don't like me

"You like Yang Xiao?"

"To what extent?"

"Where is he worthy of your liking?"

"You don't know the difference between you and him!"

"Why do these two get together?"

"Wen Zhixing said it himself? God, my three views have collapsed."

"Help, what happened?!"

There are too many voices bombarding my ears every day, and I can no longer distinguish which ones are from the roar of the teacher and which are from the comments of the classmates.

They have great curiosity and opinions about us. The president of the student union takes the lead in dating, and the partner is still a gentle scum of the same sex, same sex!No one in a radius of a hundred miles doesn't know about this matter. With so many mouths, I can't stop them at all.

It caused a lot of trouble to my life with Yang Xiao, and I began to regret whether I was impulsive at the time.

Gu Ming hasn't contacted me for several days, and I have repeatedly entered the teaching office, the principal's office many times, and many things at hand have been delayed. It is no exaggeration to say that the whole school will brainwash me. It is the biggest goal of the teachers now that I correct my evil and return to the right.

But I was very disappointed. In the lectures, I became more steadfast. Is it a rebellious psychology?I am also in puberty, I may also be rebellious, I overestimated myself, now because of Yang Xiao, I started to rebel against the teacher's education.

The name-calling and criticism at the meeting, the repeated instructions in the classroom, from the dismissal of the chairman of the student union to the important committee members of the class, all these warnings and punishments have not shaken me, and I have the mentality to correct my mistakes.

I have completely fallen into it, falling into myself.

It's not Yang Xiao's fault, it's my own beliefs. As a person, once I make a decision, I will fall into it. It turns out that it's not only my studies, but also my emotions. There is also such a day.

Even though I revealed that I would not affect myself because of Yang Xiao, they still couldn't accept it. Before, they would be denied because they stood together, so how could they let the teachers accept that I am in love with him?From an excellent model student to a leading negative teaching material, it only takes a few days, and the speed of transmission is beyond my imagination, let alone parrying.

Yang Xiao came to enlighten me on this matter more than once.

"Huh? Don't think about it." He handed me a bottle of water. The tall man squatted in front of me and held my fingertips. "It's useless to think about things that have already spread, unless you Decided to end with me, maybe there is room.”

Is he telling the truth?I looked into his eyes, didn't want to expose him anymore, instead I held his fingertips and said: "At this time, you propose to end with me, you really know how to punish me, what's wrong, I'm afraid I haven't lost enough? "

From the favor of the teacher to the loss of various positions, I have been resigned, I have become a bandit, I can only join forces with this person in front of me, and be a different gentle scum.

Yang Xiao smiled and said, "Of course not. What I mean is that it's over in name, at least you don't need to disappoint those who value you. You've been to the office a lot lately, right? Chairman."

He knew that I was about to become the talk of the school.

"What? Who are you talking to?" I yelled at him.

Yang Xiao stood up and patted my head, "I've been the chairman even if I'm dismissed, don't dare to underestimate it."

I was going to hit his hand, but he was caught by me, his fingertips were entwined, and Yang Xiao moved a little closer to me.

I looked up and my legs were held up by his knees. The playground after school was not empty, but we were like broken jars. He lifted my chin, and there was overflowing desire in his eyes, " Wen Zhixing, I like you so much."

Originally, I was resistant to his confession, because this person did not appear in my memory, and I didn't have a deep relationship with him. It was just that he had a crush on me on one side. To me, he was still a stranger, but these few After getting along with the moon, I can feel the hot emotion.

"Why did you fall in love with me at first sight?" He said that he knew me from someone else's mouth.

"At that time, I met you by chance with my classmates. They were chattering and discussing. Out of curiosity, I turned around and wanted to take a look at the appearance of our senior cadres. How should I put it, I just saw you and started to pay attention to you unconsciously. You don't come on stage often. Speech? During the meeting, I stood underneath and stared at you intently, maybe this is... like?"

I thought about it for a while and said, "But when I listen to other people's stories, the first thing I see is because I'm not good-looking..."

"You look good," Yang Xiao interrupted me, his tone was so sure, he lifted my chin slightly, "Wen Zhixing, you are very attractive."

"Gu Ming is the school grassroots of our school. If you say you are interested in sex, it shouldn't be me who makes you pay more attention." I really don't understand, it's not because I have doubts about his liking. It started from getting along, but I was contradicting myself, I didn't get along with Yang Xiao for a long time, and my affection for him rose too fast.

After listening to my words, Yang Xiao said unhappily: "What does he look like is none of my business? If I insist on talking about it, there are people outside the world, there are people outside the sky, there are many good-looking people in the world, and I have to like it all over again?"

When I heard him speak so aggressively, I couldn't help laughing: "Are you still holding grudges?"

Yang Xiao didn't admit it: "Who holds grudges? It's just telling the truth."

"Okay, I believe you are sincere." I comforted him and persuaded him at the same time: "Gu Ming is also my friend, I hope you will not have any more conflicts in the future."

