Get married on the first day of rebirth

Chapter 36 "I have already regretted it once."

Probably just dumbfounded.

When the sun was rising inch by inch from the sky, Qu Ange realized in a daze that she seemed to have spent the whole night in the living room.

It seemed like I had thought a lot that night, but it seemed like I hadn't thought about anything.

It's really like the brain can't run out of memory, it just seems to be stuffed with things, but there is no way to have a complete idea.

There is a new email in the mailbox, "Ming Gonghua" sent her the time to join the group.

Qiu Shuiyi called her, but after she didn't answer, she sent a message again, asking her what the terms of the contract were. No matter what the terms were, they were negotiable, as long as she could introduce Miss Lin to her.

Thinking about it again, Guangju has already passed her contract termination letter, and Zhou Yue has already resigned, so she doesn't have to worry about Zeng Xuejia continuing to suffer under his hands.

All good.

There is only one bad thing.

That means Xu Mi doesn't want her anymore.

In a daze.

Seems to be a little more awake.

Qu Ange looked at the surrounding environment.

Peeling moldy wallpaper.

Old leather sofa with cracked skin.

Old transistor TV.

Yellowed vertical air conditioner.

But a month ago, she seemed to be still in the villa on the top of the mountain.

Furnish with state of the art homes.

Enjoy a huge grassy area.

Raised three dogs - although those three dogs and her assistant should be more familiar.

Romanée-Conti in the glass, but of course there are all kinds of other good wines in the cellar.

She has a huge cold room with all kinds of expensive and rare ingredients, although she is eating some good-looking and unpalatable food prepared for her by a nutritionist.

At that time, her latest hobby was to use drones to take pictures of mountain scenery. After crashing and losing several drones, she finally used them proficiently and recorded some vlogs that only she could watch. In the latest vlog, she said to the screen——

"Everything is fine here, but it's a pity that I'm alone."

The great surprise of rebirth made her completely forget about this.

She probably felt that although she lost all material comforts, she at least regained Xu Mi.

But thinking about it again, the reason she didn't mind was actually because she felt that she could have it all again.

When she was swimming alone in the open-air swimming pool, sunbathing on the private beach, and flying to Iceland to watch the aurora because of a whim, she always thought that it would be great if Xu Mi was there.

The perfect life she envisioned from the very beginning is to enjoy the best of everything in the world with Xu Mi.

So it never occurred to her at all if she wanted to live another life.

Xu Mi said she was vain.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with that.

What she wants is not only acting, not only winning, not only being famous, but also all the additional things that come with it.

But isn’t this what all people in the world are after?

She put her hands into her hair, and pushed all the hair back. The hair was sweaty, and it was easily shaped according to her ideas. Qu Ange sat on the chair with her elbows on her knees, and covered her face with her hands .

The life before rebirth kept flashing through her mind, but in the end they all fixed on Xu Mi's somewhat disappointed eyes.

What do I want?

Am I too greedy?

Qu Ange was a little puzzled, she always felt that everything was going well, she dragged Xu Mi to get married as soon as she came, and also got to know Lin Zhenyi in advance, and successfully terminated the contract with Guangju.

Why can't it just go on like this?

As long as Xu Mi doesn't leave, she is confident that everything will develop in a good direction?

Her brain throbbed in pain, she stood up, and wanted to turn on the air conditioner, but there was movement at the door, and with the sound of the key, the door was opened.

Qu Ange turned his head and saw Yue Mei.

Yue Mei was their other roommate besides Tan Zhenzhen. Because she felt her name was too rustic, she asked others to call her Xiaoyue.

Qu Ange hadn't seen her a few times in this month, only occasionally saw her come out to eat something on weekends and weekends, and slept even after returning home at other times, and rarely communicated with them.

Qu Ange didn't sleep all night, didn't take a shower, didn't remove makeup, didn't change clothes, she was still wearing yesterday's dress, her hair was disheveled and looked haggard, but she didn't feel embarrassed at all when she saw Yue Mei.

