your cigarettes

But very soft lips... Why can't he see this face clearly?

He blinked, feeling something warm slide down his face.

Bai Chenmu stretched out his hand to wipe it off, but just as he lifted it up, he put it down again. He could feel that the man in front of him didn't have any dirty thoughts about him, but...

What the truth looks like, who knows.

Anxiety is an essence, Bai Chenmu doesn't trust anyone except herself.

He turned his gaze to another place and said, "You can find me any room, and I can live wherever I want in the future."

"Chenmu, don't be like this..." Jiale held Bai Chenmu's hand and refused to let go, crying until his eyes were red and white, and even looking at it with the pear dimple was uncomfortable, he said: "You lied to me, right Right? How could you lose your memory? Last night you said...you said..." He couldn't continue, his sobs choked up.

Last night, Bai Chenmu hugged him, the light was warm, the two lay on the bed and looked at the stars in the night sky, Jia Le asked him what star and what star was what star he didn't know, and was disgusted by Jia Le for a long time, He kissed Jia Le's forehead, and said that he would buy a telescope tomorrow, and the two of them would study carefully what the stars looked like.

"Sorry." Bai Chenmu broke away from Jia Le's hand, he had no memory at all, who Jia Le was, and what happened between Jia Le and him.

Jia Le watched him leave, he felt that his heartbreak would be unbearable in the next moment, but until Bai Chenmu disappeared around the corner, he still did not fall down.

How did that happen?

Didn't do anything last night?

There were servants passing by White's house, and seeing this scene, they all said that the two masters were at odds. At night, Bai Chenmu found another room, which further confirmed this conjecture.

Jia Le stood in that corridor for an unknown amount of time. Mr. Butler found him, his wrinkled face was full of guilt, and said, "Take a break first, don't stand here for such a long time?"

Jia Le looked at him, his eyes were swollen, and the eyeballs were full of red blood, which made Mr. Housekeeper even more guilty when he saw this scene.How good the relationship between these two masters used to be, how did it become like this?

Jia Le asked: "Mr. Butler, did I do something wrong? Why did Chen Mu suddenly not remember anything?"

Mr. Butler patted Jiale on the shoulder and said, "It has nothing to do with you. Maybe Mr. White will be fine tomorrow. You should go back and have a rest. Your eyes are red and swollen."

Jia Le looked at Mr. Housekeeper, his eyes were wet and red, and he reluctantly said, "Well, thank you."

At the window on the third floor, a gap was slightly opened in the translucent bed curtain. Bai Chenmu stood in the shadows with her arms around her chest, watching the people in the corridor below being helped away by Mr. Housekeeper. The most beautiful thing in her slender eyebrows was the pair Dark eyes, dim in the darkness.

The room was empty.

The ceiling is as blank as ever.

Jiale knows that as long as he lifts his neck a little, he can see the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling window, the beautiful blue sea, the white seabirds flying, and the European-style buildings are like white clouds reflecting the blue sky.

When choosing this room, this floor-to-ceiling window was specially remodeled.

It never occurred to him that Bai Chenmu had an unignorable aversion to the sea.

Even if Chen Mu once told him.

... Could it be that he blindly demanded too much from Chenmu, that fate couldn't stand it anymore, and insisted on punishing himself for losing his taste?

53. Chapter Seven...

Jiale thought a lot that night.

From the bits and pieces after I first met Bai Chenmu, everything Bai Chenmu had to him, and the life of the two of them after they escaped from the organization and came to White's house.

He found that he had been walking in the same place, and it was Bai Chenmu who was holding his hand tightly and refused to let go.

The morning light just appeared in the sky. Mr. Housekeeper didn't sleep well because he was worried about the situation of the two masters. He took a flashlight and wanted to pour himself a glass of water. He would sleep again in the morning, pushed open the kitchen door, and looked at Jiang Jiale, who was busy inside, opened his eyes in surprise and asked, "Mr. Jia?"

Jia Le was startled, turned around and saw Mr. Housekeeper, exhaled, smiled, and said, "Good morning."

Mr. Housekeeper was a little uneasy and asked, "What are you doing here so early?" He glanced at the things in Jiale's hand, and said in surprise, "Is this a dumpling?"

Jia Le was a little embarrassed, and said: "Well, I remember Chen Mu said that he likes to eat this before. I just couldn't sleep, so I made it for him."

