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Xie Qingcheng returned home with mixed feelings.

On the one hand, he couldn't bear to hurt He Yu more and more, and on the other hand, he realized more and more clearly that he could not "help He Yu come out" as he said when he was first confessed.

He gradually became so powerless that he seemed to be sinking in slowly.

The hottest thing in this world is actually a person's true feelings. All iron or black ice will eventually melt in front of sincere feelings.

This made Xie Qingcheng feel uncomfortable, even dangerous.

Steel is his armor and weapon, and black ice is his heart.He desperately needs them, not another person's affection.This cannot be changed.

"Brother, you are back."

When he arrived at the door of the dormitory, He Yu was just standing there with his schoolbag on his back. He was wearing a white hooded sweatshirt with a very student look, and he just looked at him obediently.

"..." Xie Qingcheng glanced at him and opened the door.

He Yu hadn't had dinner yet, so he went into Xie Qingcheng's dormitory, and took the mug that Xie Qingcheng had left for him with familiarity, and drank water, as if he was very thirsty.After drinking the water, it was the same as usual, put down the schoolbag, sat on the thick carpet in front of the coffee table and started to do homework.

After the Zhilong Entertainment case was solved, He Yu has always been like this.

Xie Qingcheng didn't take it too seriously at first, so he let him go, especially the "blood gu" was known by Duan Wen's organization, although Jiang Liping said that Duan Wen doesn't seem to be able to accept He Yu now. How about it, Xie Qingcheng is still not at ease, He Yu can come if he wants to, and he also took the monitoring belt that He Yu gave to He Yu before and changed it, and built an emergency alarm system.

But later, he was a little upset by He Yu's existence.He opened the refrigerator, took out a can of cold beer, opened it with a click, and took a few sips to quench his thirst—he didn't have a high alcohol tolerance, and beer like this was just right.

The cold wine trickled down his throat, slightly calming Xie Qingcheng's restless heart.

He turned his head and asked He Yu, "What do you want to eat?"

While doing homework, He Yu replied, "I want to eat white asparagus with truffles."

"Where can I get you truffles and white asparagus."

"Then eat monkfish stew."

"Shall I catch you fresh?"

"Then..." He Yu still wanted to report the name of the dish, but when he saw that the beer can in Xie Qingcheng's hand was slightly deformed by his impatient pinch, he changed his mouth and said, "...that's fine, I'm easy to raise Yes. Brother, if you have the heart, you can also give me quick-frozen dumplings."

Xie Qingcheng was so busy that he actually cooked a bag of quick-frozen dumplings for his children.

"..." He Yu looked at the plate of dumplings with a dignified expression, feeling aggrieved. He hesitated for a long time and couldn't put down his chopsticks. He wanted to order takeaway from the hotel, but felt that Xie Qingcheng would be unhappy. In the end, he reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls. Why? Why does it feel wrong to eat it?

"Brother Xie, can you make handmade dumplings?"

Xie Qingcheng glanced at him: "No time."

The boy seemed even more aggrieved.

It stands to reason that Xie Qingcheng used to not only see He Yu wronged, but when he hated He Yu the most, he wished he could dig a hole and bury the beast with his own hands.But now that he caught a glimpse of the disappointed expression on He Yu's face, he couldn't bear it.It seems that the child's father is disappointed when he sees that the child cannot buy his favorite toy, and he feels very uncomfortable.

So godfather's mouth moved faster than his brain, Xie Qingcheng said: "...Okay, let's do it next time."

After speaking, I was taken aback, regretting.

But He Yu's drooping head suddenly stood up.

Xie Qingcheng told him next time!

You must know that Dr. Xie used to tell him not to set an example!

He Yuyi was happy, the quick-frozen dumplings didn't seem to be an insurmountable difficulty, he not only ate all the dumplings, but also found a bottle of compound fruit in Xie Qingcheng's refrigerator after the meal, which he would never have touched before Flavored yogurt, began to drink milk with relish.

