It was already dawn when Su Rong arrived in City S. She hadn't walked this road a few times, but it was clearly imprinted in her mind.On the side of the road, there was an early stall like pancakes and steamed buns. She got out of the car and bought rice and soy milk. Although she was wearing sunglasses that could cover most of her face, the stall owner still looked at her a few times when he was giving change.

The car couldn't drive any further, so she got out of the car and walked.At that time, after Lin Shen was discharged from the hospital after being stabbed in the abdomen, Su Rong insisted not to let her live in the dormitory.The house here was chosen by Su Rong. It has all kinds of household appliances, and it is very quiet. Because it is not far from Lin Shen's school, the rent is not cheap.The landlord said that he would pay half a year's rent in one lump sum, but Su Rongmei didn't even frown.Lin Shen moved in after being discharged from the hospital. He didn't say anything at first, but slipped a note to Su Rong before she left.

The note recorded every expense she owed to Su Rong, accurate enough to the soap that Su Rong bought for her to wash clothes when she was in the hospital, some fragmentary accounts could not accurately tell the exact amount of money, so Lin Shen consolidated it into Inside the last "Other".

"I'll give you the money back," she said.

Holding the note, Su Rong's mind went blank for a few minutes.Lin Shen's implication was that she should not owe her anything. Did he think that not owing money to each other was enough to draw a clear line between the two?

But in front of Lin Shen, Su Rong did not lose his composure after all: "No hurry, I'm leaving first, you have to pay attention to your health."

Lin Shen took her hand: "He will treat you well, won't he?"

Su Rong smiled slightly, but after going out, she cried until she couldn't breathe facing the cold wind in the streets.

Maybe Lin Shen was also running away, since she thought it would be more comfortable, so be it.Su Rong covered her face and walked extremely slowly.

After a hundred steps, Peter appeared in her field of vision.

Su Rong turned her head to look inside the house where Lin Shen lived, but the tall trees completely covered the floor where Lin Shen lived, and she couldn't see her.

Su Rong wiped her face and got into Peter's car.

If you must say hate, the person Su Rong hates the most is Peter.She met him in nightclubs, and he ran a large company out of town, including shooting X-rated movies.

He always generously buys the wine that Su Rong sells, regardless of the price, he accepts it all.Su Rong has seen many luscious men, but he is the only customer who only pays but doesn't even hold hands. Peter is very talkative and humorous, so she is willing to spend time chatting with him.

Su Rong would call Lin Shen's dormitory every week, and when Lin Shen asked her for the dormitory number, Su Rong always talked about him.For a while, he said that it was inconvenient for the dormitory to be too noisy, and for a while, he said that he was afraid of disturbing his roommates.

Lin Shen didn't mention it anymore. Whenever Su Rong lied about how hard he studied and how easy his classmates were at school, there was always silence on the other end of the phone.

Su Rong thought that sooner or later she would be ruined if this went on, and she also knew in her heart that Lin Shen would definitely know all of this, she just wanted that day to come as late as possible.

When she went to the shopping mall to choose a mobile phone, she was at a loss in the face of various brands and models, so she asked the shopping guide lady for advice. She asked her which one was more popular with college students?

After getting the answer, she bought the most popular one, and finally pointed to another one with the lowest price: "I want this one too."

She rushed to S city with her mobile phone, and because she knew Lin Shen's dormitory number, she went upstairs to find her.Lin Shen lost a lot of weight, Su Rong really wanted to hug her and kiss her, but she gave up because of the presence of her roommate.Lin Shen didn't say a word, her roommate packed the closet and went out tactfully: "Ah Shen, do I want to bring you a supper when I come back?"

"Need not."

Lin Shen closed the door, Su Rong hugged her from behind, Lin Shen pushed her away violently.

Su Rong felt that Lin Shen's reaction was very strange. Was she unhappy when she came to see her?Did it bother her?Thinking of this, Su Rong felt panicked, and took out her mobile phone to Lin Shen as if to flatter her: "Lin Shen, here you are..."

Lin Shen took the phone and threw it out of the window with a sullen face. Immediately afterwards, a stack of photos fell on Su Rong's face.

The edge of the photo touched the corner of her left eye, Su Rong covered her eyes uncomfortably.She lowered her head and looked down, her eyes instantly enlarged, and she couldn't help but squat down slowly to pick them up one by one.

It was the photo in the anonymous letter that Lin Shen received. In the photo, Su Rong was wearing revealing clothes and wearing gaudy lipstick, mingling among the men. This kind of Su Rong was drinking with others with a smile, and she didn't care about lying in bed. The things on my body come from the hands of different men.

"Is this your school? It teaches you how to drink with men, laugh with them, and even have sex!?"

Su Rong couldn't defend herself.

Lin Shen pushed her hard: "You can stop loving yourself!"

