don't like me

Do I need it?

He introduced me?

When did he become so generous? Just overnight, it was like a different person. Even if someone touched me, he would be jealous for a few days.

"May I say thank you to you?" I asked him absurdly, these people who came and went have all cast their eyes on the two of us, mainly Yang Xiao, he is so suitable for this place.

"Anything you want," Yang Xiao looked around, "but you don't have to say it until I find someone you are satisfied with."

I laughed out loud, with a hint of sarcasm, and leaned back on the sofa behind me. I didn’t have a cigarette at hand. Forget it, it’s not a necessity, but the atmosphere of this meeting is not worthy of a cigarette and it’s not affectionate enough. , you can be so generous."

"Influenced by you," I don't have a cigarette, but he does. It's very exciting to smoke alone. Yang Xiao crossed his legs, looked at me and said, "Brother Xing, I suddenly understand, I understand, we have been struggling for so many years, My freshness towards you is gone today, oh, no, I should be unwilling, now that I have you, I feel that there is nothing good about you, and a random person here is not inferior to you."

I listened to his judgments and comparisons, and I didn't express my opinions or interrupt the results of his years of comprehension.

Yang Xiao continued: "I may have been too stubborn before, so I didn't quite understand what you said, and I wanted to chase you wholeheartedly. That's because we didn't have a good death ten years ago, and you disappeared inexplicably. I must be unwilling to do so now. Having you, after being together, I found that you are not so good, I have a filter for you, I always feel that you are still the same person ten years ago."

I have indeed changed a long time ago, what he said is correct, I thought I would not be touched by hearing such words, but Yang Xiao is still different from others, the words that come out of his mouth are not right anywhere, I How should I put it, that he finally sobered up?Finally a reality?Finally no longer living in fantasy, no longer obsessed with me?

But it's very strange, I don't want to say, at this moment, I just want to hear what else he has to say.

His mouth is amazing.

"I've made up my mind." Yang Xiao bent down and flicked down the cigarette ash. There were a few cigarette butts in the wine glasses on the table, which were left by the group just now. "Brother Xing, let's do this. We did like each other before But it’s different now. After so many years, you and I are not too young. This reunion can be regarded as a successful conclusion to the period that ended without a problem ten years ago. You are so difficult to be with me now, Why don't we all be safe?"

"If you have something to say, just say it." I don't like his deviousness. I actually know what he wants to say.

Yang Xiao nodded, looked at me, and said, "Okay, then let me just say it straight, with me, we'll play our own way without disturbing each other, or...is it broken?"

He said the last two words lightly, with the meaning of discussing, as if I disagree, he is still willing to give me alms, take pity on me, and continue to be with me for the sake of easy life.

When did I become so mean?

Ask yourself, who can't live without Wen Zhixing in this life?

Don't kidding, I should be glad that the person who was abandoned by me ten years ago finally figured it out, and finally became realistic and decisive like everyone else. He no longer pursued that childish emotion, talked about novelty, and learned to weigh pros and cons.

After weighing the pros and cons, he saw clearly, now he is superior, I am the one who is compared and chosen, he waved his hand, there are everyone around him, what am I?

How to compare with a young, beautiful, energetic, and pleasing little boy?

I lowered my head and played with the phone. I didn't turn it on, but just flipped it over and over in my hand.

This is the result I want.

I should be happy.

But I am really contradictory. He is promising, which is what I have always hoped for, but I am not happy for him. Instead, I feel a little pitiful. If I knew that I would end up being dumped, why would I agree to get back together with him?

Whoops, I forgot.

I originally wanted to pull him down from the altar and make him worldly and uninteresting. I did so many disgusting behaviors, and he also saw them. It must be because of my actions that he woke up. Not obsessed with me anymore.

I couldn't help but clapped my hands, and even wanted to stand up, shouting hello to him excitedly, but I'm getting older, I'd better stop being so frivolous, I smiled and looked at him with a very pleased look in my eyes, "You can really do it, I Should I be happy for you, or feel sad about being broken up?"