"Did you not sleep all night?" Mr. Housekeeper was even more worried.

"It's okay," Jia Le rubbed his sore eyes, and said, "Chenmu just had an accident, the doctor should have come here today, I think he must be very disturbed now, alas, I can do more Just do more."

"You think so carefully," Mr. Housekeeper said with emotion, and then asked: "Mr. White has memory problems, do you need to block the news?"

Mr. Steward is a person borrowed from the White family's ancestral house, and he really thinks about some things a lot. Jia Le remembered Bai Chenmu's relationship with the organization when he heard the words, and hurriedly said: "This is for sure! Otherwise, the organization The Lord will definitely come and take us away!"

"Oh, yes." Mr. Butler said, "Don't worry, I will handle it well."

Jia Le nodded, obviously believing in Mr. Steward's ability, just as the water was boiling, he said: "You should go to bed too, I'll bring the dumplings to Chen Mu when they are ready."

"Okay." Mr. Butler took a glass of warm water and left. When he closed the door, he suddenly turned around and said, "Although I don't know whether I should say this, Mr. Jia, you should pay more attention to the other servants in the White family. They are my servants. Now hired, although it has been investigated, but it is inevitable to miss, you'd better stay next to Mr. White."

"I see." Jia Le replied, and then said, "Thank you, Mr. Butler."

Mr. Steward's face was slightly moved, and after a while he recovered his usual expression, saying: "This is what I should do."

Jia Le kept checking the time on his phone. When it was almost seven o'clock, he put the dumplings that had been warmed up on the dinner plate, and took some of Bai Chenmu's favorite food. Now that he thinks about it, Chen Mu usually eats It seems that what he likes is also... I don't know if it suits his appetite.

Some maids have already come out one after another. He went upstairs from the kitchen to Bai Chenmu's resting room and passed the servant's room. Le lowered his head, pretending that he didn't see their expressions, and walked over quickly.

After knocking on the door a few times, Jia Le took a deep breath and put a smile on his face.

The door opened, and Bai Chenmu was wearing a shirt, looking at Jia Le with her arms crossed.

Jiale pushed the dining car into the room and said, "Good morning, did you sleep well?"

Bai Chenmu nodded silently and said, "Good morning."

He didn't answer the second question, but Jiale didn't expect him to treat himself like before. He had already thought about it last night. Even if Bai Chenmu had no memory after Bai Chenmu, he was still his lover, legally Family, if he can't open his heart to accept Bai Chenmu at this time, then maybe he will become a more extreme existence again.

"This is dumpling. You liked it very much before. There are also some dim sum, which are all chosen according to your taste. Take a look, do you like it?" Jia Le said.

Bai Chenmu slowly buttoned up his shirts one by one, looked up at him slightly, with dark eyes, and said, "Do you know that I just woke up?"

Jia Le shook his head: "Sorry."

Bai Chenmu said: "I appreciate your kindness, let's put it here first, I think I can eat it later."

"Okay." In fact, the meaning of Bai Chenmu's words was already very clear, but Jia Le pretended that he didn't understand what he meant for him to leave, so he sat down on the sofa, looked at Bai Chenmu with a smile, When Bai Chenmu was putting on his pants, he deliberately said slowly, "Turn your head away."

"Where haven't I seen you before?" Jia Le muttered in a low voice, but still turned his head away.

After Bai Chenmu got dressed, she looked at the things on the dining car with a headache.

In his memory, he seemed to be in a state of hunger strike, and these things were really no different from poison in his eyes.

"Are you ready?" Jia Le said, turning her head again.

Bai Chenmu raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you never need my answer to your inquiries? What if you turn around and find that I haven't put on my clothes yet?"

Jia Le put the plate on the table with a smile, and said, "Then I'll appreciate your body, it's very eye-catching anyway."

Bai Chenmu curled his lips, sat on the chair, and asked again: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet." Jia Le squeezed beside Bai Chenmu and said, "I'm ready to eat with you."

Bai Chenmu raised her chin slightly, nodded at the seat in front of her, and said, "You can sit there, maybe it will be a little more relaxed."

"No, I like it here." Jiale handed the chopsticks to Bai Chenmu and asked, "Do you still use this?"

