don't like me

When Wen Zhixu came out, I had already left the piano room.

She hugged me from behind, I knew she was here, I just pretended not to hear, her running footsteps are so heavy, what can I hide?Fortunately, she thought it scared me.

I turned around and stroked her head. Her short hair was silky and comfortable to hold in my hand, "A clingy puppy."

Wen Zhixu raised her head, she didn't speak, so that the emotion expressed by her eyes would be very clear, she is in a good mood now, to put it bluntly, it's all thanks to me.

"Waiting for you for a few hours, I won't come next time."

When she heard it, her face immediately became dissatisfied, and her mouth was also a proof of her mood, grabbing me and looking up pitifully.

"Please." I tease her.

She hugged me tighter, that's how she begged me, I was not satisfied, and said, "Say it."

She said nothing, shaking my arm.

Okay, this girl who is ten years younger than me doesn't know how to speak, but she knows how to ask for help. I lost.

I took her for a walk near the school at night, she followed me closely, holding my hand, it is not too much to say she is my daughter, a few girls standing by the road were chatting and laughing, dressed fashionable, they were with Wen Zhixu The average age, but the mind is completely different.

My sister is very simple, as simple as a piece of white paper is her standard description, I don’t know what happened to everyone in our family, first me, then my sister, no one is lively in their youth .

It's okay to live this life in an ordinary way.

I took her to sit in a bookstore, and there was a bakery next to it, and asked her to stay here. I went to buy some baked bread that she loved, and when I came back, I found her standing in front of the bookshelf with a book in her hands, concentrating on Watching, I didn't bother, stepped aside and sat down.

The bookstore is not big, but the decoration is very warm. There is also one next to my old school, but I don’t go there often. I prefer to spend time in the library. There are many books there, so I don’t need to go outside to look.

This one is much more luxurious than the small bookstore I used to go to when I was in school. The warm yellow lighting is the most suitable for reading. The chairs and tables are arranged in an orderly manner. Even the three bookshelves are very suitable for this room. The puppets in the mirror window are well-behaved. Sitting there silently, staring at the few people in the shop at night.

I turned on the phone and wanted to read the news. There must be a lot of messages waiting for me. Sure enough, I didn’t read more than 30 messages, all of which were from my good colleagues. I inserted another one from Gu Ming. For the sake of my acquaintance for many years, I ordered his first.

I wonder what nonsense he has to say.

"Are you fucking dead?" Gu Ming, an unqualified slut, just saw this sentence when he entered the news, I pointed my hand at the screen and treated it with the same tone.

"Speak up, bitch." As soon as I sent it, Wen Zhixu came back with three books in his hand, hesitating and not knowing what to do, and put them on the table for me to choose.

Pick a fart, I don't have time to watch it.

He said, "Take them all."

She took out one book and gave it to me. I saw that her eyes were still lingering on the other two books. It was clearly reluctance. All emotions were so obvious. I didn’t have to guess what she was thinking. I took all three books away. , put it on the table, and gave her the bread: "Buy them all, your brother is rich."

She took it and sat next to me.

I took out a book: "What book, let me take a look." When I saw the name, I couldn't help but look up.

"Do you understand?" Natsume Soseki's "I Am a Cat" has a blue hardcover cover, a cat's head is greatly reflected, and its eyes seem to be spying on something.

She nodded.

The other is the American literary book "Little Women", in which the awkward name appeared countless times in Chapter 1.Wen Zhixu put his hand on the book and shook his head at me.

She can't read this.

"Read it several times," I said. "The only way to see through is to read more. There is no other shortcut."

Wen Zhixu withdrew his hand.

I piled up the last book together, which is "To Live" by Yu Hua.

It should be the teacher's request. At Wen Zhixu's age, these books are rarely sought after.

It may take a few years. After a few years, she will be able to understand, infiltrate, and understand Natsume Soseki's satire on the corrupt social atmosphere, Meg's abandoning the life of the rich to embrace her love, and Fugui's family's ruin and death. The open-mindedness of the latter calmly described the tragic experience. He couldn't articulate a sentence, and he couldn't understand a sentence. The understanding that stayed on the surface was superficial, and the spiritual collision that went deep into it was wonderful.

I won't tell her, and I won't call anyone, I'm not qualified, and it's just a superficial understanding.

"jingle".

