don't like me

Wen Zhixu has been picked up by Yang Xiao recently.

I have already finished the exams of all subjects, so Yang Xiao doesn't have to do this, but I don't count him, he insists on going, I have no choice.

This is my family business, I don't want to bother him.

But in Yang Xiao's view, this is a trivial matter.

Today they are together again.

From what I saw, when my sister and Yang Xiao stood together, there was no time when her hands were empty. Yang Xiao liked to buy things for her. At first I thought it was because of me, but later he said it was because of me. He really treats Wen Zhixu as his younger sister, not because of me.

His kindness to Wen Zhixu is sincere.

"You can buy her some small things, but this kind is unnecessary." I grabbed the necklace around Wen Zhixu's neck.

Yang Xiao said: "This is so good, with a little girl."

I said, "It's not because of this, my mother and they will see it."

"They?" Yang Xiao frowned.

I sighed and let go, Wen Zhixu whispered, "It's Dad."

Yang Xiao looked down at Wen Zhixu. She didn't have any jewelry on her body, not even a hairpin. The necklace was very abrupt around her neck.

"Your father doesn't allow you to wear it?" Yang Xiao was very curious, he must not understand the reason.

Wen Zhixu didn't speak any more.

Yang Xiao knew that our family relationship might not be very good, but what was wrong specifically, because of what, no one told him, and I never mentioned it, it was too complicated, and I didn't want to tell others.

Wen Zhixu really liked it, so I didn't want to ruin her good mood, but just reminded her: "Remember to take it off when you go home and hide it well."

Wen Zhixu nodded, and there was a picture of a dog hanging on the necklace. She has always liked dogs, but they were not allowed to keep them at home.

Yang Xiao was even more puzzled when he heard my words, he asked me: "What's wrong?"

I said perfunctorily, "My dad doesn't allow her to wear jewelry, she's too young and doesn't want her to wear jewelry."

Yang Xiao didn't really believe it: "Really?"

I don't know what he suspected, but he said the truth.

In order to keep him from further questioning, I asked him if he bought anything else for Wen Zhixu. He said that he only had some food, and I told him not to spend money on her in the future, as it was not the time for a successful career.

"You can spend money only if you have a successful career? I don't agree with you." Yang Xiao has his own ideas: "When you have no money, you can give some within your ability, and you can buy good ones when you have money. Pluck the stars from the sky, if I can't do it, I can't do it, and I won't say those sweet words to coax you, but when I can give it, I will definitely give it to you without your consent, and Xuxu."

Yang Xiao touched Wen Zhixu's head, she only reached Yang Xiao's waist, stunted, thin and short.

"You dare to say that." I tilted my head. At this time, Wen Zhixu was still young and she couldn't understand anything, so I didn't pick and understand some words, and said to Yang Xiao: "I only know that other people are like us. At times like this, you can tell the other party all good things, the stars in the sky, the fish in the sea, whatever you like, they will all be caught and given to you."

"My mouth opened and closed, and I made a promise that was not nutritious. You can do anything for him. It sounds so good," Yang Xiao sarcastically, and then looked at me: "Do you think this is romantic?"

"Romantic." I provoke him.

"Then do you want to hear it?"

"I don't want to." I responded decisively, "The words are very romantic, but I don't like it when it becomes a promise to another person. Maybe there are such turbulent emotions in the world, but there are too many unhappy breakups. Instead of listening to the momentary romance , it’s better to manage emotions in a real way.”

"So I won't say it," Yang Xiao said, "Don't blame me, Brother Xing, I don't want to make promises with you. Actions are always more trustworthy than words. Three years, five years, ten years, longer, no matter when , time will tell, I will always be warm to you."

Wen Zhixu raised his head and looked at us.

But I was attracted by Yang Xiao's eyes, and I didn't have time to appease my sister's emotions.

I laughed: "You don't call this a promise?"

Yang Xiao denied it: "No."

I shook my head: "I'm very good at cheating."

Yang Xiao said he was serious, of course I knew, so I didn't bother with him, there is someone in my life who really loves me, that is my extravagant wish, and it is also my luck.

Recently... I have become more and more passionate with Yang Xiao.

He was so enthusiastic that his cronies and friends could make fun of me. Every time I went to Bolai, people who I thought would never have anything to do with said hello to me.

