don't like me

Someone is bound to have a hard time tonight.

Zhao Yin and I went to find Han Yizhou after we quarreled, almost forgot him, he kept urging him on the phone, and it took me almost an hour before I got a call from Han Yizhou.

He was about to die in the northwest wind.

"No, brother, where did you go, for a whole hour! I can't come to you to make a sound." Han Yizhou complained, just complaining, the temper is considered good, if I do anything today, I will have to keep my name and surname Cursed until vented.

"Come on." Before I even got out of the car, Han Yizhou ran over, opened the car door and came up smoothly.

"You really want my life," Han Yizhou continued after sitting in, "My girlfriend wouldn't take you to such a trick."

"Do you have it?" I said, Han Yizhou was at a loss for words, and I explained: "Something happened suddenly."

Han Yizhou said, "Such a coincidence?"

I said, "I didn't lie to you, a fool stopped the car."

Han Yizhou yelled: "Fuck, is there such a robbery these days? So crazy? Money or sex?"

"It's about to die." I said on the verge of death, "I'm even hoarse, so I will never forget to pick you up."

Han Yizhou wanted to give me a fist, but he was not that familiar yet, so he had to restrain himself.

"Address." I was navigating.

"Let me see," Han Yizhou flipped through the chat records: "What word is this?"

There was a word I didn’t know, so he showed it to me, and I immediately had a goal in my mind: “Zhoujie, I know where it is.”

I didn’t need the navigation anymore, so I abandoned it and turned the car around. Zhang Qi made me feel like I was in the shadow when I turned around. I always felt that someone was going to lie on my car window all of a sudden.

"Has work been going well recently?" I asked him.

Han Yizhou is still admiring my car, looking around, touching everywhere, and complaining: "By the way, I feel that life is hopeless."

"Do you regret it?" I said, "I didn't study hard."

Han Yizhou grabbed my handle: "Have you studied hard?"

I said: "No."

Han Yizhou asked back: "Then do you regret it?"

I said, "Sorry."

Han Yizhou said that's it, and there are not many people who don't regret it. After entering the society, the end of not studying well is to follow the crowd, be picked by others, shop around, and maybe look down on.It was hard to find a job, but the boss made things difficult, the colleagues were complicated, and the work was not smooth, enough to torture a person's sharpness.

"It's in the past tense, and it's useless to regret it, so I won't mention it." Han Yizhou was completely disappointed. He didn't even dare to look back at his past. He changed the subject and asked, "What kind of car is this, it looks good. .”

"No-name, I forgot too."

Han Yizhou withdrew his appreciative gaze: "No, it's really good. Last time I took Li Xiao's car, I didn't think it was as good as yours. His is still a good car."

I said uninterestedly: "What is good, a means of transportation."

Han Yizhou said: "That's not what I said. Now this car is a symbol of a person's status. If you drive a Volkswagen and you drive an Audi, people will definitely treat you differently."

Okay, I can't refute. What I said must be something that many people don't want to hear, so shut up.

Han Yizhou answered a call in the car, it was from those old classmates, he specially turned on the speakerphone in order to let me listen, but it’s been too many years, I can’t hear anyone’s voice, Han Yizhou reminded me Said: "Liang Zi."

I can't hear it, just like face blindness, I feel that everyone looks the same. For me, it is also difficult to distinguish the voices of old classmates.

Liang Zi heard Han Yizhou's voice and asked who else was there. Han Yizhou explained to him, so I was going to expose him in advance. Liang Zi, like Han Yizhou, called the chairman when he came up.

"Fuck fuck? Chairman? The big cadre of our school? You got it here?" Liang Zi was very curious: "No, true or false? Chairman? Chairman?"

He called me, help, I don't want to hear that call again.

I said: "The President is busy, don't cue."

Liang Zi was startled: "Oh shit, is that true? Wen Zhixing?"

"Didn't I promise you so long ago?" I said.

Liang Zi sighed for a while, the excitement that can be felt through the screen makes it hard for me to resist, my voice sounds so exciting?I have to go up to the next company meeting to confirm.