I was in a dilemma. I could only express one of these two completely different emotions. I really couldn't make a choice. I asked him for a favor and listened to outsiders' opinions. It would be good.

Yang Xiao didn't respond to me quickly either. He thought about it and got a more accurate answer, which was regarded as his sincerity to me as a seeker of knowledge. He only heard him say with reason and evidence: "You should feel happy, after all, it's me Forced you to be with me."

His self-knowledge is comforting.

"Yes, you are right, I should be happy," I agreed with his statement, nothing could be more accurate than this: "It's just that the feeling of being forced and then broken up is really not that good."

Yang Xiao thought about me and kindly offered a suggestion: "Then how about I take back what I just said and let you bring it up?"

You are so kind to me, considering my mood and face so much.

Look, where can I find such an ex?

I stood up.

"No need, what are you doing, isn't it over if anyone mentions it?" I looked at all kinds of people around me, and said with emotion: "Ten years, so fast, the two of us have been tossing for ten years, and now we finally have a conclusion , now we are clearly over, you don't have to have any obsession with me anymore, right?"

Yang Xiao said, "It's almost there."

I nodded: "Okay, then come here."

Yang Xiao looked at me and said nothing.

He still looks the best like this, playing with his eyes in the palm of his hand.

"Can I ask a question?" Before I left, I hoped to get a clear answer. I knew I had passed it, but as I said before, we have been together for ten years. When it finally ends, there must be a sense of form , and be enthusiastic.

Yang Xiao gave me a please gesture.

I said: "If I don't see it today, what are you going to do?" If Gu Ming didn't meet him, or I didn't receive Gu Ming's call, what would happen?

Yang Xiao thought about it: "Do you want to hear the truth?"

As soon as his words came out, I knew that the truth must be quite ugly, but the truth is good, and the truth can make people give up.

I said: "Of course."

Yang Xiao also stood up and threw the cigarette on the table. He was a head taller than me, and his gaze became more indifferent because of the angle of his eyes. "If you don't come today, I plan to hide it from you." .”

I laughed twice, causing the people around me to turn their heads to look at me. My laughter was clearly mocking.

"Fuck me at home, and fuck my beautiful younger brother outside, right?" My words were vulgar, and I didn't care whether the people around me would be affected or not, no matter how they looked at me, I'm sorry, forgive me, I don't have so many rhetoric To embellish the vulgarity in my heart, I was originally a scum, a social scum who didn't even finish high school.

Sure enough, people still can't set their sights too low.

You see, it makes people have no future, standing under the national flag, accepting the negative teaching materials despised by the whole school, finishing college, ushering in the pinnacle of life, at the age of 27, possessing the glory and wealth that so many people have never pursued in their lifetime.

and I?Who is pinning high hopes on?Who else failed.

"Don't speak so harshly, I allow you to mess around outside, so I have to be relatively free in whatever I do, right?" Yang Xiao looked at my face, "Isn't it fair?"

"Fair!" I turned up the volume and immediately became the focus of attention. I said, "Why is it not fair? It's so fair!"

I propped my chin up with my hand, smiling, "Yang Xiao, you're doing well, very good, this should be you."

Yang Xiao put his hands in his trouser pockets and looked at me without saying a word.

"Hmm... what else? There's nothing else to say," I thought for a long time. None of the sentences were good enough to end the ten-year relationship. They were all pretty bad. I patted my head and said: "I'm sorry, forgive me for not being able to find anything good to say, I haven't read for too many years, I don't have those beautiful philosophical words left in my mind, I can't pretend anymore, um... If you have to say it, that thing in your neck, isn't it Should I take it off?" I've been wearing it for so many years.

Only then did Yang Xiao notice. He lowered his head, pulled the thing off forcefully, "I'm used to wearing it, and I forgot to take it off all the time. Return it to you." He handed it to me.

I waved my hand: "No, just throw it away."

I never cared about that stuff.

It should have disappeared ten years ago, and it still exists, which is a miracle.

"That's it." I walked away, I should say something suitable for the occasion, and make a perfect end to the ten years of emotion.

But I stopped reading a long time ago. As I said, I have no money in my mind and no ink in my stomach.

