One season of cherry blossoms

The ancients said that it is a foolish thing to sit on the sidelines and wait for a rabbit.I think this kind of behavior is not only stupid, it is simply mindless!And now I'm doing this stupid thing.

I got up at four o'clock in the morning, and in a morning dance, combined with my own wobble and sleepy eyes, I looked around for the tree stump for the "white rabbit".

I rubbed my eyes, which were indescribably uncomfortable at the moment, feeling a little groggy.Inexplicably, I remembered the time I had dinner last night.

[The corner that was ripped off, who is it? ] Just one sentence is like dropping a stone in a pool of stagnant water. After a "plop", it not only causes ripples, but also causes an uproar.Uncle Dazi was sadly talking about the relatively tragic past, but I was calm and calm, and I ate my dinner cleanly, and then cried in the depths of Dazi's love When I got up, I was packing up the dishes and sending them to the kitchen. Finally, I found a teacup. I walked back to the square table, sat down consciously, and filled a cup for myself. Quietly - drinking tea ING...

Touching his forehead, he felt that a pot of water had probably boiled and could be drunk... Sighing, he found a tree at random and fell asleep against it.

... [Wake up, you will get sick if you sleep here. ] My arm was grabbed and shaken gently, I just felt that my little brains were about to be shaken into tofu flowers...

[ah? ...Ah, oh...] After shaking it, I felt like someone was using chopsticks to beat my brain, and the world was going to be torn apart~! ! [...Ah, hello...]

He took a rough look at the person in front of him, he looked so familiar.I closed my eyes and panicked my head vigorously, my vision finally returned to normal, and I carefully saw the person in front of me clearly.Digging hahaha, this "white rabbit" has not been treated by me!

The one beside me right now is that one——Mizunazuki, Shiro~!

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After talking to Bai for a few words, I said to him without concealment, [Ah, I'm here to practice, ha ha. ] Although it should be a conversation with Naruto, there is nothing wrong with changing someone now.

[Um?Are you... are you a ninja? ] Bai asked this way, I carefully captured every expression change on his face, and smiled inadvertently, a little silly, as if a half-grown child saw a very beautiful big one that he liked very much. When my sister was talking to herself in a very good temper, she had a reaction.

——It should be very dull.As I thought about it, I nodded vigorously, using my most sincere appearance.

[You are working very hard. ] Bai looked at me and smiled slightly, that kind of smile was so beautiful, it seemed to be slightly fluorescent, lightly illuminating a certain quiet snow field.I touched my face, and giggled again, - this is the first time I was told that I worked hard in my previous life and this life. [But, why do you want to practice? ] I asked in vain while helping to gather herbs.

I was stunned and turned my head to look at the sky, and then replied, [Because, I want to become stronger. ] Yes, I practice because I want to become stronger, which is a natural reason.Want to get stronger without worrying about yourself.

[But you already look very powerful. ]

[But... this is not enough. ] I collected my five fingers, turned my head and replied with a smile.Putting the herbs in my hand into Bai Tilai's basket, I simply sat down on the ground.

[why? ] There was a slight change in Bai's tone, I could easily detect it, and tilted my head.I looked at him seriously and said, [Because there are things to be afraid of, and... there are some things that cannot be done without strength...]

...Finally bid farewell to Bai, but I didn't come to a result. "Actually, Bai. I really want to tell you the future I foresee, and I really want you to live on. Your fate is the only chance I am willing to exchange for a change with a few chips in my hand. I will be here waiting to meet you , In fact, I made up my mind to try to do something to change my destiny. But when I really faced you, I realized that my so-called decision was nothing more than my own "take it for granted". Your Mr. Zai Bu Zhan is your god , your land, your important person, the meaning of your whole life..." I could only think softly in my heart as I watched Bai Li leave in place. "And I can't persuade him, so I can't change your life. I can only be sorry, I'm powerless." She clenched her fingers together and clenched into a fist, then released after a little struggle.This is the second time I feel disgusted with how powerless I am, and gradually feel regret for my not strong enough heart, and become more and more impatient with Sakura's body...!

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Looking up at the sky, I decided to go back and have breakfast.You know that skipping breakfast is very bad for your health.Besides...this body is not mine~!

Ah, ah, he sighed loudly to the sky in his heart, and the figure of Uchiha in the distance gradually became clear in the fog.Suddenly wanted to say, "Are you looking for me?" Thinking to himself, he quickened his pace and trotted over, stood beside him and smiled, [Yo hoo ~ good morning ~! ]

And Uchiha-student was stunned for a while, then the corners of his mouth curved slightly, and then he replied the same sentence, [Good morning. ]

After that, they said nothing more, and walked side by side in the direction of Uncle Da Zi's house.All the way in silence, I pondered Bai's words carefully.

"Why do you want to become stronger? Is it yourself? Or someone important?"

"When you want to protect something, you become stronger."

"Do you...have any important people you want to protect?"

--No.

I don't have anyone important to protect.The idea of ​​becoming stronger has always been supported by the idea of ​​"myself".I have obsession with life and resistance to death.Only, there is no heart to protect.So I thought, I should be a selfish person.

[Hey, Uchiha-san, do you think partners can be called important people? ] Standing at the door of Dazi's house, before Uchiha classmate pushed the door, he asked abruptly.His eyes fell on the old and decayed door panel, and a little casual feeling wrapped in a strange tentative meaning blended into the tone of his speech.There is an illusion of losing your temper in a trance.

Uchiha-san's eyes suddenly became complicated, he stared at me for a long time before he firmly said, [Yes. ]

This word is said sonorously, resolutely and seriously.There was a long dragging tone of "oh", and this "oh" has nine bends and eighteen bends.The meaning is unclear and strangely ambiguous. [Tell me who is that person?Don't worry, I won't tell anyone~! ]

The nature of gossip was suddenly exposed. I winked at Uchiha and wanted to use my identity as a teammate to find some exciting exclusives to chat with everyone after dinner. As a result, Uchiha didn’t like our set and squinted. As soon as I saw it, I pushed the door open and walked in.

Helplessly smiled, feeling a little discouraged.Looking up at the sky, I thought to myself, - is it true that the so-called "important person I want to protect" is the reason for making a person's heart stronger, stronger and firmer?So have the courage and strength to overcome everything?

"But..." I thought, "But it can't match the power of the obsession with "living", right? The desire that belongs to nature is the purest, isn't it?"

Become stronger in order to "live", and live in order to "live"...!Firm, not confused...but now, I feel a little...lost in direction.

Is it the fog of the land of waves? Is it too big?

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