Xie Qingcheng casually ate a few dumplings to fill his stomach, and then started talking on the phone with the laboratory. Cheng's voice is really nice, low and deep, very typical mature male subwoofer, a bit like the mature male boss in the Ba Zong radio drama, after listening to it for a long time, the folds in my heart can be slowly absorbed by his magnetic voice. ironed properly.

The phone call lasted almost an hour, and they talked too much. At the back, Xie Qingcheng had a slight cough.

He Yu thought about it, went to the refrigerator to find another bottle of yogurt, ran over and handed it to him.

Xie Qing suspected that he was disturbing her, turned her face away, frowned slightly and continued talking to the person on the other end of the phone.

He Yu opened the lid, put it close to his mouth and served him well.Unexpectedly, the delivery was too hasty, and it touched Xie Qingcheng's lips and the side of his face.

There was a lot of milk on the mouth of that kind of thick yogurt bottle, and when it was touched unexpectedly, the white turbidity splashed on Xie Qingcheng's handsome and serious face.

Xie Qingcheng finally couldn't take it anymore, got distracted, paused the conversation, and said to He Yu: "Take your things away, I don't want to drink!"

It's common for college professors to have bad attitudes, but it's rare to have such a bad attitude with this eerie splatter on their lips and face.He Yu's heart trembled when he saw it, and he was even more thoughtful when he heard it. He subconsciously licked his lips.He almost wanted to lean up to kiss him and lick off the milk stain bit by bit.

The collaborator on the other side of the phone heard Xie Qingcheng's synthesis and purification, and he was talking to him in detail, and suddenly said "I don't want it", and was stunned: "What don't you want to drink? What don't you want to drink?"

"No." Xie Qingcheng glanced at He Yu, took out two tissues and wiped his face, "I have a friend at home, I was talking to him just now."

In the past, Xie Qingcheng would never treat him as a "friend".It seemed like something to celebrate.

But this is not what He Yu wants.

What he wants is Xie Qingcheng's whole person and heart.

In fact, since the dust settled, He Yu has been recalling the kiss that Xie Qingcheng offered him in front of the life and death line in the basement sea of ​​flames.

Ruthless and righteous, knowing that you love me, but being ashamed and having nothing to give, it becomes a healing kiss.

He Yu still remembered Xie Qingcheng's eyes at that time.

It was very beautiful, like colored glaze under the light of the fire, just looking at him like that.

It seems to be saying, sorry kid, I can't give you more affection.

He Yu stopped the bleeding, but he also patched up the knife.

His heart was broken, but his soul was also seduced by him.

He thought, if they were dead at that time, the first thing he would do when he went to the underworld was to fuck Xie Qingcheng, whoever asked him to seduce him, even a romantic ghost would not let him go.

Just as he was thinking wildly, Xie Qingcheng coughed again.

He Yu had no choice but to put down the yogurt and asked him in a hoarse voice, "How long do you have to finish it?"

"It's been a long time." Xie Qingcheng looked at his watch, "If you're really sleepy, why don't you go back to your home, I'll disturb you."

"One hour?"

"At least two hours."

It's not good to like uncles. Uncles tend to focus on their work, and they don't care too much about other things when they work.

The young boy had no choice, he was very hot, so he had to go to the bathroom first, stayed in it for almost an hour, took a shower by the way, saw Xie Qingcheng coughing while talking on the phone after coming out, thought about it, Turned around and went to the kitchen.

There are still some pears and rock sugar in the refrigerator. He Yu searched for a recipe on the Internet, and was about to start the fire when the phone rang suddenly.

"Hey, Mom."

The call came from Lu Zhishu, who was ordered by Duan Wen to take good care of He Yu: "It's so late, you still haven't slept?"

He Yu cut pears with his mobile phone on his side: "Yes."

"In dormitory?"

"...I'm at someone else's house."

"Who?"

He Yu didn't want to talk to Lu Zhishu that much.

His mentality is like the kind of middle school student who doesn't want to let his parents know about his relationship.

Probably because he knew very well that Lu Zhishu and He Jiwei would not accept that he fell in love with a man 13 years older than him, and that man was Xie Qingcheng.

So instead of answering Lu Zhishu's words, he asked, "Mom, what's the matter with you?"

