my sick white moonlight

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"What do you do now?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

Like a parent in charge, regardless of whether Shi Yang recognizes his elder brother or not, he has put on airs.

In other words, he wanted to make up for his inaction back then from Shi Zhuzhu's point of view.

"I don't have a job. I used to work in a factory. Then I met Hu Sheng. He raised me. I'm looking for him." Shi Yang said lightly. This was the second time she mentioned Hu Sheng.

"I can look for it for you." Shi Zhiqing said.

"Thank you then. But I don't have any skills, and I haven't even finished high school." Shi Yang showed himself to the two without hesitation.

She clearly knows her position, and she doesn't care what others think of her.

"Hey, are you really a fortune teller?" Shi Yang asked.

Seeing that he was involved again, Zhang Youming glanced at Shi Zhiqing, and said softly, "Not entirely."

"Do you have a girlfriend?" Shi Yang asked again.

"No." After Zhang Youming answered, he added, "I'm your brother's friend."

Hearing this, Shi Yang laughed out loud, exaggeratedly, like a strange person, she was out of breath, and said intermittently: "What kind of friend...hahaha, you laugh so hard that I...boyfriend, right? "

"It's not important. Let's have dinner together if you have time, and give me a copy of your resume, and I'll help you find a job." Shi Zhiqing said.

He didn't mind Shi Yang saying that Zhang Youming was his boyfriend.

"Resume? There's no such thing." Shi Yang's face changed quickly, and he returned to his previous appearance in an instant, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised. It was more of a sarcasm than a smile. "If Shi Shaofeng knew about his two children, the daughter is the mistress and the son likes men, he would crawl out of the grave."

"Have you broken with that Hu Sheng?" Shi Zhiqing asked again.

Perhaps because of the blood relationship, the barrier between Shi Yang and Shi Yang seemed to be easily disintegrated, and he even began to inquire about Shi Yang's feelings.

"It's broken." Shi Yang said softly. "Men are all liars in love, saying that their whole life is a lie. I should have known it a long time ago. After Shi Shaofeng died, my mother died in love not long after. Do you think it's funny?"

Shi Zhiqing was shocked when she heard this, if her mother died in love not long after Shi Shaofeng's death, how would she have lived these years?He dare not imagine.

"Your mother passed away not long ago? Then you..."

"Grandma's house, grandma left later, so I went out to work." Shi Yang looked used to life and death, and the people close to her left her one by one. It is hard to imagine how she spent these years.

"I'm sorry." Shi Zhiqing whispered, he couldn't say anything now, except that he didn't get Zhang Youming's affection these years, everything went smoothly.

This is so unfair, to Shi Yang.

Shi Yang snorted softly and said with a smile: "Why are you apologizing? You did nothing wrong. You are only five years older than me. What do you know? The damned people are all dead."

After finishing speaking, Shi Yang paused, and then said, "No, I wonder how your mother is doing?"

"Something's been wrong recently." Shi Zhiqing understood what Shi Yang meant, but he was shocked that Shi Yang was only five years younger than him, that is to say, the timeline of Shi Shaofeng's derailment had to move forward.

There is no way for your younger generation to argue for right and wrong about the things of the previous generation. Some people are victims, and some people are invisible vested interests.

After leaving the contact information, Shi Zhiqing left with Zhang Youming. On the way back, Shi Zhiqing kept thinking about how to help Shi Yang find a decent job.

What's more, Shi Yang must be moved out of that broken place as soon as possible.

After returning home, while taking a shower, Shi Zhiqing remembered what Shi Yang said, that he had met Zhang Youming before, and followed him to his shop.

When did this happen?Why did she follow Zhang Youming?

Does Zhang Youming know or not?

While sleeping, Shi Zhiqing turned his back to Zhang Youming, he seemed to understand Shi Zhenzhu's guilt a little bit, and at the same time he thought, is this really the only thing Shi Zhenzhu didn't tell him?What was the reason for her not wanting to speak.

And there is Shi Shaofeng, who is he in love with?

To be honest, Shi Shaofeng was really nice to him, before he was in primary school, he would still tell Shi Zhenzhu that I love you.

Then how could he fall in love with Shi Yang's mother later on?

Shi Yang's mother must be very beautiful, Shi Yang must have followed his mother, why did such a beautiful woman die for Shi Shaofeng?

It's not worth it anyway.

"Zhang Youming." Shi Zhiqing called softly. "Are you asleep?"

"what happened?"

"Do you think my father loves my mother, or Shi Yang's mother?" After asking Shi Zhiqing, she felt that her question was a bit naive.

Maybe they both love each other, but the direction of love is different.

There are many loves in this world that are not unique.

"It's hard to say." Zhang Youming paused, and continued: "But your father must love you."

"He must also love Shi Yang, but Shi Yang... hey, do you really think someone will die for love?" Shi Zhiqing asked, he always thought it was absurd to leave the world for someone.

"The world is big, full of wonders. And everyone loves in a different way. Some people will live well for others, and some will die for others. What about you?" Zhang Youming said.

Shi Zhiqing turned over, looked at Zhang Youming, and asked, "What am I?"

"Would you die for the one you love?"

Shi Zhiqing laughed out loud, he thought it was funny, how could Zhang Youming ask such a question seriously.

"Are you asking if I will die for you?" Shi Zhiqing lay flat and looked at the ceiling. She thought he would not answer this question, but after a few seconds, he said, "If you love you like I love you, I will die for you." If you love me the same, then I may be willing, but not necessarily, I have other people, and the most important thing is that I should live for myself."

"You are right." Zhang Youming said lightly.

What Shi Zhiqing said was right, people should live for themselves, Zhang Youming thought, maybe he shouldn't be obsessed with keeping Shi Zhiqing by his side.

"You don't even talk about dating with me, what are you thinking? Zhang Youming." Shi Zhiqing asked.

Falling in love is a challenge for Zhang Youming. If his relationship with Shi Zhiqing really fast forwards to the step of falling in love, he doesn't know who will be more sad when the future collapses.

Zhang Youming planned to talk to Shi Zhenzhu tomorrow. He must know what the death of his parents had to do with Shi Zhenzhu.

"How can we get away from dating?" Zhang Youming asked.

Shi Zhiqing thought this was Zhang Youming's scumbag quotes, he thought, Zhang Youming didn't like men from the beginning, or he never liked men, he just wanted to sleep with himself, he just enjoyed a moment of pleasure , he will eventually marry a woman.

That's why I said things like withdrawing.

The truth is, when Shi Zhiqing and Zhang Youming were together, she never thought about withdrawing. A person's persistence can never be underestimated.