Zhou Zhi, who has always had a lot of grudges against me, also because I was dismissed, never let me go, whenever he sees me, he is bound to make resentful and mocking remarks.

But I'm not angry.

"Isn't this a former senior cadre? Why did you come here? You don't need to check posts recently? Oh oh oh, look at my brain, am I not an official? Well, I forgot, I always feel that you are still in power." Zhou Zhi His taunt skill is perfect, I want to give him an award every time, if there is an award for best taunt.

The others were used to seeing it, they just shook their heads and continued to play balls. Yang Xiao didn't immediately defend me, because he also liked to watch me fight, and I wasn't that honest.

I was clear and I responded to him sentence by sentence. I was afraid that he would not be able to hear you clearly, so I tried to slow down my speech, "It is the former senior cadre who arrested you many times. Didn't I miss you when I came here? I want to see you after you are expelled from school." It’s hard once, and now I’ve come to your lair because of you. Your brain is indeed not very good. I’ve said the same thing to you when I came last week. It’s right to expel you from school with such a bad memory. You are not suitable to stay here In terms of IQ, the teachers still consider you. Also, I am no longer in power, and I can’t let you see me running away like a weasel. Do you still have injuries on the back of your head? I ran out with my hand, even turned over the wall, the fall was not serious, right? Does it still hurt now?"

Zhou Zhi's expression was ugly as hell.

His eyes almost rolled to the sky.

If it wasn't for Yang Xiao, I guess he would have wanted to hit me with the cue in his hand, he has always wanted to do this.

He was afraid of Gu Ming before, but now he is afraid of Yang Xiao, which made him unable to flex his muscles.

"Damn it, scum-absorbing physique." Zhou Zhi said resentfully, "How can a big man make such scumbags as Gu Ming and Yang Xiao a treasure."

He had heard about Yang Xiao and me, and almost everyone here knew about it. There must be opinions and all kinds of unpleasant talk behind their backs attacking us, but when faced with a confrontation, they behaved very acceptingly.

Yang Xiao picked up the cue and handed it to me. I said I don't want to play, I still have homework to do, so he carried the cue by himself, put it in front of the table, and said to Zhou Zhi: "You like him too, as a human being Scum, follow the formation."

Zhou Zhi snorted, "I'm straight."

Yang Xiaoyou said: "It's really majestic."

Zhou Zhi rolled his eyes, Yang Xiao asked him for cigarettes, Zhou Zhi threw him one, Yang Xiao kindly advised, "You can't beat me, you can't scold him, not only is your mind useless, but you can take it back."

Yang Xiao raised his hand to me, motioning for me to bring Wen Zhixu in. There are a lot of smokers in the venue.

I'll go inside and wait.

And the war outside has not stopped.

"Fucking, I can't scold him?" Zhou Zhi objected, "I could spray him to death with my spittle."

Yang Xiao clapped his hands. His sarcasm skills are better than Zhou Zhi's, and he can always use some "flattering" tactics to insult others, "Take off your swear words, you won't be able to get along with him."

"If you don't want me to talk, just shut up." Zhou Zhi said, "The adulterer and the adulterer."

Yang Xiao lay down to catch the ball, "It's easy to describe."

A shot out, the ball hit the hole accurately.

We only get along with Yang Xiao every day after school. Even though we are in the same school, there are very few opportunities to see each other. I don’t go out very often after class, and 10 minutes is not enough to do anything, so Yang Xiao and I The chances of encountering it are slim.

After being dismissed, I didn't have to run around anymore, and I did my homework after class every day, and this pattern has continued to this day.

Although the teachers were disappointed with me and hated iron for nothing, my grades are still there. They didn’t give up on me completely, and they treated me the same way before. The teacher means that if you have any problems, come to me. I am always waiting to answer you.

I didn't give up my dream because of Yang Xiao, and there is no other place to go besides Cambridge. There are many excellent universities, and I have been working hard for my future life.

I have to take Wen Zhixu out.

"Brother." Wen Zhixu took off the necklace around his neck and put it next to my textbook, "Can I accept it?"

She has not confirmed that this is hers, without my consent, whether a small necklace belongs to her, has not yet been accurately stated.

