Brother, did you confess today?

Xu Xiangfei went to Changning after picking up Zhu Xuguang.

In fact, Han Deyu was very impatient to teach children, and he was often not in the house when he took in an apprentice. At most, he would come back occasionally to give advice and let them practice martial arts well.

Xu Xiangfei was taken by him like this for a year or two, and he was very happy to find a junior for himself, after all, he had someone to accompany him.

In the beginning, although Zhu Xuguang was clingy to him, the children didn't know how to measure and sometimes annoyed him, and the two children fought without knowing why.

No need to be coaxed after beating, just lie down and sleep together in the middle of the night.

Later, when Zhu Xuguang grew up, he only said a few words at most, and listened to Xu Xiangfei the rest of the time.

It is said that Xu Xiangfei is spoiling his senior brother, but why isn't Zhu Xuguang spoiling his senior brother?

It's just that the junior brother in the dream turned out to be a young man, his eyebrows and eyes were completely open, his eyes were completely indifferent, his cheeks were sunken, he was holding a piece of cloth in his hand, and the hand that wiped the sword was extremely heavy, and he wiped it back and forth over and over again.

Xu Xiangfei couldn't help but stepped forward and walked in.

Before, Zhu Xuguang was very careful in wiping his sword, meticulous and gentle, his eyes were shining brightly, which made Xu Xiangfei amused and amusing.

But the junior brother in front of him, his eyes were extremely cold and lifeless, he was not wiping the sword, but was using the sword to torture himself.

"Junior Brother, Junior Brother?"

Zhu Xuguang was in a daze, and suddenly raised his head to look outside the door, the light in his eyes gathered and then disappeared, and finally fell silent, continuing to fiddle with the sword in his hand indifferently.

Xu Xiangfei walked up to him and was startled by his appearance just now.

His eyes were bloodshot, his face was haggard, as if he was isolated from the world, and his heart was ashamed.

how so……

Although the junior brother in the dream seemed to have grown up a lot, Xu Xiangfei still felt very distressed, but he couldn't do anything about it.

He knew it was just a dream...

But why did the junior brother in the dream look like this?

No, no.

Xu Xiangfei realized that what he was most afraid of was that Zhu Xuguang regarded him too seriously, so that he was unwilling to face any possibility of losing him.

Maybe it's because you think about it every day and dream at night.

He wanted to convince himself that the Zhu Xuguang in front of him was just a figment of his own imagination, and it was only because he was too worried that he had such a strange dream.

But the growing pain in his heart couldn't be concealed, he always felt that the junior in front of him was real.

Zhu Xuguang suddenly stopped wiping his sword, picked up a neatly folded handkerchief, coughed violently, blood stained the handkerchief red, and hurt Xu Xiangfei's eyes.

Coughing and grunting, Xu Xiangfei wanted to go up to him to ask him, to go up and grab the handkerchief, but he was just an illusion, he couldn't touch anything.

"Senior brother..."

When he spoke, he realized that his eyes were hot, and his voice trembled so much that it was hard to hear.

But Zhu Xuguang suddenly raised his eyes, put one hand on one of the swords, his eyes were blank, and he looked into the air to hear a voice that he was so familiar with that he would never forget.

But no more.

Never hear it again.

Zhu Xuguang was in a trance, lowered his head, and muttered to himself, "Brother..."

"I miss you so much."

Xu Xiangfei couldn't bear it any longer, and rushed forward, trying to grab his junior brother, but when he opened his eyes, he found himself thrown on the bed.

He sat up abruptly, calming his violent breathing. The night was so long that he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or an illusion, but when he felt the coolness on his face, he stretched out his hand to wipe it, only to find that his face was covered with tears.

Xu Xiangfei suddenly wanted to laugh, and thought of something, immediately put on his coat and went out. When he arrived at Yu Langzhong's place, he was unwilling to live in the same room with Zhu Xuguang, but now he regretted it a bit.

If Zhu Xuguang was lying beside him, maybe he wouldn't have the nightmare.

It seems that the one who is spoiled is not the younger brother.

In the past few days, Zhu Xuguang actually stayed by his bedside, afraid that he would be in severe pain and bite himself in a daze, but Yu Langzhong said that he would not take medicinal baths for these few days, and he had no reason to continue to stay in the brother's room , I had no choice but to go back by myself.

He didn't sleep well, always remembering his senior brother, but when he heard someone coming from outside the house, he was stunned, and when he sat up, he found a familiar breath in his arms.

Zhu Xuguang opened his eyes blankly: "Brother?"

What responded to him was that the senior brother stared at him for a while, and slapped him inexplicably, without force, but also made a soft sound, which made Zhu Xuguang even more confused.

How come back, senior brother came to beat him in the middle of the night?

Did you not react when you quarreled during the day, and you came here to beat someone because you couldn't sleep because of his anger?

"...Brother?"

Xu Xiangfei was still angry after taking pictures of him, then pinched his face hard, and finally smiled helplessly: "I lost to you."

When he came over, he only put on his coat hastily, while Zhu Xuguang was only wearing his inner coat, and he hugged him as soon as he threw himself on him. Among other things, Xu Xiangfei felt a little hot.

But he can't push it away now, how can Zhu Xuguang let go of the senior brother who threw himself into his arms?

Although he didn't know why Xu Xiangfei came, but it didn't matter, Zhu Xuguang hugged him tightly, lowered his head and rubbed on his shoulder: "Senior brother, do you miss me?"