Because Yue Mei was not much better than her, and the other party was also haggard, with a sluggish expression. When Qu Ange's eyes met, Qu Ange felt that he didn't see the soul from those eyes.

When Qu Ange looked at himself in the glass window, he felt that he had no soul.

This is estimated to be working overtime all night.

Even though he was suffering huge setbacks in his life, Qu Ange couldn't help feeling sympathy for Yue Mei in his heart.

She wanted to say hello, but she didn't know what to say. After hesitating, Yue Mei took the lead and said, "Have you ever cried?"

Qu Ange blinked her dry eyes. In fact, she didn't know very well, because she was in a trance all night, and she didn't have any perception of reality, but her eyes were dry and painful. According to experience, it must be bleeding. For those who cried a lot, Qu Ange thought for a while and said, "Cry for a while."

Yue Mei said: "Do you still want to cry?"

What is the problem?

Qu Ange showed a puzzled expression.

The next second, she saw Yue Mei's eyes getting redder and redder, and soon tears accumulated in her eye sockets, rolling down like drops of water. Yue Mei squatted on the ground, crying loudly: "I want to cry——oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo -"

Qu Ange was stunned for more than ten seconds. Tan Zhenzhen opened the bedroom door and rushed out, dazedly eyes still open, pressed Yue Mei's shoulder, and said, "What's the matter, Xiaoyue, have you been bullied?"

Yue Mei yelled loudly: "Party A is stupid, I will die, I won't change, I won't do it!"

At this time Xu Mi also came out.

She originally planned not to go out until Qu Ange left, and then pack up and go home after Qu Ange left, but now there is too much movement outside, even she is embarrassed not to come out.

Tan Zhenzhen hugged Yue Mei, and for some reason began to cry together: "Don't feel bad for Xiao Yue, why don't you resign too, work with us, we start a business, you can retouch pictures and make design proposals, it is also very helpful to us Helpful."

Yue Mei cried so hard that she couldn't speak, Xu Mi glanced at Qu An Ge, and couldn't help frowning.

The other party was not much better, his eyes were bloodshot, his eye sockets were swollen, and his lips were chapped. It was just because he had a foundation to support him that he looked haggard and beautiful.

She sighed, went to the bathroom and wrung two towels out.

He handed one piece to Yue Mei first, and the other piece must have been given to Qu Ange at first, but he hesitated while squatting on the ground and gave it to Tan Zhenzhen.

She deliberately didn't look at Qu Ange, patted Tan Zhenzhen on the shoulder, and said, "Don't cry, go back to the room and have a rest first."

The two still hug each other and cry.

At this time, Qu Ange poured two glasses of water and handed them over. Tan Zhenzhen said "thank you" and took them.

"What's wrong with you, Qu Ange." She asked.

She looked at Xu Mi again, and found that Xu Mi's eyes were also swollen. She finally realized that something terrible had happened the night before, so she stopped crying, looked at Xu Mi, and then at Qu Ange.

It was already completely bright, and the scorching sun filled the room through the thin curtains, bringing an increasingly unbearable temperature.

Tan Zhenzhen took a sip of water, didn't know what to say for a moment, so she licked her lips and said, "Everyone... what do you have for breakfast?"

……

Finally went downstairs to pack a little.

Two bowls of Hu spicy soup, two bowls of sweet soy milk, a cage of Xiaolongbao, a cage of steamed dumplings, some fried dough sticks and pancakes.

Oily, fragrant and steaming, it was placed on the dining table.

The four of them were sat together by Tan Zhenzhen. After a long silence, Tan Zhenzhen first asked Yue Mei: "Xiaoyue, are you in a better mood? What's the matter?"

Yue Mei looked disappointed, and there were deep dark circles under her eyes. She couldn't eat, chewed on pancakes and said, "I want to resign. If this continues, I will die suddenly."

