my sick white moonlight

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Zhang Youming finally went back with Shi Zhiqing, Shi Zhenzhu came to open the gate, and when the substitute driver left, he frowned and said loudly: "Oh, you two unlucky children, what did you do? You are all wet Come on, hurry up and get in the house, you can't catch a cold? Poor kid, it's not easy to worry about at such an age. "

"Where's the black girl?" Zhang Youming looked at the roof after getting off the car.

"The black girl came down a long time ago. The boy who ran the errands took the stairs to carry me down. The black girl is sleeping now. She must have been frightened." Shi Zhenzhu said as he led them into the house, and brought Zhang Youming a pair of bags. slippers. "I thought Xiao Shitou had gone on a date with the girl I met in the last friendship, why did he get all wet."

Seeing that Shi Zhenzhu started rambling again, Shi Zhiqing took off the watch and said to Shi Zhenzhu: "Mom, will you buy me this watch waterproof?"

"You rich man, why did this watch get wet?" Shi Zhuzhu hurriedly took the watch from Shi Zhiqing's hand, turned around and entered the room, and took a special small rag to wipe off the water on the dial.

"You do it first, I'll take Zhang Youming to my room to take a shower." After speaking, Shi Zhiqing led Zhang Youming to the room on the second floor.

Perhaps hearing the movement, the black girl ran over excitedly and rubbed Zhang Youming's wet trouser legs a few times. Shi Zhiqing thought about it, Zhang Youming would give the money for the cat food, and the black girl never paid for it. Nian Shi Zhiqing, when Shi Zhiqing teased her when she was brought home, she would have been murdered.

Shi Zhiqing found Zhang Youming a change of clothes, took him to the bathroom, and told him which one was for shampooing, which one was for bathing, and which one was for body lotion. After telling him everything, Zhang Youming looked at him with strange eyes .

"What? You don't need these." Shi Zhiqing asked.

"No need." Zhang Youming used a piece of soap all year round. Except for washing his feet with soap, he used it for the rest of his body. The main reason was that he didn't think there was anything wrong with it. The main reason was that it was cheap and the soap smelled good. smell.

Shi Zhiqing said the next sentence and used it, took the clothes and went to the bathroom downstairs, thinking that fate would trick people, God always gave him opportunities at inappropriate times.

Sometimes Shi Zhiqing would also think about why she has been obsessed with it for so many years?This kind of obsession is invisible and intangible, and it cannot be explained in words at all. Why do you have to identify only one person?

Love is one of the most elusive things in this world. Some people pursue it all their lives, some people ignore it like dung, some people manage it with good intentions and can't end it well, and some people get it without effort.

Shi Zhiqing took a quick shower, and when she got out, she asked Shi Zhenzhu to clean another empty room. Shi Zhenzhu was busy watching short videos at the time, and didn't bother to leave. "It's not that the two of you can't sleep in that bed, what are you messing about at night?"

Shi Zhiqing was at a loss for words for a while, Zhang Youming used to share the same bed with him, but now she feels awkward.

"Are you two arguing? Why does it feel wrong?" Shi Zhenzhu realized the seriousness of the problem, immediately got up, stared at Shi Zhiqing for two seconds, then looked away for a few seconds, wondering what she was thinking.

"Why are you arguing? It's just growing up, becoming unfamiliar, and not so close. People will change." Shi Zhiqing said sullenly.

Seeing what Shi Zhiqing said, Shi Zhuzhu threw a pillow at him, hitting Shi Zhiqing almost to the point where she couldn't stand still.

"Bastard, how could the relationship between these brothers change? You, don't think that Xiao Zhang is not as good as you, so picky in all kinds of ways. He is your mother and my savior. Xiao Zhang is just not good at expressing, You hold everything in your heart, and you really take it to your heart?"

What Shi Zhenzhu said made Shi Zhiqing quite speechless, what do you mean being picky when Zhang Youming is not as good as himself?I look good at Zhang Youming horizontally and vertically, but look at Zhang Youming's attitude?He can smile at anyone and speak softly, but when he comes to himself, he either cherishes words like gold, or simply keeps silent.

Brotherhood?Brotherhood of hell, sooner or later, my impure thoughts about Zhang Youming will explode.

"Am I not good enough for him? Didn't I go to see him when he was sick? Didn't I just buy the thousands of mobile phones as soon as I bought them, and I didn't delay even a minute when I was asked to do business. I just treat him too well." Shi Zhiqing is very depressed.

"Keep your voice down."

What Shi Zhiqing did was seen by Shi Zhenzhu, and there was really nothing to criticize him, but compared to Zhang Youming's current situation, Shi Zhenzhu felt that Zhang Youming would feel uncomfortable, so she asked Shi Zhiqing not to worry about it many.

"Okay, mom knows you're wronged, but you can understand."

Of course Shi Zhiqing could understand, he was just angry with himself.

I was angry with myself why I still like Zhang Youming with a stern face, the main reason is that I haven't been able to tell other people.

When Shi Zhiqing returned to the room, Zhang Youming was sitting on the carpet next to the bed drying his hair. When he saw Shi Zhiqing coming back, he turned down the hair dryer a notch so that he could just hear the conversation.

"Shall I sleep with you?" Zhang Youming asked.

"Well, you have to squeeze in with me all night."

"I sleep inside, against the wall, otherwise I like to rummage." Zhang Youming said again.

"it is good."

Facts have proved that Zhang Youming's sleeping inside and out is useless, and it's not easy for the two of them to sleep. When they wake up in the morning, they face each other, with their thighs crossed, and Zhang Youming's hand is still on Shi Zhiqing's waist.

Shi Zhiqing woke up earlier than Zhang Youming. After opening his eyes, he was stunned for three seconds. The order in his mind was to get out of bed quickly and keep a distance, but his body really felt unable to move, so he just stared at Zhang You quietly. Ming's sleeping face.

People's imagination always endows things with some beauty, Shi Zhiqing thought about what was there and what was not.He confessed to Zhang Youming himself, he accepted himself frankly, and then lived a happy and shameless little life from then on. Or, does Zhang Youming actually like himself?

Shi Zhiqing laughed subconsciously, that empty sense of satisfaction filled her whole body senses, floating like a hot air balloon.

"What are you laughing at?" Zhang Youming didn't know when he woke up. He turned over, changed his posture, and lay flat looking at the ceiling. "Sorry, I squeezed you last night."

Shi Zhiqing is a person who has a heart but no guts. She has thought about confessing to Zhang Youming ten thousand times in her mind, but she is so cowardly in front of her that she doesn't know what she looks like. "I had a very happy dream last night."

"What dream?"

"Back." Shi Zhiqing consciously wanted to tell Zhang Youming that our relationship can be as good as before.

Zhang Youming was indeed silent for a while after hearing this, Shi Zhiqing thought he was reminiscing about the past, but when Zhang Youming opened his mouth, Shi Zhiqing knew that he was thinking too much.

"It's better for people to look forward." After speaking, Zhang Youming sat up with his hands propped up to check the time. It was ten past six. "that……"

Normally, when Zhang Youming said the word "that" at the beginning and paused tentatively, Shi Zhiqing knew that Zhang Youming had something to ask him.

"What?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

"Do you know anything about mental illness caused by postpartum depression?" Zhang Youming asked.

Postpartum depression?mental illness?Shi Zhiqing quickly integrated what she had learned all her life in her brain, and found that she really didn't know much about this aspect, after all, she has a specialization in art.

He was more concerned about why Zhang Youming asked him this?