Han Yizhou talked a lot with Liang Zi, and the relationship between them is good and has been maintained. Han Yizhou said that he often gets together with Liang Zi, because they are the most troubled ones in the class and have the most common topics.

That's a good explanation, no wonder I get along with Zhao Yin, because we're both rotten, deep down.

Afterwards, Han Yizhou and Liang Zi made an agreement, told him about when we would arrive, and asked who else was already there. After knowing that we were the only ones missing, I sped up a little.

I knew the way, took a shortcut, and the speed was fast, and I arrived in a short time. There was a group of people standing in front of the main entrance of a big hotel, as if there was a big incident inside, or they seemed to be welcoming relatives standing at the door. Team.

It's really only the two of us, but they were talking and didn't see us. Han Yizhou and I got out of the car, and it wasn't until Han Yizhou greeted everyone that they turned around. I understand the feeling of the three thousand beauties in the harem. Why do I think of this? screen?It's really because they are gorgeous, and their dresses are too similar.

I can tell everyone's occupation in the crowd at a glance. Occasionally there may be accidental injuries, but the probability is still accurate.

Liang Zi's aura of bankruptcy was not concealed by his high-profile attire. Although the sense of agreement on his body and a trace of timidity hidden in his eyes were fleeting, they were still captured, although he pretended to be optimistic and meaningless.

"Here we come!" Liang Zi ignored Han Yizhou when he came up, and rushed towards me. He and Han Yizhou's friendship would not be enough to give a big hug when we met, but he stretched out his hands and hugged me: "It's been a long time since I saw you."

He seems to want a hug?Okay, there are so many people, I have to give face, I hugged this old classmate who didn't know much together, everyone was at a loss, probably didn't recognize me, the change of appearance and temperament in ten years made it difficult Look for traces of the past.

Liang Zi grabbed my arm, and walked up to everyone like a matchmaker: "Do you know who this is? Don't you know him, our big cadre back then!"

There was a commotion in the crowd, and several people with good discrimination recognized me, and one of them pointed at me and said, "Wen... Chairman?"

Han Yizhou said: "You guessed it right, I didn't recognize it at first."

So, this commotion is getting bigger and bigger, what is my status?In the hearts of my old classmates?I never thought that my appearance can inspire so many people because I have been gone for too long. Do they feel the same way seeing me as seeing a ghost?

Come to say hello to me, there are countless classmates who come to talk, and I have a good chat. In fact, there are several people who don’t know their names. The answer given to them during the conversation with Han Yizhou was given to them, but no one believed it. They all thought that I must be a master, and they really valued me.

Just after us, someone came again, and I saw that everyone's faces became more excited. Han Yizhou explained to me that it was Ren Jiawan who came and asked me to go and see, is the girl a fairy or a cash cow?Some people's faces only feel horrified, so the sense of joy is seeing an old classmate?Are you old enough?

Han Yizhou told me that they were so excited because of Ren Jiawan's fiancé. Ren Jiawan's fiancé is really successful in his career, and the big guys are just doing it for face. In fact, they are all pretending emotions. The old classmates were so excited.

What is a successful career?That is to buy a house, have a good car, have a stable job, and have a beautiful wife, which is probably the life that every man dreams of.This is the case with Ren Jiawan's fiancé, who always attends her class reunion with Ren Jiawan.

I don't need to be so embarrassed, few people know Ren Jiawan's feelings for me, and I can pretend not to know, so that both parties don't have to be too embarrassed, besides, after many years, the boy who would blush after reading a love letter has long disappeared, and now It is a scum with no scale and no lower limit who is indifferent to playing with a group of P.

Emotions during the campus period?It's like a kindergarten engagement.

I stood aside to make room for people, really worried for their safety.

"Did you see it?" Han Yizhou said, "The one next to him is Ren Jiawan."

Ren Jiawan was standing next to her fiancé, how should I put it, she didn't really want to belittle him, but her fiancé's appearance was indeed slightly worse than Ren Jiawan's.

"Didn't you say dark? Where are people dark?" The girl is not dark at all, she has a normal complexion, and she didn't see the adjective in Han Yizhou's mouth.