Tan Zhenzhen watched Yue Mei change from a fresh graduate full of vigor to what she is now. She nodded in agreement and said, "Even if you don't change your industry, you should change your company."

Yue Mei said, "I want to change my industry."

When Qu Ange heard this, he took a big sip of water.

— Change the industry.

Yue Mei said again: "I've thought about it. I just graduated. I don't have much accumulation in this industry. It's too late to change careers. Now I'm just thinking about what I can do. Anyway, I don't want to do design."

Qu Ange pinched the bridge of the nose near the eyes to relieve the soreness in the eyes.

accumulate...

In fact, in Xu Mi's eyes, he and Yue Mei are probably about the same.

It looks like half a foot has just stepped into the entertainment circle, why not come out, there are so many other things that can be done in this world, if you have to do this with all your heart, the reason is not pure at first glance.

In fact, it is not pure.

If I do other things, I'm afraid I won't be able to live the same life as my previous life, right?Maybe you can still become rich, but the sense of accomplishment, the joy of accomplishing what you like, the surprise of experiencing another kind of life, the satisfaction of being envied by everyone, I am afraid I will never have it. .

The success at your fingertips and the regrets deeply buried in your heart.

How would others choose?

The conversation between Tan Zhenzhen and Yue Mei is still going on——

Tan Zhenzhen: "Do it with us, our traffic has been very high recently, and the number of fans has already reached 30."

Yue Mei: "But I don't know much about self-media, and I don't know what to do..."

Tan Zhenzhen: "You are good at drawing. We just need someone who can help us draw illustrations. Are you right, Mimi?"

Xu Mi stared at Soy Milk in a daze, when his name was called suddenly, he raised his head as if awakened, and Tan Zhenzhen looked at her and asked, "Speaking of Xu Mi, is your room... have you packed your luggage? Are you going on a long trip?"

Xu Mi lowered his eyes: "I'm ready to go back to my hometown. I...we only rented this house for one month, and now it's almost due."

Tan Zhenzhen turned pale with shock: "Aren't we partners? Are you going to abandon me?"

Qu Ange glanced at Tan Zhenzhen, thinking, I haven't even said that I'm going to be abandoned, but you did it first?

Xu Mi also just thought of this, she felt that she was really not very authentic, and said a little embarrassedly: "I...I think the rent here is a bit high, in fact, making videos and writing recipes can be done in a small city like my hometown, I just thought about..."

Tan Zhenzhen clapped his hands abruptly, interrupted Xu Mi's words, and said with surprise, "You're right!"

She held Xu Mi's hand in one hand and Yue Mei's in the other, and said, "Why don't we go to Xu Mi's hometown together!"

Qu Ange stared at Xu Mi's grasped hand, and ate the deep-fried dough stick with complicated emotions.

She wasn't even included in Tan Zhenzhen's plan.

Didn't even think about her at all.

Inexplicably angry, she put down the water glass again. Tan Zhenzhen glanced at her, as if she finally remembered her, and said hesitantly: "But speaking of it, why did you suddenly have to go back to your hometown, Qu Ange...where are you going?"

Just as Qu Ange was about to speak, Xu Mi said, "She has successfully terminated her contract with the previous company and won a play, and she will be very busy next time."

Tan Zhenzhen said "Oh", and said: "I wanted to say that she is so beautiful, she can be featured in the camera, and we will also promote an Internet celebrity or something, but if you can be a celebrity, who wants to be an Internet celebrity, it must be a celebrity." good."

Qu Ange said, "I don't think so."

Tan Zhenzhen smiled and said, "Then you are with us?"

As soon as the words fell, Xu Mi coughed due to choking, wiped his mouth with a tissue, and said, "Stop talking nonsense, are you real or fake, come home with me? I don't have a clue in my heart right now."

Tan Zhenzhen said: "I'm serious. Our current account is better than that of our previous company. Why can't we continue to develop?"

