After writing the book, all of Yokohama wanted to hunt me down

"Wu Mi met her in dreams again and again, as if he saw a person's life through such "dreams".

What a sad and timid life, it seems... meaningless. 』

Movie theater.

Because it is a newly released movie, plus the fame bonus of the director Kaido Yu, and the promotion is in place, so when Wu Mi bought the ticket, the conductor told him——

"Lucky for you, this is the last one."

I just passed by here, I just saw the poster, I just bought the last movie ticket... Too many coincidences add up, it's almost like fate.

doomed...

Li Chuan Wu Mi is not a person who believes in fate.

When he was still in his mother's womb, his heart stopped beating. When he was born without any breath, the doctor who delivered him concluded that he was asphyxiated due to lack of oxygen.

But Li Chuan Wuyou miraculously let out a loud cry when he was about to be treated as medical waste and sent to be burned together with those discarded medical organs.

At that time, the doctor felt that with his frail body, it was absolutely impossible for him to grow up like a healthy child.

Miracles don't happen to the same person all the time. Everyone thinks that an early death is his fate, but he himself doesn't think so.

Li Chuanmu has been struggling with that so-called fate.

He found his seat with the movie ticket after the ticket check. The movie hadn't started yet, and the auditorium was noisy, and a strange smell mixed in this almost closed space.

Every cell in Li Chuan Wuyou's body was making a sound of resistance, and his body, which had been carefully cared for since childhood, could not adapt to this kind of place at all.

There was displeasure on that young pale and beautiful face, the brows were tightly knit together, and the red plum-colored eyes were full of disgust.

He wanted to leave, but he couldn't move his legs and feet, and Koikawa Wuyou sat on the chair in the projection hall until the lights were turned off and the noisy sound gradually stopped.

The huge screen is filled with pictures, and the movie begins.

This is a very strange story—at least in the eyes of Li Chuan Wuyou.

He couldn't understand those people who flocked to the Bliss Cult of the World, and he didn't understand why they had to pray to the "Godfather" to go to Bliss—this was just too stupid.

He also couldn't understand why the "Godfather" listened so tirelessly to the pain of those fools.

He even couldn't understand the meaning of the existence of that "god". Do human beings really need a "god"?What did she do for those idiots?

The movie was only halfway through, and Li Chuanmu felt that the movie was very boring, and it was a waste of his time.He condescended to come to this kind of place, crowded with so many people in a room with poor air circulation, his nostrils were filled with a disgusting smell.

But this is what he saw.

But even so, the face of "Bie Tian Wang" on the screen could not be shaken away from his mind, his brain seemed to instinctively store her firmly in the memory, and he couldn't delete it no matter what.

Even though it was extremely tormenting, he still held on to the end, until the people around him gradually dispersed, the lights covered the projection hall again, and he was still staring at the final cast list.

Li Chuan Wuyan only remembered "Farewell to the Heavenly King".

The actor of "Bie Tian Wang" is named "Yuan Xuan".

At the same time, she is also the author of the original novel "Memory" of the movie "Bliss".

At the end of the scene, he saw this message in the reading material that came with the movie.After coming out of the movie theater, Li Chuan Wuyou asked the driver to drive the car to a nearby bookstore.

The driver was a little worried about his strange behavior today, so he asked one more question, "Do you want to buy a book?"

Sitting in the back seat, Li Chuan Wuyou didn't speak. The driver saw his raised eyes in the rearview mirror—eyes full of anger and irritability.

The young master of the Lichuan family is Wu Mi, and his character is almost distorted.

He often gets angry because of little things, and in that frail and sickly body, it seems that the flame of anger that cannot be extinguished is always burning.

People are always more tolerant of the weak and poor than ordinary people.

Li Chuan Wuyou was very pitiful.

Because of this view, everyone in the family will be more accommodating when facing him—whether parents or servants.

The Lichuan family is a wealthy businessman, although Lichuan Wuyou's parents are always away, but in order to compensate him, they will always try to make up for him in terms of money.

Maybe it has something to do with the growth environment, but it may also be born like this, Li Chuan Wuyou hates it when someone asks about his affairs, let alone the other party is just a driver.

Catching his gaze, the driver quickly averted his eyes, regretting his talkativeness.

But in fact, the driver's words were not the cause of Lichuan Wuyou's emotional change-the real reason was in that movie.

Li Chuan Wuyou felt that its plot was very boring, and that the characters in it were all stupid, but those things that made him disdain gave him an extremely familiar feeling.

