my sick white moonlight

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When Shi Zhiqing left, he helped Zhang Youming take the garbage downstairs, and only realized after throwing the garbage in the trash can that he should be invited to have dinner with him.

But just now she was so busy and sulked, she didn't care about so much, but fortunately she left the phone, Shi Zhiqing struggled for a few seconds, but she still called.

It's just that Shi Zhiqing didn't expect that Zhang Youming refused even when she took the initiative to invite him to dinner.

What reason did Zhang Youming refuse?He said unabashedly on the phone: "I haven't finished the three steamed buns I bought in the morning, so I won't spend money to eat them."

It's not a matter of spending or not, and it's not about asking him to treat guests, Shi Zhiqing thinks that Zhang Youming is really indifferent. "Well, then the day after tomorrow you come to the hospital to see my mother, and tell me in advance."

"Yeah." After hanging up the phone, Zhang Youming jumped to the window with one foot, and saw Shi Zhiqing standing there for a while, wondering what he was thinking.

What could Shi Zhiqing think?He was thinking, where did he offend him? He obviously had a good relationship in high school, but since his leg was injured, his temperament has changed a bit, could it be...

Shi Zhiqing had this idea more than once, Zhang Youming actually hated him.

Also, if it wasn't for the leg injury, Zhang Youming's life would have gone much smoother. Although the current situation of Zhang Youming's appearance, in Shi Zhiqing's opinion, is no different from before, he is still crazy about that face.

But on the other hand, Shi Zhiqing felt that she was really sorry for Zhang Youming, while treating him as a straight boy brother, while secretly harboring all kinds of unrealistic fantasies about him.

Sometimes, Shi Zhiqing herself feels disgusted.

That was my mother's savior and my best friend in middle school.

He can't remember the exact moment when Shi Zhiqing felt for Zhang Youming.

When he fully realized it, he already had some dirty thoughts in his heart, which came from the most real reaction of the body and the most primitive desire.

Shi Zhiqing has always been good at hiding his desires. During his three years in high school, not only did he not show it at all, he even deliberately approached Guo Li, making everyone in Shijiawan think that he liked Qingmei Guo Li .

Including Zhang Youming.

At that time, the three of them were walking together, and everyone made jokes about Shi Zhiqing and Guo Li, while Zhang Youming frowned at the side, as if he disliked everyone's love to discuss these unnutritive gossips.

Zhang Youming's attitude even made Shi Zhiqing suspect for a while that he liked Guo Li, so after Guo Li secretly showed her affection to her, Shi Zhiqing immediately told Zhang Youming and asked him what to do hypocritically.

But Zhang Youming just told him with a straight face, accept it if he likes it, and don't delay the girl if he doesn't like it.After that, Shi Zhiqing deliberately kept a distance from Guo Li.

Unexpectedly, she went to the same university as Guo Li later.

Shi Zhiqing was not supposed to be on the night shift at night, but a patient under his supervision had been bleeding from the postoperative wound, so he went back to the hospital for treatment. By the way, he took the photo of him and Zhang Youming in the drawer in the office and stared at it. half an hour.

Just looking at the photos, I actually didn’t think about anything in my mind, I just felt happy from the bottom of my heart, especially when I saw Zhang Youming today, everything seemed to be going in a good direction, my mother’s surgery went smoothly, and there are more people in this world some time.

At the entrance of the hospital, there was always the sound of talking to the interns, and Shi Zhiqing put the photo into her trouser pocket in a panic.

"Doctor Shi, haven't you gone back yet?" The hospital chief asked politely.

"Now, is Lao Li on duty tonight? Let him help me pay more attention to the bed, thank you." After saying that, Shi Zhiqing got up and went to the locker room.

As soon as I left the office, I heard the intern muttering to the hospital manager: "Doctor Shi is so handsome and doesn't have a girlfriend yet? Sister, come on."

"It's hard not to eat oil and salt, Dr. Shi doesn't have that kind of worldly desire, hahahaha."

But it turns out that Shi Zhiqing is not without worldly desires, it's just that his little bastards are a bit shameful.

Shi Zhiqing was dreaming.