There is a wind chime on the door, and once someone walks in, it will trigger the sound. I don’t like the sound of the wind chime. I find it harsh. I frowned and looked over, thinking that someone is here to relieve my boredom, but I didn’t expect such a coincidence to happen today. night.

Han Yizhou.

I recognized him at a glance, but he didn't seem to remember me anymore, but my eyes stayed on him, which made Han Yizhou doubt himself. He looked down at his shoes and looked around, and realized that I was really looking at him. Awkwardly: "Do you have a question?"

I turned my head, stopped staring at him, and began to argue with him, "No problem, Boss Han."

Han Yizhou was startled, walked up to me, bent over to look at me, and then asked tentatively, "Master, Chairman?"

My head hurts: "Master, your sister, you have been fired a long time ago."

"Damn it!" Han Yizhou walked quickly to my desk, I pulled Wen Zhixu's chair towards me, the little girl approached me, Han Yizhou put the briefcase he was carrying on Sitting across from me at the narrow table.

He was dusty, wearing leather shoes and a suit, his hair was combed up, it was wet from the rain, and the dark circles under his eyes were extremely heavy, even under the warm light, he looked like a panda.

"No, whoops." He was incoherent, and he couldn't express whether he was surprised or frightened when he saw me.

"Why are you here? Who is this next to you? Where are you an official now? Don't you go to work today?"

"You ask one by one." I said, and only then reminded him, Han Yizhou slapped his mouth.

"I'm confused, I'm so excited, whoops, I'm just..." He expressed his excitement before.

I pushed the water glass in my hand to him, let him take a break, Wen Zhixu stopped chewing bread, was attracted by Han Yizhou, and kept looking at the excited stranger opposite, I reached out and touched the back of the girl's head, She turned her head to look at me, and her eyes left Han Yizhou.

"To be honest, how did you recognize me?" Han Yizhou didn't understand. Over the years, everyone has changed a lot, and there are too many discrepancies from the memory.

"Temperament." I said, "You have the temperament of a big boss, you have it since you were in school."

"Hahahaha, don't spoil me, just hit the workers now," Han Yizhou patted the suit on his body, "The people in the suit look like dogs, and there is nothing in the unit."

Looking at the suit on his body, I guessed, "Sales manager? Real estate agency? Insurance industry financial elite or government official?"

"It's getting farther and farther behind. Do you think I'm so promising?" Han Yizhou sighed: "I'm doing sales, and the company is in real estate. I haven't billed for a few months. I'm starving to death."

I laughed and said, "It's alive and well."

Han Yizhou waved his hand, unwilling to admit it, and asked me later: "Who is this?"

"My sister." I said.

"Oh yes, you have a sister." Han Yizhou said to Wen Zhixu, "I'm your brother's friend, you can just call me Brother Zhou from now on, I'm in the same class as your brother in high school."

I said, "She's shy."

Wen Zhixu lowered his head cooperatively.

Han Yizhou was careless, he didn't care about these things, and said: "Your sister is so fucking beautiful."

"Is it raining outside?" I didn't when I came, and I saw Han Yizhou's hair was wet.

"My boy, I was thinking of going into the store to hide, so I ran into you," Han Yizhou said, "Chairman... No, look, I almost forgot your name, where did you get rich?"

"Get rich?" I hooked my lips and looked down, "Like it?"

Han Yizhou looked me up and down and said, "That must be better than us. You didn't look at Liang Zi, and you are so in debt that you dare not go home."

"What does he do?" I asked casually.

"Going to start a business, hey, how can he have that ability, his ears are soft, he can't listen to others, he has a children's playground or a milk tea shop, it's all yellow, and he asked me to borrow money a while ago, where do you think I'm going?" Borrow him? I can’t even support myself, and I don’t have a partner anymore.” Han Yizhou talked a lot, and the old classmates rarely met, which aroused his desire to share, and asked me: “We haven’t seen each other for so many years, how many years do I have to go? Knowing what you are doing now, is there any way to introduce it to me, I am in a miserable situation now, and it is all because I didn’t read well at the time.”

He regretted going, and I, a person who read well, also regretted it, so what went wrong?

"I have the same job as you. I'm an electric salesman. You can come if you want, but I can't give you any good jobs. I'm also a small employee."