Yang Xiao was very wronged, he said: "It's not me who caused the trouble. Naturally, I have nothing to say about your friend, but he doesn't like me, so I won't just sit and wait for him to come and find trouble. Any kind of grievance can be resolved with a fight." It’s best if it’s clear.”

"Violence," I grabbed his hand, "I don't respect it."

Yang Xiao said: "Then you go and take care of your good friend."

I said, "I can't control him, and I don't want to. He's not my boyfriend."

Yang Xiao was very happy when he heard it, and he couldn't hide the ridicule in his eyes, "I like to hear this, so I will say more in the future."

"If you don't fight, I'll tell you."

"Really?" He bent down.

I nodded and said, "Really."

Yang Xiao just looked at me like this, the emotion in his eyes was a bit strange, I had been stared at for a long time, it was a little hard to digest, he blinked guiltyly, leaned back a little, Yang Xiao looked at me for a long time, and put his lips on the In my ear, whispered: "Brother Xing, can we do something between lovers?"

My face flushed instantly, his youthful aura that approached him had already affected the frequency of my heartbeat, every time I saw him, I wondered if I was also a dog?Just for fun?

I turned my head slightly: "Where..."

I don't know how to say that sentence, it's not like me, it's not like what I should say, I took the wrong medicine, got dizzy, and got obsessed with ghosts, that's why I was so ignorant.

There is no one in the storage room for sports equipment. We went in easily. The open door was locked tightly from the inside, and the curtain was lifted. Hiding behind the door panel, I had hot cheeks, deep eyebrows, and controlled waist. And the back of the head, one is against the wall, and the other is protected by someone's hand.

The young man's impulsiveness and enthusiasm are irresistible. His fiery lips stick to my cheeks, lips, and neck. Sometimes he takes care of me in every possible way with tenderness and romance, and sometimes he is unscrupulous and fierce. My eyes are moist in an instant. I know that I am now It must be very ugly, he wanted to do more, there was no way, I took his hand and I protested.

"Yeah, let's do it later..." I hurriedly lowered my head and looked down, I am very bad now, I know.

Yang Xiao is not as thin-skinned as I am. Except for some unbearable emotions, he doesn't have the shameful psychology like me. Instead, he presses into my ear and says, "Brother Xing, you are so cute."

What is the word cute?But I didn't even refute it anymore, I can't be scruples, I don't even know where to put my hands now.

"I won't do anything else. I won't do anything you're afraid of, so don't have any resistance to me. Even if I really get on top, I can control it and take it back. Don't believe it, I It is definitely not a perfunctory affection for you. In the future, we will spend countless days and nights together, day and night, what you have to do now is to work hard for your goal and accept my immature love," Yang Xiao's words echoed in my heart In the ear, "You are very important, and I am still young. When everything is settled, when we are bigger and evenly matched, I will love you in an adult way."

For a moment, I didn't know what to reply to him. With a flexible mind, thousands of books, and the accumulation of knowledge from ancient to modern times, I couldn't find a word that could match it, and I couldn't give a perfect response. I was just stupid. Listening foolishly, watching fascinatedly, the boy in front of me belongs only to me.

This feeling suddenly became no longer superficial, no longer simple.

I underestimated Yang Xiao's impact.

"Dong dong."

There was a knock on the door of the equipment room, and footsteps and a female voice came from outside: "Is anyone in there? Why is the door locked?"

"Is it locked or unlocked?"

The discussion is still there, and my mind is clear.

Yang Xiao lifted up the broken hair in front of my forehead, and gently placed a kiss on my forehead, then straightened the messy school uniform that was pulled away for me, covering the scenery in the collar, he grabbed my hand, Pull back the curtain and open the door.

The girls who were talking were startled by the sudden opening of the door, and they all took a step back. They looked at us very meaningfully, and I felt that there was something wrong, so I stretched out my hand to cover my face, but my red ears were still exposed. Outside, what kind of pornographic news will be spread tomorrow?I can probably imagine it, but I no longer feel the fear.

When I walked behind Yang Xiao, his body standing in front of me was already so tall. I used to regard him as a child, a child who was reckless because of a momentary novelty. In fact, he is a hundred times more mature than me except his age. .From that moment on, I finally understood the feeling of being firmly chosen, and I finally understood that it is difficult for two people to be happy, and staying together for a long time is a beautiful fairy tale, but he is working hard to turn the skinny reality into a beautiful fairy tale. Kind of a fairy tale is an ideal, what should I do?support him?No, just follow him, just be with him, I will try my best to give him what he needs, and I will give a little more if he doesn't need it, I don't have to stop and wait for him, he will catch up with me, I always have this intuition.

Later, he did catch up, I want to applaud him, I should give him affirmation, he did not live up to my expectations, but amidst my silent applause, I hope he doesn't mind my leaving halfway.

How can life be smooth sailing?What you have, you will lose in an equivalent way.

Fortunately, he just lost me.

Fortunately, Wen Zhixing is not worth mentioning.