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Xie Qingcheng didn't seem to intend to say anything more to He Yu, but only asked, "Did Xie Xue tell you?"

"No."

"Then she might think it's my private matter."

He Yujing was silent for a while: "Are you and Li Ruoqiu not suitable?"

Li Ruoqiu is the name of Xie Qingcheng's ex-wife.

He Yu was very impressed with the woman who married Xie Qingcheng, and felt that there was something wrong with her, that she was able to walk into the grave of marriage with a fatherly and cold man like Xie Qingcheng.

In his impression, Xie Qingcheng seemed to have no desires or desires, so he should just sit at the desk in a neat white coat, with a voluminous bookshelf behind him, and his body smelled of cold and sober medicine.

It was hard for He Yu to believe that Xie Qingcheng would love someone, and it was even harder to believe that anyone would love Xie Qingcheng.

But Dr. Xie is indeed married.

He still remembers that on the day of the wedding, he followed his mother's request to bring the money with him. He went there casually, and he didn't even change out of his school uniform.The driver drove him to the hotel, and he carried his schoolbag on one shoulder, stepped on white sneakers, put his hands in the trouser pockets of his school uniform and sports pants, and entered the hotel.

Xie Qingcheng was there to welcome the guests.

The wedding team made makeup for him. He stood in the middle of the crowd with a straight figure and a dignified manner. His dark eyebrows seemed to be like stars.The master of ceremonies was talking to him, it was too noisy around, Xie Qingcheng was tall and couldn't hear clearly, so he tilted his head so that the master of ceremonies could speak next to his ear, his face stood out against the background of others A shocking translucent white, like thin porcelain illuminated by a spotlight, would shatter even a slight touch, and the color of the lips was also slightly lighter, as if blood had been frozen under the ice.

The skin is like a world of glazed glass, and the lips are like frost and red plums.

Although He Yu doesn't like men, he is very aesthetic.

At that moment, he had a feeling that although the woman named Li Ruoqiu was also very good-looking, but in all fairness, He Yu felt that when she and Xie Qingcheng were together, the marriage proposal scene might look like this——

Xie Qingcheng should be wearing a white coat, wearing his usual ballpoint pen and fountain pen, standing like a flower in the high mountain with his hands in his pockets, and then said to the girl in an angry tone:

"I want to marry you, you kneel down and thank you."

Of course, he is a very good at disguising people, he will not tell the truth.

He Yu was carrying a shoulder schoolbag, walked forward with a smile, stood in front of the handsome groom and the beautiful bride, and said, "Thank you, Doctor, sister-in-law."

Li Ruoqiu: "This is..."

Xie Qingcheng introduced to his wife: "The son of a friend's family."

He had an agreement with the He family that he would not say that He Yu was a patient outside.

Li Ruoqiu praised: "It's really beautiful, what a beautiful child."

He Yu bowed politely, with a very gentlemanly demeanor, with a smile in his dark eyes: "Where, sister-in-law, you are the real beauty."

As he said that, the young man took the sealed red envelope from the shoulder canvas bag, which was very thick, and said in a gentle manner, "I wish you and Dr. Xie a happy relationship for a hundred years."

A hundred years is a good fart.

At that time, he felt that no one could bear Xie Qingcheng's kind of man, but he didn't expect this marriage to be so short.Now it seems that he still has the ability to speak spirit?

He Yu endured the schadenfreude and asked calmly, "Why did you leave?"

Xie Qingcheng did not speak.

"I remember that she liked you very much at that time. She came to my house after she married you. At that time, she didn't have anyone in her eyes, only you."

Xie Qingcheng spoke, and he said, "He Yu, this is indeed my private matter."

He Yu raised his eyebrows slightly.

He looked at Xie Qingcheng's aloof appearance, and suddenly felt that when he came back from abroad for a few years, the person he saw again seemed to be different in many things.

It's just that he wasn't curious about Xie Qingcheng's changes, so he finally smiled: "Forget it, I wish you a successful blind date."

Xie Qingcheng glanced at him lightly, turned around and left without saying thank you.

The dormitory door closed behind him.

Because He Yu mentioned his ex-wife, Xie Qingcheng couldn't help but think back to his extremely failed marriage with Li Ruoqiu while walking on the road.

Xie Qingcheng actually knew why Xie Xue didn't mention this to He Yu.