It was as if... that was the "past" that really existed in his memory.

Although the movie uses a "pseudo-documentary" shooting method, which can give people a very high sense of substitution from the shooting method, but it is not the protagonist of the movie who has never "shown" his face. Role".

He seems to be a character who existed in the era of "The Patriarch of the Bliss Sect" but did not appear in the movie.

This feeling made Li Chuan Wuyou unable to calm down.

Even if he bought "Memory" in the bookstore, he just flipped through a few pages and couldn't read it anymore. The movie just now used up all his patience.

Li Chuan Wuyou's heart seems to always have a missing part, even he himself doesn't know what to use to fill his heart and make him feel satisfied.

The root of anger is resentment, the voice of what was lost or not gained.

The owner of the face that he couldn't ignore was called "Bie Tian Wang" in the movie, "Yuan" among readers, and "Yuan Xuan" in reality.

But Li Chuan Wuyou felt that these were not right, and a sense of separation arose spontaneously, he felt that those names were all wrong.

He still vaguely remembers the first time he dreamed about the other party, it was many years ago, because it was too complete and real, after waking up, he couldn't even tell it was a dream.

At that time, the face that appeared in his dream was still immature. The little girl leaned on his shoulder and asked him in a soft voice, "Will we be together forever?"

Li Chuan Wuyou couldn't remember if he spoke in the dream.

His dreams were both unreal and real.

Li Chuan Wuyou even once thought that there was such a little girl living in his home - being fostered in his home.

But when he asked the servant where she was now, the servant looked at him strangely.

They felt that there was something wrong with Master Wu Mi's spirit.

Some people with mental illness will fantasize about people or things that do not exist, and regard those things as real things. They believe in everything they fantasize.

Li Chuanmu's mother returned home specially for this reason.

"The little girl who was fostered in our house?"

Mothers always have a natural tolerance for their children.The psychologist Adler once mentioned a theory, that is, people have a natural desire to become a "holy person", and "maternity" is one of the manifestations.

Mrs. Lichuan's maternal instinct drove her to try to think about things from the perspective of a child.

She felt that it was because Wu Mi was still too young, and he didn't understand many things, so the way of expressing words would be different from that of adults.

Mrs. Lichuan mistook the "little girl" mentioned by the young Lichuan Wumi for the daughter of the servant at home—she is a kind lady who agreed to the maid's request and agreed to her daughter's daughter. He also brought the house of the Lichuan family.

But when the maid brought her daughter, Li Chuan Wuyou yelled angrily.

"Not her! Not her at all!"

The angry appearance of children is very frightening. They don't seem to know what restraint is, and they don't know what fatigue is, and they don't think about the consequences like adults.

He vents his emotions as he pleases, causing endless troubles to others.

Mrs. Lichuan was helpless with her children.

"But there is indeed no one else for the children in our family..."

She tried to coax him (Wu Mi) nicely, but Wu Mi started to say something else—that was what he heard in his dream.

"Although she is fostered here, her status is very noble. She has inherited the surname of that lord and is the only daughter of that lord."

The little girl who was brought before them didn't have any status that could be called "noble".

The maid had lived a miserable life because she was married to a man who used violence against her, and her daughter was always hurt--with sallow skin and dull eyes, she was a very poor little girl.

When things became like this, Mrs. Lichuan also began to suspect that her child (Lichuan Wuyou) might really be sick.

But she couldn't bear to admit such a terrible fact, so she subconsciously started to escape. She left Mumi Koikawa at home, and left on a private jet just like when she came back.

Li Chuan Wuyou was handed over to the hired servants to take care of her.

He still had dreams of her appearing.

The little girl in the dream grew up slowly like him in reality, and her face gradually faded from the immaturity of her childhood, gradually revealing an astonishing beauty.

But she will still lean on Wu Mishou's shoulder as she did when she was young, and her hand will stretch out from the side, gently covering the back of Wu Misty's hand.

She was always calling Wumi's name, and the voice flowed into Wumi's ear very clearly, rooted in his brain, and deeply embedded in his soul.

He finally remembered her name.

It's not "Bie Tian Wang" or "Yuan", and it's not "Yuan Xuan".

Xia Youjie held a poster in his hand. It was a movie poster with the words "Eternal Bliss" printed on it.

This is brought back when Zhenren went out today. Zhenren is learning how to understand human beings recently—he wants to understand what kind of group the human beings who gave birth to him are.

