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The rain was splashing, flowing over the moss and stones.

Mu Yin paced back and forth in the ancestral hall, feeling puzzled and bored, not knowing how well Mu Xi persuaded others, and why she came to the ancestral hall by herself.

She frowned, and when she turned around involuntarily, she saw her mother's tablet and calmed down.

Suddenly remembering that ever since Xuantang abandoned her at a young age, the relationship between the siblings has become more and more alienated. Over the years, Mu Yin has always regretted the cruel words that reprimanded Mu Yun in front of her mother's mourning hall, and even wanted to make up for it. He left home when he was young, and went to the mountains alone to study the misery, but no matter what she did, everything turned out to be the worst.

Thinking of this, Mu Yin's heart throbbed, feeling helpless and sad.

"A Yin."

While she was in a daze, she heard a shout, Mu Yin turned her head to look, and saw Mu Xi approaching with a dignified expression, she asked in a panic, "How is it? Is Brother Yun all right?"

"..." Mu Xi bowed her head in silence.

Mu Yin was slightly disappointed, looked around, and comforted herself: "It's okay, take your time, cousin, you also tried your best. I'll help him heat up the meal, maybe he will eat it after he has figured it out .”

Mu Xi stopped her and shook her head: "Ayin, don't be too busy."

"I told him all."

"What? Tell him what?"

Mu Yin stopped in her tracks, startled in her heart, widened her eyes, and became even more flustered.

"He knows. Maybe he will live well."

"No!" Mu Yin yelled angrily, accusing Mu Xi of what she had done, "How could you tell him the truth? He will definitely leave us again because of that half-dead man...Cousin, you are so confused!"

Mu Xi frowned in embarrassment, and wanted to go up to comfort her, but Mu Yin avoided her, and questioned him silently with a resentful look.

"A Yin..."

Mu Xi's heart felt bitter, and she shouted hoarsely.

In the midst of the bitter stalemate between the two, in the courtyard of the ancestral hall, in the torrential rain, Mu Yun, dressed in a plain green shirt, was neat and tidy, and came slowly with an oiled paper umbrella.

"Brother Yun..."

Seeing that he was no longer decadent, Mu Yin was very relieved and mistakenly thought that everything was finally getting better.

Seeing this scene, Mu Xi frowned silently, and stretched out her hand to pull her excitedly to her side.

I saw Mu Yun put away the umbrella, put it aside, and arranged his coat carefully before entering the ancestral hall.

Then calmly stepped into the threshold, knelt on the futon, and kowtowed heavily to his mother's tablet.

Mu Yin was full of hope, thinking that he would change his mind, that's why he acted like this.

Just about to step forward to help Mu Yun get up, he saw him kowtow, then shifted his direction, kowtowed repeatedly to her and Mu Xi, and solemnly said: "Cousin, second sister... I'm sorry, I didn't live up to you The way you want."

Mu Yin faintly felt that something was wrong and was at a loss.

Then, Mu Yun got up and left: "I'm leaving, take care of you."

A few words, extremely heartless.

Mu Yin was stunned to the side, inexplicably dizzy, and a sense of oppressive suffocation in her heart made her tighten her brows sadly. Looking at such a back, she suddenly felt hopeless.

"Brother Yun, don't go..."

Mu Xi stubbornly stopped her, and said coldly to Mu Yun, "If you leave, don't come back, if you want to break it, just clean it up."

These words made Mu Yun pause, then glanced at the umbrella in the corner, kept silent, stepped into the rain, and gradually blurred his figure.

"Brother Yun, Brother Yun..." Mu Yin hurriedly chased him out to catch him, but caught a handful of nothingness. Faced with the back of her brother leaving in vain, she was angry and anxious, "Brother Yun! It's my sister who made a mistake. I will force you, come back!"

Not seeing Mu Yun's slightly moved look back, the distance between the two is getting farther and farther.

Mu Yin stopped in the middle of the courtyard in despair, the rain blurred her vision and wet Mu Yun's clothes, she felt distressed again, compromised and lowered her hand, crying loudly: "Even if you go, take an umbrella Ah, gonorrhea, my sister feels distressed..."

Mu Xi couldn't bear her to be so sad anymore, so she went forward with an umbrella to shield her from the rain.

"Cousin, please persuade him!"

Seeing that Mu Yun had come out of the last eaves, Mu Yin turned her head anxiously, rushed to Mu Xi who was holding the umbrella for her, and begged frantically.

Mu Xi pursed her lower lip, tilted her head dumbly, and emptied her eyes, ruthlessly ignoring her.

Without help, Mu Yin was anxious and sad, the ending was in vain, and she couldn't change anything.

There are only rain flowers blooming on the bluestone, and the grass moss is slippery.

Another weary rain.

The crying was quieter, sobbing intermittently.Mu Yin covered her heart, slightly out of breath.Mu Xi sighed, squatted down slowly, and gently wiped away her tears: "Don't cry, good sister. There will be a way, and everything will be fine."

A heartbroken person can't resist such careful comfort. As soon as Mu Yin saw Mu Xi's face, she couldn't help it, her voice was hoarse: "Cousin, what should I do without you..."