"Take it." It has been worn for so long, I can't ask her to return it, and Yang Xiao will definitely not allow it.

"I don't want it anymore," Wen Zhixu said, "I like this dog. I just touched it, and that brother bought it for me. I didn't ask him for it."

"I know." I touched her head, "But don't let Dad see it, and Mom."

Wen Zhixu nodded.

At this time, Yang Xiao stood in front of the door and asked if the two of us had finished our conversation. I didn't know when he came.

Yang Xiao put his trousers pockets, leaned against the door, and said, "I just came, I'm done."

He waved to Wen Zhixu.

"I have to wait for a while." I said, looking at the homework at hand.

"Okay, I'll take Xuxu out."

Wen Zhixu had already walked over, I asked them to give me 10 minutes, Yang Xiao said there was no rush.

After Wen Zhixu went out, Yang Xiao closed the door behind him. I don't know where they went.

However, Yang Xiao lied.

He had arrived a long time ago, or overheard my conversation with Wen Zhixu. He took Wen Zhixu to a quiet place on the other side and asked her to sit down.

He sat down opposite her, as if to interrogate something.

"Tell me, why doesn't Dad let you wear a necklace? Are there other things besides the necklace?" Yang Xiao went straight to the point, because the relationship between him and Wen Zhixu was enough for him to be so straightforward.

What's more, Wen Zhixu was defenseless against him.

"It's not that we won't accept it, it's that he will steal it," Wen Zhixu told the whole story, "Dad will steal our things, mom and brother's are the same."

"Why did he do this?"

Wen Zhixu shook his head, "I don't know, my father drinks alcohol every day and beats my mother, and my brother will quarrel with him because he always grabs our things. There is nothing in the house, and my father took it away."

"What does he want these things for?"

"I never said that, my brother and mother know."

Yang Xiao's emotions were very complicated. He was speculating and doubting something.

"But it will be fine in the future, with you here." Wen Zhixu said innocently: "You are very good to my brother, and he will be taken care of in the future."

Yang Xiao's face softened, and he rubbed the girl's head, "Of course I want to be nice to him."

"I know," Wen Zhixu imitated Yang Xiao, "you always look at my brother's eyes like this, and touch his hand. You like my brother more than my parents."

Yang Xiao was pleased by the girl in front of him, and he liked her more and more. He couldn't put it down and said: "Xuxu, I really like your brother, you remember."

"The number one liking in the world," Wen Zhixu said, "I like you too, because you like my brother."

"That's it."

"That's right. In our family, only my elder brother likes me, and only my elder brother protects me, but I can't beat my father. When my father fights with my elder brother, he will be protected by someone."

Yang Xiao promised her: "He will protect you, and I will protect him. I like him as much as you do, much more than what you have seen. No matter when, you must remember this."

I didn't get to know the conversation between the two of them.

All I know is that on the way home that day, Wen Zhixu was very happy. I asked her, but she didn't tell me that she had a secret.

Later, I forgot to ask, I just happened to pass by the store where Yang Xiao took Wen Zhixu to buy things, and walked in by a ghost.

I saw the dog necklace on Wen Zhixu's neck, and many, many others.

I suddenly remembered that I didn't seem to have given Yang Xiao anything, and a cross pendant was something I was very satisfied with at the time.

I don't understand romance, the cross symbolizes peace, I just bought this thing for this meaning.

Only a few dozen dollars.

It won't last long before you can throw it away.

At that time, I will choose a good one for him. I don't have much money now.

Only later, there will be no next time.

The world is impermanent, if there is something you want to do, just take advantage of the present, you don't know what's next, whether it's tomorrow, or it will take ten years.

You don't know if the love is still there.

Do you still want to send it?Is he still looking forward to it?

You can afford better things, but you have no chance to give them again.

You are afraid of being ridiculed, afraid of being rejected, afraid of seeing disappointed eyes, and afraid of seeing the gray color inside.

Later on, you don’t fight anymore, don’t feel embarrassed, don’t feel unwilling, no longer have extravagant demands, and don’t have any regrets, and let your emotions develop freely and then let them perish on their own.You have accepted everything you are destined to, and you are implementing the most intelligent and helpless rules in the adult world, just forget it.

Forget it.

What to like, what to love.