my sick white moonlight

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"I'm sorry." Shi Zhiqing lowered her head slightly.

He thought to himself, let's compromise, what's the point of being stubborn?Lower your goals a bit, let's make up first.

"Why do you say sorry?" Zhang Youming asked.

Shi Zhiqing's eyes fell on Zhang Youming's legs, and then she said softly: "It was true that I drank too much that night, and I was obsessed with ghosts. Anyway, I was very impulsive. I was afraid that I would cause trouble to you. I hope you can forgive me and don't let go. In my heart."

"No trouble." Zhang Youming felt Shi Zhiqing's gaze on his lap, and he continued: "It's not me that you like."

Shi Zhiqing nodded, expressing her acquiescence.

"Are you going to Zhou Yuge's place tonight?" Shi Zhiqing tried not to care too much.

Yes, as before, don't interfere with Zhang Youming too much, and don't disturb his rhythm of life.

Don't love blindly, don't love dirty, be magnanimous, and be good for him.

"Well, then I'll go first."

"Wait, let's have a reunion dinner together on New Year's Eve."

Zhang Youming stood there thinking for a few seconds before replying, "Let's see when the time comes."

At that time, he might have gone to Pingnan City for an exchange.

Shi Zhiqing looked at Zhang Youming's back again, but this time she didn't choose to be mediocre, but sent a message to Chen Yandu, asking him what he was doing now.

He drove to Chen Yandu's house, and originally wanted to talk about going to Chen Yandu's school, but he didn't expect that the winter vacation would have been long ago.

He was the only one in Chen Yandu's house. When Shi Zhiqing called him, he was writing lyrics for a song. He didn't expect that Shi Zhiqing would contact him and even come to his house.

In the cold winter and the twelfth lunar month, Shi Zhiqing brought a gust of air-conditioning after entering the house, and the air-conditioning was mixed with the smell of perfume on his body, Chen Yan was more than half awake.

He also didn't ask why Shi Zhiqing came to him, sometimes it would be better not to explore the truth of the matter.

"What would you like to drink?" Chen Yandu asked.

Shi Zhiqing spread her hands, leaned on the corner of the sofa, and said, "Would you like to have some wine?"

Chen Yan is not in that mood now, he is not an idler who is always on call to accompany others to drink, and besides, there is a funeral at home.

"My grandfather passed away a few days ago." Chen Yandu said softly.

"I'm sorry. I don't know." Shi Zhiqing felt a little guilty, being entangled with Zhang Youming a few days ago, she didn't pay attention to what Chen Yan was doing recently.

Chen Yan shook his head, he didn't think Shi Zhiqing had anything to apologize for.

In fact, Shi Zhiqing didn't know what to say on this kind of topic. At this time, comforting words were all useless concerns, not everyone needed them, and he was more inclined to let the person concerned digest it by himself.

But it's not right to leave now, and it's not right to stay.

"Go and see my workshop?" Chen Yandu asked softly.

Even if Shi Zhiqing's purpose is not pure, he thinks it would be nice if Shi Zhiqing could take the initiative to contact him.

Shi Zhiqing went up with Chen Yandu for a while, and then found a reason to leave. Shi Zhiqing was not interested in the music equipment in Chen Yandu's workroom at all, so he could only listen to him dryly, without even asking questions. nothing.

Speaking of interests, what is Shi Zhiqing interested in?Basically not, all these years is to study and work to make money, he has no long-term hobbies, when the cold wind pours into his neck when he goes out, he suddenly realizes.

Over the years, not only did he have no hobbies, he was trapped in the giant net about Zhang Youming that he had woven, and he didn't even have any new friends.

When I was in college, classmates were classmates, roommates were roommates, and none of them became friends. After work, you can’t expect to find friendship among colleagues. According to the social norms of adults, it’s a bit ridiculous for colleagues to become friends.

After driving out of the garage, Chen Yan stood by the side of the road, stopped Shi Zhiqing, and said to him: "I hope you will find me next time, not because of Zhang Youming, but because I am needed. I like you very much, Qing elder brother."