In fact, Xu Xiangfei still had some thoughts, especially after he had a dream that made him feel uncomfortable.

But now is not the time to talk about that.

Xu Xiangfei held Zhu Xuguang's face again and looked at it. There was no light in the room, so he actually couldn't see clearly, but it was just right, he could see too clearly, and he couldn't say some words.

"Didn't you always want to know why senior brother refused to agree to you?"

Zhu Xuguang was taken aback and hummed.

Xu Xiangfei sighed, lying in his arms, giving up on himself and saying: "Because I'm afraid... I'm afraid that something will happen to me, and you won't be able to get out."

"You've been with me for too long, and it's because I didn't pay attention. I didn't care if you didn't like to make friends with people before, but now I realize that there are too few people around you. Maybe that's why you regard me so important... ...But this is wrong, the world is impermanent, life and death are unpredictable, I want you to have a better life in the future, not because of my leaving... depressed, or even crazy."

Zhu Xuguang hummed again, pulled Xu Xiangfei's coat that had been left aside and put it on him, and then chuckled: "Why can't you figure it out, brother? My stubborn nature won't change just because of how many people I know."

"I... I missed it."

"Senior brother, of course, was thinking about it. Why does senior brother think that one day, if I lose my senior brother, I can still live a good life? Is it right? What is right? Senior brother always thinks about me, not only afraid that I will go crazy, but also afraid that I will be unhappy. ...Then senior brother, where do you put yourself?"

"Senior brother thinks this way. After listening to it for a long time, I only know that senior brother is so happy with me. Could it be that senior brother thinks that he can live a good life without me?"

Xu Xiangfei was silent for a while.

Zhu Xuguang didn't force him to answer, he just said softly: "Brother is willing to tell me that I am already very happy."

He also guessed a little bit that Xu Xiangfei was so afraid that he would not be able to come out, probably because Xu's father was too sad and missed him, so he didn't want to see anyone around him come to this point.

But they have been together for too long, and they know each other too well. Xu Xiangfei knows that Zhu Xuguang's nature is hard to change, and he has been a little stubborn and paranoid since he was a child. It's just that he cares too little, so he puts all the paranoia on Xu Xiangfei.

And Zhu Xuguang also knew that it wasn't that Xu Xiangfei didn't care about him, it was because he cared so much that he didn't dare to act rashly and hesitated everywhere.

"If senior brother wants to be with me one day when I don't regard senior brother as important, then it is impossible. Senior brother might as well be like this forever, at least when he is in a good mood, he can be intimate with me for a while."

Xu Xiangfei: "..."

Zhu Xuguang continued: "Anyway, senior brother doesn't want to be responsible..."

The next moment, his eyes widened in surprise, because Xu Xiangfei suddenly tilted his head and kissed the corner of his mouth.

It was just a light touch, but Zhu Xuguang's heart beat like a drum, and he immediately went to find Xu Xiangfei's lips, wanting to deepen the kiss.

But Xu Xiangfei stretched out his hand to stop him, full of unnaturalness, and finally got some courage: "It is precisely because I know... that I am the same person as my father, so I don't want you to suffer this pain."

This is the answer to what Zhu Xuguang said before, if he loses his junior brother, he will naturally have a bad life.

It's just that I thought too much in the past, but I couldn't get out of it. Today I suddenly realized that I had already fallen into it.

There is no perfect way in the world.

Zhu Xuguang thought about this sentence carefully, the more he thought about it, the happier he was, he couldn't help taking Xu Xiangfei's hand, and pecked and kissed his brother's face in the dark, and his subordinates also hugged him tighter and tighter, and said when he was presumptuous: "Brother, do you think this is a crime? But I... I am willing to do so."

Xu Xiangfei hid for a long time but couldn't dodge, his whole body seemed to be burning hot, and he put his hand on his shoulder: "I'm obviously talking to you about something serious."

Why does it feel like I'm being taken advantage of by my junior...

But it is true.

Thinking of this, Xu Xiangfei felt uncomfortable again, and wanted to run away: "...I'm leaving, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

"No."

Zhu Xuguang didn't allow him to leave, and finally waited until the senior brother confessed his feelings and threw himself into his arms, so he simply pressed Xu Xiangfei firmly under him, and then blocked his surprise.

Now Xu Xiangfei really found out how gentle Zhu Xuguang was before, he had never experienced this kind of feeling as if he was going to be swallowed, and he was treated so frivolously just for telling the truth.

The soft sound of water in the room made him want to bump his head to death, but he soon forgot to think about it, and could barely keep awake under Zhu Xuguang's fierce attack.

gosh...

Are those couples so close?

This is too...

Taking advantage of Zhu Xuguang letting him go, Xu Xiangfei panted a few times, and couldn't help asking: "...how did you do this?"

He felt a little itchy and wanted to hit his junior brother a few times.

Zhu Xuguang tasted the essence and knew the taste, he hadn't finished making out yet, Wen Yan just leaned over and kissed Xu Xiangfei's side face: "Because I've wanted to do this to senior brother for a long time."

Xu Xiangfei: "..."

Zhu Xuguang kissed him a few more times: "Why don't you go, brother?"

What to go, he probably won't be able to sleep after he left.

Xu Xiangfei really wanted to pretend to be dead: "...Brother is sleepy."

"Senior brother lied."

Xu Xiangfei: "..."

Brother, please forgive me.

The author says:

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