my sick white moonlight

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As soon as Shi Yang said this, Zhang Youming stopped the movement of his hands, and now he really wanted to tell Shi Zhiqing frankly that he really liked him, but if he said it, it would be a waste of all previous efforts.

When everyone decides to do something, they always think about it and consider the actual cost. When they decided to break up with Shi Zhiqing, Zhang Youming also thought a lot and sacrificed a lot.

But there are some sacrifices that cannot be brought to the table. Of course, Shi Zhiqing does not know about Zhang Youming's sensitivity to pain, nor does he know about Zhang Youming's heart-wrenching pain when he restored the scene of his parents' car accident.

Not to mention the pain of being forgotten by someone you love deeply.

"In terms of gender, he is indeed more suitable than you." Zhang Youming said softly.

Shi Zhiqing breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that.But the strange thing is that he was more at a loss in his heart, he even had a thought, hoping that Zhang Youming would say that he really liked him.

"Shi Yang, don't mess around, I haven't been in touch with him for so many years, don't hurt the friendship of our high school classmates." Shi Zhiqing said with a smile.

"No energy." Shi Yang complained. "Hey, why don't you think about my brother?"

Zhang Youming glanced at Shi Zhiqing, but didn't speak.

Shi Zhiqing didn't want to arouse Zhang Youming's resentment, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, if it troubles you..."

"Brother, he is advocating you, you don't need to apologize."

"No need." Zhang Youming turned and entered the room.

After Shi Zhiqing said sorry a few times, she dragged Shi Yang outside.

"Don't do this. If you can't get it, destroy it. This method is not advisable." While waiting for the traffic light, Shi Zhiqing said.

Shi Yang smiled and said, "No. Didn't you see Zhang Youming's little expression? He doesn't like me, so it would be nice to be my sister-in-law."

"What sister-in-law?"

"With you, isn't that my sister-in-law?"

"Don't talk nonsense." After Shi Zhiqing finished speaking, she looked back at Zhang Youming's shop, and found that Zhang Youming was also looking at him.

Damn it, Zhang Youming doesn't really like him, does he?

After going back, Shi Zhiqing found that she actually had Zhang Youming's WeChat, but the chat history was cleared, and the circle of friends could not be seen.

He leaned on the sofa and stroked the little head of the black girl.

He thought, he should say something to Zhang Youming, explain, at least not let him lie in the address book.

Shi Zhiqing: Are you asleep?

Zhang Youming: No.

Almost back in seconds.

Shi Zhiqing: I'm sorry about the day's affairs, Shi Yang has been in a bad mood recently and caused trouble to you, let me say sorry on her behalf.

Zhang Youming: It’s all right.

Shi Zhiqing: Uh...

Shi Zhiqing felt that Zhang Youming was a little cold, as if he had no desire to socialize, or in other words, had no desire to socialize with himself.

It's unscientific, Shi Zhiqing recalled that in his previous interpersonal relationships, no one would reject him who was enthusiastic and active.

He is not reconciled.

So he sent another message to Zhang Youming.

Shi Zhiqing: I was hijacked a few days ago, wounded and hospitalized. When I woke up, I couldn't remember many things.

Zhang Youming: Is it better now?

Shi Zhiqing: There is no major problem with my body, but I can't remember many things.

Zhang Youming: Yes.

So indifferent?Shi Zhiqing was a little frustrated, and also felt a little irritated. Should he directly ask Zhang Youming about their previous affairs, or wait for Zhang Youming to take the initiative to talk about it.

But take a look, when he takes the initiative to say it, he won't have to wait until the year of the monkey.

The bad nature of people can sometimes be reflected in this point. The more indifferent the other party is, the more you want to win the game.

Shi Zhiqing: Have we not been in touch for a long time?

Zhang Youming: Yes.

Shi Zhiqing: Let's have a meal together when you have time.

Zhang Youming: Let’s talk when we have time.

Shi Zhiqing: Are you impatient with me?

After posting it, Shi Zhiqing felt that she was making a fuss out of a molehill, maybe Zhang Youming's personality was like that, or there were other reasons.

He clicked withdraw, and after a long sigh of relief, Zhang Youming sent a message.

Zhang Youming: No.

Shi Zhiqing: You really don't like Shi Yang?

Shi Yang is beautiful and has a good personality. Generally speaking, as long as she takes the initiative to pursue her, she should not miss her.

Zhang Youming: I like men.

Shi Zhiqing: Oh, me too.That's why Shi Yang said that at that time.

Zhang Youming: Yes.

Shi Zhiqing: Do you have a boyfriend?

Shi Zhiqing still asked this question, maybe a little presumptuously.

But sometimes it seems better to show your thoughts clearly.

Zhang Youming didn't reply to him, and Shi Zhiqing waited until after two o'clock, but still didn't receive any news. He thought that maybe Zhang Youming was asleep.

The next morning, the first thing Shi Zhiqing did when she opened her eyes was to turn on her phone to see if Zhang Youming had replied, but there was nothing.

It's definitely a topic that I avoid.

In this way, Shi Zhiqing really fell in love.

In the afternoon of the next day, he went to Shi Yang again, and took two boxes of fruits from others. Seeing that Shi Yang was busy, he left one box for Shi Yang, and carried the other box across the street.

There is not much business in Zhang Youming's shop right now, sitting on a rattan chair reading a book, Shi Zhiqing stood at the door with fruit for a minute or two before walking in.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Zhang Youming looked up, was stunned for a few seconds, and then put the book in the drawer.

"What's the matter?" Zhang Youming asked.

"I brought two boxes of fruit. Shi Yang can't finish it all by himself, so I just wanted to bring you a box." Shi Zhiqing put the fruit on the corner of the table, then took a few steps forward, and asked, "What are you eating?" what are you doing?"

"I don't like stone samples, so you don't have to bother."

Shi Zhiqing laughed, and then said with a little grievance: "Aren't we classmates in high school? It's normal to have contacts, and it doesn't have to be something."

"I have no contact with anyone else."

Hearing Zhang Youming's words, Shi Zhiqing's rejection was obvious.

"That's just right, I don't have much contact with anyone else, except Guo Li." Shi Zhiqing thought to herself, when dealing with someone like Zhang Youming, she has to be thick-skinned.

Sure enough, Zhang Youming stared at him, as if trying to see what he was thinking.

"Where do you live?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

"Over there on the Xihe Branch Road."

Shi Zhiqing felt that this place was quite familiar, but she couldn't explain why she felt this way.

It might be the patient's address, Shi Zhiqing thought.

"Oh, I always feel like I've been there before. Hey, I asked you a question on WeChat yesterday, but you haven't answered me yet."

Zhang Youming frowned. He was not used to Shi Zhiqing who was overly enthusiastic and seemed to have no sense of boundaries.

Regarding last night's question, Zhang Youming told the truth.

"No."

"Neither have I." After finishing speaking, Shi Zhiqing seemed to feel that his behavior was a bit... how to put it, it just didn't fit his temperament. He assured that he was definitely not a casual person. "I don't mean anything else, that is, I'm also single."

"Is there no other meaning?" Zhang Youming asked back.

Shi Zhiqing thought to herself, this is because he turned against the general.