don't like me

On the day of the holiday, I was very lazy. I drank too much alcohol last night, which caused me to wake up in the morning without any energy.

Zhao Yin came to inquire about the situation, I told him, he was satisfied, I said I almost died in it, Zhao Yin said I was exaggerating, he just couldn't believe it, really thought I just got along with my old lover?The grievances between the two of us are deeply involved, but most people can't understand it, and I don't like to mention it.

I was alone at home, and I didn’t get up immediately after waking up. I was habitually lazy. I lay down for a while, and my mind was blank.

Give yourself a break today.

After finalizing the plan, I turned off the phone on silent. As long as I don't look at it, I don't know what's going on elsewhere, and no one can get through my phone.

After getting up and washing up, I looked in the mirror and started tidying myself up, shaved my beard, did a simple cleaning, went to the closet to find clothes to wear, and was finally able to stop wearing the dog-like work clothes. The sweater I bought last month and hasn't been worn a few times, it's gray or white, I put it on.

Looking at the time, it's still a little early.

I wanted to go out to eat, but forget it, I went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator, and it was neatly tidied up inside. That girl Wen Zhixu likes to be clean, so I don’t need to do anything else, just beat two eggs and make a bowl of egg soup, it’s just a matter of dealing with it. up.

My daily life is very simple. I don't like to be idle. Maybe I'm too busy. If I don't live for others, I can't find the meaning of my existence.It's not noble, but life is so boring that it's better to die.My spirit has long been depressed and collapsed, and I can't find any meaning that makes me yearn for this world. If I am left alone, it would be a terrible thing, and I still don't want to.

I don’t like to go anywhere during the holidays. Others can invite a few friends to travel and see the scenery, but I can’t form a group.

Gu Ming is willing to take me on a run, but I don't want to, I'm used to him, we've known each other too early, we've been at the same table since primary school, now we're both on the verge of three, how can we talk about life with him every day ideal?

I would rather pull a person by the side of the road and I can still say a few more words, let alone the one whose surname is Gu, the words in this life are almost the same as when I was in elementary school, and there is only a bunch of nonsense left when we meet.

Next to the sofa where I sit, there is a wooden table with a few books on it. When I have nothing to do, I pick one up to read. The first page is written with a well-behaved name, which matches my font, but That was before, and now my handwriting has been forcibly twisted by the boring work of report sheets and signatures into a nonsensical look. Every horizontal line and scribble is proof of my impatience, no matter how cumbersome the handwriting is in my hands It can be done with one stroke.

The book in his hand is Wen Zhixu's English textbook.

I turned a few pages, and even though I haven’t read a book for many years, these impressive words and short sentences can still penetrate into my mind instantly. Every mark of red pen, highlighter pen, and black pen is very clear and clear at a glance. The little girl listens to me very much. For the words, I used the Cornell note-taking method I gave her.

Flipping through the pages, a page fell out and landed on my lap. The love letter in the book was really ingenious.

I picked it up, and I even fully understood why this love letter was lying here.

The little girl doesn't know how to deal with these things, and she feels disrespectful if she loses it, and if she returns it, others will definitely not pick it up, what should I do?It can only be stuck here.

Who would have thought that it was such a coincidence that her brother ran into him?

The content of the love letter is very elegant, and the person who wrote it must have some ink in his stomach, but what does this mean?Believe it or not, I can find the same content by searching the Internet?

Because of the words and sentences, I can no longer be familiar with them.

I can't express love, but I want to express love, I don't want to look vulgar, I have to be careful and consider my words carefully, but I don't have anything in my stomach, what should I do?There is no other way but to find Du Niang, the boy's mind is probably like this.

Looking at the time, it was almost time, I stuffed the love letter back and put the book back in place.

I made a phone call, and the other party was a girl.

"are you available today?"

"Are you free, aren't you busy?"

I held the car keys and said, "I'm on vacation, accompany me to the hospital later."

"Okay, I'll change clothes, what time can you come?"

Looking at my watch again, I guessed and said, "Half an hour."

Half an hour later, I appeared downstairs in a community as promised. Tong Jin was wearing an off-white coat, her long hair was pulled up, and she had a different temperament from when she was working. She was slim and tall, with light makeup on. She looks very cold, but in fact she is not at all, she is quite a nice person.