Dreaming of Zhang Youming taking a bath in his bathroom, the frosted glass was covered with a layer of mist, and the outline of the body was a bit blurred, but it was this blurred beauty with boundaries that gave people infinite room for reverie.

The door was opened, Zhang Youming was wearing boxer briefs, the dark blue corners were soaked with water, the color was particularly obvious, the hair was still dripping, dripping on the floor, dripping on his toes, and dripping on Shi Zhiqing's restless body. on the heart.

In the dream, Zhang Youming's feet were not injured. He walked towards Shi Zhiqing's single bed and sat on the edge of the bed. When Shi Zhiqing came to his senses, he found that Zhang Youming had already taken off his boxer shorts and his hair was dry, and turned on the bed.

The iron rods on the single bed make a "creaking" sound, and it seems difficult to support two young and strong adults, especially with strenuous exercise.

Zhang Youming was even a little rough, in Shi Zhiqing's impression, he had never had such a violent side, but this kind of strength was also kind of gentle inside, it can be said that the roughness was just right.

Shi Zhiqing was woken up by the alarm, and after realizing that the hearty affair was done in a dream, her first reaction was disappointment.

Immediately, she turned her head, lifted the quilt, and looked at the things on the bed sheet, Shi Zhiqing realized that she had held back for too long.

But having said that, such a real dream made Shi Zhiqing blush instantly. Sure enough, her thoughts on Zhang Youming were dirty, otherwise why would she have such a strange dream?

But Shi Zhiqing thought about it again, she is already 27 years old, it is abnormal if she really likes someone without those desires.

That's right, Zhang Youming is desire itself.

Like an endless flame, it will always give you a little light and a ray of hope in the dark place of life.

Shi Zhiqing didn't have extra time to think about it, so she packed up and went to the hospital. When she was on shift, her mind wandered off, and the director said a few words after she found out.

At noon, Shi Zhiqing went to the fourth floor to see his mother while she was resting. She sat down and didn't chat a few words before being asked when she would bring Zhang Youming to see her.

Shi Zhiqing was puzzled, Zhang Youming hadn't contacted them for so many years, why the fuck was he thinking about this young man?

"Didn't you say that he has no conscience before? Why do you want to see him now?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

"No matter how heartless you are, you are the one who saved my Shi Zhenzhu's life." She paused for two seconds and sighed before Mama Shi continued, "Hey, I actually feel sorry for Xiaozhang. It must be hard for me to hurt my leg at such a young age, I should have cared more about him at that time, when I got the college entrance examination results, I was only thinking about you applying for volunteers, and ignored him."

Shi Zhiqing held Mama Shi's hand, feeling a little guilty, if Mama Shi knew that she had that kind of thought about Zhang Youming, she would not have to jump up from the hospital bed and slap herself twice.

"He lost contact suddenly by himself. At that time, he promised to apply to a school, but he didn't apply." Shi Zhiqing pretended to be angry.

"He must have his own difficulties. I think that now that I have contacted him, you will often visit him, help him with cooking and cleaning, or chat with him on WeChat, and go out with him for a stroll. , with his character, he must have no friends, you went yesterday, how is he? Is he okay?"

Shi Zhiqing frowned and said, "It's good, three or four steamed buns will last a day, and you'll be unshaven." He just said that on purpose, so that he has a reason to go to Zhang Youming, if Zhang Youming is not happy, just say it's his mother let him come.

"I knew that Xiaozhang had a hard time living alone, didn't he have a girlfriend? Xiaozhang is handsome, but his legs are not good, and his personality is also weird. You see how he opened a white matter shop at a young age. How can you deal with those things every day, it consumes your energy." Shi Ma often made exaggerated expressions when she spoke, and she was no exception when she said this.

"Mom, you are a feudal superstition. Are there really ghosts in this world?" Shi Zhiqing laughed.

"I don't know if there is a ghost, anyway, I dreamed that Xiaozhang came to our house for dinner, and within a few days, I saw his photo at your Aunt Xia's place, and then I went to his address, what do you think is a coincidence ?”

"Thoughts by day, dreams by night." Shi Zhiqing joked.

That's right, thinking day by day and dreaming at night, Shi Zhiqing wondered if Zhang Youming would blush too much to lift his head when he saw Zhang Youming tomorrow.