my sick white moonlight

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After the illness, Shi Zhenzhu actually had very little emotion. She just stared blankly at the ceiling or outside the window, and occasionally asked Xifeng to feed her a sip of water.

But at this moment, she looked at Shi Zhiqing with a painful and artificial expression, as if she wanted to get some sympathy or forgiveness from him.

Shi Zhiqing held Shi Zhenzhu's hand, and said softly: "There is no one else in the room right now, just say what you have, I love you forever."

This was undoubtedly a boost to Shi Zhenzhu's heart, she took Shi Zhiqing's hand tremblingly, and wrote a word on his hand, but she was still unwilling to speak.

"Mom, what are you writing? Can you tell me? Just tell me gently." Shi Zhiqing moved her head closer, hoping that Shi Zhenzhu could speak.

As long as she is willing to speak, everything is not a problem, and there is nothing difficult to overcome.

But Shi Zhiqing didn't expect his action at all, it actually made Shi Zhenzhu feel uncomfortable.

She even sobbed again.

"Okay, okay, if you don't want to, then don't say it, then you can continue to write on my hand." Shi Zhiqing compromised.

Like comforting a child, he patted Shi Zhenzhu's shoulder lightly and talked to her in an extremely gentle tone.

Shi Zhenzhu took Shi Zhiqing's hand again, and this time wrote two words, Shi Yang.

Shi Zhiqing's heart was shocked, and many questions immediately popped up in her mind, is it a personal name?Who is it?What does it have to do with me?Now tell yourself what do you want to do?

All of these need to be confirmed by Shi Zhenzhu one by one.

"Shi Yang? Is it a boy or a girl?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

Shi Zhenzhu took a few glances at Shi Zhiqing, took the mobile phone beside the bed, and clicked on the text message editing page.

Her fingers were already weak, and the keyboard was so small that she frequently made typos, missing or adding one pinyin, or typing homophonic characters.

After about two or three minutes, after typing, she checked it again before handing the phone to Shi Zhiqing.

"Shi Yang, it's your sister, your father's daughter who was born outside at that time. After your father died, all the property belonged to us. The mother and daughter had a miserable life. If you have time to see Shi Yang, it's better than you A few years younger, in the Xincun area."

This news undoubtedly dropped a huge bomb on Shi Zhiqing's life. He has always been a person who attaches great importance to feelings. Now that Shi Zhenzhu told him so lightly that he has a sister who is not doing well, what is he going to do?What should he do?

Shi Zhiqing repeatedly confirmed that she was right, she was the younger sister, a younger sister named Shi Yang.

"Mom, are you sure it's Dad's child?" Shi Zhiqing asked tentatively.

At this moment, Shi Zhuzhu had absolutely no intention of talking to Shi Zhiqing, she turned her head, if she could turn over by herself, she would definitely turn her back to Shi Zhiqing and curl up into a ball.

Shi Zhiqing still hasn't recovered, Shi Yang, Shi Shaofeng's illegitimate daughter outside?Hey, why are there so many absurdities in this world?

No wonder some people say that cheating is just a trivial matter in marriage.

The big thing is the impact on others later, and it doesn't fall on yourself anyway.

The main reason is that after so many years, Shi Zhenzhu remembered now that she wanted to find her by herself, to see her.

Shi Zhiqing fell silent, he originally wanted to talk to Shi Zhenzhu, but his thoughts were in a mess, so he had to remain silent.

Or to ask for help, after he reacted, he immediately left the ward, found Zhang Youming, and showed Zhang Youming the text message.

He now hopes that others can lead him forward, just like when he was studying in the past, he didn't have to think too much about what he wanted to do when Zhang Youming took the lead. He never wanted to be a leader.

"I'm quite familiar with the new village." Zhang Youming's tone was very flat, as if he believed that Shi Zhiqing would go to find that younger sister. "It's a mess."

