Sheng Yanxu pulled Luo Wen's wrist and led him to his small living room.

Opening the door, closing the door, turning on the display screen, and even pouring a glass of cool water for himself and Luo Wen.

Sheng Yan's set of movements was smooth and smooth, so naturally when Luo Wen came back to his senses, he found himself sitting on the sofa with a disposable cup.

He looked at the next set of performances that had already started on the screen, and said in a hoarse voice that he was a late compliment, "You...you really did a good job today. Whether it's Jiang Tong or Fu Zhan, they all performed very well .”

Hearing this, Sheng Yan frowned, and answered with a smile: "Well, what else?"

Luo Wen listened, and mistakenly thought that Sheng Yan wanted to hear him praise a few more words. He was stunned for a moment, and then counted the details of Sheng Yan's particularly good performance today with his fingers.

For example, the three completely different eyes of "Jiang Tong" looking at "Ye Wan" in different three-act scenes, and when the breeze on the scene blew the ends of "Ye Wan's hair and hem of clothes, he couldn't be more natural. Bow your head, lower your eyes, and help the other person brush their hair.

Another example is the non-physical performance during the additional test, the smile that he showed as "Fu Zhan" at the time that did not reach his eyes, and the obvious sense of loneliness and vulnerability when he turned and left.

Little did he know that what Sheng Yan really wanted to ask him was "Why didn't you tell me in advance when you came to see him?"

But Sheng Yan didn't rush to interrupt, the reason was: man, how can he decisively reject a temporary link where his sweetheart praises him for a long time.

In short, 5 minutes later, when Luo Wen was digging out the details frame by frame, almost blowing Sheng Yan's performance to the sky, Sheng Yan finally sighed helplessly, saying, "It's not that exaggerated." He quickly stopped Luo Wen's words.

Sheng Yan didn't know why he asked Luo Wen: "Which one of the two performances do you like more?"

Luo Wen was silent for a moment, and the answer he gave was: "Let's go to the first paragraph."

He met Sheng Yan's seemingly unsurprised eyes, and explained: "It's not because you performed better in any performance, it's just that compared to seeing you unhappily dealing with the guests, I haven't been able to be with the person I like as I wish, I hope you are the one who is pursued in high spirits."

After Luo Wen finished speaking, he realized that his answer seemed to confuse performance with reality, and it contained too many unexplainable emotions.

So he temporarily added an explanation: "Well, I hope you are happy, even if it is in the play. I don't mean to disrespect your performance." On the contrary, it seems to be getting more and more black.

Fortunately, Sheng Yan understood, and responded with a hooked mouth: "I know."

Luo Wen was relieved because of this, but he was staring at the live broadcast of the performance on the monitor, after all, he couldn't see the plot because he pretended to have something to do, so he simply asked the question that he had held back for a while.

"Just, have you seen the original film that you added to the test?" Luo Wen asked, whether Sheng Yan's performance in that performance was a result of practice or talent, or maybe he had similar experiences. I missed the experience of so-and-so, so I empathize with it and worry about it.

Although he thinks the latter is highly unlikely.

After all, he was only 16 years old when he met Sheng Yan, and after that, he basically never heard Sheng Yan mention any girl in an ambiguous tone.

As for the past, he thought, a child under the age of sixteen should not experience such an unforgettable relationship that even if he thinks about it again after four years, his eyes will immediately turn red, right?

Unexpectedly, after listening to his question, Sheng Yan remained silent for a long time as if an old scar had been uncovered, so that he thought hard about the possibility of the last one.

Sheng Yan finally gave the answer: "I have seen it. It happened to be released when I was in junior high school, and it happened to be very popular among my classmates, so on a Friday night, I bought a ticket alone. I went to the cinema, and after watching it, I was silent for a long time."

"I even regretted it for several days. I thought that if I could hold back and do my homework at home for a while, it would be fine if I didn't go to the theater to watch the movie. Or if it didn't work, I would invite some classmates who can liven up the atmosphere. It’s okay to go together, and you won’t be so depressed when you step on the street lights to go home.”