Bai Chenmu took the chopsticks from his hand, although he didn't know how to use them at all in his memory, but when he held them in his hands, he picked up a dumpling naturally and standardly, and put it on the plate in front of him.

"Hurry up, I made it all night, there are several stuffings." Jia Le said with a smile, he actually didn't know how to make dumplings before he came to country A, and he learned it on TV a few years ago , I didn't expect the taste to be surprisingly good.

Bai Chenmu took a bite hesitantly. To be honest, it didn't suit his taste.

Jiale looked at him with bright eyes and asked, "Is it delicious?"

Bai Chenmu put down the chopsticks in his hand, and nodded slightly after chewing.

Jia Le immediately picked up another dumpling for him, and said: "Then you eat more, I heard they said that you didn't eat anything yesterday, are you hungry? Your stomach is not very good, you should pay attention to this aspect problem."

"I see." Bai Chenmu pursed his lips slightly, and ate another dumpling.

Seeing his mouthful like taking some traditional Chinese medicine, Jiale quickly swallowed a few of them. When he looked up, he saw that he didn't move his chopsticks again. He asked anxiously: "Is it not delicious? You Just tell me the truth."

Confusion flashed across Bai Chenmu's expression. It was true that the dumplings were not tasty, but seeing the way Jia Le looked at him, the last thing he said was: "Fortunately, I'm not very hungry now."

"Oh, I know, I know." Jia Le said: "You're new, come, drink this soup, this is appetizing and delicious, you should like it very much."

Bai Chenmu wanted to stretch out his hand to block it, but when he realized that his hand was actually in Jia Le's, he took a sip with his strength.

Jia Le didn't feel that the actions of the two were too ambiguous, but Bai Chenmu was a little embarrassed when he let go of his hand.

After eating some more, Bai Chenmu wiped his mouth, broke the silence in embarrassment, and said, "Cough...Is your name Jiale?"

"Yes," Jia Le wrote his name on the table again, and said, "I remember you seem to have learned Chinese, right?"

Bai Chenmu nodded and said, "I know what this means. What I want to ask is, what is your relationship with me?"

"Huh?" Jia Le didn't expect him to ask such a question, blushed a little, and then whispered: "What do you think?"

Bai Chenmu was puzzled by the other party's attitude towards him, thought for a while, and said, "Although I don't know you, you should be my relative?"

"I was wrong." Jia Le sighed and said, "Don't you know anything?"

Yes, Bai Chenmu has always had a high IQ and a low EQ. He feels that he is very close to the person in front of him, and he does not hate him. On the contrary, he feels that the person in front of him is more pleasing to the eye than anyone he has ever met. , even if the taste of those dumplings is really not to his taste, he still thinks the person in front of him is very pleasing to the eye.

"I don't know." Bai Chenmu said honestly.

Jia Le wanted to reproach him, but felt that he couldn't remember anything, and it was hard for him to bring the relationship between the two closer, so he blushed and said, "You and I... are lovers, and we have been in love for several years."

Bai Chenmu was stunned for a long time, at least as long as 50 seconds. He couldn't imagine that he would have a lover in the future...

"I don't believe it." He said, his face still dull.

"You don't believe this is also the truth." Jia Le said helplessly. After turning around, he didn't find any clues on his body that could make Bai Chenmu believe that he was his lover. Mu's mobile phone, he opened the video, and opened the video inside with a face as red as a big tomato.

Bai Chenmu stared blankly at the two white people above tossing and turning, and watched several times in a row. Just when Jia Le thought that the other party would say something like I believe in you, he saw him turn it off. He took out the phone, pulled out the battery, and threw it out the window.

then……

"Men and men are so sloppy."

For some reason, Jiale felt that Bai Chenmu still had a trace of novelty and emotion on his face.

But... the point is not wrong.

The people above are obviously you and me, so I ignore your beautiful long eyes?

54, extra eight...

Jia Le circled around Bai Chenmu again and again, and finally made Bai Chenmu accept this giant obstacle.

But what makes Jiale most curious is that Bai Chenmu doesn't seem to be very surprised by what happened in front of him. Even if he has no memory at all, he naturally blends into it. It was discovered that Bai Chenmu had lost his memory, and he just thought that he and Mr. Jia were at odds.

