don't like me

Afraid that we won't be able to disgust each other, we two are more poisonous than the other.It was true that I was unhappy, and so was the unhappy emotion on his face, but it didn't last long, and he suddenly smiled at me.

"Wen Zhixing," he called my name, put his hand on my cheek and rubbed it, the bad mood dissipated, "As for it? You can say anything to make me unhappy?"

"Who is joking with you?" I turned my face away, his palms were warm and uncomfortable, "Let's go."

I pushed him, and Yang Xiao also stood up, trying to pull me up, but I ignored him.

He has gotten used to my attitude and retracted his hanging hand.

"It's really bad luck for eight lifetimes for Zhou Kai to meet you." No wonder, Zhou Kai must have been stunned by the relationship between Yang Xiao and me. Being able to become Yang Xiao's boyfriend openly and aboveboard, I wouldn't feel comfortable if I let this matter go.

I can understand that he is dealing with me now. Revenge is an emotion that normal people have.

"He doesn't obey the rules." Yang Xiao bent down, picked up the cigarette and threw it into the ashtray on the table, "He's an adult, and he still plays threats and lures with me."

Zhou Kai made a big mistake, just at this point, why did he think Yang Xiao would take this?I don't understand this either, maybe it's the young master's tricks, I probably haven't met someone like Yang Xiao before.

But when Yang Xiao said this, I was not happy to hear it, and couldn't help but sarcastically said: "Haven't you played?"

He has also played this trick himself, and I am the victim. I thought it would be great if I was so shrewd at the time, tricking people into bed, and when he took off his pants, I threatened him that he would be castrated if he dared to harass me. he.

But I can think of the consequences, I guess my threat must be useless, according to Yang Xiao's temper at the time, he will definitely be able to push me down, I can't handle him, head-on is not a good idea.

"But I won't play now." Yang Xiao argued vigorously and said, "And I'm with your consent."

Did I hear wrong?what did he say?

I couldn't bear it then.

"Say it again?" I said, "If I agree? When did I nod my head?" Don't be ashamed, dare to say this.

Yang Xiao really dared to say: "I can see that you are interested in me, how can this be called persecution? Is it not your interest?"

"What's the fun, how can I be interested in you? You have something wrong with your eyes and went to the doctor early, and you were blind at the age of 17." I didn't have a good word out of my mouth. I always felt that in the sales company, dealing with those scum every day is no longer The lower limit has been reached, and now it is even worse than Yang Xiao, he can always bring out my most outspoken and vulgar side.

Yang Xiao was not in a hurry, and said slowly: "You're not interested in me, you catch me and don't report it to the higher authorities? You can't see me degenerate, so earnestly point out the way for me? If I touch you, you will blush unnaturally. When I kiss you Pretending to be reserved, but actually more fanatical than me in the heart, together with me against the whole school, not even listening to the teacher's advice, you tell me this is meaningless to me?"

There was nothing available on the table, so I turned around and found the pillow on the sofa, and threw it at Yang Xiao's head. He was quick-sighted and alert, and he picked up the pillow as if he knew what I was going to do. Stop it and throw it back at me.

I cursed and threw the pillow back.

"Stop it," Yang Xiao warned me absurdly, "You've offended me."

"Who angered whom?" It's true that the wicked would sue first, where did he come from?

He didn't argue with me, he just took back his original words and gave me a consequence, "I won't share the following story with you either."

My brain got hot, I cut my voice, and said, "Who cares to listen to it?"

I don't care, I want to know what he did to Mr. Gao, but if the words are released, I will be ashamed, so I don't even think about asking.

What are you doing, acting like you care about him so much, what did he do is none of my business?

I said, "Stop talking about it in the future."

Yang Xiao didn't look at me anymore, "Okay."

Damn, he's pretty good at it.

I'm going to leave, I'm so annoyed, I can't take advantage of being with this person, after getting along with him for a long time, he gradually figured out his temper, and was able to grasp it.

Am I being too quiet lately?Let him become more and more insane every day.

"Where's Wen Zhixu?" I asked angrily, "Are you still at your house?"

"She's living with me." Yang Xiao sat on the computer desk, his legs were long, and his unintentional movements were alluring, "Miss her?"

I didn't answer him, and asked, "Have you not been ill recently?"