Lu Zhishu: "Oh, that's right, about your illness...and Huang Zhilong's matter, Mom has been thinking about it for a while, and I feel very uncomfortable, but I can't worry about you. It just so happens that Mom's project in Yanzhou will be completed soon. It's over, and the next thing I will do is the business in Shanghai, and I plan to return to Shanghai to live permanently."

"..." He Yuqieli paused, "Are you going to live in Shanghai now?"

"Yeah, I'll be back next month."

He Yu thought about it carefully, but he didn't think of any sense of joy.

Lu Zhishu has been tender to him for a long time, and he is trying his best to ease the relationship with his parents, but the inner gap has already arisen, and he cannot rely on her like He Li.

But he still asked: "Then what preparation do you need me to do?"

Lu Zhishu said with a smile: "No, I told the butler to do it. But there is one thing that I have to discuss with you."

"You say."

"I plan to hire Dr. Anthony as the resident family doctor. Let's clear up the room of Dr. Xie. If there is anything to clean up, let's give it to Anthony."

He Yu's slender fingers were holding on to the fruit knife, the tip of the knife was hanging on the flesh, in a gesture of ripping open the belly.

"..." He paused, "The signal was not good just now, I didn't hear clearly, can you say it again?"

Lu Zhishu didn't hear the yin and yang in his tone, she always thought that He Yu liked Xie Xue, and Xie Qingcheng was only able to have such a place in front of He Yu because of Xie Xue's face.

So she repeated it nonchalantly: "I said, let's vacate the room Xie Qingcheng used to use to Dr. Anthony. It's empty anyway."

He Yu slowly cut it down, the juice of the fruit was sticky and oozed out, soaking his hands.

"Mom, when did I say that I need a resident family doctor?"

As soon as Lu Zhishu stopped, she finally felt the coldness in He Yu's voice.

"He Yu, isn't mom worried about you? I hope you get well soon? Dr. Anthony is an expert in this field, and he is also good at hypnosis and soothing. With him—"

"I don't think I need to confuse myself with hallucinations." He Yu interrupted Lu Zhishu, "I want to use that room, please don't go in at will. Also, I don't need Anthony to live in my house. If you let him live If I come in, I will live in another place, and I will not go back."

"You... what are you talking about..."

"It's not out of anger." He Yu said, "It's just a fact."

"He Yu—"

"I still have something to do here. If you have nothing else to say, I'll hang up first."

He had no liking or dislike for Anthony.

But that room, he has always left for Xie Qingcheng, the door engraved with Endless Summer, he does not allow anyone to enter except Xie Qingcheng and himself.

Stewed pears with rock sugar simmer slowly over low heat, and it will be ready after an hour.

He Yu carefully put it into a porcelain cup, and brought it to Xie Qingcheng's computer desk.

Xie Qingcheng was still wearing glasses, checking the content, and communicating with the collaborator on the other end of the phone while wearing earphones.

"Professor." He Yu asked him, "It's been two hours, how long do you have?"

Xie Qingcheng put his whole body into it, didn't notice that he was still there, he was startled for a moment: "You didn't leave?"

He Yu shook his head.

Xie Qingcheng thought he was sleeping in his room, so he asked again: "Is it bothering you?"

He Yu shook his head again.

"Wait for me, there is still half an hour."

He Yu gave him a whole smile.

This man is really tense all the time.

"Forget it, it's okay, take your time."

But Xie Qingcheng thought that he was really disturbed here and couldn't fall asleep, so he ended the call without delay.

He heaved a sigh of relief, turned around, and was about to say something to He Yu when his eyes went dark. It turned out that He Yu had already approached and stood by his chair.

Immediately afterwards, a warm porcelain stew pot was stuffed into Xie Qingcheng's hand, it was very warm, like the love desire that had been chopped up and stewed into his heart.

Xie Qingcheng was stunned for a moment, and opened the lid to take a look.

"Where did you buy the rock candy Sydney?"

He Yu looked at him with a smile and didn't speak.

Xie Qingcheng took a closer look, the pear had been dug out the bitter core, and even the hard-to-chew skin was carefully removed, the crushed Chuanbei was hidden in the heart of the pear, and the pear was soaked in sugar water, which seemed to follow the boy's heart flow Out.Both sweet and hot have nowhere to hide.