"But the next Friday night, I went alone again, remembering to eat or not, but that time I remembered to buy the C set with popcorn and French fries in the theater, but it was inexplicably more sad."

"Fortunately, before the next Friday night, it was due to be screened, so I couldn't spend my third movie ticket." Sheng Yan said in a calm tone.

"After half a month or so, it was released on the Internet. At the beginning, it cost six yuan to order. At that time, I voluntarily became a capitalist and paid for it. I also bought a It is said to be a very useful editing app, and I edited some of the scenes according to the tutorials on the Internet, and watched it many times.”

"It's quite a coincidence that one of the sections is the section that Director Wang asked to take an additional test today." Sheng Yan said, "When I was watching the things I edited, the character I paid special attention to happened to be Fu Zhan."

After Luo Wen listened to it, he imagined in his mind that he was only fourteen or fifteen years old at the time, probably not as tall as he is now, and also far smaller than Sheng Yan, who is now regularly exercising. A thin child sitting alone in the corner of the cinema watching this movie In the film, maybe there were a few tears in the picture, I don't know how sad it is.

As for the scene of Sheng Yan at that time who might have been alone with the set meal C that no one could share, and walked under the cold moonlight, he couldn't even imagine it.

But he still didn't forget to ask the bottom line: "Why?"

Why does this film make you feel so deeply?

Obviously, he had stayed in the dormitory with the other party, or went to the theater to watch countless movies that ended in tragedy, but he never seemed to have seen such a sad look in the other party's self-narration, let alone specially cut it. The attachment to watch repeatedly.

Luo Wen even remembers to this day that on a certain summer day in 21, when he and Sheng Yanwo were watching a certain tragic movie about a comrade in the dormitory, he saw that his head could not help but fall. He cried twice, but Sheng Yan still acted as if nothing had happened, and was able to focus on the scene of handing him a tissue.

So, why?He doesn't understand.

To this, Sheng Yan replied: "Probably because of my self-deception as a bystander."

He glanced sideways, glanced at Luo Wen, and said, "I should have told you, right? About my parents divorced when I was in elementary school, and about a year or two later, they each reunited. "

If Sheng Yan remembered correctly, that day should be Friday.

He had just been picked up by his father from the boarding primary school, and he was still thinking about how to imply that the person in front of him would fulfill his promise of "taking him out this weekend", but the moment he opened the door of his house, he saw Duan was not supposed to be a fucking mother at home.

It's just that he didn't think much about it at the time, he just thought that his mother planned to spend more time with him and his father after getting off work early because there were few things in the company that day. After putting down his schoolbag, he planned to ask his mother if she was busy tomorrow, and if she wanted to do it tomorrow The problem with hanging out with the two of them.

As a result, he still couldn't yell "Mom" in his throat, and the other party threw him a sentence first: "Sheng Yan, I divorced your father. It's just today."

His first reaction at the time was: Why did his mother call him by his full name in a distant manner?

Then there's: Oh, they're divorced without even giving him advance notice.

At that moment, Sheng Yan didn't know what to say, but felt that his hands and shoulders were empty.

He thought: If he had known this was the case, he would not have put down his schoolbag just now.

It's a pity that money is hard to buy and I knew it earlier.

And probably it was the way he bowed his head in silence that hurt his father's heart, so his father hoarse, bent down a little bit unbearably, put his shoulders on his shoulders as much as possible, and coaxed him as before: "It's okay, Dad will still spare time tomorrow to take you out to play. If you want, you can ask your mother to ask for a day off tomorrow, and let her..."

"I'm very busy recently." The person who was pointed out refused without thinking, implying that he didn't have that American time to accompany Sheng Yan to some amusement park.

Sheng Yan's father frowned when he heard this, and said angrily, "Why are you so busy that you don't even have time to go out to play with the child for the last day?"

Straightforwardly define "tomorrow" as the last day when three people can travel together.

