my sick white moonlight

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One affair and one void.

The two woke up the next morning as if nothing had happened, and didn't say a word about last night's madness.

When I didn't do this kind of thing before, I would think in my mind, and I would even talk about it when I was fighting each other, but now I hide it tacitly in my heart.

It's hard to say, I can't open my mouth.

When the departments were handed over, the director of the department laughed after explaining the matter, and asked Shi Zhiqing to pay attention to the effects. The redness on his neck could not be due to scraping.

After the shift was over, Shi Zhiqing hurried to the duty room to check, but she was too hasty to go out in the morning, so she didn't notice it at all.

Coincidentally, Guo Li came to the hospital for an examination that day, and went to the department to find Shi Zhiqing. She naturally noticed the hickey, but she was not sure.

She thought to herself, when did Shi Zhiqing become so bold?

But after thinking about it, Shi Zhiqing is under a lot of pressure now, it's normal to vent a bit.

"Chen Yan is back?" Guo Li asked tentatively.

As far as she knew, Chen Yan had been studying abroad, and it had only been two months, so he might not come back.

But the question has to be asked like this, to be honest, she and Shi Zhiqing don't seem to be that close now, and she still needs to have a sense of boundaries.

"No." Shi Zhiqing shook her head.

He pursed his lips, but in the end he still didn't say it out. He might not let the third person know about his shady relationship with Zhang Youming.

"Have a new partner? I said that after Chen Yan goes abroad, the two of you will not last long." Guo Li said softly.

"No, I just drank some wine yesterday and hugged and kissed a handsome guy. I definitely didn't mess around outside." Shi Zhiqing laughed.

Since when did you need to lie a lot when facing Guo Li?

Shi Zhiqing belatedly felt the lack of friendship.

Having said that, after the incident last night, Shi Zhiqing couldn't sleep for so long, he even sent a text message to Chen Yan.

A late breakup text message.

Chen Yan knew he was wrong, and he didn't say anything to persuade him to stay. As usual, he still expressed his love for Shi Zhiqing.

Chen Yandu's love is actually very strange, it's true that you are my favorite person, but I can maintain a physical relationship with others at the same time.

After the breakup, Shi Zhiqing's psychological burden was not so heavy, and he let out a long sigh of relief. He still slept with his back to Zhang Youming, and Zhang Youming's heavy breath hit the back of his neck, making it a little itchy.

Shi Zhiqing didn't dare to move, he was afraid that all this was a fragile dream, with a light touch, it would disappear without a trace.

When he finally fell asleep, he sneezed again.

Unexpectedly, when the sneeze came out, Zhang Youming was not asleep.

What the hell is this kind of sage, when neither of them sleeps, it will be a little embarrassing.

Zhang Youming also thoughtfully pulled a corner of the quilt for Shi Zhiqing.

When he was in the department during the day, Shi Zhiqing's mind would replay the scene from yesterday from time to time, and he was still annoyed, why did he sneeze like that?

It was originally considered an impulsive thing, but the two of them thought about it for so long. What should they do after this is a problem.

Shi Zhiqing had to work the night shift tonight, so she didn't let Xifeng come over, thinking that she could spare some time to take a look, but when it was close to eight o'clock, Zhang Youming called and said that he was coming to guard Shi Zhenzhu tonight, by the way Talk to Stone Pearl.

There was no reason not to agree, and Zhang Youming didn't arrive until after nine o'clock in the evening. He said that he met a young man picking up trash who was arguing with an old man on the road, and he tried to persuade him for a while.

Shi Zhiqing was still laughing, and asked why the young man took the job of picking up bottles from the old man.

Zhang Youming shook his head, saying that he didn't ask in detail, but just told the two to stop arguing.

After chatting with Zhang Youming for a few minutes, Shi Zhiqing went back to the department, and called Zhang Youming to the door before leaving, saying that he and Chen Yan had broken up.

In fact, after what happened last night, Shi Zhiqing told Zhang Youming that he and Chen Yan had broken up, not because he wanted to get something from Zhang Youming, for so long, he didn't ask for anything more.

According to the conservation of energy, if a person puts one hundred full points of effort into you, and he gives one hundred and two physically, then you will use the twenty emotionally to pay back.

Shi Zhiqing didn't know if this metaphor was appropriate, but when it came to Zhang Youming, there really wasn't any major problem.

A few seconds ago, Zhang Youming's reaction was exactly as Shi Zhiqing expected. He looked at the ground and lowered his head slightly. According to the usual practice, Zhang Youming should say something less pleasant at this time, or keep silent. .

"98 days." Zhang Youming opened the mouth and said.

This point was beyond Shi Zhiqing's expectations. Shi Zhiqing was not sensitive to this number, but after thinking about it, he could think of it as the number of days he and Chen Yan were together.

He didn't understand why Zhang Youming remembered this so clearly.

Seeing Shi Zhiqing's puzzled eyes, Zhang Youming laughed and said, "You and Chen Yan have only been together for 98 days."

"so what?"

Originally, Shi Zhiqing had no hope, but why Zhang Youming was always able to accurately attack his sensitive areas, Zhang Youming's behavior was hard to prevent people from misunderstanding, under what circumstances would he pay so much attention to a person Days in love.

Why?

Why did Zhang Youming make such a misleading move?

"It's nothing." Zhang Youming let out a long sigh of relief, what do you want to say?

He didn't know, and it seemed inappropriate to talk about some things at the door of the ward.

If possible, he hoped to be crazy like last night. The way of expressing emotions directly is easier to work than any words.

Obviously not now.

"Then I'll go back to the department first." Shi Zhiqing nodded, he originally wanted to smile at Zhang Youming.

I really can't laugh, why is this person so annoying?

Take people to the sky, and then drop them from the sky.

Tonight there is no emergency operation, no consultation, it is a very peaceful night shift, but he can't sleep at all. When he was busy on the night shift before, he always wondered if he could have a night shift with free time to sleep peacefully. can't sleep.

In the past, I always hoped to sleep with Zhang Youming in reality, but now that I slept, my heart was empty.

Is life always like this?What is not available is the best.

Zhang Youming was also thinking about this question.

But for him, the answer is no, you have to get what you want, and what you get is what you think is the best.

Shi Zhiqing is the best in his heart.

Of course, if he hadn't entered Shi Zhenzhu's dream, he thought, he might have gotten Shi Zhiqing more smoothly.

The question now is, why did Shi Zhiqing's father and her parents appear in the same car in Shi Zhenzhu's dream, and why did Guo Li's parents keep calling Shi Zhenzhu?

Zhang Youming sat beside the hospital bed, looking at the crescent moon outside the window, at this moment he also wanted to smoke a cigarette, like Shi Zhiqing.

Shi Zhiqing likes to smoke when she is bored.