"What did she do, like whitening? I don't know much about it, but she was really dark in high school." Han Yizhou poked my elbow, "Go to say hello?"

I was really bored, I went over, so I said: "I really hope that when you get married, no one will suddenly come out to give your wife a bite."

I walked over and really greeted this old classmate, but before I could speak first, there were many people who would come, someone pointed at me and said, "Oh, Jiawan, look who he is .”

Suddenly, my presence was awkward.

Both Ren Jiawan and her fiancé looked at me, but it didn't take long for the woman to react and said tentatively, "Chairman?"

What a shame, these people expect the girl to be a little pleasantly surprised, but they didn't expect to ruin my dream by opening their mouths.

I laughed and said, "Wen Zhixing, long time no see."

Ren Jiawan held the hand I handed to her without her fiancé's consent. This doesn't need to be done, does it?It's not cuddling.

Ren Jiawan said: "You're here, why didn't anyone tell me..." Was she so embarrassed?

Is she so awkward when she talks to me?Why didn't I feel it before?Oh, yes, I almost forgot that there was such a person, how can I still remember it so clearly.

Maybe I knew then.

"I have a surprise for you." After Liang Zi finished speaking, a girl next to him patted him and signaled him with her eyes. It seemed that she knew the inside story.

Liang Zi shut his mouth, stood aside, and then everyone walked to the private room, which was reserved in advance.

When there are too many people, it is inevitable that there will be mixed conversations. The voices in my ears have never been interrupted, and the conversations are all over the place. The old classmates gathered from all over the world are more complete than I expected. The overall atmosphere of our class in high school was indeed good.

Ren Jiawan was sitting with his fiancé, she took a seat and glanced at me, should I call that a glance?Repeated peeps either have affection for me or have a problem with me.

"Everyone came here today, especially our cadres. We haven't seen each other for too many years and suddenly disappeared. To be honest with you, we thought you were killed at the time," a boy said. Everyone asked him to say something nice, and he Said: "I'm telling the truth, don't pretend, you were all making up all kinds of gossip at the time, saying that it was you who were arrested by the cadres? Liang Zi."

Liang Zi stood up and said, "I heard people say that a seal is pasted on the wall. I'm sorry, Chairman, I guessed wildly."

I didn't argue with him.

Liang Zi felt sorry and said, "I'll punish myself with a cup, that's all right, I'll pay you for it."

Others clamored for him to drink.

"However, where did you go back then, there is no news at all..." It was Ren Jiawan who spoke, she came late, and she didn't have time to hear my explanation.

So I repeated it again: "There is something at home, I moved, and I didn't have time to tell you."

"What's the big deal, you don't even go to school? Our teacher didn't receive any news, so we went to look for it, and the building was empty." Other students were also curious.

"It's a small matter, it's in the past, I think I've forgotten the details, it's a mess anyway," I picked up a glass of wine and stood up, "I didn't say anything, it's worrying, I'll pay for it. "

I know, no one worried about me, who didn't want me to disappear?Suddenly there is no one in the school who is in the way. How many people should be thankful and happy, but I am not, and I am paying hypocrisy.

"Chairman, which university did you go to last? Cambridge..."

"I didn't read it," I quickly replied to the person who asked the question, with a smile, "I won't read it later."

Not only people who asked questions, but a group of people who were surprised. They were quiet for a few seconds, and then the atmosphere boiled.

Ren Jiawan said: "What do you mean? You didn't go to college? How could it be..."

"It's definitely not that you can't pass the exam. Chairman, you have other good choices. I remember that the school grass had a good relationship with you at that time. His family has a great career. Have you been poached by their family?" Someone adjusted the atmosphere, Saying so.

But I didn't follow the trend, and confessed in an unfriendly manner: "No, the state was too bad at the time, so I didn't pass the exam."

I was?The state is bad, how bad is it?Don't even want to live.

They all sighed with emotion, it's a pity that they said that the abnormal performance in the college entrance examination is so terrifying, and that even I can fall from the altar, they are really lucky to still be able to go to college.

"It's okay, it seems that you are doing well now." Ren Jiawan comforted me and said, is it consolation?Let me just think so.

