don't like me

The task my mother asked me to bring Wen Zhixu back was really difficult for me. Every family has some family conflicts, but ours is even worse. What is the biggest conflict? My mother wants to see her daughter, but her daughter doesn’t want to Seeing her, and she commissioned her son to do it, because she didn't know that her son was actually on the same line as her daughter.

I don't want Wen Zhixu to see her. If the conflict cannot be resolved, she may be radical. The woman on the hospital bed doesn't understand, she doesn't understand how much her behavior hurt her daughter.

Didn't sending Wen Zhixu over here push her back into the fire pit?With her courage, she was really afraid that she would kill someone if she was not careful.

Either my mother died, or Wen Zhixu died, I didn't curse them both, if it was just a simple family conflict, how could I prevent my mother from seeing her daughter for a month.

Wen Zhixu didn't know what she was going to face, so when I came to pick her up, she could still smile so happily. Although I really didn't want to ruin her mood, there was no way.

"Go see mom, tomorrow." She was eating a piece of bread, and she grabbed me with the other hand. As soon as I finished speaking, she stopped chewing, didn't look up at me, and didn't know she was looking at me where.

"She will live in a few days. The doctor said that her condition will not get better. Even if you feel pity for her, go and see her."

Wen Zhixu still didn't respond, the piece of bread choked in his mouth must be uncomfortable.

And I took her silence as an acquiescence, even though I knew she would definitely deny it when she opened her mouth, I still persecuted her badly.

"Brother can't help you this time." I said helplessly, "It's impossible to see each other for the rest of my life, just treat it as the last time. It's very likely that I won't have a chance to see you again."

Wen Zhixu grabbed my hand, and the warmth in his palm dissipated.

I patted the back of her head, and she agreed, just take it as it is.

On the way back from seeing Wen Zhixu, I ran into Han Yizhou again. I was wandering in a women’s clothing store. Han Yizhou saw me outside, through the glass mirror. At first he thought he had misread it, so he stared at it for a long time. I didn't walk in until I was sure it was.

"It's really you, Chairman, I always thought I was wrong." Han Yizhou was holding a shopping bag, which contained some daily necessities bought in the supermarket, and the name of the supermarket was on the shopping bag.

"Where are you visiting the women's clothing store? Are you here with your girlfriend?" Han Yizhou looked around, and there was no one else except the shopping guide and a few older women.

"No, buy two clothes for my mother," I asked him, "What are you doing with the big and small bags?"

Han Yizhou picked up the shopping bag: "Buy some food, and a few cans, I've been hungry lately."

"Sent it." I turned around to look at a women's dress again, and the shopping guide came to introduce the material and fabric to me again.

"What are you paying? The moonlight clan is not worthy of being a salaryman. I just paid my salary yesterday, and the utilities and rent are down to thousands of yuan." Although Han Yizhou's economy is tight, his tone is not so sad, and he still has a sigh of relief, "I have to eat again. Instant noodles."

I didn't quite understand his life, and said, "Didn't save a penny?"

Han Yizhou is not young anymore, he is about the same age as me, he is almost thirty, and he will never get mixed up enough to eat instant noodles, but I underestimated him.

Han Yizhou was embarrassed, his voice was a little softer, he was afraid that others would listen, and he said to me: "To tell you the truth, I didn't do a good job before, and I didn't have the consciousness of saving money. I bought it lavishly when I was paid. Now that a few bank cards have become decorations, I really regret it."

He scratched his head, frustrated now.

I chose a few pieces, and the shopping guide didn't waste my time, and packed them for me with satisfaction, and I said that there is no need for too much trouble, and I can use them right away.

Seeing that the shopping guide had left, Han Yizhou hurriedly pulled me and said, "No, are you shopping here?"

I looked around and said, "The feng shui here is not good?"

Han Yizhou rolled my eyes and said he wasn't joking with me. He secretly said, "Do you know how expensive the clothes are here? Last time I just picked up a short-sleeved shirt and she asked me for [-]. It's fucking sick. The clothes in the shop are not sold to people at all.”

"It's quite expensive." I agree. I used to be able to buy several items for 100 yuan in my hometown.

"You still took so much, are you crazy or crazy?" Han Yizhou felt sorry for me.

"I told you that I was poor, but I didn't say that I couldn't afford a penny."

"You're messing around," Han Yizhou frowned, "Being poor doesn't mean you don't have money."

"To be poor is to have no money? According to you, a 29-year-old with a savings of 1 yuan is still called rich?"

Han Yizhou said: "You have connoted me again."

I don't recognize: "Who connotates you, the truth."

Han Yizhou said: "It's true that you can't be called rich. It seems that I'm the only one who is poor. I don't even have 1 yuan."

I don't sympathize with him, he has arms and legs, and after so many years of graduation, he is still penniless, there is always a reason.

If he fell to this state for the sake of his family, I will admit that he is noble, but because he has no consciousness, no sense of proportion, and enjoys life too much, he can only be called what he deserves.

The shopping guide handed me the packaged clothes, and I went to pay the bill. Han Yizhou followed me like a book boy, and when I went out, he asked me if I could take a look, and I gave him the packing bag .

He glanced at each piece and pulled it out to check the hanging tag. This action also reminded me, and I said, "I forgot to take off the hanging tag."

Han Yizhou hurriedly stopped me and said, "Don't, don't, if it's not suitable, you can withdraw."

"Appropriate." I said.

Han Yizhou said: "Then wait for me to see."