Seeing that she was the only one with a smiling face on the table, she said, "Then it's okay to go on a trip. Anyway, I have already been fired, and I didn't dare to tell my family. I just went to relax."

Hearing this, Yue Mei seemed to have made up her mind, and said, "Then you take me with you, but give me a few days, I want to hand over to the company, okay?"

She and Tan Zhenzhen looked at Xu Mi with expectant eyes, but Xu Mi was too embarrassed to refuse, so he nodded.

The originally planned separation without looking back suddenly became a bit procrastinated. Xu Mi felt a little embarrassed when she saw Qu Ange, she put the things back in the room, and Qu Ange went to take a shower.

She took out a photo frame, which was taken by Qu Ange when she went out one day.

Qu Ange said that day that they haven't had a photo together for a long time, and they must take a photo as a souvenir.

After the shooting, I printed it out, bought a log photo album on Taobao and placed it by the bedside.

When packing up her luggage last night, Xu Mi stuffed it into the suitcase. Looking at this now, she knew that she was still reluctant.

She was in a daze when she suddenly heard the ringtone of her mobile phone. Looking at the source, she saw Qu Ange's mobile phone.

The name of Wang Jia was displayed on the phone screen, Xu Mi remembered this name, Qu Ange said that this is a famous screenwriter.

So speaking of it, this call might be quite important.

Xu Mi hesitated for a moment, knocked on the bathroom door, and said, "Your cell phone is ringing, it's Wang Jia's call."

The bathroom door opened a crack, Qu Ange stretched out his hand and said, "Can you pass it to me?"

Xu Mi took the phone over.

As soon as Qu Ange took it, the sound of something falling and breaking suddenly came from inside, followed by Qu Ange's "Ouch".

Xu Mi subconsciously opened the bathroom door and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Qu Ange was completely naked|Naked on the floor tiles, while frowning and pressing his back, he said to his mobile phone: "It's okay, it's okay, you said..."

She waved her hand at Xu Mi, but her expression was very painful.

Xu Mi hurried over with a bath towel, Qu Ange took it, and tried to stand up while holding the sink, but he didn't get up all at once.

Xu Mi hurried to help her up, and Qu Ange leaned his body against Xu Mi's.

The scent of shower gel with hot and humid steam immediately hit his nostrils, and Xu Mi wondered for a moment whether Qu Ange did it on purpose.

On the phone, Wang Jia said, "Don't get hurt. The day after tomorrow, Director Shen will organize a script reading. Will you come?"

Many thoughts briefly flashed through Qu Ange's mind, but in the end she thought, after all, this opportunity was brought to her by the joint efforts of Wang Jia and Lin Zhenyi, at least she couldn't waste their kindness.

"Well, definitely come."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Mi helped her onto the bed. She looked at her knee and found that it was swollen, but it didn't hurt too much if she didn't press it, so she probably didn't hurt her bones.

Seeing Qu Ange fell like this, Xu Mi naturally didn't doubt her anymore. She thought for a while and stood up and walked out. Qu Ange said: "I fell like this, you don't even want to stay with me for a while. Don't you want to?"

The voice was extremely aggrieved.

Speaking of which, Qu Ange's fall was probably intentional.

At that time, she slipped a bit, but if she held onto the door, she would not stop falling, but for some reason, she suddenly became ruthless and let go of her hand.

When he fell down, Qu Ange thought to himself - he couldn't bear the child not being able to trap the wolf.

Xu Mi sighed: "I'll ask Tan Zhenzhen if he has any wound medicine, and I'll spray some for you."

Qu Ange said "Oh", and watched Xu Mi go out eagerly, thinking: This wolf is temporarily trapped, Xu Mi will still care about him.

She leaned against the bed, looking at the blackened overhead lights on the ceiling and the rolled up wallpaper.

People have a more or less unified vision of a good life, leisure and money, family and friends, pursuits, hobbies and careers, worship, and social status.

