don't like me

I am not moved.

Do not feel moved by his words.

The outside world will not interfere with me so easily. In my eyes, the person in front of me is just an immature child.

He didn't know me well, but said he liked me.

He doesn't know how many people in this world are exactly like me, so he thinks I'm precious.

If he grows up a bit, in his twenties or thirties, and really sees the whole world, he probably won't think that I'm good or special.

I am actually very dull, a boring person. Compared with his deeds, I have nothing to show for my life.

So, I didn't allow him to join my life.

This meal was very peaceful, he really wanted to chase me, he was very patient, he didn't keep getting involved in this topic, I was really cruel, I acted indifferently, and wouldn't bring up a related topic.

I plan to distance myself from him after this meal is over.

after.

But he doesn't seem to know yet, he is serving me food, looking at me from time to time, I just eat with my head down, if he doesn't speak, I won't talk much.

"You still want to read when you go back?" Yang Xiao asked because the atmosphere was too indifferent.

"Yes." I answered concisely, unwilling to say a word.

"Then what time do you have to rest every day?"

"No time, anytime." If you are sleepy, go to bed earlier, if you have nothing to do, watch for a while, the college entrance examination is coming soon.

It happened that Yang Xiao asked, "Which school are you planning to take?"

"You can take whichever you pass the exam." I said insincerely, I actually had a goal in my heart, but I didn't say it, because I was afraid that if I had a deep friendship with him, if he had a deep chat, he would seem to be able to sense something strange about me.

"That's up to you." Yang Xiao held his chopsticks, didn't touch the dishes, thought for a while and said, "I have to find out what I can do in advance, and then rent a house near your school and find a job. "

He had already thought about this, and I really wanted to express some opinions, but there was something else that attracted me right now, so I asked him, "Haven't you ever thought about getting into a university?"

Yang Xiao thought he heard it wrong, and looked at me ridiculously, he shrugged and said, "What do you expect from me?"

Also, why do I always expect him to follow my ideas?

"Then you... don't plan to take the college entrance examination anymore?" I shouldn't care about him, but I can't help it, it's nothing, right?It won't let him have any other ideas, and I'm just asking, just curious.

"Didn't I say that I didn't even think about taking the college entrance examination. Does the college entrance examination have something to do with me?"

"Why?" I don't understand, this kind of necessary thing, the necessary way, how can it be said that it has nothing to do with him?

"What else can there be?" Yang Xiao answered my doubts: "You think it's all you? The god of learning."

He teased me, I didn't care anymore, I was a little used to it, I continued my thinking and said: "Then you have to go to a school, right? It's better to go to college, you are so young, what can you do when you go out?"

Yang Xiao grasped the clues in my words and said, "It sounds like you're worried about me."

I didn't explain it, so he just thinks so, and in the current business, he also has to make a joke.

Yang Xiao saw that I was serious, so he stopped smiling at me, put away his chopsticks, put his hands on the table, faced me and said: "I am two years younger than you, but you may not be better than me if you know how to do it." Many, if we go to interview the same company now, I don't think I will lose to you."

Of course, academic qualifications are part of it, but not all. If it is now, I am applying for a job with him, but I am better at studying. Compared with a capable person, a smart HR will not make a mistake.

As for what Yang Xiao will do, I don't know, but I don't have much confidence. Apart from studying, I really don't have much to show for it.

"Are you okay?" Yang Xiao said.

I was still thinking about what he said, but I didn't understand what he meant, so I said blankly, "What?"

Yang Xiao said patiently: "After you finish the college entrance examination, I will rent a house near your school and find a job. You will live with me."

My face flushed immediately, and my nerves were disturbed by his magnificent words, "Of course not."

I blurted out.

Yang Xiao said, "Why?"

I lowered my head and stopped looking at him, "What else can I have?" I did not agree with his pursuit, I will not have any other relationship with him, he can't live near me for me, work there, he is also a teenager , There are also endless possibilities, how can you be trapped by my side?

I don't want that to be the case.

"You just haven't gotten used to it yet." Yang Xiao said unhurriedly.

"Get used to what?"

Yang Xiao was unwilling to say: "It's nothing."

I can't ask again, the dinner came to the end, he paid the bill, picked up my schoolbag and wanted to take me home.