"Wow, can a dick like me see it?" I sent out a bunch of enchantresses in my hand. I just bought it, and there are water drops on it, which is very fresh.

Tong Jin took it, and said with a smile, "I went to see my aunt, I put on some makeup, so I can look a little more attractive."

"Good looking." I said sincerely.

Tong Jin touched Yao Ji and said, "Send me?"

I said, "Do you think it's suitable for my mother?"

Tong Jin said, "How can you give it to me?"

I explained: "Thank you for taking care of me."

Tong Jin said that I was being too polite, but she didn't do anything, she remembered something, and reminded me: "Then take me to a nearby flower shop, and I'll buy a bouquet of carnations for auntie."

"Get ready," I raised my chin and pointed to the rear seat, "just get up."

Opening the car door, I asked Tong Jin to go up, and after her, I went around into the co-pilot, the pair of rings on Tong Jin's hand and mine reflected silvery white light in the sun.

"Xuxu didn't come?"

"She's going to school, so she can't come." I held the steering wheel, and out of the corner of my eye I saw that Tong Jin's clothes were wrinkled under the pressure of the seat belt, so I pulled the seat belt and smoothed it out for her.

"Auntie said it's been a long time since I saw Xuxu, let me remind you to bring her here."

"This weekend, she still has a performance at school. I don't know how to arrange it. Let's talk about it when I have time."

"You're not in a hurry." Tong Jin laughed at me.

I said confidently, "What's the rush? It's not like I'm going to die tomorrow."

Tong Jin said, "Don't say unlucky words, I'm afraid to hear this."

As a doctor, I see a lot of patients who are born, old, sick, and dying. Today they are still sitting together and talking with each other. Tomorrow, they will not know which world they will go to.As for me, who has never been a doctor, it is not that I have never seen birth, old age, sickness and death, but I never expect to change my fate against the sky. Fate may be destined. Long life or short life are all fate.

When I arrived at the hospital, I parked the car. Tong Jin was waiting for me at the door. She was holding a large bouquet of lilies that I had prepared for her to give to my mother.At noon, the flow of people was not too heavy, so I found a place to throw the car in, and Tong Jin and I walked in.

Those who visit patients also try to come in the morning and afternoon. No one comes in time, rushing to come at noon. I am different. I see my mother. I don’t have to pick a time to come.

This is the greatest meaning of family existence.

Along the way, a few came to greet us familiarly. Many of them were Tong Jin’s colleagues. I also met Tong Jin because of my mother. She is a doctor and is also in charge of my mother’s condition.

When I'm not around, Tong Jin will often come to take care of my mother, so my mother likes Tong Jin very much. Whenever she sees her, she holds her hand and refuses to let her go. What are you talking to her about?Talk about me, there is nothing else but talk about me, how filial and good her son is, I admit this, I am not bad to her, she can praise me desperately for this, anyway, there is nothing left but this What's next.

Today as usual, Tong Jin sits on the bed and chats with my mother. My mother praises her for being good-looking. She gave me life-saving looks frequently, she was not mean, but simply embarrassed.

My hero rescued the beauty and said: "Okay, who can compare to you? When you were young, you were a flower in the village."

My mother became proud now, "That's true, Jinjin, let me tell you, this girl has to be beautiful every time, so she has to make those men greedy. I didn't nod no matter how many people chased me back then, why? Auntie I can't see it!"

"Otherwise, no one has ever looked back at you after chasing Mr. Liu for several years."

"So he died before me." My mother said.

I was speechless.

Tong Jin was taken aback by the words, and said, "Auntie isn't old either."

I said for others: "Liu always let my mother watch him die."

Tong Jin couldn't help laughing.

My mother said that I was outspoken, and asked me to wash Tong Jin's apples. I was kicked out, and I consciously brought out the fruit knife.

After closing the door, the two of them spoke behind my back.

While washing the fruit, there was a sudden commotion in the corridor. I turned my head and saw a group of people roaring and running, pushing the flat cart, breaking the silence at noon.

After rinsing the fruit, I walked to the side of the corridor. There was a trail of blood where the flat car slid by. I heard someone talking about something clearly.

Back in the ward, my mother and Tong Jin also asked what was the noise outside, and I answered them while peeling an apple: "Car accident."

My mother said: "It sounds scary."

I said, "It's serious."

Tong Jin stood up and said, "Then I'll see if I can help. The family members may also need to appease their emotions."