"Not if I'm not with you." Yang Xiao said.

"Then I'll see you off." I turned around and left, I didn't want Wen Zhixu for a long time, annoying little girl.

Yang Xiao didn't come with me, this trip is not in vain, at least I know about his relationship with Zhou Kai, and I can forgive him if he troubles me again.

I was planning to go back to the bar to see the situation, but Gu Ming called me and said he would treat me to dinner.

"What's wrong with you?" I don't need to ask if I have nothing to do, Gu Ming has specified that there is a problem.

"Did you fucking take gunpowder?" Gu Ming scolded me, which also made me realize that I really took gunpowder.

"I just came out of Yang Xiao's place, and I'm so annoyed, don't mess with me."

Gu Ming said meanly: "Yo, where did he come from?"

I cursed: "Go away."

I hung up the phone, I didn't have the slightest affection for Gu Ming, and I didn't save any face when I spoke.

I thought it was fine, so I went back to the bar, but this man came to pick me up again in a sports car. It seemed that he had something to do, and he wanted to take me away regardless of what I was doing.

I asked him if he didn't say, he just invited me to dinner, nonsense, you just eat with people, bring a hot girl over?

I can't call someone a hot girl, I should call her a cousin.

I didn't know what it meant until I met her.

Gu Ming said: "My cousin, let's go now, see you off."

I said, "Why are you bringing me here?"

Gu Ming said: "What are you talking about? My cousin admires you, so I'll give her a line."

You heard that right, this is what Gu Ming can do.

"I thought the relationship between you and Yang Xiao is really as good as it appears on the surface." I sarcastically said that the two people who were in conflict are now betraying each other.

Gu Ming could clearly distinguish between right and wrong, and said: "On the surface, playing with him is not the same as you. I am all for you. Go and say hello to my cousin."

I'm not surprised by Gu Ming's operation at all. I've met my cousin a few times, and I haven't said hello or talked much before. This time, Gu Ming acts as a middleman to let us get to know each other.

My cousin is single, unmarried, and very sexy. I heard that she has many boyfriends, but she always gets tired of talking after two days and says goodbye to people.

Today is my honor. In the close contact, I found that my cousin's facial features are also exquisite, and I can stand repeated inspections.

After sitting down, my cousin asked me some little things.

The first is about work, the second is about daily life, and then it involves personal emotions. At this time, Gu Ming has already left, and he has already escaped from the game he saved for us.

"Gu Ming said you had taken out a loan before?" asked the cousin, she was dressed hot, but her voice was a little soft, at least she didn't look like a royal lady on the surface.

"Yes, I've been doing it for half a year, so I won't do this now."

"I know, you are helping Gu Ming manage a bar," said the cousin, "How is it? Are you going well?"

"It's going well so far." My patience with beauties is always better, but there is a certain limit. I took the initiative to mention: "Gu Ming said, you have something to do with me, probably what?"

The other party didn't want to get to the point so quickly, but she had already asked the question, so she could only answer me, "My younger brother is also running a loan company, and I have encountered a little trouble recently. I want to know, can you help me? "

"In this city?"

"No, in Zhengzhou."

"Is there anything clear on the phone?" I continued to ask.

"Probably not," said the cousin, "it's very troublesome. If you are willing to help me, I will pay the commission, but you need to go to Zhengzhou with me, and we will talk after meeting."

I glanced at her, obviously it wasn't a joke, I hesitated for a while, to show that it wasn't that easy, thought for a while, raised my head again, and asked, "Why don't you seek professional advice?"

The cousin laughed, raised her hand gracefully, propped her chin, stared at me and said, "Aren't you a professional?"

I like to hear this, but the loophole is too big.

I looked at her affectionately, leaning on the sofa, admiring the beautiful face opposite, "What should I call you?"

"Tan Lin." She said her name.

"Okay, Miss Tanlin," I said, "I'll give you three reasons why you can't use me. You can choose again. First, the loan industry is not unique. You can find a professional in Zhengzhou, which saves you a lot of trouble. Second, I haven't been in the industry for a long time, so I can't be considered a professional. The water is too deep for me to clear. Third, you and Gu Ming are cousins. It stands to reason that I should help you, but I don't want to make a fuss, so it's fine if I cross the city. , I am quite busy now, even if you are willing to pay me a commission, may I ask, as Gu Ming's cousin, can I receive this money or not?"

