my sick white moonlight

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The next afternoon, Zhang Youming went to the psychiatric department with Nian Xing's grandpa and grandma. He made an appointment with Dr. An last night, and went directly to the consulting room when he arrived.

While waiting outside, Zhang Youming went upstairs to find Shi Zhiqing, to see if he was off work, and wondered if he should go back together, but when the elevator door opened, he saw Chen Yan sitting opposite the nurse's station.

Zhang Youming was puzzled, this Chen Yan came to the hospital every three days to look for Shi Zhiqing, wouldn't this affect him very well?After thinking about it, I didn't come here too.

So considering the impact, Zhang Youming decided to turn back quickly before Chen Yan was playing with his mobile phone without seeing him, and went straight home.

He went back and thought about Xie Ruocong's illustration. Before that, he thought that Xie Ruocong and Jiang Mingcheng were offside, but after communicating with Jiang Mingcheng, he felt that he was too worried.

The two are real rivals in love.

Then why Xie Ruocong never accuses Jiang Mingcheng, instead he kills himself first, but there is nothing to say, Xie Ruocong is really cowardly.

Cowardly, Zhang Youming rarely uses this word to describe others.

In the face of feelings, most of the time, he is also a cowardly "person".

In the face of this weakness, even if it is about others, the harm suffered is actually hit on oneself.

Shi Zhiqing didn't come back until after nine o'clock in the evening, she still smelled of alcohol, and when she got home, she was still listening to a song with headphones on, and her singing was a little out of tune.

It was a band that Chen Yandu recommended to him, the Peace Hotel, and what he heard was that if you don't love me, I will love someone else.

At first, I thought the name sounded so earthy, but when Chen Yan stuffed the earphones into Shi Zhiqing's ears, this retro disco feeling came.

So on the way back, I kept repeating singles.

"Oh, are you singing something famous?" Shi Zhenzhu looked at Shi Zhiqing with a disgusted expression.

His self-absorbed look is actually kind of funny.

"Singing." Shi Zhiqing looked upstairs and asked, "Zhang Youming hasn't come back yet?"

"It's been a long time since I've been back. Upstairs, he seems to be in a bad mood." Shi Zhenzhu said in a low voice.

Shi Zhiqing pulled off one earphone, looked upstairs again, and asked, "What's going on?"

"I don't know, go up and have a look."

Shi Zhiqing smelled the smell on her body, she felt good about herself, it seemed that the smell wasn't too strong, so she didn't plan to take a shower before going out.

The bedroom door was ajar, Shi Zhiqing knocked lightly a few times, then pushed the door open and walked in.

"When I got off work, I heard from Dr. An that you took Nian Xing to her place." Shi Zhiqing asked softly.

The wired earphones were still hanging around her neck, Shi Zhiqing walked closer, and saw whether Zhang Youming was wrinkled, as if she could smell the wine.

"Did you go to drink?" Zhang Youming asked.

Chatting with Zhang Youming is like this, often can't stay on the same channel, anyway, he just doesn't talk to you well.

Shi Zhiqing picked up the collar of her clothes again, and sniffed it. "Is the smell very strong? How about I take a shower first."

"No, just say something."

"No... nothing."

Shi Zhiqing felt that Zhang Youming was really in a bad mood.

Maybe the alcohol played a role, Zhang Youming was in a bad mood, which made Shi Zhiqing even more tempted to play tricks, so he just sat directly beside Zhang Youming's bed, looking at Zhang Youming quietly, his eyes were distracted.

Zhang Youming didn't have time to pay attention to him, and played these little tricks with him. He wrote several conjectures about Xie Ruocong and Jiang Mingcheng on the drawings, some with red crosses, and some with blue and black ink.

"Hello, Zhang Youming." Shi Zhiqing suddenly called out.

With a shake of Zhang Youming's hand, the tip of the pen scratched the already thin drawing, and his heart also trembled, and that anxious mood came quietly again.

He looked back at Shi Zhiqing, the top two buttons of the white shirt were unbuttoned, the earphone cable was wrapped around his neck, and he stepped on the floor wearing only socks, the warm yellow light made Shi Zhiqing look extremely sexually tense.

"Why?" Zhang Youming was not to be outdone, he stared at Shi Zhiqing, and replied quite imposingly.

Shi Zhiqing frowned slightly, why is Zhang Youming so fierce?

"Come here, I have something to tell you."

Zhang Youming hesitated for two seconds, then got up and walked over, although he felt a little disgusted that Shi Zhiqing sat on his bed without changing his clothes.

"Let's talk." Zhang Youming was condescending, Shi Zhiqing could only look up at him slightly.

A pair of dog eyes are extra points at this time.

Shi Zhiqing didn't speak, but handed the earphone to Zhang Youming. It was the same song, and she just sang the chorus part.

"If you don't love me, I will love others. You said you loved, you said a lot, and you said you will never look back..."

After listening to a song, Zhang Youming returned the earphones to Shi Zhiqing, turned around and returned to the chair, and said, "This is so childish."

Shi Zhiqing smiled lightly, turned off the music, and said, "It's quite naive, but even Chen Yan insists on me listening, so I'll listen to it, and I still think it's good."

Hearing Chen Yandu, Zhang Youming's desire to speak became less.

"Does he like you?" Zhang Youming asked.

Hearing Zhang Youming's question, Shi Zhiqing immediately panicked, for fear that Zhang Youming would find out the fact that he likes men. At this time, he was more than half sober, and he waved his hands quickly, speaking incoherently.

"Like me? Man, no, we, hey, I'm not, not what you think."

In fact, he didn't have to do this at all, Chen Yan had said everything that needed to be said.

"Chen Yan told me everything, you like men." Zhang Youming didn't leave any room for Shi Zhiqing to refute. "Otherwise, how would you know each other? The two of you have no overlapping social circles at all."

Shi Zhiqing's brain exploded, when did Zhang Youming know?He knew why he didn't say it?But at this moment, should I refuse to admit it, or keep silent?

Seeing Shi Zhiqing standing there in a daze, Zhang Youming didn't say anything more, and he began to think about how to let the police find evidence about Jiang Mingcheng.

"Zhang Youming."

"Say something."

Shi Zhiqing stood up, walked behind Zhang Youming, and said softly: "Don't tell my mother, there is..."

"What else?"

"Don't hate me."

Zhang Youming breathed a sigh of relief, with his back turned to Shi Zhiqing, he nodded slightly, not wanting Shi Zhiqing to see the expression on his face.

"So you will try to date with Chen Yan?" Zhang Youming asked.

Shi Zhiqing didn't know how to answer for a while. At first, he contacted Chen Yandu with the idea of ​​dating, but he found that for a while, he couldn't let go of Zhang Youming at all, and he couldn't start with someone else.

"Hmm, if it's appropriate..."

"I see."

Seeing that Zhang Youming's attitude was a little cold, Shi Zhiqing thought it was because he had some opinion on Chen Yan, so she didn't forget to add: "Chen Yan is quite nice."

"It's good to be nice, go to rest early."

"OK, good night."

When Shi Zhiqing returned to the bedroom and lay on the bed after taking a shower, he felt very magical, which he never dared to imagine before.

Zhang Youming already knows that he likes men, so will he avoid suspicion in the future?

For example, not being able to sleep in one bed.