Rebirth Breakup Expert

Wen Jiayan did catch a cold. After entering the room which was slightly warmer than the outside, he breathed a sigh of relief and said in a nasal voice, "It's so warm."

When Wen Jiayan passed by him, Zhan Jun smelled the faint smell of disinfectant on his body.The smell immediately reminded him of the hospital and a lot of bad memories.Seeing Wen Jiayan sit down on the sofa, Zhan Jun hesitated for a while at the kitchen door, then turned to boil water.After the water boiled, he handed Wen Jiayan a cup, using his own insulated cup.Wen Jiayan was taken aback for a moment, then happily reached out to take it.The moment the fingertips of the two touched, Zhan Jun noticed that Wen Jiayan's fingers were very cold.

Autumn is getting deeper, so the outdoor temperature is getting lower and lower. Although it is not enough to add clothes, standing in the ventilated corridor for so long at night, the body will definitely feel cold.

Zhan Jun quietly sat across from him and watched him drink water.Wen Jiayan drank slowly, and found that Zhan Jun looked up and smiled at him after staring at him.

Anger and resentment are like tides, and after that time, they recede.The rest are all things that Zhan Jun wants to forget but can't forget.

His expectation of Wen Jiayan's return to this place was real, even if he was hit, it was always true.Seeing him drinking water cautiously in front of her, I feel restless and sad: so polite, I really feel like a stranger.

"Why don't you come at noon?" Zhan Jun glanced at him sideways and asked reluctantly.

Wen Jiayan told him that he was unable to come because some unexpected events prevented him.His cell phone was out of battery, and he couldn't contact Zhan Jun, so he rushed over immediately after work in the afternoon, and waited for him in the aisle almost all night.

Let you also taste the sense of urgency of running!Zhan Jun felt refreshed, paused and asked again: "Have you eaten yet?"

"No." Wen Jiayan put the water glass on the table, scratched his face, "I didn't plan to eat here, I'll leave after taking the medicine. But when you come back..."

"No plan?!" Zhan Jun stood up abruptly, "I don't care if you plan or not, just eat here!"

Wen Jiayan blinked: "...Uh, okay, okay."

At noon, I didn't eat any of the sauced pork ribs I cooked. I took it out of the refrigerator and remade it. The taste is not so good anymore.Zhan Jun angrily washed rice and cooked, and reheated all the meals he hadn't eaten at noon. He wandered around in the kitchen by himself, but felt that the house that had been empty for a while was a little more secure in his busy schedule.

Finally, I no longer eat alone at the dinner table. Although I can lie on my own and occupy the entire sofa, it seems too empty. I don’t like the work of washing dishes after meals. It would be better if someone still does it for me.While waiting for the soup to boil, Zhan Jun stood in front of the stove and thought about many things.

Just like he knew that Cong Feibai still loved Pang Jing, he knew that his heart for Wen Jiayan hadn't changed.

Seeing the food on the table, Wen Jiayan looked at Zhan Jun frequently in surprise.

"What are you looking at, eat yours!" Zhan Jun put a bowl of rice in front of him heavily.

"Brother Zhan, you cook so fast. Is this fried pork ribs cooked enough?" Wen Jiayan picked up a rib and looked at it.

How could Zhan Jun allow a guy who doesn't work hard and doesn't distinguish between grains and grains to question his cooking skills, and he still wanted to give him a knowing blow, so he immediately said: "This is not made now, it is leftovers. You Only leftovers."

Wen Jiayan froze, lowered his head in embarrassment, and silently chewed the rib.Zhan Jun generalized into the army, feeling extremely refreshed, and his appetite improved a lot.Halfway through the dull and silent meal, Wen Jiayan suddenly raised his head: "That's not right, brother Zhan, I saw last night that the ribs in your refrigerator were still raw, and the beef hadn't been cut open. When did you cook the pork ribs and beef loofah soup?" Leftovers?"

Zhan Jun: "..."

Wen Jiayan: "Brother Zhan...?"

"It's delicious if you want to eat it! Don't you understand if you don't eat or sleep, don't you understand?" The cook, who became angry, lowered his head and slammed the rice fiercely.

Wen Jiayan couldn't help laughing when he saw him bowing his head, his ears blushing with embarrassment.After laughing, he realized that these seemingly complete and thoughtful meals should have been cooked by Zhan Jun when he was waiting for him at noon. He felt guilty and emotional, and had to lower his head to eat when he couldn't think of what to say. Speak again.

After eating, Wen Jiayan cleaned up the dishes as naturally as if he was still living here, took them to the kitchen and turned on the tap to wash them carefully.

Zhan Jun sat at the dining table for a while.No one mentioned anything about taking the medicine and leaving.The angry villain in his heart told Zhan Jun not to believe Wen Jiayan, he lied to you, but soon the villain with a bright red heart came out from the sea of ​​longing and shouted from the commanding heights, "Wen Jiayan is Wen Jiayan, scum is Scum, you made it."By the time the angry little man and the red heart were tearing and rolling together and writhing together, he was already standing in the kitchen leaning on the refrigerator door, staring at Wen Jiayan.

"...I can share the dish soap and hand sanitizer." Wen Jiayan picked up the dish soap and shook it at him.

Zhan Jun: "Yes."

"...I didn't break the bowl this time." Wen Jiayan pointed to the washed bowl and drained it on the towel.