I thought it was too boring, so I took my bag back from him, and I said I would carry it by myself, but Yang Xiao didn't force me, sometimes he was easy to talk, but when he was naughty, he was like another person.

On the way back, I asked him to go back, but he didn't want to, saying that I didn't want to see him and he walked behind, he... Forget it, follow me.

The lights at the entrance of Bole flickered, many people gathered, there were a few motorcycles, and a few trendy men stood leaning on the motorcycles, passing by the door of Bole, I couldn't help but take a look.

I'm so familiar with this place, I've caught too many people here.

Passing through Bolai, someone whistled at us, I ignored it, but their target was indeed us, to be precise, it was Yang Xiao next to him, and those few, across the road, I could recognize a person with bright red hair Two days ago, he and Yang Xiao played shoulder to shoulder.

"Fuck, fuck! Scum and Dongliang colluded together!" The red-haired man yelled across the road after seeing Yang Xiao and I walking together. Passers-by didn't know what they were doing and left with a puzzled look.

And I was compared and ridiculed by them, and the feeling of rejection soon came up.

"Hey, hey, you don't want to fuck him, do you?!" The red-haired boy yelled at Yang Xiao, "I don't like beating outsiders, he's a good boy!"

In fact, there is a reason to hate it. You are walking on the street without doing anything, but you become the protagonist of the jokes in other people's mouths. How can you not hold back your anger?If I was really obedient, I should have run away instead of answering the red-haired man, "Have you come out to take your medicine at night, Zhou Zhi?"

As soon as I spoke, the other side was immediately ebullient, with clapping, shouting, and a lot of noise: "Okay! As expected of a cadre, you are so beautiful!"

The red-haired man immediately refused to accept it, hey, and continued to confront me across the road, "Eat it, eat a fucking bottle, what questions do you have, big cadre?"

I can't be bothered to talk to him.

Yang Xiao said to the red-haired man at the top of his voice, "Be quiet."

The red-haired man was not happy, and said: "This horse riding is not a school, what the hell should I do? I have nothing to do with that crappy school, and I'm not under your control, did you hear that, Chairman Wen?"

I don't know where I caught Yang Xiao, he was actually smiling after listening to it, I heard it, and quickly turned to look at him, my eyes were quite unfriendly, Yang Xiao found that I was staring at him, immediately made a gesture to shut up, and said to him again. I made a "please" gesture.

I don't want to fight with this group of people at all, it's all for nothing, this is the difference between them and Yang Xiao.

Seeing me like this, Yang Xiao actually comforted me, patted my shoulder and said, "Don't be angry, he's just a bitch."

I rolled my eyes at the red-haired man: "I know him better than you." Those problem students, I know where there is a problem better than the teacher.

Yang Xiao said perfunctorily: "Yes, the chairman is right."

I wanted to punch my fist, but Yang Xiao grabbed my wrist, and I said angrily, "Don't follow him."

Yang Xiao hurriedly said obediently: "Brother Xing is right, brother Xing is right."

What a mess.

I don't expect to convince anyone of them, so I just want to hurry away and pull them down, out of sight and out of sight.

The red-haired man hadn't had enough yet, so he reminded Yang Xiao, "Yang Xiao, let me tell you something, you can't touch this big cadre, be careful that Gu Ming will force someone to fuck you!"

I saw Yang Xiao go to the other side, I didn't know what he was going to do, after a few steps, he bent down to pick up a stone, raised his hand and smashed it hard at the red-haired man.

From such a long distance, I could hear the crisp sound of rocks hitting the locomotive. If it hit the red-haired man, it would not be light.

What Yang Xiao did was to kill him.

I heard him growl impatiently: "Ji Li Gua is like a duck, fuck."

The red-haired man was not calm over there, and all kinds of swear words burst out. It was an accusation against Yang Xiao's actions.

Now it's finally clean.

Leaving Bolai, I stood at the intersection, Yang Xiao was tying my shoelaces, and I was waiting for him.

He was wearing a sweater. He was tall and tall, and the clothes could hold him up. Under the street lamp, his figure looked a little nice.

"How did you meet Zhou Zhi?" I asked, Zhou Zhi was in my class, older than Yang Xiao and the others.

Yang Xiao said, "Tiaoqiu knows me."