"Bai Chenmu, come here, this is your computer." Jiale brought Bai Chenmu's notebook over and said to him: "There should be a lot of things you think are important in it, take a look, ah yes ,The key to your study room has always been on you, you can go and have a look if you have time, but I have never been in that room." Jiale spared no effort to make Bai Chenmu accept that after more than ten years life.

"Thank you." Bai Chenmu took the computer over and asked, "Where was this computer before?"

Jia Le was slightly startled, not knowing why he asked this question, and said, "It was in your and my room before."

Bai Chenmu said: "From now on, I'll go to that room and use this computer."

Jia Le hesitated and said, "But isn't there a big window there?" Suddenly his eyes lit up, and he said, "By the way, I can close the curtains, so you won't hate it!"

Bai Chenmu put the laptop on the cabinet next to him, leaned against the wall and looked at him, and said, "Why are you so nice to me?"

Jia Le's eyes were almost filled with tears, you finally knew that I was good to you, he said shyly: "Didn't I tell you before... We are lovers."

"I know." Bai Chenmu nodded, and then said, "Does that have something to do with how nice you are to me?"

Knorr:"……"

Are our IQs on the same level?

Bai Chenmu thought for a while, then suddenly said: "Forget it, this question is over, I think your answer may not be the same as I thought, in that case, it doesn't matter if I ask or not."

"Huh?" Jia Le was a little disappointed. He wanted to make up a vigorous relationship history for a while to make Bai Chenmu believe that the two of them were a match made in heaven. How could they not stop? ?

However, this kind of personality that changes at will is really like Bai Chenmu when he was still at the White's house.

The lost three years have always been an insurmountable gully in Jiale's heart. No matter how much he cherishes Bai Chenmu, he carefully protects this piece of reverse scale. Without the memory of those three years, Bai Chenmu seems to have some small changes. And that change is what Jiale likes to see.

Bai Chenmu said: "I know almost everything I should know now. You can do your own thing now. You don't need to be by my side every day. I won't do anything."

Jia Le hurriedly said: "It doesn't matter what you do," he said with a somewhat coy attitude: "I can accompany you, I will do whatever you do."

Bai Chenmu narrowed his eyes and said, "You should know that I'm often involved in murder cases, right?"

Jia Le nodded: "You are not related to the murder, almost every murder is caused because of you."

Bai Chenmu: "..."

He was silent for a moment, then continued: "Then you know so many things, are you still willing to be with me?"

"Of course!" Jia Le replied as a matter of course, and said: "I like you, and I have killed someone with you before, even though that person is a criminal, you can rest assured about these things, you I know now what I don’t know.”

Bai Chenmu's face was full of disbelief: "You actually killed someone?"

Jia Le pointed at Bai Chenmu and said, "You took me there."

Bai Chenmu shook his head and said, "I really can't imagine what our life was like before."

Jia Le smiled and said: "I actually think it's pretty good, as long as I'm with you."

"Well..." Bai Chenmu pursed his lips and said, "To be honest, I still don't believe you now, you have to be mentally prepared, because when I find out that you are not what I imagined in my mind, or I leave you when I think you're a threat to me."

Jia Le nodded and said very firmly: "Don't worry, I will go wherever you go, I will not let you go alone."

Bai Chenmu kept his mouth shut and didn't talk to Jiale all afternoon.

In the evening, Mr. Housekeeper brought over Bai Chenmu's favorite food, then bowed and left.

During the time when Bai Chenmu lost his memory, Jiale discovered that the butler Chenmu had chosen was really good, not only because of his winking, but also in doing things very well. Many things were far better than what Jiale thought. up.

Putting all the plates in front of Bai Chenmu, Jiale watched as Bai Chenmu picked up the knife and fork with those hands that were similar to artists, and cut the steak into pieces gracefully and lightly, then slightly raised his eyes to look at himself, and asked Said: "What are you looking at?"

"See you again." Jia Le bluntly said.

Bai Chenmu was puzzled: "What do you think I'm doing? It's just eating. Shouldn't you use the time for eating?"

"I think you'll be fine." Jia Le said.

Bai Chenmu was even more puzzled.

Jiale suddenly stretched out his hand, held Bai Chenmu's palm, and said with his sincere eyes: "It doesn't matter if you don't recover your memory, I will always stay by your side and accompany you in your future life, so you Can you accept me again?"