The real person is not a human being, he is a special curse spirit born from the negative emotions of human beings, and is currently in the growth stage of needing to receive a lot of external information.

So he's always reading books, watching movies, and going out to observe humans on the street.

Today is the official release date of a movie. Zhenren found that many people have watched this movie, so he felt that he should go see it too.

Ordinary human beings can't see the magic spirits, and they can't touch them. The real person walked into the movie theater without paying for the ticket. He found empty seats in the screening hall, but soon those empty seats were bought. Those who had tickets came in and sat down.

In the end, he squatted in the aisle to watch the movie—because standing was so tiring.

After the movie ended, he saw a teenager sitting there. That seat was the last empty seat in the auditorium before the movie started. Because he didn't want to share the seat with other people, the real person changed his seat several times until the black-haired and red-eyed boy The young man walked in and took the last seat too.

When he came out of the movie theater, he saw a stack of posters at the door. Audiences who had finished watching the movie were free to pick them up. The real person also took one from there, and he put it on the table after he brought it back.

Xia Youjie seems to be very interested in this movie as well.

"Do you want to see it?" the real person asked him.

Xia Youjie didn't answer. He usually wears the cassock worn by monks, and he also looks like a magician.

The essence lies in the veiled, pretentious way of speaking.

He asked the real person, "Is the movie good?"

The real person recalled, "It's not bad, it's a literary film."

Xia Youjie asked him about what he said.

"That is to say, a novelist was invited by readers to visit his temple, but he found that temple was very strange. He also dreamed of what the temple looked like more than a hundred years ago. At that time, the temple was still a lot of people from the "Temple of Bliss". Where the congregation live, the "Jiaozu" manages the temple, solves the worries and problems of the believers, and enshrines the current god who they call "Bietenwang". "

The real person roughly talked about the main content, he felt a little strange, because this was the first time Xia Youjie asked him what movie he watched, and asked about the content of the movie in such detail.

When he was confused, Xia Youjie suddenly said, "Then I want to take a look tomorrow too."

His finger landed on the "Bie Tian Wang" on the poster.

Although she had already watched the movie "Eternal Bliss" at the premiere, Yuan Xuan still wanted to watch it again on the first day of the screening.

It's a pity that when she went to the cinema with Shibusawa Tatsuhiko and wanted to buy two movie tickets, she was told that there was only one.

This is the most unfortunate coincidence.

After all, Yuanxuan's original intention was not to watch movies. Watching movies with Shibusawa Tatsuhiko was the real point. Since this cannot be achieved, then we can only come back tomorrow.

The staff at the box office recognized Yuan Xuan. Fortunately, most people had already entered the screening hall at this time, so there were only a few sparse figures in the hall.

Yuan Xuan was surrounded and asked for his autograph.

This is the first time that she has so clearly felt the change in her daily life. From a long time ago, even if she sat in front of the reader (Oda Sakunosuke), she would not be recognized by the other party, to now she will be surrounded if she just wants to watch a movie. To sign.

She appeared more and more times in people's field of vision, and her "sense of presence" became stronger and stronger.

Yuan Xuan felt that this might also be a good thing, because the more people who knew her, the greater the "possibility" that her brother would know her - the premise was that he really existed.

Yuanxuan still doesn't know whether her brother really exists in "this world".

Every world will be different, even the same person will become different, even the same person will have a different life because of different encounters.

This is the clearest cognition brought to her by the singularity event.

She lives in a world full of hope.

And she in other worlds is almost full of despair.

The more she understands, the more Yuan Xuan understands that she must cherish everything she has now, because only in this way can she "survive" in this world with peace of mind.

People who hate themselves cannot survive in any world.

After she signed the autographs for those people who didn't know whether they were readers or "fans", or those who were just joining in the fun, she suddenly thought of something.

Yuan Xuan asked the conductor, "If possible, can you leave me two movie tickets tomorrow?"

Holding Yuanxuan's signature, she nodded excitedly and said yes, her eyes moved back and forth between her and Shibusawa Ryuhiko.

Yuan Xuan saw the look in her eyes, so she explained, "He is..."

"I know!" Miss conductor replied hurriedly, "It's Mr. Yuan, your assistant. Actually, I went to your signing event before, and that assistant was by your side at that time."

Yuan Xuan's memory is not enough for her to remember everyone she has met, and she failed to remember the meeting between herself and the conductor.