Because the reason for his divorce is very embarrassing - Li Ruoqiu did love him, but she really didn't love him anymore.

She cheated.

This is unacceptable to Xie Qingcheng. He doesn't know what love is, but he knows what family responsibility is. In some places, his thinking is very conservative.

But she is different.

She believes that the most important thing in marriage is love, not responsibility, so in the end they are still divided. She fell in love with a married man, but after the incident, she cried and accused him of only having work in his eyes and marrying him. It's no different than being married to a cold work schedule.

Such accusations are actually not unreasonable, Xie Qingcheng knows that he is a man without sentimentality.

In this relationship, Xie Qingcheng actually didn't feel any love. She chased him for many years, and he later felt that it was suitable. After a period of contact, they got married.

After marriage, he did not evade any of the things a husband should do and fulfill his obligations.

But she didn't want this kind of marriage.

Xie Qingcheng is very responsible, but he is not romantic and has a cold temper.He can maintain calmness and rationality even between the beds, without sinking or obsessing, like completing a job that must be done after forming a family, fulfilling obligations, but not so keen.

Her heart gradually became cold.

She cheated, turned around and said to him: "Xie Qingcheng, you have no heart. You still don't understand to this day. I want to have love, not just marriage."

But what is love?

Xie Qingcheng only felt that his headache was about to split, and he didn't know how much effort it took to hold back his anger and slap the table.At that time, he looked at her for a long time, and finally he spoke numbly, with a voice as calm as stagnant water: "Does that person like you? He has a wife and a daughter. How sincere do you think he is to you?"

When she was asked this sentence, she raised her head, and there was something burning in her eyes that Xie Qingcheng couldn't understand at all.

"...I don't care if he has a wife or children. I only know that when he hugged me, he was at least enthusiastic. I could hear his heartbeat speeding up. Unlike you, Xie Qingcheng, you are clean and never flirt with women. , You gave me all the money and the family, but your heartbeat to me is like a dead electrocardiogram, after so many years of marriage, it has always been a straight line."

"Life is only a few decades, he was bound by his own unhappy marriage, and I am the same. Now I think about it, I don't want status, money, or even fame. People say I'm a slut. Well, broken shoes or whatever, I just want to be with him."

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes, and the cigarette in his hand almost burned his fingertips: "Li Ruoqiu, are you crazy? There is no love in this world. Love is caused by the reaction of dopamine in the human body. It is your hormones that are causing trouble, but this There are responsibilities in the world, and there are families. If you want to be with him when you are in a coma, is he willing to divorce and live with you?"

silence.

Then the flames in Li Ruoqiu's eyes burned even hotter and crazily, she finally said to him stubbornly with tears in her eyes: "I just don't want to make myself regret."

"Xie Qingcheng, there is love in this world, it may be outrageous, against human relations, it may be degraded to the dirt, filthy, but it exists, it has nothing to do with hormones and dopamine."

"Sorry, I can't live with you anymore because I know what love is now. I love him even though it's wrong."

Having been divorced for so many years, every time Xie Qingcheng thinks of this conversation, he still finds it ridiculous.

If the so-called love is to make a person know that it is wrong, but also have a bloody head, knowing that one step into the abyss, but also obsessed with obsession, infamy, spurning, morality, life, bottom line... everything can be ignored.So in his opinion, this is probably not a kind of love, but a kind of disease.

He couldn't empathize with it.

Although he has a tough personality, he is a straight man after all, and he still has a bit of machismo. His wife cheated on him and ran away with a married man. After all, he was hurt.

For a while after the divorce, Xie Qingcheng still worked, wrote papers, and took care of students, usually without any signs of distress.But everyone around could see that he was losing weight rapidly, his cheeks were slightly sunken, and his voice was hoarse when he spoke.

Out of concern that "in case he fails, the school will be on the hot search", the leader asked him warmly: "Professor Xie, if you are not feeling well, please take leave and go home to rest for a while, don't push yourself."

Unexpectedly, Xie Qingcheng gave him a stack of compressed ppt packages, which are the latest lecture courseware, with detailed content and concise system. The leader asked himself that even when he had the clearest mind and the most vigorous body, it would be difficult for him to do so in such a short period of time. Complete such a project within.

