Brother, did you confess today?

Inside the room, the boy in black put his hands behind his back and looked at Xu Xiangfei with pursed lips. Xu Xiangfei was so embarrassed that he was at a loss while holding the tea.

Yue Manxing took another step forward: "Brother...it's really not like that, I let him call you big brother because, because he really should call you big brother..."

Wait, how come this is getting more and more outrageous.

Xu Xiangfei also felt the same way, and nodded slowly: "It's okay...but brother still wants you to think clearly, this is not a joke..."

Everyone was brought in front of him, both of them were still teenagers, in his opinion, it was really a bit sloppy.

"No..." Yue Manxing turned his head to the boy in black and said, "You wait outside the door first, and I'll let you come in after I explain to my brother."

"No." The boy in black turned around and left, "I'm leaving."

Yue Manxing didn't stop him, but felt like crying.

He obviously just wanted to make it clear to Xu Xiangfei!

Why did it become like this? !

I wanted to take it slowly, but ended up having a big oolong, so now I can only grit my teeth and say everything.

Countless images flashed before Yue Manxing's eyes, some of him being kicked out of the Yue family, some of him begging Yue Mingjing to keep him, and some of the scene of being with the young man in black for many years and finally discovering the identity of the other party.

The old dream of the past, I thought I was ready, I thought there would be no hesitation, but standing in front of Xu Xiangfei, looking at the gentle eyes of his elder brother as always, he still couldn't restrain his emotions, hesitated, and finally slammed When he knelt down, his knees landed on the ground with a loud bang.

Xu Xiangfei was startled, and was about to get up to help him: "Manxing! What are you doing?"

Even if you want him to agree, it's not like this...

Yue Manxing took a step on his knees, and pushed him back, not daring to look into his elder brother's eyes, just lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry... elder brother, I, I... I'm actually not my father's child, I'm not, I'm not the son of the Yue family. "

I finally opened my mouth, and it didn't seem to be that painful.

The secret buried in the bottom of my heart can no longer be hidden.

He found the real young master of the Yue family ahead of time, so he couldn't deceive himself to wait until the day of adulthood three years later.

Xu Xiangfei was so shocked by the news that he couldn't speak, he was even more surprised than just now, leaning on the table with his hands, his thoughts were full of thoughts, and he didn't think carefully about the relationship behind it.

But Yue Manxing simply said it all, feeling uncomfortable in his heart, and he stumbled when he spoke: "Not only am I not the real parent and child of the Yue family, but I am also the son of Qu Lucong, the former leader of the Yangyin Sect..."

"Wait, what did you say?"

Xu Xiangfei stood up, not in a hurry to help Yue Manxing, "If you are Qu Lucong's son, then Huailu Sect..."

"The leader of Huailu Sect is my real uncle."

Yue Manxing knelt straight, with all his hair scattered in front of him. He knew why Xu Xiangfei asked this question, and also knew his own life experience, which was the original sin.

The Huailu Sect hunted and killed Xu Xiangfei, and it had already caused a catastrophe in the snow field. The only son of Yue Lin who raised the brothers of the Yue family died at the hands of his uncle.

As for Yue Mingjing's first wife, it was because she was attacked by the demon sect during the demon exorcism conference that year, and died early due to the root cause of the disease.

For the rest, Yue Manxing could also guess that in order to protect Qu Lucong's only offspring, his biological mother exchanged the parents and children of the Yue family with him, so that he had everything in the Yue family that did not belong to him at all.

It was his mother who changed the child, his father who made his father-in-law marry and died early, and it was his uncle who almost killed Xu Xiangfei.

The real young master of the Yue family, however, wandered outside and became the killer of Shadow Gate, suffering all kinds of hardships.

And he has been in the Yue family for so many years, occupying the title of young master, and he is full of rich clothes and rich food.

Yue Manxing, who had just grown up, didn't understand this hatred. He felt that he was not wrong, and couldn't believe that his father had given up on him just like that.

But when he was on the run and finally knew everything, he suddenly realized that not killing him was the only thing Yue Mingjing could do.

Because of getting along with each other for many years, Yue Mingjing can't kill a killer, but the grievances are difficult to resolve, and they can't be resolved with a word of forgiveness or non-forgiveness.

When he woke up in this life, he hurried to rescue Xu Xiangfei and went to Duyingmen to look for the boy in black, all for atonement.

To atone for the sins of his father's generation, and for the sins he didn't know.

Gratitude is hard to repay, and hatred is hard to undo. Apart from this, Yue Manxing can't think of any other way to reduce some of the sins he bears.

The summer was scorching, but he didn't feel the heat, only the endless sadness, which intensified in Xu Xiangfei's silence.

Yue Manxing opened his mouth, and suddenly realized that he could no longer call Brother Xu Xiangfei, and felt even more sad.

Although the eldest brother seemed unreliable and not the elder brother he wanted in his heart, after more than a year of getting along, he had already treated Xu Xiangfei as his elder brother sincerely.

Even though he knew he was unworthy, he couldn't restrain his admiration.

"You get up first..." Xu Xiangfei stepped forward to grab Yue Manxing's arm, and tugged lightly, "I dare not say anything about other things, but my matter...you don't have to worry about it, it's not your fault."

"If you're really that sad, then elder brother should also seriously say, I don't blame you for the snowy incident."

After Yue Manxing listened in a daze, he suddenly threw himself into Xu Xiangfei's arms, hugged him tightly, and let out a suppressed cry.

"Big brother, big brother..."