Xie Qingcheng came back to his senses: "You..."

"I'm smart." He Yu raised his eyebrows, and suddenly raised his hand to hold Xie Qingcheng's face, "I'll learn it as soon as I learn it, it's really too simple. Eat it while it's still warm."

Xie Qingcheng: "..."

He suddenly felt that the porcelain cup in his hand was a little hot.

It was so hot that he could hardly hold it.

He hasn't eaten such delicate pear soup in... 20 years.

This thing is too troublesome and unpalatable. The taste is sweet and bitter, and the root of the tongue is astringent. Although it is a good medicine, there are many readily available substitutes, syrup.So since his parents left, no one has stewed a time-consuming and troublesome Chuanbei Rock Sugar Sydney Soup for him again.

Xie Qingcheng suddenly sighed: "He Yu..."

"Ok?"

"You said that it would be great if you were a woman. Before that..." He was halfway through the sentence, knowing that he had slipped his words, and he couldn't continue with such scumbag remarks.So he stopped, bowed his head and took a sip of pear soup.

He Yu was stunned for a moment, he vaguely felt that Xie Qingcheng's words just now were worth pondering, but he really wanted to see Xie Qingcheng's reaction to the soup he made, and he couldn't make a turn because he couldn't do two things with one mind.

After a few seconds-

"Cough cough cough!!!"

A burst of earth-shattering coughs startled He Yu, and he forgot to think carefully about Xie Qingcheng's meaning. He jumped up and hurriedly said, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Xie Qingcheng's face was livid, and he pushed the porcelain cup aside, and couldn't help covering his mouth, as if wanting to vomit.

Seeing that something was wrong, He Yu picked up the porcelain cup and took a sip by himself——

"puff!!!"

The spoon fell.

"My God! Why is it so salty!!"

It turned out that He Shao's ten fingers did not touch Yangchun water, and he was not familiar with Xie Qingcheng's kitchen furnishings, so he used sea salt as sugar and stewed it into Sydney.

This pot is completely inedible.

He Yu followed behind Xie Qingcheng with bluish green and red face, feeling guilty, complaining, and embarrassed.

"That... who, who knew you still have sea salt here..."

Xie Qingcheng washed the pot without saying a word, and turned around.

He Yu took a step back.

Xie Qingcheng looked at him for a while, then suddenly asked: "Have you had enough for dinner?"

"Ah... ah?"

"If you're not full, I'll make some handmade dumplings for you. There are both flour and meat. It's quick to make a few. I'm done with work, as long as you're not sleepy."

He Yu was stunned for a while before he came to his senses.

He understood that Xie Qingcheng didn't want to owe others affection, so he stewed pears for him, so he hurriedly wanted to repay the debt of love and make dumplings for him.He Yu had mixed feelings in his heart, and he held back for a while, but he still couldn't hold back, and finally stepped forward two steps, stretching out his arms to hug his thin waist.

"I don't want dumplings anymore."

"What do you want?"

"I want you... I want you to hug me again."

Before Xie Qingcheng could move, He Yu stopped him.

"Don't push me away."

"..."

The boy was a little rascal, a little arrogant, but unconsciously, a little pitiful.

"Thank you Qingcheng."

He said.

"I'll hold you for a minute."

"..."

"Just one minute, okay?"

Xie Qingcheng's hand rested on He Yu's shoulder, and he didn't use any more force after all.

He felt that his tolerance towards He Yu had reached an increasingly inappropriate level.In his rules of raising cubs, such behavior is actually considered doting.

He didn't know if he could still control it.

Out-of-control things should not appear in his life, he was standing in the kitchen, and the silhouette of He Yu embracing him was reflected in the window.Xie Qingcheng leaned lightly on the cabinet, feeling the kind of confusion in his heart that he never had before.

1 minute should have come, he wanted to push He Yu away.

But He Yu rested his head on his neck, and said softly: "Brother...what should I do, I can't leave you more and more."

"..."