In fact, she has experienced it all.

It's just that there is no secret.

She always thought in the past that if she could do it all over again, she wanted to tell Xu Mi that when I was living those good days, I hoped that you were by my side, and I hoped that you would also live such a life with me.

She never thought that Xu Mi might not want to.

What Xu Mi wants has never been different from hers.

Thinking about it, if it wasn't for this, she could have come to find herself in her previous life.

She had studied Xu Mi for ten years, and she always took it for granted that as long as Xu Mi was not allowed to leave in 2012, they could go to a bright future together, but it turned out that the separation was never accidental, but inevitable.

It is inevitable that they are moving towards different goals.

She had two golden apples in her hand, but she had to throw one away.

What a luxury to worry about.

Xu Mi came in with Yunnan Baiyao, shook it, sprayed it on Qu Ange's feet, frowned and said, "Fortunately, no bones were hurt."

Tan Zhenzhen leaned against the door frame and asked, "Really, did you hurt any bones? I can introduce you to the doctor who set my bones."

Qu Ange said: "No, you close the door and go out."

Xu Mi said: "The door is open."

Qu Ange muttered in a low voice: "I won't do anything to you, I just have something to say."

Tan Zhenzhen closed the door intimately and went out.

Qu Ange said: "I know I hesitated last night, it's not good, but for such a big matter, I will definitely hesitate. I thought about it all night last night, and I came up with the answer... yes."

Xu Mi said calmly, "It's not necessary, and I don't want you to regret it in the future."

"Are you sorry..."

"Yes, I will regret it. Such a good opportunity is in front of me. I think if it was me, I would be reluctant."

Qu Ange smiled: "I've already regretted it once."

Xu Mi looked up at her suspiciously.

Qu Ange said: "I thought about it, and I think it's really a good idea to go back with you to do self-media. In the next few years, self-media will develop very well-you may think I'm talking nonsense, but my stock trading is indeed It worked, right?"

Xu Mi nodded: "Yes, very powerful."

"But I have to shoot the movie at hand. This is an opportunity that Wang Jia and Lin Zhenyi helped me get. I can't waste their kindness. I will go back with you after the movie is finished..."

"No need." Xu Mi interrupted her, "I said, don't do things that may make you regret it, and I also found that you are very suitable for this industry, although it is an industry that I can't understand."

Qu Ange looked at Xu Mi's face, the other person lowered his head, the upper half of his face fell in the shadow of bangs, making it difficult to see the expression clearly, but Qu Ange could see that Xu Mi was not completely free of struggle.

"It doesn't matter if you don't believe me, you can go back first, as long as... just let me know where you are, within three months... no, at most two months, I will find you."

Xu Mi turned her back: "I don't know why you did this, but think about it again, isn't this your dream?"

Qu Ange said: "Indeed, it used to be."

Xu Mi finally couldn't help but turned around and stared at Qu Ange's face, she found that there was indeed no trace of struggle or pain on the other side's face.

Seeing this, she became uneasy instead, feeling like she was forcing Qu Ange to do something she didn't want to do.

But she thought again, Qu Ange must be in the top right now, and after two or three months, she figured it out, and it was still hard to say what choice she would make.

Sighing in her heart, she said, "You can do whatever you want, I'll be at home wherever I can go."

Qu Ange breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this, and grabbed Xu Mi's hand.

Xu Mi threw it away, but Qu Ange grabbed it again, Xu Mi glared at Qu Ange, and Qu Ange said, "Don't you mean you agree with that, then we'll be fine, right?"

Xu Mi said: "No."

But she couldn't take her hand away.

Qu Ange closed her eyes, Xu Mi's hand was in hers, soft and dry.

"Aren't you sleepy, Mimi, I'm too sleepy, I want to sleep..." Her voice gradually lowered, "You are at home, right..."

……

When Qu Ange woke up at night, he didn't see Xu Mi.

