After mistaking the winery boss for the protagonist, I became the biggest villain

Renye Karasuma froze there, not knowing how to reply for a moment.

He always felt that he existed because of the original.Because of him, he survived;

Because of him, I plucked up the courage to kill that person; because of him, I endured the pain of treatment and lived with difficulty.

It is very painful to clearly feel that your body is crumbling inch by inch.

But he persisted because he felt that he was living for Yuan.

That's why I care so much about the authenticity of that question.

Because, once it is false, it fundamentally denies its own existence.

Everything he does makes no sense.

But now, the other party tells himself that you live for yourself.

"Yuan, this..." Renye Karasuma was at a loss for words for a moment, he didn't know what to say.

"Brother, you are unique. It doesn't matter what you were born for or why you exist. As long as you are still breathing and thinking, you are your own."

"You don't need to care about others, and you don't need to live for others. You are yourself first, followed by my brother, and the boss of this organization.

I know, brother, you don't really like to organize these darkness.But you have to take on that, and pretend to be someone else all the time. "

"Because you know that once the news that you are not that person leaks out, the organization will be chaotic, and once you leave, the organization will lose its proper bottom line and principles."

"Although the current organization is still very dark, it is no longer as disgusting as before. It has the most basic bottom line, which is all thanks to you. The existence of darkness is inevitable, and the darkness under your control is even more It is transparent and better grasped.”

"There are too many changes in this world, and there are too few capable police officers. Without you, the world doesn't know what kind of chaos it would be."

Karasuma Renye was a little touched at first, but she laughed out loud after hearing that, "Yuan, it's almost enough, if I continue to boast, I will really think that I am the savior of this world, not the leader of a criminal organization. "

Karasumahara raised the corner of his mouth, showing a cheerful and docile smile, and said, "You are my brother, why can't I praise you, I want to praise fiercely, my brother is obviously the best!"

"He's smart, wise, gentle, and very handsome."

"A brother like this shouldn't just live for others."

"Your existence is far more important than you think."

Renye Karasuma laughed and said, "You'll coax me, please, please, I understand what you mean."

"I will live for myself." Of course, you are far more important than me in my heart.

He didn't say the latter sentence, it was too nasty, and he is already a mature man, so he shouldn't say such hypocritical words.Of course, there should be no tears for this matter.

Thinking of this, he wiped the corners of his eyes expressionlessly, he didn't cry, he just got sand.

And Karasumahara just reached out and rubbed the other person's head, and said with a smile: "I didn't expect that my brother would cry so differently."

"I didn't cry..." Renye Karasuma retorted in a cold voice.

But the tears in the corners of his eyes were like the flood that had released the flood, which couldn't be stopped no matter what.

He wiped it over and over again, but there were always new tears born in the next second.

Karasumahara directly pressed the other party's head, put it on his own shoulder, and said with a smile: "Brother, it's okay, why are you still trying to save face in front of me?"

"However, who told me to be so considerate?"

"Brother, remember to award me the most understanding younger brother award next time. If there is such a competition, I will definitely win the first place."

In the ear was the humming sound of the chest resonating with the other party's words. The boy's body was slender and well-proportioned, and every muscle in his body was grown just right. Although the shoulders were not strong, they were enough for a person to rely on.

The original is right, he has grown up and can be trusted and relied on.

It's just that he is an older brother, the one who should be relied on by the other party, but every time he has to comfort himself, forgive himself, and rely on himself.

this won't work...

Thinking of this, he was about to straighten up, but he was directly pressed into his arms by the other party, and the other party's gentle words came from his ear, "Brother, let's have a good cry."

"You still have me."

Hearing this, Renye Karasuma relaxed the strength in her hand, showed a relieved and joyful smile, and buried it on the opponent's shoulder.

Originally, it has always been the meaning of my own existence.

As for Karasumahara, who felt the wetness on her shoulders, she was both uncomfortable and happy, but the discomfort was very insignificant compared to the happiness.

Looking at the large clouds of luck rushing towards him crazily above his head, Karasumahara still pinched his palm crazily, barely restraining himself from screaming directly.

He had never seen so many clouds of luck!

In the Yun family, it's not that there are no bosses who send him the cloud of luck at a fixed time.However, so much, so much that he couldn't imagine, he really never felt it.

He wondered if the person in his arms had emptied the clouds of his life's luck.