The girl's excessive concern for me touched his fiancé a little bit. I saw her fiance's small movements and dragged her out. We were the only ones left during the banquet. As soon as the two left, the conversation started.

Some people said: "Chairman, do you regret it?"

I didn't understand: "Regret?"

They said: "Ren Jiawan, now you are white and beautiful. I liked you back then, but the two of you didn't achieve success. Now that someone has found a boyfriend with a successful career, it's even more impossible to get him back."

Han Yizhou said: "He already knew about this."

So they wanted to see my expression even more.

Some people, like me, don't know what is wrong with Ren Jiawan and me, and they are still asking.

"What's the use of saying I'm sorry at this time?" I didn't say it clearly, but it seemed to be clear, and they started talking and booing.

"Liao Ti is really good, Ren Jiawan is lucky." The men shook their heads, approving and envious.

Just feeling, the two came back.

I don't know if it's my illusion, I always feel that my fiancé gave me a sharp eye when he entered the door.

"I just heard Mr. Wen's story. It used to be brilliant," my fiancé talked to me, and after coming back, he changed a lot. "It's my fault that I don't know Taishan, and I didn't treat him well."

As he said that, he picked up a bottle of wine and suddenly wanted to pour it for me, "I respect you, hero."

I was overjoyed, and looked at the person next to him, "What did your wife say?"

The fiancé glanced at Ren Jiawan, "It's nothing, I just listen, I admire your glorious deeds in school, and now I can understand why everyone reacted so badly when you performed abnormally in the college entrance examination."

There is a knife hidden in the smile, this is.

My ability to perceive others is not bad, after all, I come into contact with so many people every day.

The fiance said: "May I take the liberty to ask, what is Mr. Wen's current job?"

so interested?Well, I'll satisfy you.

"Electric marketing." I said.

The fiance frowned: "Isn't that something everyone can do?"

I smiled and said, "Indeed."

The fiancé said: "Ah, it's a shame. It's not difficult to make a phone call. You were so capable back then, why did you do this kind of work?"

I propped my head up and asked, "Isn't this job done by humans?"

"No, I don't mean anything else," the fiance said with a smile, "I just don't think you should stay there. The wages of telemarketers are generally low. Four thousand is considered high, right?"

"Our company's basic salary is [-]." I confessed.

"Three thousand?" The fiance shook his head: "This is really not good, Mr. Wen, I can't even pay off the mortgage with a salary of three thousand, and I still have a car. The car loan and the house loan are almost crushing me."

"It's a good car. It's an Audi. It costs hundreds of thousands." Someone in the crowd said, I paid too much attention to my fiancé and didn't pay attention to who it was. Thanks to him for his popular science.

The fiancé waved his hands and said modestly: "No, no, you can't compare with others."

I hooked my lips, thinking that the stairs were built, people had to stand on them, and if he wanted to go up, I had to help him to push them up. I said, "You've already bought a house."

Han Yizhou looked at me and whispered in my ear, "Didn't I tell you about this?"

I smiled and ignored him.

The fiance said: "Yes, I bought it in Chaohai District." He shook his head: "The mortgage plus the car loan, if I don't get eight to nine thousand a month, I won't be able to live next month."

Wow, that's great, I really want to introduce him to Zhao Yin, Zhao Yin will definitely like it.

"That's considered young and promising." I praised.

"No, my parents helped a little, but it will be almost over in two years." The fiancé continued: "Mr. Wen, I personally think that if you do this kind of unskilled work, you might as well choose One with a higher salary, the restaurant downstairs of our company is recruiting people, [-] a month, if you have time, go and have a look?"

"Is there any request?" I asked sincerely.

He kindly answered me: "Be more steady in handling the plate? Mr. Wen seems to be a steady person, and he must be good in this line of work."

"Oh, then please ask me tomorrow, I will spare time to go to the interview." I smiled gently at him.

"Interview?" The fiancé smiled and waved his hand: "You don't need an interview for this kind of job, you can do it when you arrive. I'll tell them when you come. I often go there, so I'll save some face."