She screamed in fright, and finally Xu Mi appeared in Tan Zhenzhen's room. The other party said that she couldn't stay in the same room with Qu Ange now, so she decided to lay the floor in Tan Zhenzhen's room now.

Qu Ange was helpless, and finally said: "I will sleep in the living room, and you will live in the room, okay?"

Xu Mi shook his head: "Anyway, Tan Zhenzhen and I will talk late at night, so it's good to sleep in her room."

Qu Ange said with a sullen face, "I don't think so."

Tan Zhenzhen stared at Qu Ange's face, and suddenly realized: "Aren't you jealous of me? I'm straight..."

Without saying a word, Yue Mei covered her mouth and dragged her back to the room.

Xu Mi compromised and said, "All right, I'll sleep in the living room."

Qu Ange said: "You sleep in the room, I'll go to the hotel, okay?"

Seeing that Qu Ange insisted, Xu Mi sighed and said, "All right, you sleep in the living room."

After staying awkwardly for two nights, on the third day Yuemei handed over the company's business, and Qu Ange was also preparing to go to the script reading meeting. Early in the morning, the four of them packed up their things together and went out to the gate of the community. Qu Ange received a call from Lin Zhenyi, she answered it quickly, and heard Lin Zhenyi say on the phone: "Where have you been, I'll drop by to pick you up."

Qu Ange said, "It's at the gate of the community."

Lin Zhenyi: "I'm almost there, just wait."

Qu Ange was going to send Xu Mi and the others to the station, but now he had to stop.

But the uneasiness in her heart could not be dispelled. She thought for a while and grabbed Tan Zhenzhen, who had taken off the bandage but was still limping a little, and said, "You must always report Xu Mi's movements to me."

Tan Zhenzhen squinted at her: "Why?"

Qu Ange took out her mobile phone and sent her a 100 yuan red envelope.

Tan Zhenzhen refused: "Hmph, am I that kind of person!"

Yue Mei said from the side: "Give it to me, I only want fifty."

Tan Zhenzhen quickly took it away, glaring at Yue Mei.

Yue Mei said: "It's almost done, I'd rather tear down a temple than ruin a marriage."

Tan Zhenzhen said: "I was beating Qu Ange. We went home to farm, but she is still floating in the colorful world. If there is a certain danger, she is more dangerous."

Qu Ange thought to himself: It seems that everyone understands this truth.

Xu Mi heard something from the side, but she pretended not to hear it, she didn't dare to turn her head to look at Qu Ange, for fear that if she turned her head, the anger in her heart would be vented.

This is the reason why she didn't dare to stay in the same room with Qu Ange these two days.

She was afraid that she would not give up again.

While the three were talking, an extended Bentley stopped by the side of the road with the rear window rolled down, and Lin Zhenyi waved at them.

Qu Ange hurried over, but saw another BMW parked behind the Bentley, with the driver's window rolled down, Qiu Shuiyi waved at her and said, "Hello, An Ge, have you decided on the terms of the contract?"

Qu Ange took a closer look, and sure enough, she saw Lin Wanzhao sitting in the passenger seat of Qiu Shuiyi. Lin Wanzhao saw them, unbuckled her seat belt and got out of the car. She went straight to Xu Mi and said, "Good morning, Are you going to travel?"

Tan Zhenzhen looked at the two luxury cars in front of him, and then at the girl with a good temperament in front of him. He didn't dare to speak, and secretly glanced at Xu Mi, and heard Xu Mi say: "Yes."

What's the matter, lie and stop drafting?

In fact, Xu Mi was just too lazy to explain.

But she soon regretted that she hadn't explained.

Because Lin Wanzhao said with surprise on his face: "Wow, that's great, I want to travel too."

She turned her head to look at Qiu Shuiyi, and said, "Do you want to go, sister Qiu?"

Qiu Shuiyi immediately raised her hand: "Go, go anywhere!"

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