"What chaos?" Shi Zhiqing didn't understand what kind of chaos Zhang Youming was talking about.

Zhang Youming coughed lightly and said, "There are many low-quality and run-down red-light districts."

"Why are you going there?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

Zhang Youming laughed and said, "Don't think too much, I usually don't have those needs."

"What about unusual times?"

Shi Zhiqing has become more courageous now, daring to be serious with Zhang Youming in public.

"Normally not." Zhang Youming said confidently, and then his expression became serious.

He continued: "There were a lot of people who didn't want children before, and many people paid a high price to ask me to do it for peace of mind. They all think that the death of a child is very unlucky."

"If you put it this way, I think it is very necessary for me to meet Shi Yang."

"Go, I will accompany you."

The two made an appointment to find Shi Yang on the day when Shi Zhiqing was on vacation, but before that, Zhang Youming was arranged by Wang Xiazi to meet Broken Eyebrow Zhang once.

That afternoon Zhang Youming packed up his things and was about to go home, but was suddenly stopped by Wang Xiazi and said that Duanmei Zhang would come from the funeral parlor at night and asked him to help him look at the problem of pain sensitivity.

Zhang Youming stood there in a daze for a few seconds, then complied. If he refused Wang Xiazi's arrangement, there would be no good fruit for him.

That night, Blind Wang bought a lot of stewed vegetables, which he was reluctant to eat usually, it seemed that he had spent his money for the sake of his good apprentice.

But when it comes to serious things, it is only after half a drink that I mention it, with broken eyebrows and grinning, making an exaggerated expression, it should be meat stuffed between the teeth.

"Youming, I heard that you were particularly sensitive to pain a few days ago. Is that true?" Duanmei Zhang put his hand on Zhang Youming's leg, and pinched Zhang Youming after speaking.

Seeing that Zhang Youming didn't respond, he deliberately turned his head to look at the drunken blind Wang, expressing his doubts.

"It's just that in those two days, it's almost recovered now. I think it's because I entered other people's dreams too often." Zhang Youming still used the same rhetoric.

Duanmei Zhang smiled and waved his hands, as if telling Zhang Youming not to fool him.

"Really?" The round face with broken eyebrows is full of joy, especially when frowning, the facial features seem to be all squeezed together.

He didn't give up, and asked again: "Is it really just entering someone else's dream?"

"I haven't done anything recently." Zhang Youming also picked up the wine glass in front of him and drank it down.

Drinking is really a good way to hide your emotions.

"Except for the recent one? What about the past?" Duanmei Zhang asked again.

When the question came to this point, Zhang Youming couldn't do without lying, so he said flatly, "Probably not."

"What should you say? I think you are confused. You and that surnamed Shi, have you slept?"

Speaking of which, Blind Wang, who was drank in a fog, woke up in an instant, and he carefully placed the glass with two taels of sorghum wine left on the table.

"What did you say? Sleeping? And that kid named Shi? A man? You two?"

Blind Wang asked incoherently. He didn't expect Zhang Youming, a bastard, to be so rebellious. How many times had he told him not to get in touch with people, but he was fine, not only liked them, but also slept with them.

Seeing that he couldn't hide it, Zhang Youming didn't intend to struggle anymore, so he hummed and stopped talking.

So the three of them fell into silence for a few minutes in the evening breeze.

Then, the whole night after that, Blind Wang was muttering, what's going on?How could two men do it?What's the matter?I have been here for hundreds of years, and I have never seen a male ghost and a man.

Outrageous.

Broken Eyebrow Zhang could think about it, anyway, he wasn't his apprentice, so he kept pouring wine for Blind Wang, patted him on the back and said, "I want to drink more, I want to drink more."

"I want to get rid of that surnamed Shi."

"No, no, old Wang, this is a matter for young people."

After going back that night, Zhang Youming didn't sleep all night, he held Shi Zhiqing in his arms and looked at him for a long time.