"Okay, I'll go there if it's suitable, and go back and think about the resignation report." I said, thanking the other party for the matchmaking, it really was a waste of time.

My fiancé handed me a bottle of wine, I'm sorry to bother him, and he gave me some science: "This bottle of Les Star wine costs more than 200 bottles. It tastes good. Mr. Wen will try it."

What matters is not the taste, but the price.

My eyes lit up and said, "More than 200?"

The other party said: "It's okay, I've invited you, drink to your heart's content."

I said: "Don't, come here less, don't spoil it."

The others laughed, shook their heads, and their eyes became contemptuous.Ah, I remembered, when Grandma Liu visited the Grand View Garden, the people in the Jia family looked like this, joking, teasing, mocking, contemptuous, with a lot of emotions mixed together, which is nice.

It’s just that I didn’t wear the beaded flowers on my head, didn’t wear the brocade, and didn’t lie drunk and have crazy dreams on Jia Baoyu’s bed. It would be better if that was the case, and they would laugh more happily.

I am ashamed of myself for not being able to bring joy to everyone.

I am blind to the meaning of coming.

At today's party, many people were in a good mood, one of them was Ren Jiawan's fiancé, and the other part was my old classmates who blamed me for being inferior, and they felt relieved that I was confused with them?From the appearance, it looks like this, he doesn’t support me when he speaks later, Liang Zi’s eyes on me are not as timid as at the beginning, but he raised his head and chest up, as if anyone is inexplicable when he compares with me self-confidence.

I gave them such confidence.

You don't feel much about people who are similar to you, but you are happier than anyone else when someone you can't compare with loses. Why?Even he can't do it. It's normal for me to be miserable. Isn't it everyone's instinct to find a balance?

At the dinner, even Han Yizhou was embarrassed for me, and Ren Jiawan didn't ask me any questions.

During the intermission, Han Yizhou called me aside and apologized sullenly, "Sorry, maybe I shouldn't have called you here today, I didn't expect them to do that."

It's not their problem, they are so normal, the abnormal one is Han Yizhou, he didn't collude with normal people.

"It's your problem," I said. "Who told you not to insinuate me? Join it and you won't feel that there is anything wrong, and you should be."

Han Yizhou patted me: "What are you talking about, I admit that I am not noble, but this kind of insult is too low, I don't care."

I laughed and patted him on the shoulder: "Then I will thank you."

On the way back, I asked Han Yizhou how his job was, and he said it was the same, just unstable.

I suggested to him: "Interested in visiting our company? Of course, our company is not as respectable as my fiancé's. It's just rough work on the phone. If you don't like..."

"Can I go? Damn, are you serious?" Han Yizhou's eyes widened. I'm not exaggerating, as if gold was in front of me.

"Well, but it's exactly as the other party said, there is no technical content in the job, and the leader is quite difficult, so whether you can accept it or not is up to you."

"Then what are you looking at? I know in my heart that I can't do such a difficult job." Han Yizhou said incoherently, "But you didn't lie to me, chairman. If you are sure, I will resign immediately. .”

"Don't think it's so beautiful, take a vacation and come here and try it, ride a donkey to find a horse, how dare you say goodbye naked?" I said, and suddenly found the reason why he was so poor.

Han Yizhou bluntly said that no matter what, no matter how difficult it is, he has to mess with me. I find his trust in me ridiculous. I am too lazy to accept other people's trust and hope, and I don't place my hopes on anyone.

But no matter what I said, he was rubbing his hands so anxiously that he was about to go to work, seeing how enthusiastic he was, I was really afraid that Zhao Yin's temper would kill him.

After I came back, it was almost the end of the show, and not many people had expectations for me. The questions were finished, the answers were obtained, the smiles were taken, and the sense of balance was found. There was no meaning for me to be present. Ask Han Yizhou Do you want to go together?

He nodded.

So I raised my hand and called the waiter, who came with the bill. It was my first time here, and I should have bought the bill. The cost of a star hotel is not cheap, and it can go down to five figures a night.

Seeing the waiter coming, Han Yizhou whispered in my ear, "Don't buy it, it's expensive here, everyone makes it AA."