"Do you want me to go back?" Xie Qingcheng leaned back on the office chair, his slender fingers intertwined, a person as thin as light paper, as thin as green smoke, when he raised his eyes to see people, he was still clear, It can even be said to be cold and sharp.

"I really want to take a break, but please make sure that there are other people besides me who can do this in the first lecture of this courseware."

Naturally, there is no one who can do this.

The leader also saw from his torch-like eyes that his school would not be on the trending list for the time being—that was not the kind of eyes that people who were about to die would have.

But almost no one knows that in order to be able to work well and to bury the fragmented emotions in his heart, Xie Qingcheng would sit in the room and smoke as soon as he got home, coughing uncontrollably and unwilling to stop, almost To smoke your own lungs black, to turn the whole house into a nicotine paradise.

Aunt Li, who lives next door, saw him like this, and felt very uncomfortable.

The Xie family originally had a good family background, and his parents were both very high-ranking police superintendents, but later an important mistake was made in handling the case, and both were demoted to the grassroots.At that time, Xie's mother fell ill again. In order to see a doctor for her, they sold their big house and lived in a small alley in the old city of Shanghai. They lived in poverty, but met many warm-hearted neighbors.

When Xie Qingcheng's parents passed away, Xie Qingcheng was still underage, so he had to assume the responsibility of the head of the family. The neighbors looked at the children poorly and took good care of them. Among these people, Xie Qingcheng was the best This is Aunt Li.

Aunt Li is younger than Xie Qingcheng's mother, she likes children, but she has never been married and has no children of her own.She almost regarded the Xie family brothers and sisters as her own treasures, especially after Xie's father and mother passed away. emotion.

Xie Qing was divorced, and Aunt Li shed tears for a while, and then, like an old mother whose heart was broken, she pulled herself together and tried to introduce a girl to him.

As for him, in order not to hurt Aunt Li's feelings, he went there, but he was just going through the motions, and for those girls, he was not a good choice——

When Xie Qingcheng got married for the first time, the conditions were pretty good. He was handsome and tall. He was a doctor in a tertiary hospital. He was in his twenties, in his prime, with a bright future.

The only hardware flaw is that he comes from a bad background and has no money.

But now, he is a second-married man, the salary of a university professor is not as high as that of a doctor, and he is no longer so young, so his defect has become an unusually bony diaphragm.A divorced man, at the age of four, without a good house or a good car, and there is an unmarried younger sister who needs his care.

No matter how handsome the face is, and he is not a celebrity, he can't get money for living.

How could the girl's parents not mind?

Blind date is different from love. The first thing you see is eye relationship, but it is actually a combination of conditions, so the conversation is often like this:

"It's a good job, can you take care of your family?"

"No. Because I am a professor in the medical school, the content of the lectures needs to be very careful, and there are no mistakes. Students also have a lot of questions and often work overtime."

"Oh... Then, the salary is good, right?"

"It may take another three years or so to improve. But I'm not sure whether I will still be in college after three years."

"Is that so...do you have any other relatives in your family?"

"... There is a younger sister."

"Married?"

"not yet."

……

Spying is often sharp and straightforward, like a knife dissecting a person's condition, and also cutting off the other party's hopeful smile at the beginning.

Aunt Li knew about it, and she was very anxious: "Hey, the purpose of a blind date is to praise yourself! This is a customary rule. Others are just bragging, so they talk about themselves as soon as they come up. Everyone thinks that I can talk. It's even worse than what I said above, who knew it would be the other way around!"

Xie Qingcheng originally wanted to say: "I don't want to get married anymore."

But looking at Aunt Shangli's anxious and sad eyes, she changed her words to: "...I'm used to it. I'm sorry."

Aunt Li stared at him, staring at him, she choked up: "Son, you said you are so good, why didn't the Buddha bless you... I burn incense every day and pray every day, just to ask God to find my treasure again." A good marriage, then it will be worth it if I die immediately..."

"Aunt Li, you can't talk nonsense."

"I'm an old bone, what am I afraid of, you are different, you are still young, if life is unsatisfactory in the future, I go underground, how can I have the face to see your father and Muying..."

Therefore, Aunt Li insisted on looking for all kinds of girls for him, always hoping to match them into a marriage.