Since he woke up, he couldn't get another day of peace. He didn't dare to get close to everyone in the Yue family. He didn't dare to accept every word of concern from Yue Mingjing. The haze lingered in his heart, and he couldn't breathe under the weight of all kinds of thoughts.

It turned out that redemption was so difficult, and it turned out that he was so reluctant.

"I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry..."

Xu Xiangfei sighed and patted Yue Manxing's back lightly. Both of them knew that this sorry was not just for him.

It's not just what Yue Manxing said to Xu Xiangfei now.

This is Yue Manxing's apology to Xu Xiangfei who passed away in the snow through the years.

Even though they had never met each other before, even though Xu Xiangfei's death was just an introduction, but when Yue Manxing rescued him, he felt truly reborn.

……

"what is his name?"

Yue Manxing held the handkerchief Xu Xiangfei handed over, and because he was embarrassed to wipe it with his handkerchief, he simply wiped his tears on his sleeve.

Xu Xiangfei: "..."

It can only be said that it is fortunate that the junior brother did not see it.

Otherwise, the junior brother will definitely feel that there is something on his clothes.

"Jiang Pu, I heard it was taken by the master who brought him."

Yue Manxing's journey to find Jiang Pu was not smooth, Yingyingmen didn't want to talk to him at all, and he and Ruan Zhou were almost at a loss what to do.

Until Jiang Pu happened to be on a mission, and Yue Manxing went to help them, these killers also had ideas, so they simply asked the two to help them with free labor.

After several months in vain, negotiating and giving gifts, Xu Xiangfei and Han Deyu's names were also used, and Jiang Pu's life experience was also revealed, so Jiang Pu was allowed to follow them temporarily.

"temporary?"

Yue Manxing nodded with a red nose: "They seem to have some rules. If you leave the opposite shadow gate, you can only get seriously injured. If you can't do it, you can get a sum of money and leave."

No wonder when he met Jiang Pu, the other party was as embarrassed as he was.

I don't know what kind of mission it is, which can make Jiang Pu, whose martial arts are so much higher than him, injured so much that he can only leave Duyingmen to wander.

Now that Jiang Pu is still the killer of Shadow Gate, Yue Manxing still has no way to bring him back to the Yue family.

And the young man didn't really want to go back, he was dubious about what Yue Manxing said, but he just felt that it was not easy to find a friend who was a little silly, so he followed him all the time.

Yue Manxing didn't know that the other party thought him stupid. He just treated himself as a young man who had suffered too much and was unwilling to trust others.

"It seems that there is such a thing..." Xu Xiangfei drank another cup of tea to calm down, "Brother, I will ask you about this matter."

Yue Manxing smiled happily: "Thank you, brother!"

"But..." Xu Xiangfei changed his subject, "But you were hunted down with Ruan Zhou back then, and you saw Jiang Pu among the people facing the Shadow Gate, so did you go to find him?"

"Yes, yes..."

Yue Manxing became nervous again, he was afraid that Xu Xiangfei would ask him how he knew what Jiang Pu looked like.

"Oh, brother understands."

Xu Xiangfei thought about it, and felt that something happened to Yue Manxing later, he met Jiang Pu who had left Duoyingmen, and they discovered their identities later.

But he still remembered one thing, and stared at Yue Manxing again: "Brother asked you something, just tell the truth."

Yue Manxing was a little uneasy: "What's the matter?"

Xu Xiangfei still remembered the disagreement between himself and Zhu Xuguang, raised his hand to press Yue Manxing's wrist, and asked earnestly: "Brother asked you... If you didn't come to the snowfield, would I...?"

Yue Manxing's pale face had already told Xu Xiangfei the answer.

Although he couldn't bear it, he still wanted to ask: "Then my junior brother, what about the future?"

"If... Brother Zhu may come out of the rivers and lakes again in three years."

Xu Xiangfei also understood why three years later.

Did it take three years to get out?

"So he's going crazy, right?"

Yue Manxing didn't dare to answer.

But there is no need for him to answer, Xu Xiangfei forced a smile, and patted the back of his hand comfortingly: "It's okay, brother is just asking for fun, Jiang Pu's side...you can call him later."

Yue Manxing hummed, watched Xu Xiangfei get up and leave, and when he got to the door, he turned back and said: "By the way, you still need to plan slowly about your life experience... As for other things, my brother believes in you, but this is always the case." It’s not easy to tell outsiders, you should pay more attention to it in the future, if you hear anecdotes, keep them hidden.”

The door opened and closed, leaving only Yue Manxing sitting alone in a daze.

It turns out that big brother knows everything...

Xu Xiangfei's pretended calm also broke down when he saw Zhu Xuguang, and stepped forward to lean on his shoulder gently.

"Why have you talked for so long, brother?"

"Oh, let's talk later."

Zhu Xuguang was quiet, and only raised his arms to hug him: "Senior brother is upset, let me hug him?"

Xu Xiangfei seemed to laugh, even though his heart was complicated and hard to get rid of, his face was just a bit grumpy with his junior.

Perhaps, what he saw in his dream was not all false, the lonely and vicissitudes-filled junior was indeed wiping his sword in the thatched hut.

Perhaps, the kiss in the snow that the junior brother mentioned was not fake.

Because it was him, Xu Xiangfei was so clear. If he actually made such an intimate move at the last moment, it could only mean...

He was unwilling.

Unwilling to leave here, leaving only the younger brother alone, unwilling to know the mind of the younger brother, and facing the pain of parting.

At the last moment, he could only tell Zhu Xuguang...

They were originally in love.

The author says:

Yue Manxing's life experience has been revealed, which is why he was kicked out of the Yue family, so he feels very, very guilty towards Xu Xiangfei and Jiang Pu