"Go." My mother let go.

Tong Jin motioned to me, and I nodded.

My mother looked at Tong Jin's back and said, "Good boy."

I put down the fruit knife, took the apple for Tong Jin, took a bite, and gave the other to my mother, who took it and said, "Treasure it."

Of course I know.

Glancing in the direction of the door, I closed my eyes, Tong Jin went and never came back, only my mother and I were left in the ward, and said some nasty things to parents.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, I have to leave. I went to pick up Tong Jin and see if she was done. Tong Jin apologized to me when she saw me. She was still busy with salt water. I told her not to ruin my life. Human life is at stake, what are you apologizing to me for?

I waited for her and watched her busy. Because my mother was hospitalized, I have learned many skills of doctors, such as pulling out needles and so on. I am not proficient. I think I can give people needles, but Due to the preciousness of life, I can't try it at will.

When Tong Jin finished her work, it was five o'clock.

She went to wash her hands, and the makeup on her face was almost oxidized, and most of it faded away. She felt that she didn't have a clean face, so she took off the makeup, but there was no makeup remover cotton, so it couldn't be cleaned.

"I wanted to accompany my aunt, but I didn't expect it." She wiped her face with her sleeve, and I handed her a tissue.

"The plan can't keep up with the changes, just get used to it." I said, "It's almost a day, let's go, I will take you to supplement nutrition."

Only then did Tong Jin remember: "I'm really a little hungry."

After leaving the hospital, I planned to let her eat at a restaurant with a good reputation. I went there once in a while.

I saw one in the hospital, and I ran into it again this afternoon on the viaduct, but I couldn’t see the consequences of this one, and I don’t know if it’s serious, but I can guess, look at all the cars trapped on the viaduct, and Those who can't get away in a hurry know that it is not a minor injury.

"Don't go any further! Wait for a while! There's a car accident ahead, please understand!" The policeman who was dealing with the emergency shouted to stop the owner of the car who was about to move. This luck today.

"Sit down, I'll go down and have a look." I said to Tong Jin, she nodded, and I opened the car door.

After getting off the car, I ran into Yang Xiao in the middle of the congested road within a few steps.

He also shares the fate with me, today is not suitable to go out, our almanac is exactly the same.

Yang Xiao was watching the fun, but he had sharp eyes and saw me right away. He was squatting on the ground smoking a cigarette and smiled at me. It was unprecedented and unprecedented. This smile hit my heart directly.

Very hypocritical.

"You can't see him for a day?" Yang Xiao said while holding a cigarette, the small open space where he was staying was already filled with smoke.

"Isn't it? I made a special wish to God, hoping to see you today." I answered the words quickly, almost out of my head. In terms of hypocrisy, he is better than me, a professional hypocrite?

We all understand each other's sarcasm, but no one is willing to reveal it, it's unnecessary, and it's not that we can't understand it.

"Are you in a hurry?" Yang Xiao flicked the cigarette ash, didn't care about my trouble-making tone, and still said calmly: "The car accident is not small, you shouldn't be able to get away for a while."

"No rush," I said slowly, "The restaurant won't run away."

Yang Xiao looked around me: "Go and eat by yourself?"

He may have misunderstood.

I said, "Talk to your sister-in-law."

Yang Xiao's brows frowned suddenly, it was really beautiful, it made me more excited, and provocatively said: "Oh, I forgot, she is in the car, I finally caught up with the time, can I say hello?"

Yang Xiao took the last puff of cigarette slowly, and then exhaled a puff of smoke. The white mist drifted upwards, blocking my sight of his face for a moment.

Yang Xiao stood up, threw away the cigarette butt, walked to my side with his trousers pockets in his hands, slightly tilted his head and said, "Is there an extra word of hello?"

After he finished speaking, he walked towards my car.

I supported his body from the back, and tilted my head to appreciate his back view. He is much stronger and sexier than before. It should be quite good to grab.

Ah... Every time I see my old lover, I can't help but compare those ducks with him. It's too attractive. It's a pity not to go to nightclubs. If only he really did that kind of business, I will definitely date him. Let him die on the bed with me.

It's a pity that such a beautiful thing is just a wish.

God is not beautiful.

Wen Zhixing, you have missed too many wonderful things. If I go back to the past, I will definitely make a big difference with him, and only make a big difference, never talk about that childish emotion, boring liking.