Every time, he gave him all the clouds of luck above his head, and after he recovered a little, he continued to distribute them to himself without reservation.

And the top of his head was already bare.

This is really not reserved for myself at all.

He squinted his eyes in satisfaction, and couldn't help reaching out to caress the back of the other party, you are my little angel!

In the next second, the momentum that was originally weak and surging was full of vitality again, and it floated towards the top of Karasumahara's head.

This is too good at plucking, much more ruthless than plucking the ground by yourself.

Regarding this, he just wanted to say, please do more in this situation, it's okay, don't feel sorry for him because he is a delicate flower, he can bear it!

It's a pity that the time of warmth is short-lived, Karasumahara can only watch helplessly as the other party stands up from his arms, and the cloud of luck above his head no longer floats like him.

He can say a little more, and his arms are always open for you.

Let's just say, can we stay a little longer?

Unfortunately, the other party straightened up mercilessly, "I'll go wash my face first."

"Yuan, have you eaten yet? Let's eat together later."

"It seems like we haven't eaten together for a long time."

Karasuma Hara nodded, looking eagerly at the other party... the cloud of luck above his head.

That's great, it's all my food reserves.

After Karasuma Renye helped the other party handle the food habitually, she paused and said, "It turns out..."

Karasumahara had just stuffed half a mouthful of food in. Hearing the shout, he raised his head and looked at the other person in a daze, then chewed quickly a few times, and said, "Brother, what's the matter?"

Renye Karasuma smiled, handed the other party a clean white handkerchief and a cup of warm water, and said, "Wipe the corners of your mouth first."

After tidying himself up, Karasumahara pursed his lips and smiled embarrassedly. He slept for two days and didn't notice before.When it was time to eat, he realized that he was very hungry now.

Looking at the almost untouched food in front of the other party, Karasumahara frowned and said, "Brother, why don't you eat it?"

Don't starve my luck clouds.

Renye Karasuma looked at the other party and said, "I have no appetite, Hara, I want to tell you something."

"Is it because of the body?" Karasumahara interrupted, "Is that the plan you want to talk about?"

"Brother..." As soon as he mentioned this, Karasumahara also remembered that his food reserve was dying.

But, why didn't I see the imminent death above his head?

Oh, he forgot, the cloud of luck doesn't work anymore.

That's alright...

Renye Karasuma pursed her lips and said, "Hara, I know you hate that plan, I won't do it."

Karasumahara raised his eyes and glanced at the other party, but did not answer directly, and asked instead: "Then what do you think?"

"I said it just now, you have to live for yourself, throw away my opinion, what about yourself?"

"Ask yourself, do you want to continue living?"

Karasuma Renya lowered her head, clenched her knuckles until her knuckles turned white, and said, "I think so."

"I'd love to live, really."

Karasumahara paused, and then put down the tableware in his hand. Before he could say anything, he saw the other party raised his head, smiled softly at himself, and said, "But, my life should not be based on so many things. human death."

"It would have been a nuisance."

"I can't make you hate me."

"The days of living with Yuan are the most fulfilling and happiest time I have ever lived, and this time is enough for me."

"I already have such great memories, I can't bear to have something ruin them."

"I can't do it either, so this plan can't go ahead."

Karasumahara looked at the other party and said calmly, "Even if you want to live?"

"Even if you really want to continue living in this world?"

Karasuma Renya nodded, "Yes."

Karasumahara didn't answer immediately, just lowered his head and ate the food in front of him silently. Gin was right, he seemed really crazy.

What does it matter whether you are happy or not?What does it matter what I think?

Is it worth the other party giving up his life abruptly?

why?

Karasuma didn't understand, why the other party cared about him so much, what did he do?

He didn't seem to do anything.

He just saved the other party and then became the other party's younger brother.Even, in the process of him becoming the opponent's younger brother, it was obvious that the opponent paid more.

This is very wrong.

He picked up the glass of warm water that the other party had just handed to him, raised his head and drank it all.

Now, he's not quite right himself.

He felt sore and astringent in his chest, and a gloom was stuck in his chest, which couldn't go up or down, but he didn't know what to say.

Does he hate that plan?

Hate……

Does he want him alive?

Of course I want to...

He originally thought that the other party would choose to continue with that plan.Because even if the other party cares about him again, he will be willing to give up most of his luck, and will not give up his life for himself.

