my sick white moonlight

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"The sea water is very cold." Zhang Youming only answered these four words.

Shi Zhiqing didn't ask any further, he glanced at Zhang Youming's side face, and thought, how did Zhang Youming live during these years when Zhang Youming lost contact with him?

Is it the same as now?Alone in the downtown.

Will he also look at the stars and the moon?Will he also go to the beach to blow some air?Shi Zhiqing didn't know, but at this time, his compassion began to act like a monster, and he felt sorry for Zhang Youming.

He wants to be nice to him.

After sending Zhang Youming to his place of residence, Shi Zhiqing said to Zhang Youming again: "Come over for a reunion dinner on New Year's Eve."

This time there was no question, but a direct and forceful notification. If you asked, Zhang Youming would not come.

"Let's see when the time comes." Zhang Youming said again.

"It's only a few days, when will you see it? What's the matter?"

Zhang Youming shook his head. He said, "There are many uncertainties. I wish you a happy Chinese New Year in advance. Goodbye."

After Zhang Youming finished talking, he went upstairs without looking back, leaving Shi Zhiqing standing alone in the cold wind. He even suspected that Zhang Youming's gentleness a few hours ago was fake, maybe even him himself was fake.

How could he be so unkind?

After that night, Zhang Youming and Shi Zhiqing lost contact again. On the morning before New Year's Eve, Shi Zhiqing happened to be off the night shift, and Shi Zhenzhu had been busy in the kitchen for a long time. It was the Chinese New Year, and she couldn't invite the hourly aunt.

Seeing Shi Zhiqing came back alone, Shi Zhenzhu began to complain again: "At first, I thought there would be three people this year, but you see why this little Zhang didn't come? Guo Li went out for her honeymoon again. Look at you, you too. If you don't live up to it, don't hurry up and bring me a girlfriend home for the New Year, we will be alone again this year, hey."

"You haven't gotten used to it after so many years?" Shi Zhiqing put on her apron and helped Shi Zhenzhu choose vegetables.

He was used to it, but he was a little disappointed this year. He also thought that Zhang Youming would come over for dinner.

"Hey, don't help me hang around in the kitchen. You go outside and buy some new year's goods. I didn't go out much when I was alone at home a few days ago. By the way, I will take you to see if Zhang Youming is in his shop. If he is there , let him come over to eat, he is alone at home, he will not eat properly. What if he eats a few more big steamed buns, ouch, I feel really sorry."

Shi Zhenzhu said a long list, but she was actually quite uncomfortable. The Chinese New Year is about to have a reunion, and there are many people to make it lively. There are only two people, and there is no sense of ceremony.

"Where are Nian Xing and her grandparents? Have you returned to your hometown?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

"I went back a few days ago." Shi Zhenzhu sighed again remembering that it was not easy for the old couple to take care of their children. "Hurry up and go out, go out for a walk, after the Spring Festival is over, they are all 29 people, my God, you should be in a hurry."

Shi Zhiqing didn't intend to go out at first, but after Shi Zhuzhu said so, she felt that she wanted to go out for a walk.

But he didn't go out to buy new year's goods, Shi Zhiqing went straight to Zhang Youming's funeral shop, and thought of a hundred and eighty reasons to persuade Zhang Youming to eat on the way, but when he got there, he was dumbfounded.

Zhang Youming was not there at all, and a beautiful girl in a black cheongsam was guarding the shop.

Shi Zhiqing stood at the door for a long time, he already had a hundred possibilities in his mind, looking for reasons for Zhang Youming, until Blind Wang came out with his cane.

"Uncle Wang." Shi Zhiqing basically never had a face-to-face conversation with Blind Wang, and she couldn't handle him well.

Sure enough, when Blind Wang heard him being called Uncle Wang, he became irritable. He scolded: "How did I become an uncle? Are you blind or am I blind? Why are you here again? Zhang Youming is not here, Can't you see that the shop next door has changed?"

Shi Zhiqing had long been used to Blind Wang's behavior, so he leaned closer, helped Blind Wang pull down the chair, and whispered, "Where did Zhang Youming go? This shop..."

"I went out of town. Did you see the pretty girl next to me? I introduced him. When he comes back, I'll see who they are dating. Zhang Youming has to give me matchmaking money." Blind Wang laughed as he spoke, and at the end, I don’t forget to add: “It’s time to drink wedding wine again.”

Shi Zhiqing was dubious, Wang Xiazi's words were unreliable, how could Zhang Youming have sex with anyone casually.

But Shi Zhiqing thought about it again, she was definitely not an ordinary person who could help Zhang Youming look after the shop, which meant that Zhang Youming completely trusted her.

It's too much, Shi Zhiqing thinks so, Zhang Youming didn't tell him anything.

"Did Zhang Youming say when he would be back?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

Blind Wang didn't answer him, but got up, walked to the next area, Shi Zhiqing hesitated for a few seconds, and followed.

"Luo Xing, come here, this person will inquire about Zhang Youming's situation." After speaking, Blind Wang turned around and went back, leaving Shi Zhiqing standing in the shop, looking at Luo Xing in embarrassment.

What a beautiful woman, Shi Zhiqing lamented, he soon became depressed, such a good woman, he was completely defeated in front of her.

"Hello, are you looking for Zhang Youming?" Luo Xing smiled, very polite, and her voice was very gentle, which didn't match her appearance very well. Shi Zhiqing thought she was the kind of sister Yu with a strong aura.

It's all over now, how could Zhang Youming not like the rival in love that he admired?Look, he knew that Zhang Youming was very popular, a person like him would be liked by many, many people.

"You are?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

"Oh, it's his friend. Luo Xing." Luo Xing brought Shi Zhiqing a chair, let him sit down, then turned around and poured him a glass of water, which was the glass he used before. "Are you also Zhang Youming's friend?"

Shi Zhiqing nodded, he always thought that Zhang Youming had no friends, but not only did he have, but he didn't introduce himself to other friends.

"I haven't heard him talk about it, what's the matter with you looking for him?" Luo Xing asked again.

Shi Zhiqing originally wanted to ask a lot of questions, but now sitting here, his mind is blank. He only knows that perhaps in Zhang Youming's heart, he is just someone who can be used when needed.

He was silent for two seconds, and said, "It's nothing, passing by, come and have a look. You are busy first, I will go first."

Shi Zhiqing left here disappointed, the day that should come will always come.

Went to the supermarket, bought some fruit gift boxes, Shi Zhiqing went home, and it was only him and Shi Zhenzhu for the New Year's Eve dinner.

The weather was cold, and Shi Zhenzhu was not in good health. After eight o'clock, she went back to her room to stay. Shi Zhiqing watched TV in the living room, and then snatched red envelopes from the small group in the department, and replied some blessings. It was past ten.

In previous years, Shi Zhiqing would wait until twelve o'clock, but now she was not in the mood at all, after washing up, she went to bed and prepared to sleep.

He really admired Zhang Youming, he didn't even send a phone or text message, no wonder he wished a happy Chinese New Year in advance, Shi Zhiqing thought, he must be unimportant, that's why Zhang Youming didn't even bother to send a text message.

Last night, she worked the night shift and didn't have a good rest during the day, so Shi Zhiqing lay on the bed and fell asleep after a while.

He was woken up by a wechat voice call. The phone vibrated from the pillow to his arm. After looking at it, it turned out that it was Chen Yandu who called.

[The author has something to say: It is still decided, let Dr. Shi and Xiao Chen have a conversation first...]