"It can't be specified, old classmates don't crack down on fakes, if you don't want to, don't prevaricate me, I just ask, I don't want to climb your high branch, I know how much I am." He said stiffly at me. With a smile on his lips, he was honed by the society, without any sharpness on his body, and finally became skinny.

"I'm not telling lies, what's in your heart? Have you seen what I do? Is it just a sarcasm?" I said, and these words brought Han Yizhou back to his confidence.

"What the hell do you do?"

"That's all for now?"

"It's really just a small employee? Is it the leader?"

"Leader?" I laughed twice, "It was just a joke when I went to school, who is my senior when I come out?"

Han Yizhou said: "No matter how you speak, you are so fierce. It's really not like you."

"How many years, who is the same as before?"

Han Yizhou hesitated, "Yes."

After a while, Wen Zhixu ran to the side and went to the bookshelf. I asked her to play by herself. The topic of this meeting was a bit far away, and it was boring to her.

"Speaking of which, why did you disappear when you were approaching the college entrance examination?" Han Yizhou said: "There is no news from the teacher. I don't know who thought you were dead. It's frighteningly scary. Even if you transfer to another school, you have to make a sound. Even your family is scared." No, what happened?"

"No, something happened at that time."

"is it serious?"

"Fortunately, it's over." I said.

I didn't say much, Han Yizhou didn't think too much, I like him for that.

"Hey, it's a coincidence that we met today. By the way, let me tell you, I know the characters from our school. Some of them are very loud now." Han Yizhou pointed with his fingers, "Zhao Jun from the next class, Liu Wan from class seven, and Gu Ming."

"Gu Ming doesn't need to mess around." He has always been prosperous.

"That's right, he's a schoolboy with a terrific background, where would he not be popular?" Han Yizhou's tone contained sarcasm and a sigh of injustice, "But if I say one more thing, you'll be shocked, and you're not familiar with this person. .”

My eyes were fixed on him.

"Yang Xiao, aren't you surprised?" Han Yizhou said, "Didn't you two get into trouble at the time? He is doing well now. I don't know if he has succeeded in starting a business or where he is an executive. Awesome."

He didn't understand the information at all, and he still clicked his tongue: "It's weird, do you remember what the principal said about him back then? A gentle scum, a social cancer, isn't this a slap in the face? I think it has to be like this, for us Being looked down upon made a fuss."

I leaned back a little, folded my legs, put my hands on my thighs, and looked at Han Yizhou with interest.

Han Yizhou seemed to read something from my face, and immediately changed his words: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be sarcastic, I just think that Yang Xiao gave us a group of scum, not any hostility towards you good students."

He has changed, long ago.

He has become more tactful, he knows how to read people's faces when he speaks, and he will not offend others casually.

The one who stands on the podium and wipes the blackboard will say: "Yes, if you don't deal with Wen Zhixing, you will know it. You will know this question, and Wen Zhixing will make the teacher like it, right? Let's see, who will mess up when he enters the society?" It’s not necessarily good.”

Our friendship has never been deep, so what would I do?It seems that he was arrested for smoking or confiscated his mobile phone. I forgot. When he said this, I was listening at the door of the class. I didn't go in, I listened to the applause silently, I didn't get angry, and I habitually digested the hostile voice.

Listening to it now, I quite agree. I think he is right. Why do you apologize?Don't look at people of the same level as him when looking at his face. People of the third, sixth and ninth grades, how can they look up? See me, an inferior person, losing his dignity.

"You're right, I agree, Yang Xiao is doing well, I agree, I regret it now," I propped my arms on the table, looked into Han Yizhou's eyes, and said regretfully: "If I followed him with all my heart until now , do you think I have also made a fortune?"

"Yeah, how did the two of you end up? You don't know. After you left, Yang Xiao was crazy. He was like a dynamite every day. No one could control him," Han Yizhou said something I didn't know. , "At that time, people speculated whether something happened to you two, saying that Yang Xiao was driven crazy by you. Really, I always wanted to know, what happened?"

"Hmm..." I elongated my voice, pretending to be profound, "I guess."

"Why, why?"

Han Yizhou looked at me eagerly, as if he really cared about this matter, I showed mercy, moved closer to him, and said softly, "Because I look down on scum."

I put my hand next to Han Yizhou's ear, and quietly, as if afraid that others would hear it, I sighed: "If I had known that he would be like this, I would not have broken up with him. Dogs see people as inferior. I have done something so regretful." thing."