I don't like doing things that don't benefit me. If it's just a simple matter, I'll help. But crossing cities, going to Zhengzhou, and tossing back and forth, I can't stand it.

I said that I am very busy now, I am really not lying.

The cousin listened and didn't think about it. She sat there and looked at me appreciatively. After staring at me for a long time, she suddenly smiled, "Gu Ming said that you are difficult, and it is true."

"Then he asked you to come here, don't let him go." I knew a long time ago that this trip was not a simple matter. When I took Wen Zhixu to Gu Ming's house and saw my cousin, I immediately You know, something's going to happen.

Cousin smiles very charmingly, she is really upright, every move is seductive, and she is also quite funny, imitating my style, stretching her arms, and asked: "Wen Zhixing, isn't it?"

I acquiesce, whatever she calls it.

She said in an elder-like tone: "You are so cute, like my first boyfriend, he is just like you, always showing things you don't like, never hiding them."

"Is it just like this?"

"He looks alike too," said the cousin, "but his eyes are kinder than yours."

OK, I accept her criticism.

The cousin said her reason for coming, and I also like her frankness, "You may be angry when you say it, but I'm sorry, I only want to know you because you look like him."

Isn't a substitute what everyone calls the incumbent like the predecessor?

But I've never seen someone who can speak his mind so simply. Fortunately, the person opposite her is me, a person who doesn't care what purpose other people have when they approach me.

"Find someone like him, why not go to him directly?" Since I didn't let go, I didn't say this sentence.

"I think so too," the cousin laughed, and then said in despair, "He's already married."

I don't like to listen to other people's love stories. I give her the privilege because she is Gu Ming's cousin.

I know what Gu Ming meant by arranging this game.

His purpose is not to match me and my cousin, but to let me listen to the following passage.

"I heard from Gu Ming that your current boyfriend is your first one. Because of some problems, you have not opened your heart and faced each other until now, but you are still in love," said the cousin, "I don't want to hear your stories What's the matter, as a person who has experienced it, I will give you a piece of advice. There are very few people who can love each other. Don't affect your relationship because of some insignificant issues. There will always be one person who can't bear it and will be exhausted. It will be too late Now, once someone regrets, it is the regret of two people."

I frowned, listening to her words, I felt very abrupt.

"Why did you mention me suddenly? Also, didn't you want me to be a substitute? Knowing that I have a boyfriend and my sexual orientation, you still take this risk?" I didn't understand her behavior.

She smiled and said relaxedly: "I didn't say I wanted to find you as a substitute. What I meant just now was that you look a lot like my ex. I just wanted to get to know you, get to know you, and feel his breath from you. That's all."

She was so frank that it was really unexpected.

What a strong psychological quality and self-confidence?And what kind of trust do you have in me to feel that I won't be angry if you say this?

I said: "Okay, then I understand, I also listened to what I said just now, I understood wrongly, so this is your reason for coming? Gu Ming asked you to tell me this? He is still standing on the same line as Yang Xiao .”

"He's on your side," said the cousin, "he's for you."

"Really? He's for me?" My mood has calmed down a bit. My recent mood swings are really big. Thinking about it carefully, it seems that after my mother said those words to me, I said: "It's an irrelevant question, Well, it doesn’t matter, cousin, how did Gu Ming describe it to you? Is it not important to describe that I killed my father?”

The cousin frowned, she didn't know which line she stepped on.

"Sorry, you don't know much. Gu Ming may not have explained it clearly to you. I shouldn't discuss these things with you." I stood up and prepared to leave like this, but I was always unwilling in my heart. I nodded and rubbed my head He stood in front of his cousin and said, "I can't tell him a word or two, but I want to say a few words about you. The professionals your brother needs cost a little bit of money in Zhengzhou. What kind of person is that?" It can be recruited, not particularly complicated things can be handled, there are people who are responsible for these. As for your question, if you fall in love with the vision of looking for a shadow, no one will meet your heart, you have good conditions, There is no shortage of people to pursue, but the other party is already married. The only thing you can do is to persuade yourself to let go and meet the new person with a new attitude. Of course, you don’t have to do this. I just give you a suggestion, and I will pay the bill .”