Bai Chenmu didn't know what he was thinking, but he didn't break away from Jiale's hand. After a while, just as Jiale's thumping heartbeat that seemed to be beating to the point of being unable to stop gradually subsided, he said: "I I don't even have confidence in myself, why do you think I have confidence in you?"

"Uh..." Jia Le thought for a while, he really didn't think of this level, so he said: "I don't know."

"Then I..." Just as Bai Chenmu uttered two words, Jia Le covered his mouth.

"Don't tell me, okay?" Jia Le asked.

Bai Chenmu looked at him, and gently broke away from Jiale's hand.

Jia Le exhaled and said, "I never thought that you would reject me, so don't say such things, okay?"

"I can give you this chance." Bai Chenmu's eyes are still as dark as ink, but if you look closely, you can see the entanglement in his heart.

"That's great." Jiale said happily: "I've been waiting for this opportunity. The life I've been living these days is really boring. You can't even imagine how sad I am without you." He He didn't shy away from this point at all, he glanced at Bai Chenmu, who didn't seem to be disgusted, and said, "So from this moment on, can we resume our previous life?"

"It's all right to listen to you," Bai Chenmu said.

As soon as he finished speaking, Jia Le sat directly beside him, put his arm on his shoulder, and it seemed that he didn't intend to eat.

Bai Chenmu frowned and asked, "What are you doing?"

Jia Le said: "We were like this before, you should be familiar with it, you promised me."

"Can I take back what I said?" Bai Chenmu raised the corners of his lips because of Jia Le's rascal appearance.

"Of course not." Jia Le said: "Since you have promised me, then the rules should follow my rules. You should get used to your previous life. This is what you said yourself. It is not a good habit to always regret doing things. , what do you say?"

Bai Chenmu frowned slightly: "I think you should know that my memory is at the age of ten, or do you think that a ten-year-old child should be entangled with a man?"

"This is your problem. Since you can say this, your mind is very mature, and you obviously know it." Jia Le said: "And your body is in your 20s, and before My lover, as my lover, you should go to the responsibility of being a lover. Don't worry, if you come, you will be at peace, I told you a long time ago. "

"Sorry, I don't know this sentence, because I don't have this memory." Bai Chenmu said.

"Really, but it doesn't matter if you don't." Jiale was unexpectedly considerate today, and said: "As long as you live with me for a while, you should know everything you need to know. I think you learn very quickly. , you told me before and studied it specially, so do you remember it now?"

"Of course." Bai Chenmu said: "I haven't forgotten many things, but I just haven't remembered them temporarily."

Jia Le seemed to have thought of something, his face flushed suddenly, and he asked, "Then you...do you know how to do that thing?"

"What's the matter?" Bai Chenmu asked.

"Of course it's sex..." Jia Le's voice sounded like a mosquito.

Bai Chenmu suddenly felt that it was a little cute that this person who was talking in front of him just now became so shy when he encountered such a thing. He thought about it and said, "I don't know, maybe I will know what to do when the time comes."

"That's good," Jia Le suddenly turned cloudy, kissed Bai Chenmu's lips, and said, "I'm looking forward to you tonight."

Bai Chenmu turned his face to the side, feeling a little shy for no reason.

The darkness of midnight.

Bai Chenmu did not sleep.

The window of the room was open, and the moonlight and gentle breeze came in, shaking the bed curtains.

He was leaning on the bedside table, with a cigarette in his mouth, hesitating for a while, the exhausted Jia Le was lying on his body, and he was sleeping soundly.

Bai Chenmu recalled the fragments in his mind, the cigarette butt burned for a long time, and suddenly landed on his chest.

Bai Chenmu opened his eyes, threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, and pressed the cigarette butt to extinguish it.

He looked down at the man in his arms seriously.

A few days ago, for a very boring reason, or perhaps because he wanted to test Jiale’s love for him, he used drugs to hypnotize him to temporarily close his memory. Only when he fell in love with this person here can he remember all through.

He thinks that it may take weeks, months or even years for him to remember. Of course, the most likely thing is that Jiale left him and Zizi stayed up late.

So he added a fixed number to his hypnosis.

two months.

It's just a good time to test Jiale without giving the opportunity to escape.

But only a few days passed.

……Knorr.

Bai Chenmu vaguely traced Jia Le's appearance in the moonlight, and kissed him on the forehead.

The luckiest thing for me is to meet you.