only love

Jiang Yaoguang clenched the unconscious person's hand tightly, and the liquid in the hanging bottle fell drop by drop, and poured into the body of the person who closed his eyes and refused to wake up.

Jiang Yaoguang held the other's hand, he kissed the back of his hand, and he waited silently for him to wake up.

Ke Zhengxin turned around, punched hard, and hit the iron wall. The back of his hand was bloody, and he clenched his fist and left the hospital.

Xu Ming made a special trip to drive. He is not fit to stay in the hospital. Peng Xiyan goes to the hospital every day. Two meals a day, one is eliminated every day, and the remaining one is thrown into the trash can. Ke Zhenghui is still in a coma , he couldn't eat at all.

Qiao Shaoyang came here once, and he saw Jiang Yaoguang guarding the hospital bed. Jiang Yaoguang gently stroked the corner of the mouth of the sleepy man, and his face showed a gentleness that had never been seen before.

Jiang Yaoguang never told anyone, and almost no one would know that in his life, the first man he met, and the only one with whom he had a skin-to-skin relationship, was Ke Zhenghui. Unexpectedly, the only one and the last one.

After so many years, only Ke Zhenghong was exposed.

For a moment, Ke Zhenghong wanted to kill Jiang Yaoguang, because of him, Ke Zhenghui lost his innocence.

The 20-year-old Ke Zhenghui and Jiang Yaoguang who were drugged, dared to raise a gun to Ke Siye and charged at him when the latter's head was hanging on the tip of a knife.

Ke Zhenghui was so drunk that he couldn't remember it anymore, Jiang Yaoguang was addicted to medicine, and he was out of control.

Ke Zhenghong went around looking for his fourth brother that morning, and he found that scene, and Jiang Yaoguang remembered clearly the look in his murderous eyes.

Of course, he is an undercover criminal policeman after all, and he has many ways to deal with emergencies, so he calmly pointed at Ke Zhenghui, who was knocked unconscious, and said, "Ke Zhenghong, are you Do you want your brother to know that he was fucked by me in such a daze?"

If Ke Zhenghui knew, he would definitely kill people. If that happened, his hands would be stained with blood, killing people, and entangled wronged souls. Ke Zhenghong didn't want to do that, so he was hugged and made to sleep overnight. The culprit pinched the unconscious younger brother, he gritted his teeth and hugged the unaware younger brother back to his room. In the following years, Ke Zhenghong let the little devil follow him every step of the way, and never let him stay three meters away.

That was Jiang Yaoguang's deepest memory. At that time, he remembered from time to time the fascination of that night, black and white. He thought about the young man under him. He watched the young man grow into a young man, even as tall as himself. He Looking at him, he picked up the gun aggressively, and for the sake of his big brother, he pointed the gun at himself and said, "Jiang Yaoguang, you are a fucking undercover agent, you turned out to be an undercover agent, I really don't understand why my elder brother doesn't Kill you, I tell you, I will tell my father about it, my brother is soft-hearted, my father is not that open-minded, what a damn note."

It was a young man whom I hadn't seen for a long time. When I got closer to him, he had become a young man, and he was in charge of himself. Although he was still protected by his brothers, he became more and more mature, and he did things without knowing how to measure. Unconventional.

Jiang Yaoguang, looking at this person, grew up; he looked at this person, living in his heart, occupying all the positions, he didn't know how to express his feelings, and when he thought about it, he remembered that there was a fiancée at home, she Before he became an undercover agent, he was going to marry his wife who was about to go home. The young man who had just come out of the army gained the trust of his leaders, and his superiors placed high hopes on him, so he chose the arduous task and temporarily put aside the task of starting a family. His mother waited a little longer, he thought, when he won the meritorious service, he would go back to start a family and start a business. He never thought that everything would be turned upside down after being an undercover agent, and it would not be the same as it was before.

He never thought that he would fall in love with a man, nor did he think that he and the neighbor girl who grew up would be together because of love. He originally thought that two people simply being together is life.

Countless days and nights of tossing and thinking, he sneaked back in anxiety, wanted to take a look at his old mother at home, wanted to cut off his own thoughts, he clearly realized that he was falling into the abyss, Therefore, he sneaked home to visit his relatives regardless of his own safety, and then encountered a scene that shocked him.

Former comrades-in-arms and his fiancée, in their own home, turned upside down.

He wasn't that shocked even when he fell in love with a man, it was hard for him to imagine, this was another truth he wanted to face.

All of a sudden, it seems like all will is broken and shattered in the face of a real problem, and nothing can be left intact.

When he decided to let go of his fiancée, he said, just please take care of my mother.

She agreed, and she gave birth to a son who was not his own son. As for the so-called comrade-in-arms, he felt ashamed and did not dare to make any demands.

Among the three acquaintances, such a pattern has been formed, the son recognizes the person who is not his biological father as his biological father, and treats his biological father as his uncle.

When Jiang Yaoguang returned to his life as an undercover agent, he kept thinking whether he was taking revenge on something. The meaning of doing this, in a certain understanding, was a kind of relief for him. , and she was just unwilling to be lonely and waiting without expectations, so she chose others, just like herself, with the excuse that it was for the mission, so she approached Ke Zhenghui again and again. Is this a realistic choice, or is it because, I myself thought this way in my heart, even if I didn't, I would break the moral concept and act recklessly.

Jiang Yaoguang decided to free himself, so that time, he decided to let her and her child, a family of three, live a happy life. Of course, he never thought that the best ending he finally decided was that fierce police and robber The great war also ruined his mother and the pair of mother and daughter. They fell down one after another in the rain of bullets, while he stood there, and in an instant, his sky collapsed.

He once promised Ke Zhenghong that he would treat Ke Zhenghui well, but in the end it didn't come true.

Because, thinking that the three innocent lives were caused by him.

Ke Zhenghong witnessed the tragic scene, so he gave Jiang Yaoguang time, and he said, "Jiang Yaoguang, you are an undercover agent, but you did something you shouldn't do to Zhenghui, you have only two choices, die, or, Guarantee the safety of Zhenghui in the future."

Ke Zhenghong gambled, bet on the justice of the police, and sometimes he would think that if they hadn't dismissed human lives first, then the police would not have caused trouble for no reason, and everything was interacting.

Ke Zhenghong forgave Jiang Yaoguang, but Jiang Yaoguang couldn't forgive himself, so Ke Zhenghui was tortured innocently. He didn't understand the cause and effect from the beginning to the end. He only knew that Jiang Yaoguang was like his brother, when he was not protected by his brother , to protect himself regardless of his life, and he likes the melody in his heart, so, like it, he has no hesitation, and he can't help himself.

Ke Zhenghui would not know that Jiang Yaoguang's heartbeat was his unspeakable love.

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