His mother laughed angrily when she heard the words, put her arms around her chest in the posture of a strong woman, and immediately reported several projects that their company is currently in contact with, and mocked his father's slightly "little achievements" "So I'm not knowing how to move forward.

So the flames of war were on the verge of breaking out.

Seeing the two people quarreling again, Sheng Yan suddenly didn't want to ask why they got divorced.

He didn't know why Mr. Sheng, who rarely quarreled loudly with others, was always so angry at Ms. Yang. She found a successful businessman who surpassed her by several heads in career, and gave birth to him again.

The only thing he knows is: he probably doesn't need to ask his father and mother about who he will be with after the divorce like those children on TV.

He just stretched out his hand to hold his father's hand, and said, "So Dad, shall we go to the amusement park tomorrow?"

"Of course." His dad replied, forcing a smile out of his clouded face.

"That's good." He said, pretending nothing happened, and went back to his bedroom with his schoolbag.He kept his mother's whispers that he was like his father and that he was also a cold-blooded animal far away from the door.

"Later, when I was in the first year of junior high school, my dad found his current partner, and my mother seemed to get married and divorced and then returned to the status of a single woman." Sheng Yan said, "But I'm not sure about it. , after all, I haven't been in touch with her for a long time."

When he said this, he even took a sip of water calmly, as if he was telling a story about someone who had nothing to do with him.But he still directly ignited the candle in Luo Wen's heart called sadness.

Although Luo Wen knew: two people stay together when they feel suitable, and separate when they feel that it is no longer suitable. In today's society, it is very common for two people to separate, but if the child who was left behind was Sheng Yan, he would still do it for him. sad.

Thinking of this, he even regretted why he asked this question out of curiosity, and immediately wanted to stop.

But Sheng Yan himself didn't seem to have much feeling about it, and continued: "Later, my dad held a wedding with his current partner, and invited my mom and her partner at that time, but my mom and the others used ' I'm too busy' to prevaricate a few words casually, and I didn't come to the wedding scene at all."

"But my dad was busy preparing for the wedding at the time, so he forgot to tell me about it, so I waited eagerly for almost half a month, and finally, when all the guests had finished eating and the banquet was about to leave, I didn't know that she didn't know that day at all. won't come."

"That night, in my new home, I had a long, long dream. I dreamed of them who were only in their 20s. In the dream, they were still in love. A particularly well-timed situation, as I said."

"It's just a dream. I never know what will happen in the next second. The two people who were fine one second, started an endless quarrel the next second. It's just that the premise of their quarrel in the dream is a misunderstanding and love. on."

"And in the next second, my dad is going to get married, but the first marriage partner is not my mother. My mother in the dream is very young and beautiful, and she can almost be said to be dressed up to attend, but she is watching It was really sad when my dad and Aunt Zhou made a toast at her table."

"My dad did the same," Sheng Yan said, "I saw him wipe his eyes with his hand in a place where no one could see, and when he raised his head to drink, even his entire eye sockets were red."

"But the reason why the dream is called a dream is because it is fake. When I woke up, my dad was still the same dad who had just got married for the second time and was probably already planning to have a second child. My mom was still the same one. Mother who came to the wedding."

"But when I was in junior high school, there were actually a lot of things. I had to attend classes, participate in math competitions, and even applied for a robot competition, so after that, I forgot about that dream for a while. Until one day, I heard a female classmate in the class talk about The content of that movie, I suddenly remembered it again.”

Sheng Yan's narration basically ended here. He saw Luo Wen's appearance of being told to cry, and changed his words: "But it was a long time ago, and I have not been sad for a long time, so you don't have to let it go too much. In my heart."

"Okay." Luo Wen replied in a low voice, but the tip of his nose was still red.

So Sheng Yan sighed helplessly, took the opportunity to take advantage of others and said: "If you have to feel sorry for me, just hug me, kid."

The author has something to say: Luo Wen: Hold tight QAQ

Sheng Yan, who is not on the same channel as Luo Wen: The kid's hair is fragrant. (x)

感谢在2022-03-2101:08:27~2022-03-2200:25:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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