"It's okay. It's normal that you don't remember me. After all, it was so long ago. But you have held that signing event for so long. May I ask why it is not held anymore?"

When mentioning this matter, it was due to Yuan Xuan's own reasons at the beginning. She couldn't put herself among so many strangers, which would bring great pressure to her.

But now, this problem has been almost overcome, especially at the premiere of the film two weeks ago, she was even able to speak in front of so many reporters, media and cameras—maybe the signing event can indeed be brought up again. matter.

Yuan Xuan thanked her for caring about her, and she told the other party, "I'm planning to hold the signing event when the new book starts to be written."

Miss conductor nodded happily, "I'm looking forward to your new book very much!"

In fact, she has a lot of things to say to Yuan Xuan, but this is obviously not a place suitable for talking for too long, not to mention Shibusawa Tatsuhiko is still waiting at the side, and his appearance of waiting quietly makes Yuan Xuan feel very uncomfortable. have the heart.

It seems that he has become unimportant in Yuan Xuan's mind—it's not like that.

She attached great importance to Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, so after saying goodbye to the conductor, she took Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's hand and left the cinema.

"Shouldn't you chat for a while?" Shibusawa Ryuhiko asked her very understandingly, "You and her seem to have a good chat."

He felt that Yuan Xuan seemed to be able to chat with everyone very well now.

This is not a good thing for Shibusawa Ryuhiko at all, he just feels that he has nothing left.

This feeling made his heart become confused, and for the first time he felt that he could not handle the current situation well.

Love always blinds people's eyes, makes the sober people confused, and makes the calm people confused.

Even Shibusawa Tatsuhiko is no exception.

He couldn't see through Yuan Xuan more and more.

Yuan Xuan stared into Shibusawa Ryuhiko's eyes intently, and she suddenly said, "Are you upset?"

She completely understood Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's mind.

This was something that was unthinkable before. For a long time, Shibusawa Ryuhiko felt that Yuan Xuan was so weak and helpless, and he felt that Yuan Xuan would never be able to live alone without him.

But now this idea seems to have been severely crushed. Even if she is alone, she can live well-she can cope with those scenes that were scary to her, and she can also deal with those scenes that made her nervous. The crowd is calm and composed.

You can even easily chat with everyone you meet.

The identity is reversed, and the feeling of uneasiness is transferred.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko experienced this uncomfortable feeling for the first time.

Yuan Xuan leaned into his arms, she hugged Shibusawa Ryuhiko's waist vainly, and put her palms on his back, she still remembered that "Shisawa Ryuhiko"'s bony and protruding spine.

That would be too pitiful, anyway, Yuanxuan did not want her Shibusawa Tatsuhiko to become that haggard and tired look.

She hoped that Shibusawa Tatsuhiko could always be like when he came to her.That year, 17-year-old Tatsuhiko Shibusawa walked into the garden of the orphanage, and Yuanxuan, who was still young, felt that he was so sacred that he could not be touched.

Unconsciously, it seems that a long time has passed, as if everything has changed, but it seems that nothing has changed.

Yuan Xuan couldn't help herself, she stood on tiptoe and kissed Ryuhiko Shibusawa's chin. With her height, she could actually reach her lips by standing on tiptoe, but she always hesitated and flinched at critical moments.

It was too intimate, and she feared she would be rejected—even if acceptance was more likely.

But Yuan Xuan is still the same as before in some respects, that is the essence of cowardice, she has always been a coward.

Shibusawa Ryuhiko was stunned.

What this kind of action means, in fact, he didn't understand. When Yuan Xuan was young, he was able to express his love and affection for her without any scruples - the love and affection that his brother had for his sister.

At that time he would kiss Yeon Hyun's forehead and eyelids.

But Yuan Xuan rarely takes the initiative to kiss him, the number of times she has taken the initiative to kiss him can be counted on the palm of her hand over the years.

They didn't know when they started to be secretive, as if everyone was hiding something on their minds and didn't dare to tell each other.

After the kiss, Yuan Xuan did not let go of him, but looked up at him slightly, as if waiting for his reaction.

How should he react?

How will he react?

Shibusawa Ryuhiko, who has always been extremely confident in being able to see through others and predict all developments, suddenly doesn't know how to face Yuan Xuan.

There is an unrevealed membrane between them. It is the existence of this membrane that allows them to live together, but it is also the existence of this membrane that allows them to just live together.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko felt that some changes should be made.