"Gu Ming has already bought it." She looked at the untouched tableware on the table.

"Then I wish you a pleasant meal." I left, and after explaining the long-winded nonsense, I strode away from the restaurant.

I can't let Gu Ming go.

After I came out, I called him, and he was quite smart.No connection, can this be over?I called one by one, and after the third call was connected, I scolded: "Don't be so fucking daring!"

Gu Ming was stunned by the scolding.

I was still on the street, and passers-by cast strange glances at me.

"What's wrong with me?" Gu Ming put on a show, "Are you unhappy talking with my cousin?"

"We'll see each other later, fuck you." I hung up and ran to his address, planning to die with him.

Gu Ming is in a bar, not the one he opened just now, but the one in his government district. When I passed by, he opened a private room, and there were several people in the bar, who were having a good time. No matter who those people were, they stood in front of the door and said coldly, "Get out."

The young masters are not happy now, one of them stood up and pointed at me indignantly: "You don't want to die anymore!"

Gu Ming peacemaker said: "He is my friend, he is looking for me."

The man looked back at Gu Ming and said, "Who the hell is this person? So arrogant."

Gu Ming smiled helplessly, put down his wine glass and said, "Big man, you go out for a while, I have something to talk to him about."

Those people were sensible, and they put down their wine glasses and left. They warned me with their eyes, as if I would do something to Gu Ming, and I would not be able to get out of this place.

Shall I pretend?I'm so scared.

After they left, I slammed the door and ran towards Gu Ming, grabbed his collar and smashed him on the sofa behind me, I almost rode on him, he still dared to laugh, I was so angry Trembling, "You're fucking full, why don't you blame me?"

Not only was Gu Ming not afraid, but he also put his hands behind his head, as if letting me slaughter him, and said, "I don't care about you, you should be in prison now."

"Do you want to?" I was in high spirits, not kidding, I was really angry, "I can stab you in the stomach now, and I can go to jail tomorrow."

"I don't want to, it hurts so much." Gu Ming said indifferently.

I was so angry that I pushed him back threateningly, got up from him, and sat aside.

Gu Ming tidied up his clothes and sat up, "You've been quite dry lately, are you in menopause?"

"Ask if you know?" Now I am annoyed by someone in my eyes, sitting on the side, lighting a cigarette, and opening a drink, in order to ease my mood of having no place to rest.

Gu Ming laughed and said, "Didn't my sister give it to Yang Xiao? No one is in the way of you at work, you have the power in your hands, what are you talking about?"

"Do you know that no one is in the way?" I know, if my mouth is not honest, I have also found out that every day is not as good as every day. If I insist on saying it, it is probably tired, physically and mentally exhausted. What I said Tired, because I was tired of competing with Yang Xiao, my sister, my mother, and all idiots in society.

"Who can interfere with you?" Gu Ming said, "Who can control you in the bar?"

"Your uncle," I took a puff of smoke, "did you transfer Zhou Kai over to mess with me? Don't you know that he has trouble with Yang Xiao? How can I get along with him?"

Gu Ming was amused, and said innocently: "I really don't know, he and Yang Xiao can still have something to do?"

"Can you put other things in your mind besides sex scenes?" He said, and I cursed.

Gu Ming said that he really didn't know, and he assured me again and again that he would talk to Zhou Kai, and I asked him to crawl aside and talk about it next time.

Later we talked about my cousin.

What Gu Ming meant was that he really just asked his cousin to tell me something serious, he knew that I looked a bit like her cousin's first boyfriend, that's why she paid extra attention to her cousin, originally he was expecting me to give Her cousin pointed out the way, but who knew that things would be reversed. It was my cousin who knew about me and gave me advice instead.

"What did you tell her? An outsider." Few people around me know about Yang Xiao and I, and I don't want others to know the stories that have passed.

Gu Ming said: "She asked me about you and asked me to tell you about you. In your life trajectory, can you not mention Yang Xiao?"

"Why do you have to mention it?"

"How can I not mention it? How can I explain to her that you didn't take the college entrance examination? Your good future is completely ruined."

"What does that have to do with Yang Xiao?"

"What do you mean?" Gu Ming was more angry than me, and immediately the atmosphere followed him, and I fell into a disadvantage.

Gu Ming picked up the wine on the table and stopped talking. This topic is too dead and there is no room for chatting.