This is not reasonable...

But he just did it.

Karasumahara just kept eating her own food in a silent voice, regardless of the other party. After filling her belly to the ground, she raised her head and looked at the other party seriously, "I'll count it for you once."

He took out a coin and said, "Heads, the plan continues. Tails, the plan is abandoned."

Karasumahara tossed it casually, and looked at the silver-white coins constantly flipping in mid-air, and suddenly felt a little dazed. It seemed that he also made a fortune for the other party when he had dinner with the other party last time.

As a result, he didn't figure it out at all.

At that time, he was counting himself, but this time he was counting him.

He was a little confused, the coin in mid-air suddenly fell, and Karasumahara was about to reach out to catch it, but Karasuma Renye reached out and took it directly.

Karasumahara stared wide-eyed, and said, "Brother, your results like this are inaccurate."

Renye Karasuma stuffed the coin in her hand directly into her pocket, and said, "If you don't allow it, don't allow it. I didn't want to see it at first."

Karasumahara?

"Why?" Karasumahara didn't understand, this is obviously the way to get the right choice, as long as he takes a look at the result after landing, he will know what is the right choice.

Why would he refuse?

Renye Karasuma looked up at the other party. At this time, his face was indifferent and calm, and he didn't even have the slightest thought of seeing the result. He said, "Hara, what is really correct?"

"If the calculated result is the execution plan, it means that this choice is optimal. If the calculated result is not implemented, it means that it is optimal not to implement it."

Karasuma was a little anxious, and shouted at him, "The result I calculated will definitely be the best choice."

"Brother, you have to trust me."

Renye Karasuma stood up, walked to Karasumahara, patted the other side's shoulder, and said, "I know."

"However, this time is different."

"This time, there is no optimal option, and there are abyss on both sides. I can't watch Yuan jump into it."

"The so-called optimal is only the optimal in essence."

Karasumahara collapsed, "Yeah, what else do you want?"

Renye Karasuma shook her head with a smile, stroking the other person's head with her hands comfortingly, and said, "The original calculated result may be the best option for me, the organization, and the country."

"But not to you."

"As long as it's not for you, then it's not the best option."

Karasumahara took a deep breath and said, "Why do you say that?"

His emotions just now were not quite right, the sourness before had been clogging his chest.

Renye Karasuma sighed, and said, "I can't put the responsibility on you, it should be borne by me."

"That plan is too important and too sinful. For me, it's not worth starting it."

"I admit that I have really moved my mind, because I want to continue to be by Yuan's side. These days are so beautiful, so good that I don't want to give up at all."

"However, I clearly understand that once I choose that plan, there will be an abyss between me and Yuan that will never be crossed."

"I don't want to be like this. Between living brokenly and dying completely, I choose the latter."

"It's my decision."

"However, you don't need to bear anything for me."

"If it is calculated to start the plan, then all these crimes will be attributed to you, but if it is calculated not to start, you will have to watch me die."

"No matter what you choose, it will be too painful for you."

He caressed the other person's back calmly with one hand, a self-deprecating smile curled up on the corner of his mouth, and said: "I would rather now, I didn't ask that question, I would rather you didn't really care about me, so at least you wouldn't Saddened by my passing."

Karasumahara lowered his head and said, "Why are you always thinking about me?"

"Why don't you think about yourself?"

His eyes were empty and blank, he raised his head, and asked the other party in confusion, "Because..." I love you.

Renye Karasuma didn't say anything, because in the next second, Karasumahara recovered her expression, took out the coin from the other party's pocket, looked at the other party seriously, and said, "Brother, even if the calculated result is not good for me Not necessarily the best option."

Saying this, a confident and sunny smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he solemnly tossed the coin in his hand. Watching the ups and downs of the coin, he smiled and replied: "But, I threw the coin, and the result is also up to me." to choose."

"The fortune-teller has always been myself, not the coin."

"So, what I really choose is up to me."

"When the coin is tossed, I will seriously ask my heart what result I want."

"In this way" he looked at the other party, blinked, showed a sly smile, and said, "This kind of result will be the best for me."

As for the other party's unspoken answer, Karasumahara didn't care.Because he felt that even if the other party said it, he still wouldn't understand it.

But now, he is willing to choose that one time for the sake of the other party. It may not be the right choice, but it is the option he wants to choose.