Su Rong's eyes were full of tears, and she had pretty eyes, but Lin Shen became more and more annoyed, so she simply pressed her on the bed.

Su Rong cried.Lin Shen's fingers didn't have any tenderness at all, she knew that she wanted to hurt herself as much as she could.

Su Rong trembled and said sorry, sorry, I will never do it again.Lin Shen leaned on Su Rong's body, tears soon wet Su Rong's neck.

"Su Rong, don't have a next time, I can't stand it, I really can't stand it."

Later, Lin applied for leave to send her home.Along the way, their hands were clasped together, and Lin Shen's eye circles were always red.After entering the door, she knelt down towards her grandma. Grandma looked at them one by one, put her trembling hand on Lin Shen's shoulder, and patted her a few times.

After that, Su Rong stopped going to nightclubs.

Su Rong took off her sunglasses, took out the key from the bag's interlayer, took a breath, and slowly opened the door.

She has the key here, and she always thinks that the place with Lin Shen is her home, and this feeling has become stronger since grandma's death.

Grandma had a stroke. Su Rong found out that something was wrong with her when she got up in the morning. When she was sent to the hospital, her condition was already very bad.She lost her mind and called Lin Shen, crying all the time on the phone.Lin Shen said that she would be back soon, Su Rong hung up, and immediately called the owner of the convenience store where she was working. She said that she would advance next month's salary in advance.

During that time, money was always the most embarrassing thing for Su Rong.After Lin Shen came back, she went to her stepfather and stepmother's house. Su Rong felt sorry for her. She was such a proud person, but she was able to endure their cynicism in a low voice.

Peter appeared at this moment, and he transferred grandma to the intensive care unit without even asking Su Rong's consent.Lin Shen looked at him silently. At this moment, neither she nor Su Rong had the courage to refuse his help.

But after Peter appeared, Lin Shen was unwilling to speak.Su Rong kept looking at her, her face was always stiff.Two days later, grandma still went. Before she died, she held Lin Shen's hand and refused to let go. Lin Shen said the only sentence these days.She said grandma, I will definitely take good care of Su Rong, I will, don't worry.

The matters related to the funeral were handled by Peter alone. He bought a good cemetery, and Su Rong passed out from crying on the day of the burial.When he woke up at night, Lin Shen was sitting at the end of the bed with a cigarette between his fingertips, and his back was very lonely.

She never smoked before.

Lin Shen asked: "Who is Peter? Why is he so dedicated to your affairs?"

After enduring it for so many days, she finally asked.Su Rong didn't want to hide it from her: "I used to know customers when I was at work."

Lin Shen looked back at Su Rong, pinched out his cigarette, and leaned over to kiss her.

Lin Shen stayed for a few more days, during which time Peter kept coming to ask Su Rong out for dinner, Lin Shen didn't say anything, he only told her that he was going back to school when Su Rong came back late at night, and his roommate called, if he didn't go back, he wouldn't be able to catch up Exam.

After Lin Shen left, Su Rong sat on the steps outside the door in a daze. At noon, Peter came, holding the contract text in his hand.

"Actually, it's not troublesome at all. It's just three plays, and you can get a good salary. Besides, you've already been familiar with this kind of thing, haven't you?"

His patience finally ran out, Su Rong held the corner of his lips, feeling a little numb.

There will never be a free lunch in this world.

She could refuse Peter, but Lin Shen was at the other end of the bargaining chip, and that was Peter's last trump card.He threatened her with Lin Shen. When Su Rong signed his name, Lin Shen's weak breathing came from his ear, and then the call was cut off by Peter.

Su Rong couldn't speak to Lin Shen, she couldn't tell what contract she signed, let alone what she was going to do, so she had to let Lin Shen misunderstand.Lin Shen thought she was with Peter, so let her think so.

When Su Rong was filming the first film, she opened her eyes wide and looked at the lights above the cushions. They were white and dazzling, making her want to vomit.

The only thing she was lucky about was that her first time was given to Lin Shen without reservation.The current Su Rong is so dirty, she dare not even look at the dirty place.She didn't know she was crying. The man thought he hurt her, so he said embarrassedly, "Hey, why don't we stop?"

Su Rong bit her lip and inhaled, she slowly closed her eyes, tears rolled down her cheeks.

Even though it was so filthy, she still had a one-tenth of a million desire to go back to Lin Shen and get back together after the filming was over.But since Lin Shen received the first box of CDs, the happiness that Su Rong hoped for to be together for a lifetime is probably just a phantom...

Su Rong never told Lin Shen why she took this path, she allowed Lin Shen to misunderstand her, and she even acquiesced to her indulgence and vanity.She was just afraid that Lin Shen would collapse after knowing the truth - everything she did was because she wanted to protect her.

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