His eyes were straight when he looked at the tag, just like when I went to Gu Ming's house for the first time.He glanced at the hang tag and me, with an exaggerated expression: "Mother, these ragged clothes of yours are worth tens of thousands."

I took it back from him, took out the lighter and burned the hanging tag rope, don't let my mother see it, I don't want to listen to her nagging.

Han Yizhou looked at me eagerly and said, "My brother Wen, are you a jerk?"

I said call.

He called me nonsense.

So, he set his mind on me and asked me to borrow money. He said that I definitely don't care about this little money, bullshit, I don't care if this little money can be saved?He is penniless because he doesn't care about this little money. It's all accumulated from small money. Han Yizhou's words really offend me.

"If you want to borrow money, just borrow money. Don't tell me that big money and small money are all money. They are all money in exchange for labor, and there is a distinction between high and low?" I said: "I don't have such good intentions to do charity. , are you sure?"

Han Yizhou patted his mouth, said that he had said the wrong thing, and said: "If you want it, my lord, I just have no place to borrow money. I was confused seeing how prosperous you are, so I will definitely pay it back."

"I don't have it on me, transfer the money."

"That's up to you." Han Yizhou cheerfully almost regarded me as a father, and hoped that he would not be an uncle when he paid back the money, otherwise I wouldn't mind doing something about his ancestors' behavior.

I transferred a sum of money to Han Yizhou, and he said that he would not thank me for his kindness, and that he would not have to eat instant noodles this month.

I was going to come later, Han Yizhou said that he forgot the business, he saw me and wanted to tell me about the classmate reunion, he told me the last time we met, they had a gathering during this time, I didn’t go that time It's not that I forgot, it's that I didn't plan to go at all. Han Yizhou asked me if I was too busy to forget, and I said yes.

What is it actually?I am too lazy to participate in a group of irrelevant occasions where I have an awkward chat with my classmates.

But Han Yizhou said that he couldn’t forget it this time. He promised his classmates that I would come after that, and Haikou praised him all the time, begging me not to embarrass him.

I said, "Isn't that what you boasted yourself?"

Han Yizhou said: "Yes, am I the only one who has seen you? Let everyone know that everyone wants to see you, so I will definitely bring you next time."

"Is there still friendship? Get together every day?"

"Why not, you have to come anyway, I really can't run away this time." Han Yizhou said as if worshiping his ancestors, "I beg you."

The reasons why I don't like gatherings are firstly because of the noise, and secondly because of popularity. I have very few friends, and Gu Ming is the only one who is so few that I can tell them. I have cut off those polite friendships long ago.Meeting each other and chatting with each other, I don't have that kind of experience, I can do it, but I don't want to do it.

Sure enough, the older you are, the less you like things. The surprises that used to make you scream, are now in front of you, and you just laugh it off.

Age robs a person of the ability to feel romantic.

Even empathy is deteriorating.

Han Yizhou said: "Let me tell you, you might be able to meet Ren Jiawan this time, she even said she wants to see you."

"Who?" I am completely unfamiliar with this name, Han Yizhou must have misunderstood it.

"Ren Jiawan, have you forgotten?" Han Yizhou said, "Oh yes, I guess you don't know either, you should be able to say it now..." He said to himself.

"Ren Jiawan, our classmate, you two have nothing to do with each other. You should forget that she liked you. I, Liang Zi, and a few other female classmates know about it, but you don't."

"I don't even know what people look like."

"Skinny, but black, we all called her Hei Mei at that time, why don't you remember at all?" Han Yizhou said: "At least people liked you."

"She didn't say it, how would I know?"

"Don't you have a chance this time? Let me show you."

"Just to see?" Han Yizhou was very dissatisfied with my opinion.

"It's okay if you want to have a situation with someone else. You're engaged, and it may end at the end of the year."

I shrugged. "What a pity."

Han Yizhou patted me and comforted me: "Look at how much information you missed if you didn't attend the class reunion, and follow me this trip to ensure that you don't return empty-handed."

I happily said: "Yo, that's really a great kindness without words of thanks."

"Small things." Han Yizhou said.

Afterwards, he told me a lot, such as what Ren Jiawan, a fiancé who owns a car and a house, does, and what kind of temperament, he introduced it in such detail as if he was a matchmaker. The girl I once had no imagination of mystery.

Han Yizhou wanted to spoil the show, so I stopped him and told me to leave some suspense for this uncle's first classmate reunion in his life.

Only then did he close his chattering mouth.

Thanking him for his understanding, I invited him to dinner, and I ordered a lot, which was too much for two people, so I asked someone to pack it for him and take it away. Han Yizhou said yes, and I said yes.

Why not?What's the shame about packing?

Han Yizhou said that was good, at least he didn't have to eat instant noodles for the past two days.

Look at his prospects.

I didn’t drive here, so I can’t send him back. Be a man to the end, send the Buddha to the West, and call a car. I asked the master to take him back first. Han Yizhou was so energetic, he opened the car window and told me not to forget to look at it. Mobile phone, don't miss the class reunion again.

I raised my chin at him to signal that I understood.

To calm down his old heart, I called the car to go back.

On the way back, I sent a message to Zhao Yin.

——Director Zhao, is there a shortage?Let me introduce you to someone.

— It's not you I'm not interested in.

—You must be interested.

Zhao Yin and I are used to talking poorly, and it would be useless not to tease each other about this news.

— This is a good chance to make me owe you a favor.

After sending, I turned off the phone and didn't check the message again. I could guess the face in front of the screen.

Plus when I got to my destination, I didn't have time to flirt with him anymore.

After paying the money, I got out of the car and walked into the People's Hospital under the dark sky.