks to Yuan Xuan's ear and tells her as if whispering, "I won't tell others. .”

——so you can tell me whatever it is.

The feeling of being too similar and the peace of mind of being too familiar made Yuan Xuan really want to tell him everything for a moment.

But the lack of courage, the fear of some possible ending, killed what little courage she had.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, who couldn't wait for an answer for a while, began to ask and answer by himself again. In fact, he was used to this way of getting along, so he expressed his thoughts as a matter of course.

"Don't be the king, it's the character that Xuan has been conceiving for a long time." He is very sure of his understanding of Yuan Xuan. Since she wants to be a novelist, it is really normal for her to spend several years to conceive.

However, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko also knew that Yuanxuan was a child with very low self-confidence, if she was not given affirmation, she would definitely feel that she could do nothing.

Thinking of the way she looked at him and told him his dream, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko felt that he who shared this dream with her should also participate in this dream.

For this reason, he has already bought a publishing house in advance.

But he didn't tell Yuan Xuan about it, he just said, "I've already written a lot of letters, the next thing is to start writing novels."

In Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's cognition, those letters are the products she used to practice writing.

He didn't intend to ask her to answer, he used an affirmative tone, the young man with white hair and red eyes spread out his palm, and Yuan Xuan's palm lay peacefully in his palm.

He looked at the almost scrawny back of his hand, but he could imagine how beautiful the words written by this hand would be.Thinking of this, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko smiled along with his brows and eyes.

"Will I be Xuan's first reader?" He asked Yuan Xuan while holding Yuan Xuan.

Yuan Xuan froze for a moment.

She didn't lower her head this time, but turned her face to the side and looked behind her, just like she looked at her brother a long time ago.Everything is so similar.

By coincidence, Yuan Xuan also asked him a question, "Why do you want to be my first reader?"

"Because," Shibusawa said, "it's something I can look forward to."

He held Yuan Xuan's palm, lowered his smiling face slightly, and pressed his cheek against Yuan Xuan's forehead, "I heard that words will reveal the heart of its owner, and will integrate the deepest feelings buried in the heart, no matter Is it intentional or unintentional. I am looking forward to what kind of story Xuan will write?"

Is it happy or sad, calm or angry...

At the moment when Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's breath was completely wrapped, a thought suddenly appeared in Yuan Xuan's heart.

She once heard a saying that someone told her that there is an inexplicable induction between blood relatives, and a person can empathize with another person's experience, even if he has never experienced it.

If this is the case, can she imagine what her brother went through?Could the events of those times when they were forced to be apart also be recreated in her imagination?

With this in mind, Yuan Xuan decided to write a novel—about her brother and the encounter with Bie Tianwang.

Perhaps, she felt, that statement was indeed true.

At night, Yuan Xuan had a dream. She saw her brother after a long absence. He became thinner and thinner, his brows and eyes were full of fatigue. He was writing on a simple table, and Yuan Xuan stood quietly like this. His side watched him.

Occasionally, he would lift his face from the paper and look in her direction, his eyes tender and sad.

Even in her sleep, Yuan Xuan seemed to feel his emotions, and she felt her heart throbbing, almost shedding tears.

But her vision was surprisingly clear, not like being in a dream at all.She could even see her brother's pupils clearly, and she saw her figure reflected in his eyes...

No, it's not her figure, but - Bie Tianwang's.

The next morning, when Yuan Xuan woke up, heavy curtains blocked the view from the window. She was lying on a soft bed, and a figure stood quietly beside her bed.

Do not look like the king of heaven.

In the dimly lit room, Bie Tianwang's body seemed to be glowing with faint light. Her face was clearly visible, and the face exactly like Yuan Xuan was still without sadness or joy. Her empty black eyes just stared at the bed lying on the bed. Yuan Xuan.

Yuan Xuan suddenly said, "Is that your memory?"

She sat up from the bed, stared intently into Bie Tianwang's eyes, and repeated, "Is that your memory?"

Don't say a word.But when Yuan Xuan said it for the second time, she seemed to have a little reaction.

Her eyes moved and turned to the direction of the door.

Yuan Xuan followed her line of sight, the door was being opened, and she caught a glimpse of a piece of white clothes and hair ends of the same color through the crack of the door.

She subconsciously went to see Bie Tianwang, only to find that she had disappeared again.

——It was as if he was avoiding Shibusawa Tatsuhiko.

"Good morning, Xuan."

Shibusawa Ryuhiko walked to the window, he opened the curtains, and the warm light fell on him through the glass window, Yuanxuan suddenly felt that he was also emitting a thin gleam.

It took her a moment to adjust to the change in brightness, and then she responded softly.

"Good morning."

Yuanxuan still couldn't say "brother" to Tatsuhiko Shibusawa.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko asked her: "What are you going to do today, does Xuan have a plan?"

Yuan Xuan nodded, and she replied in a low voice: "Today, I want to write something."

She rarely goes out, which is her daily routine most of the time.But Tatsuhiko Shibusawa is not at home every day, he sometimes goes out, Yuan Xuan never asks him what he is doing, and when he is at home, Yuan Xuan can always see him within sight .

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko took out a short cashmere cape from the closet, and put it on Yuanxuan. He helped her button it up, and Yuanxuan sat on the stool consciously.

He took out the comb from the drawer, "Still writing letters?"

This time, Yuan Xuan shook her head, "I want to write a novel."

Hearing this, Shibusawa Ryuhiko, who was braiding his braids, paused for a moment, "Really." After that, he tied the braids with a headband, stroked Yuanxuan's combed hair and said, "It's nice. ah."