Sure enough, I said, "Do you get along with him?"

Yang Xiao said, "Yes, as long as he doesn't speak."

I laughed, I couldn't help it now.

Yang Xiao said, "What's so funny?"

I said, "He hates me."

Yang Xiao said, "I can see it."

I whetted my appetite and said, "Guess why?"

This question is not difficult at all, Yang Xiao quickly answered, "You have arrested him many times."

"Yes," I said with a smile, "I have him every time, and I didn't do it on purpose. Who told him to be so unlucky."

Yang Xiao said: "You are quite evil."

"It's not bad, it's because he doesn't have a long memory, and I always catch him in the same place, just like you." Zhou Zhi and I could write a book in those years, the story of the recidivist and the policeman who arrested him. I think this is a good idea, and I can consider writing him into the college entrance examination composition tomorrow, if the proposition is relevant.

Yang Xiao was unhappy, and said: "Who is like him, he is as stupid as a pig."

"you are not?"

"I'm that..." Yang Xiao stopped explaining halfway, waved his hand and said, "Okay, me too."

I said, "That's right, you're dumber than him, at least he didn't throw himself into a trap."

Yang Xiao scolded her mother, "Fuck, I have nothing to say."

Out of nowhere, my mood improved.

I also considered including Yang Xiao in the composition of the college entrance examination, how to make up a story?A tale of police repeat offenders and... police dogs?

Sorry, I only need to think of the scene where Yang Xiao threw a stone at Zhou Zhi, like the police dog in my hand ran to bite the prisoner.

A fierce one.

The reason is...the prisoner attacked the police.

I laughed when I thought about it.

Yang Xiao asked me what I was laughing at, and I said no, I dare not tell him that my wild imagination might offend this vicious police dog.

When I got home, I said goodbye to Yang Xiao. He was standing downstairs in my neighborhood. It was late at night, and the moonlight shone on him, casting a layer of silver light on him.

"I'm here, you go back." This evening is over.

Yang Xiao said, "Go up."

I should go up and let my mother see, she is going to nag me again.

But...I always felt like I forgot to say something, I turned to look at Yang Xiao, he was standing there quietly, holding his trouser pockets with both hands, very eye-catching and very quiet.

What am I forgetting?I couldn't think of it for a while, but when I remembered it, it seemed that I had no chance to ask it again.

"I didn't take anything." Yang Xiao said behind me.

I turned around and was about to ask him what it was, but the tall figure was no longer in the distance, but in front of me, pressing into my sight, lifting my face, looking for my lips, without my consent, Suddenly and suddenly, without any warning, my first kiss was taken away.

My ears, my cheeks, my neck, my head, my heart are all hot.

I've never kissed before, why didn't Gu Ming tell me what it's like to be kissed by a boy?What should I do in response?

No way, Gu Ming can't teach me. If you kiss without consent, you have already lost the effective response.

So hot, his lips.

It hurts, he is a bit fierce.

Will there be punishment for a police dog attacking its owner?The master won't be willing to do it.

There are no extra people around, the wind is not calm, the breeze blows over my hot and red cheeks, and there is a hand in my neck, which makes me unable to turn my head and look away, I can only look at him so awkwardly and in a trance.

"Why..." I didn't want to ask this, when I said it, my nerves were confused again, and my mouth was out of control again.

The hot wind sprayed on my face, his eyebrows were clear, and the horror in his eyes was not hidden at all, "There is no reason, I have thought about it a long time ago."

My ears are soft, look at me, I don't even know I'm afraid, shouldn't I be worried about whether someone will find out?But I can't look away, I really want to know if the calm and turbulent emotions in those eyes are for me.

"Are you happy today?" he said against the tip of my nose.

I didn't give him an answer, and he didn't seem to need it.

"Wen Zhixing, it's over, today is over, no matter whether you are happy or not, you have to know, I will come to harass you again tomorrow."

I remembered, things I forgot.

I was... going to ask him what he was used to.

About being in restaurants, he said things I wasn't used to.

I asked him then, he didn't tell me, I suddenly remembered, wanted to know, but was confused by him, how could I ask him an insignificant question while he was kissing me?That's not an important thing, and it's not the right reaction, not to mention it's just an excuse for me to say one more word to him.