Shi Zhiqing couldn't speak, he nodded, because of emotion and reason, he shouldn't hurt Chen Yandu.

Seeing that the Chinese New Year is coming up in a few days, Zhang Youming never said whether they want to have dinner together on New Year's Eve, and Shi Zhiqing didn't ask either. He likes to be serious about this kind of thing, but in the end, he always compromises every time.

During this period, Guo Li and Zhou Shenggu invited Shi Zhiqing to have a meal. During the Chinese New Year, the two of them would go out for their honeymoon, thinking that there would be no way to celebrate the New Year.

But they also brought one more person, Zhou Yuge.

Seeing Guo Li put so much effort in arranging them to sit together, Shi Zhiqing knew that the meal was not that simple.

People seem to like to arrange things when they reach a certain age or pass a certain hurdle. Maybe there is a matchmaker in everyone's heart. They want to make a marriage and do it as a good deed, but the reality is often disappointing. Those who match together, It's all unsatisfactory.

Fortunately, Zhou Yuge really didn't like Shi Zhiqing's type, neither of them called much, but they had a common topic, talking about Zhang Youming helping Zhou Yuge look at that apartment.

"I still don't know why? Zhang Youming stayed with me for two nights and didn't feel that he couldn't sleep well, but he reminded me that there are many people coming and going in and out during the day, but there are no lights at night. Everyone saves electricity. He asked the property management, and the property management said that the old people are like that, and told me not to worry about it, and go to the doctor when I am sick. I am really pissed off. You have to choose a good property to buy a house, otherwise it will be uncomfortable to live in. " Zhou Yuge didn't seem to have any point in what he said.

"Then he will stay with you for a while?" Shi Zhiqing's focus is here.

Zhou Yuge shook his head and said, "Zhang Youming said to come back in two days."

"Oh, I think you still have to respond to the property management about this matter. Those ghost theories are a bit too much. I don't think Zhang Youming is that capable." Shi Zhiqing said lightly.

That being said, maybe Zhou Yuge also understands the truth, maybe he just has some other purpose.

"It's better to believe it."

"Hey, let me tell you why you two keep discussing Zhang Youming, so we can't have a good meal. Why don't you two talk about your work status?" Guo Li complained.

Zhou Shenggu was a sensible person. He served Guo Li a bowl of soup and said with a smile, "The two of them don't call at all. Why are you in a hurry? Hahaha."

Although Shi Zhiqing had also thought about the significance of this meal before, but when Zhou Shenggu said that, she still looked at Guo Li in surprise, as if she was asking her for proof.

But before Shi Zhiqing could wait for Guo Li to speak, Zhou Yuge said leisurely, "I am not suitable for Dr. Shi, he has better conditions than me, but I think Zhang Youming is more suitable, and I hit it off with him."

As soon as these words came out, Shi Zhiqing almost vomited blood in anger, what do you mean?Is this looking down on Zhang Youming?

Guo Li paused holding up the soup spoon, wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, after all they used to be good friends, although Zhang Youming might not think so, but with Shi Zhiqing around, she couldn't be so exaggerated.

"What are you thinking? Zhou Yuge, Zhang Youming doesn't like men." Guo Li laughed.

"I'm just talking, and I don't have to be together, I just think Dr. Shi and I are not suitable."

This meal, Shi Zhiqing felt uncomfortable, listening to Zhou Yuge's tone, it seemed that Zhang Youming was only righting with people like him, and there was a trace of pity in their faces, as if they were going to Love gives alms to Zhang Youming.

But in fact, Zhang Youming didn't need it at all.

After eating that day, Shi Zhiqing went back to the hospital to take care of some things. When she was in the elevator, she heard two nurses from the oncology department chatting, saying that the Yujin Garden Community was so strange that many dying patients gave up treatment and were taken back by their families. There have been several this month.

Shi Zhiqing heard the name of this neighborhood very familiar, thought carefully, oh, it turned out to be the place where Zhou Yuge lived.

Shi Zhiqing didn't take it seriously at first, but Zhang Youming approached him the next day and said that he was asking him about something, which was about the dying patient that the little nurse mentioned.

[The author has something to say: a little emo... don't want to code...]