I think it's troublesome, I just want to withdraw quickly, and I owe my old classmates a few games, so I can make up for this one, I said: "It's okay."

The waiter calculated the bill and asked me how to pay by credit card. I forgot that I couldn’t buy this kind of bill in front of this group of people, so someone stood up kindly and said politely: “How can I ask you to buy it? Let me do it."

Everyone also pretended: "Don't don't don't, the amount is not small, let's divide it."

"There's no such thing, I'll do it." It was my fiancé who spoke, and there were no new words. The last time I heard this, it was when some leaders of my last company were drunk.

"Okay, I'll come." I'm too lazy to argue, I can't compete with others in my eloquence at this meeting, I can talk about the dead, and I pretend to be polite as if I really want to pay the bill.

But I have a problem with this person, I am not used to others, politeness is fine, don't overdo it, a few words will do, but some people always think that I have humanity.

"I told you I'm coming..."

Before my fiancé finished speaking, I became serious. I really had a bad temper. In some matters, I stopped joking with him, lifted the bill, and put my elbows on the table, as if delivering an imperial edict, " You come."

The scene was suddenly silent, so quiet that even the heartbeat of the accounting staff could be heard clearly.

Everyone's face became stiff, staring at me, and then to the fiancé, the atmosphere was extremely tense, what about those who really wanted to pay?Why didn't anyone stand up and grab it?

The fiancé was stunned for a few seconds, then with a stiff smile, he took the bill.

He swiped his card in front of everyone, which was cool.

After this incident, the atmosphere was no longer so harmonious. It was not until the partnership broke up that Han Yizhou laughed: "You are really bad."

I took it on, and he kept laughing, and I said, "You don't even look at why I was fired from the previous company."

Han Yizhou said, "Because they rushed to pay the bill?"

I held a cigarette in my hand, lit it, and said, "No, because they dirty my eyes."

Everyone gathers together, and when it's time to break up, we still have to say a few polite words. They come to say goodbye to us, so I can face each other.

"I'll go and drive the car over here." I said to Han Yizhou, and I had already stepped down.

Han Yizhou said yes, let me be careful.

Is advanced showing off by mouth?Absolutely not.

I can't compare with Gu Ming, I haven't been in any leadership for so many years, but it's not as bad as it is thought, right?

I never thought that a car represents a person's identity, just like the Palamela has nothing to do with his owner, a mere advanced means of transportation, and the other is still that inferior, tacky mediocrity.

When I drove the car in front of everyone, and when Han Yizhou bid farewell to them, he also noticed the strangeness of everyone. Many people looked at me with bated breath. No, to be precise, they were looking at my car. The pervert stared at him, his eyes were awesome.

The noisy old classmates suddenly didn't dare to vent their anger, standing aside like a stone man, Han Yizhou didn't know why, of course, we are a group of extremely bad garbage in the eyes of others, and we can get carried away with 200 yuan of wine, four The Audi in the circle should be forgiven if I don’t know it, but I broke the rules. In the impression of others, I should ride and share.

Han Yizhou was dumbfounded, Liang Zi also put down his waving hand in embarrassment, and the expression on his fiance's face was quite impressive.

As for the others... Whatever, don't care.

"What happened to them?" Han Yizhou asked, he thought there was some surprise waiting, and everyone suddenly became silent.

I didn't explain, just said: "Come up."

Han Yizhou got into the car.

Is the fiance swallowing?My eyes also moved away. It turns out that my embarrassment is not so easy when others experience it. I played with the cigarette in my hand, named my name and said: "Liao Ti? I remember correctly? Thank you for your hospitality tonight. I will see you tomorrow." Sora, I will definitely go to the restaurant you introduced to apply for a job, and I hope you can say something nice when the time comes."

The fiancé smiled stiffly, not knowing where to put his hands, and said mechanically: "It must be..."

I took the last violent puff of my cigarette and flicked most of it at the group at the door, throwing it into the trash.

impolite?

Don't get me wrong, I'm connoting them this time.

Trash goes where it belongs, perfect match.

The author has something to say:

Don't believe that Mr. Wen is poor.