Zhan Jun: "Yes."

"...I will remember to wipe the sink and table after washing." Wen Jiayan quickly took the rag again.

Zhan Jun: "Yes."

The two looked at each other.

Wen Jiayan gave up: "Brother Zhan, just say what you want, don't stare at me like this."

Zhan Jun pretended to have a lot of words in his heart, and he really didn't know what to say all of a sudden.He looked at Wen Jiayan's hand covered in white foam, and was a little surprised to see a few pinholes on the back of his hand.When approaching Wen Jiayan, he heard the sudden smell of disinfectant in the smell of food in the kitchen, which brought Zhan Jun back to his senses.

"Why do you smell of disinfectant? What happened to the back of your hand? Are you sick? How long has it been? Did you catch a cold?"

Wen Jiayan scratched his face, and the white foam from his fingers stained his face.After hesitating for a long time, he finally shrugged wearily and said, "My mother is hospitalized in the Second Hospital and is about to undergo surgery."

Zhan Jun's heart skipped a beat and he panicked.He is familiar with the Second Hospital, which is a well-known cancer hospital in the province.

After confessing to his mother that he fell in love with a man, Wen Jiayan's first blow was his mother's illness.It was when he was sending his mother to the hospital that he saw the medical certificate hidden by his mother.A terrible conclusion was written on the medical certificate in handwriting that he could not understand. He grabbed the medical records and went to see his mother's doctor in charge. Considering the possibility of the patient's survival after removing one-third of the stomach, he finally told him: It's not a major operation, but if you are worried, go to a specialized hospital.The note that the doctor handed over contained the address of the Second People's Hospital in the city where Wen Jiayan worked, the contact number of the oncology department, and the name of a well-known chief physician.

He shoved the piece of paper into his arms with trembling hands like clutching a life-saving straw.

After waking up, the mother didn't have any other requests, but she shed tears and hoped that he would stop doing stupid things and saying stupid things, and that he would soon break up with that messy man.She knew that she might die, and her only hope was to see her son clean and innocent before he died, free from any disgusting and dirty things.Wen Jiayan cried in front of her mother's hospital bed.He nodded with tears, his heart aching as if being torn apart, the man who held his mother's hand and the man who missed Zhan Jun crazily existed in his body so unified and contradictory.

These things lingered in his heart for a long time, and he finally said it out, not aware of any sense of relief, but even more sad.

He chose his mother and gave up Zhan Jun. This is a fact that cannot be changed.So what if there are thousands of difficulties, all of which are reasons for him to justify himself.

Zhan Jun poured him another glass of water.Wen Jiayan in front of him was very strange. He had never seen so many painful and depressed expressions on the face of this boy who was his age but always looked like an inexperienced student.The water was too full, and he shook his hand again, and spilled some.Wen Jiayan quickly tore two napkins to wipe the table clean.

After a period of silence, Zhan Jun asked him in a hoarse voice: "Can't you explain these things to me at the time? I...you know, you should know, and I will forgive you."

"Don't forgive me." Wen Jiayan twisted his fingers together, his knuckles turned white, "I can't lie to my mother... Since I promised her to be clean, I will definitely hurt you. Rather than asking you to forgive me, why don't you forgive me?" Let you hate me more simply."

Zhan Jun stood up and walked back and forth in the living room.His hair was cut short not long ago, and he couldn't hold it when he was angry.He opened the window again and took a few deep breaths. Looking back, he saw Wen Jiayan sitting on the sofa looking up at him with tired and sad eyes, and couldn't calm down at all.

"Why are you so self-righteous...Why, why do you feel that you must choose this and give up this?" Zhan Jun almost begged him, "Obviously we can discuss it, there must be a better way than the one you thought It can be solved. Wen Jiayan, can you trust me a little more? I didn't give up so easily, even if you told me to move out out of nowhere, yes I was very angry at the time, but now I have...already I don’t think it matters anymore. Your mother wants to see you clean, so you should be clean and stay with your mother until his operation is finished. We still have such a long life to discuss, right? "

Wen Jiayan blinked hard, and the eye sockets were moist.

Zhan Jun felt that the young man in front of him was really stupid.Such a big matter, such an important decision, was clearly related to two people, but he actually made the choice so simply, without even informing himself.But now is not the time to criticize him, Zhan Jun just wants Wen Jiayan to calm down and let him explain things slowly and in detail.Zhan Jun believes that everything will turn around, Wen Jiayan's mother's condition may not be that serious, and now seeing Wen Jiayan's haggard appearance, he sincerely and eagerly hopes to share it with him.

"I'm not angry anymore, don't you want to do this nonsense again?" He tried his best to say gently.Seeing Wen Jiayan looking at himself with a shocked and dazed expression after hearing "I'm not angry", Zhan Jun smiled: "Really, I'm not angry. You know, I'm eaten to death by you."

Wen Jiayan finally had some reactions.He raised his hand and wiped his eyes indiscriminately, and said in a muffled voice: "Stop talking nonsense. It's obvious that I was eaten to death by you."

Oops, it's over.Countless villains in Zhan Jun's heart laughed shrilly and narrowly.Zhan Jun only felt that all the ups and downs of his emotions disappeared in these words. He couldn't help holding Wen Jiayan's hand, and gently rubbed the pinholes on the back of his hand that hadn't faded.