"If one day you are no longer by my side, I don't know what I will become... As long as I can be with you, it doesn't matter if I eat quick-frozen dumplings, it doesn't matter what I eat or live in."

"As long as I can be with you, it doesn't matter what..."

Hearing what he said, Xie Qingcheng felt even more confused when he saw him hugging him like a baby and expressing his heart so earnestly. This mess seemed to be wrapped around his throat, entwining everything he wanted to say.

After that day, He Yu went to Xie Qingcheng's dormitory more frequently.

I used to go to the medical university after class, but now I have to go to the next-door university even during my lunch break.

Xie Qingcheng ate in the cafeteria, and he also ate in the cafeteria. Slowly, he became less picky about eating.And just like normal college students, they discovered the joy of eating junk food.

For example, the young master would never go into the fried chicken restaurant in front of the school. He only ate K and M at most.

Now, the young master not only eats the fried chicken on the roadside by himself, but sometimes drags Xie Qingcheng along with him.

After all, Xie Qingcheng is old, and he doesn't have much affection for fried food.

After being forced by He Yu to eat two salted crispy chicken set meals, he simply went back to the dormitory to cook for himself at noon.He Yu was naturally happy, so he went back and rubbed. When Xie Qingcheng realized that something was wrong, he took a look and found that there was already a whole set of cartoon bowls in the cupboard, and there were even two He Yu bowls on the table. Special cups, one for water and one for coffee.

"........."

He sighed, picked up the fox-shaped cup, frowned for a while, and put it back in its original place.

He could feel that He Yu's love for him became more and more intense, but He Yu's heart became more and more fragile because of taking off his armor and armor in front of him.

He used to be able to scold him casually, but He Yu had the cheek to pretend he couldn't hear anything anyway.

Now this piece of heart is peeling off in front of him, letting him handle it, he is more or less helpless.

Several times he wanted to solemnly persuade He Yu not to approach him again, but when the words came to his lips, when he met the young man's red eyes, he was suddenly speechless again.

Xie Qingcheng's always calm, so calm to the point of cold heart, finally gave birth to more and more "unbearable" because of He Yu.

Xie Qingcheng realized that this matter was out of control after all.

-

When he couldn't make He Yu give up loving himself, but couldn't refuse He Yu's pleadings and eyes, then what he should do could not be more clear.

Another weekend.

He Yu ate at Xie Qingcheng's house.

When Xie Qingcheng was washing the dishes, he suddenly leaned over and asked, "Xie Qingcheng, do you have time tomorrow?"

"how?"

"I just happen to have two tickets to the Fool's musical, and no one will accompany me to see it. Let's see if you're interested..."

Xie Qingcheng did not answer immediately.

In the past few days, he has made up his mind to have a good talk with He Yu. Some things cannot go on like this, even if the process of talking will be cruel, but just like checking for cancer, the earlier it happens, the better it can be curbed.

Therefore, after finishing all the kitchen cleaning utensils, Xie Qingcheng looked back at He Yu for a long time.

The boy's eyes were obsessed, he looked at them, and felt that they were really rare and precious eyes.

It's a pity that you have to wake up after all.

Xie Qingcheng finally asked him: "What time is it tomorrow?"

"07:30 in the evening." He Yu became obviously happy, "If you go, we can have dinner first, and then-"

"Tomorrow night, I and other professors are going to give lectures at other schools." Facing the sudden disappointment in Shang He Yu's eyes, Xie Qingcheng said again, "But I should make it at 07:30. Is it at the Shanghai Grand Theater?" ?”

"Yes." He Yu nodded quickly.

"...OK. I'll come."

Let's go with him again.

Then have a frank talk with him to end He Yu's growing dependence on him.

Xie Qingcheng knew that it was impossible for He Yu and him to have any results, age, sexual orientation, gender, and physical condition... There were too many gaps in between, and one would only be scarred if one went to the other.

Too obsessed, love regardless of cost is a disease.

Surgery is painful.

But still have to go to the doctor.

Xie Qingcheng agreed to He Yu's invitation, and made preparations to personally end this somewhat out-of-control relationship.

However, the next afternoon, an accident happened.