Xie Qingcheng felt very uncomfortable. He is an arrogant and tough guy who refuses to lie and is unwilling to be picked on. For some reason, his state of mind is completely different from when he had a blind date with Li Ruoqiu back then. Make sure you don't spend the rest of your life with anyone.

But with his personality as a man in charge, how can he bear the sadness and tears of his relatives and friends?He can only accept that they are happy under his protection and care.

So even if the results are predictable, he will agree to go to those blind dates like job hunting in order to make Aunt Li happy.

This time, he was on a blind date with a very young girl named Bai Jing. There was a relative in the family who taught in a university, and I heard that she was also from a well-known medical school.And she herself is the counter sister of the luxury counter in the most fashionable mall in Shanghai.

In the coastal cities where money is flowing, the most indispensable thing is the rich man with billions of dollars. Girls spend all day in the high-end luxury counters, listening to the male and female customers who come and go. The illusion of glamorousness, the viewer holds his head up, glances at the clothes logo first, and stamps all the boys wearing Adidas in their hearts as poor, and at least wears a prada to be worthy of talking to her.

When Xie Qingcheng came to the cafe, Bai Jing was on the phone with her best friend: "Oh, yes, you don't know, I meet that kind of idiot every day at work, and today there are two mother and son, the son is wearing I don’t know what, it’s probably from Taobao, if it weren’t for my good professionalism, I would roll my eyes to the sky, hey, wearing Taobao to visit our counters, I’m not going to be dimpled.”

Tilting her little finger, which was making diamonds, stirring the coffee in the small cup, Bai Jing covered her mouth and laughed as she listened to her best friend replying on the other end of the phone.

"Then what else can I buy? I'm sure I can't afford anything. A pair of slippers in our counter may cost their mother and child half a year's wages. Hey, baby, and let me tell you, you know what that boy came up to me? He said to me, 'Do you have baseball caps for sale here? My mom likes sports, and it's her birthday today, so I want to buy her a baseball cap.'."

Bai Jing laughed wildly.

"I directly replied to him and said, I'm sorry, our brand has never produced baseball caps. Sir, don't you know our brand? Hahahaha, you didn't see his face! It's very exciting... Oh, wait a minute, and The man I'm dating seems to be here, I won't talk to you for now, we'll go to Bulgari for afternoon tea together, baby, I love you! Mua!"

It's a pity that the cafe was noisy, and Xie Qingcheng was looking for someone again, so I didn't hear her talk.

Seeing him looking around, Bai Jing fit the matchmaker's description of "tall, handsome, peachy eyes, but cold temperament", and immediately waved to him: "Hi! Is this Professor Xie Qingcheng Xie? "

Xie Qingcheng came over: "Yes. Hello."

Bai Jing looked him up and down, and finally locked his eyes on his simple T-shirt, suddenly smiled, and her voice was octave: "Hello, hello, my name is Bai Jing."

The author has something to say:

Note: "Nongwo's dimples are not dimples" dialect, which means you say it's funny or not.

Ah, Brother Xie, this kind of man is used to be slept by boys. His legs are not only manly, but the waist is also very good-looking. Sleep, suck and suck.

small theater:

character card~

Xie Qingcheng

Sex: Male

Age: 32

Height: 180cm

Occupation: Doctor.Professor of Medicine.

Favorite dish: None, as long as you can eat it.

Dislike dish: None, just don’t spoil it.

Favorite color: none

Disliked Colors: All fancy colors

Favorite animal: dog

Dislike animals: idiot

Do you currently have any favorite objects: no

Anecdote:

When Xie Qingcheng was working in the hospital, he came back from a ward round and saw that the coffee cup on his desk had been moved, and there was a piece of paper under it that said "Doctor, are you 1?" He didn't know what 1 was Meaning, casually asked Gui Peisheng, who was in the same department, and got his subtle gaze.After Xie Qingcheng understood the meaning, he wore a mask tightly in outpatient clinics for several months.Later, he was confessed by a fair-skinned, beautiful and long-legged orthopedic male doctor, who also asked him shyly and gently if he was 1. For the first time, he felt the shock of "a gay man is by my side".Xie Qingcheng is conservative in thinking, rigid, and straight men are too much, even to the point of straight man cancer. Although as a doctor, he knows that homosexuality is a normal phenomenon, but as a person, he has always been unable to accept this group, and he does not like those young people. Gently boyish.

He Yu: ... Is the last sentence referring to me?