Mu Xi felt her fragility, stretched out her hand, and patiently patted her on the back, comforting her.The brows were deeply frowned, but there was no sign of letting go.

"Ayin. Without me, you have to be strong. As long as the family is still there, there will be a time for reunion. Maybe one day, those who have left will come back again."

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In the ancient temple, in the meditation room shaded by flowers and trees, the sun shines through after the rain.

Fengmei stopped by the lotus pond, looked down at the red gauze in his hand, his heart turned cold, he couldn't help but recall the day when Jiugai Mountain exterminated demons, he hurriedly completed his mission, handed over his consciousness to Lianxiu, and returned home, But Fang Yanxiao was never seen again, how flustered he was at that time.

Feng Mei didn't realize it was too late until she picked up the suicide note on the table.

The wish he promised to her turned into a last wish in the end...

"Dingling—, Dingling—"

When the wind blows, the copper bell in the temple rises, bringing back his memories.

The temple was empty, he turned around slowly, and saw a green shirt under the vermilion lacquered door of the ancient temple, and lowered his eyes guiltily.

"Come with me."

After a long time, Feng Mei replied him weakly.

Mu Yun walked lightly, followed behind him, and went to visit the man with a feeling of apprehension.

Suddenly, Feng Mei turned around, took out something from her sleeve, handed it to Mu Yun, and said indifferently: "This crown hairpin was broken from his hand when I brought him back that day, and he held it tightly. It's very tight, it's embedded in the flesh, and it took a long time to take it out, it should be something he cherishes very much, so I'll leave it to you for safekeeping..."

A white jade hairpin that was folded into two pieces was handed back to Mu Yun. The moment Mu Yun entered it, his heart felt like a needle prick. It turned out that he was reluctant to throw away what he gave him until he died, and now he still left it... …

Trying to calm down, Mu Yun steadied his mind and followed Feng Mei into the narrow door frame.

The ancient temple kindly took them in, and placed the man to sleep peacefully on a lotus platform of ice mist, freezing all living things.

Feng Mei stopped Mu Yun's impulsive running figure, and persuaded: "Don't go there. He can't bear to be disturbed now. Have you seen that lotus? Every time it sheds a petal, this person's life will be reduced by one month..."

Mu Yun stood still and listened to Fengmei take the initiative to explain the details to him.After learning that Feng Mei and Luo Qingchen had teamed up to forge miracles, Mu Yun was extremely heartbroken, and the sourness of being calculated by someone fell into his throat.

Feng Mei looked at him with guilt, and continued to explain Qi Zhong's situation, so that Mu Yun calmed down and faced him again.

"...Because of his rare dual-heart physique, coupled with the effect of Jiangsheng Pill, it temporarily bound his soul, and keeping his last spiritual breath may become a glimmer of life, but he has practiced illusion before his death Ultimately, the mind is addicted to some kind of illusion, and cannot return... such a situation is extremely difficult, and there is nothing I can do about it."

Mu Yun choked up for a moment, and said hoarsely: "Then how can I do it? Give him my heart, so, will this work?"

Feng Mei wanted to shake her head, but she saw that he was fragile and sensitive at this moment, as if he couldn't stand a negative word from others, let alone heavy comfort, because that was not comfort, it was the despair that extinguished his heart.

Feng Mei couldn't bear to turn her head away, and said in a guilty and helpless tone, "I'm sorry..."

"I have been deprived of my divine book now, and all my medical skills are restricted. I can't help you with such a difficult problem. But if I can get the medical book of my master, Su Nu, and spend some time studying it, maybe I can find a solution ..."

"Where are the medical books? I'll get them!"

Feng Mei pursed her lips, and said hesitantly: "If I were in the Heavenly Realm, I wouldn't have to bother so much, but the batch of medical books that were stolen has now been crushed into the hands of Luo Qingchen and the two of them. They... have reached the top now Jiugai Mountain holds a lot of power, how could it be easily handed over to us?"

Feng Mei regretted everything, back then he helped Luo Qingchen and the other two to do evil, but was deceived into being penniless, now that the two of them crossed the river and demolished the bridge, and occupied the fairy mountain, he became a sinner through the ages.Not only did he lose his love, but he also betrayed the trust of his friends. Due to emotion and reason, he could no longer face the expectations of Mu Yun and Fang Yanxiao.

During the silence, another petal of the lotus withered, was blown by the wind in the hallway, and fell into Mu Yun's palm.He curled up his fingers and clenched them tightly.Slowly raising his head, with firm eyes, he said flatly, "Friend, wait for me."

"you……"

Feng Mei also wanted to persuade him to think twice, after all, whether there is a feasible method in the book is just his own guess, if he is really allowed to fall into the trap of a liar on the way to get the medical book, he will be even more ashamed to face him.

But before the words were spoken, the person had already stepped out of the house and left resolutely.

The wind in early autumn was cool, Feng Mei leaned in front of the door, closed her eyes tiredly, her pale fingers kept clenching the red silk in her palm, feeling sentimental.

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The author has something to say:

【1】Xuantang Abandonment: The meaning of losing her mother since childhood.

Xuan Tang pointed to her mother.Abandonment can refer to the meaning that the parents are dead and the children are not allowed to take care of them.