He poured the wine, drank it by himself, and swears when he finished drinking, then continued to pour the wine, and continued to drink.

I don't have any reliable people around me, he is one of them. When I was imprisoned, the only person I could find was Gu Ming. If it wasn't for him or their Gu family, I would have done what he said and be locked up in the big prison.

Close a door and open a window.

I don't have good parents, but I have reborn parents.

The Gu family has saved my life. Mr. Gu, Uncle Gu, and Gu Ming, they didn't despise me, fear me, or blame me for my mistakes. Instead, they kept telling me from the day the accident happened: "It's okay, I'm here."

I am indeed fine, it is their credit, they tried their best to get me out, this is already the greatest favor I have ever received.

I drank with Gu Ming and planned to get drunk, but I was drunk and he was not yet.

I'm not a bad drinker, but everyone around me can drink more than me, which is ridiculous.

Alcohol pulls my nerves, makes me confused, makes me emotionally flooded, and makes me start to care about some small things.

When Gu Ming came to ask me if it was okay, I said yes, and he pushed me onto the sofa, and I was completely paralyzed. I just felt that the sofa was so comfortable and I didn't want to move at all.

"You're really good." In the dark, I heard Gu Ming say such a sentence, and I didn't want to be outdone. I waved to him and said, "Let me slow down for a while, and continue later."

Gu Ming is not like me, I was dishonest on the sofa and almost fell to the ground, he pushed me a little bit inside, I grabbed his arm and asked drunkenly: "Ning Yu really don't want you anymore?"

At that moment, my eyes were blurred and I couldn't see clearly, Gu Ming's clenched fist almost swung towards my face.

"Yes, it's just like you don't want him." Gu Ming responded to me, and I heard it clearly, so I didn't like him saying that.

I covered my eyes with my arm, and said sullenly: "I want him, who said I don't want him anymore? Does Ning Yu want you? If he wants you, I want him..."

I don't know what I'm talking about, my words are incoherent and illogical, but Gu Ming can understand.

He stood up and went aside to make a phone call.

"Don't call him." Actually, I didn't know who he was going to call, but when I saw him pick up the phone, I felt scared, "He won't answer...he doesn't want me anymore."

Gu Ming ignored my muttering, and after getting through, he said to the man: "Wen Zhixing is drunk, come here and take him away."

"Address." The person opposite said.

I fell asleep, for a while, but the sleep was not sweet enough, there must be someone else in the room, Gu Ming was talking to someone, although the voice was low, but I was somewhat affected, I couldn't help saying: "Don't you Speak."

I don't know who is talking, I just don't want to make a sound.

Then the voice stopped, and it was Gu Ming who was closer to me, telling me not to sleep.

He is not gentle.

Then, a relatively gentle voice rang in my ears, with a hint of coaxing, "Don't sleep, okay? It's uncomfortable here, I'll take you home to sleep."

"Comfortable." I held back, because the voice was too gentle, which made me feel like I could bargain.

But he didn't indulge me. After finishing the good words, he immediately started and hugged me from the sofa.

I don't know where I am, the cold wind blows on my burning cheeks, and my mind is a little clear.

Just reduced some sleepiness.

There is the sound of car horns, chattering voices, swaying wind, and indistinct bird calls in my ears.

"Why didn't you answer my call?"

"I took it."

"You didn't," I accuse him, "you didn't pick up, you didn't forgive me, you don't want me anymore, do you?"

"Which time?"

"You don't want me anymore." The cold wind that hit my face was also a machine, and the cold voice said, "No one answered."

"That's the last time..." I seemed to be standing that night, with nothing in front of my eyes. In the dark night, Wen Zhixu and I had nowhere to go, as well as the cell phone that fell on the ground and no one answered.

"That's the last time I can see you." I don't know who I caught, just treat it as him, as the person I wanted to see that night but never saw, "I don't want you to do it." What, don't you wait for me, don't you arrange me, don't hold you back, you don't have to be afraid of anything, I called you, just want to tell you, because you are very good, I like you, and, that night ...I'm sorry, I have nothing with the teacher, you remember, don't hate me, I didn't apologize to you, I always... only love you. "

Yang Xiao stopped.

There was an arm grabbing me, so tight, so painful.

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