I walked away, I should have something to say, but I didn't want to say anything.

Not suitable, I have insulted him enough, I have said no less than a hundred ugly words, and my behavior is disgusting enough to satisfy him, is there any dissatisfaction?

"Wait a minute." Yang Xiao stopped me.

I stopped obediently, and turned around to hear what he had to say, but I was wrong. The most wrong thing I did today was to stop this step.

Yang Xiao said, "Remember to take Wen Zhixu away."

My eyes dimmed all of a sudden.

Yang Xiao said: "For your sake, I took care of her. It's okay, but now that we're done, it's not appropriate for her to stay with me."

Of course I know, I don't need him to mention it, how could I leave Wen Zhixu there?But he mentioned it, and then I was not very comfortable.

"Thank you for your hard work." I lowered my voice coldly, "I have given her alms all these years."

I stepped up and was about to leave when the little boy came back and bumped into me head-on, he didn't know my identity, he just glanced at me and walked towards Yang Xiao.

"Wen Zhixing," Yang Xiao called me, "Is your mother really taking drugs?"

I turned around, and the murderous eyes shot at him, but the other party was not afraid, Yang Xiao raised his hand and said, "Sorry, I just heard about it, there is no other meaning."

I stopped, turned around, faced him, looked at the little boy sitting in his arms, and said coldly, "Who told you?"

Yang Xiao shrugged, "I just said it casually."

"Who revealed it to you." I still said that and walked towards him. This is no longer a question, but an affirmation. Someone revealed it to him?I really can't think of who it could be.

Yang Xiao stopped playing around with me, and said bluntly: "Do you have to say it? Then I must not say it?" You see, he is promising, and he is full of charm as soon as he is promising. It's more attractive, but the person who attracted me today must be the new love in his arms.

I press on step by step, but Yang Xiao still hasn't responded, the boy in his arms has some objections, he is a man with a wink, he can see the murderous intent in my eyes, he said defensively: "What are you doing?"

I gave him a charity look, and walked up to Yang Xiao, I lowered my head, put one hand on the sofa, and said to Xinhuan: "I'll climb the bed later, let's avoid suspicion, cutie."

The boy went to see Yang Xiao, and Yang Xiao looked at me with interest. He understood the meaning and left with interest, otherwise, I would not suggest persuading him to leave in a brutal way.

"What are you looking at? See if there is jealousy in my eyes?" I didn't forget to tease him, and at the same time sneered: "There is no one else, tell me, good lover, are you investigating me? Or... bribed someone? Other than these , what else do you know?"

"Everything," Yang Xiao said, "You care about it?"

"Of course I care. That's my scandal. It's a secret I dare not let you know. You know it. Why don't I care?" I said, "Reward me, tell me which bastard said it?"

Yang Xiao stared at me seriously, and asked tortured: "When you killed your father, what were you thinking?"

I showed a surprised expression, he actually knows so much.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Yang Xiao raised his eyes sharply and asked me, "Is it because of these things that you left suddenly back then?"

"Don't put gold on your face, can't I play enough of you?"

"Really? You called me that night, what did you want to tell me?"

I became serious all of a sudden, being mobilized by him, this matter can be known, this is not an investigation, I must have been informed, and I realized that the matter is not simple, I asked back: "Is it Gu Ming?"

Yang Xiao didn't deny it, nor nodded.

I confirmed to him: "It's really him?"

Yang Xiao didn't answer.

I laughed, very sarcastic, but he must not understand, the reason for my laughter is really sad, sad, I nodded: "Okay, okay, I have nothing to say, sold me out, Gu Ming This beast."

I looked at him: "You won this round."

I let go, got off the sofa, and rolled up my sleeves, "Enjoy yourself, I won't bother you, old lover."

I raised my hand, said goodbye to him, and walked out of this place quickly.

I wanted to pull him off the altar, but he moved too fast and put me in the army. Well, I can't treat him as a 17-year-old police dog anymore. He has grown up.

My face is so dark, why are I so excited?I was broken up today, so I have to be a little bit sad. After ten years, he and I should respect love, grown-ups.