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Xie Qingcheng didn't expect that he would ask such a shocking answer, he was struck by lightning for a moment, his head was buzzing, as if something had split open, the waves and tides poured into his heart, and he couldn't say anything. Unable to speak.

He Yu hugged him so tightly, as if he was his eyes, his viscera, his ribs, and his life.

He was extremely astonished. For such a calm person, his mind went blank at this moment, and he didn't know what to do at all.

To be honest, Xie Qingcheng has been confessed to a lot of times, and there is no shortage of suitors from childhood to adulthood, both men and women.

But most of those people were attracted to his face, thought he was handsome, thought he was masculine, and wanted to play with him.

To express love to him so warmly, even to the point of crying, actually... In fact, Li Ruoqiu was the only one before...

Xie Qingcheng married Li Ruoqiu back then, most likely he lost his temper because of Li Ruoqiu's hard pursuit. At that time, his disease was completely under control, he would not die early, and he could live an ordinary life, so he finally agreed. Try to socialize with her.

So it is not difficult to see that Xie Qingcheng is actually a person who is not willing to hurt other people's true feelings.

Back then, he couldn't say harsh words to Li Ruoqiu who was sincerely pursuing him, and he couldn't even bear it in the end. He finally agreed to date her, and was pestered by her so that he compromised every step of the way, to the point of getting married.Now for He Yu who hugged him tightly and confessed to him, although he couldn't use the same way to deal with it, he definitely couldn't say any ironic words.

Xie Qingcheng was just too surprised, so surprised that he stood there for a while, not knowing what to do.

After a while, he came back to his senses, and said with some difficulty: "He Yu, you...you let me go first."

"..."

"Let go of me first, let's talk, okay?"

Damn, it's all in a negotiating tone!

Vaguely still a little nervous about not knowing what to do!

You must know that Xie Qingcheng's words to He Yu in the past were never "fuck you", or command, or "you can come three times in 15 minutes".

Because he knew that He Yu was just messing around.

But now He Yu actually told him the truth and talked about his real love with him. This inevitably made Xie Qingcheng, who is full of fatherhood, inexplicably feel a very strong sense of guilt and responsibility, so when communicating with He Yu , suddenly became a little cautious.

He Yu rested his chin in the socket of his shoulder, tearing down his long eyelashes and said, "No... Xie Qingcheng, just laugh at me."

"..."

"You must be trying to laugh at me."

"..."

"Just laugh."

"...I can't laugh, please let me go."

He Yu was bored for a while, and there was a bit of real grievance in his voice: "You, are you going to ask me?"

Xie Qingcheng didn't know how to deal with it at all. He felt that He Yu was like a top-notch glass artwork worth hundreds of millions of dollars. swing.

He considered his words for a while, and then said to the glass: "...Okay...then you let me go, okay?"

After He Yu let him go without saying a word, Xie Qingcheng stared at him for a while, and felt a little embarrassed. He really didn't expect things to develop in this way.

"He Yu...you...are you kidding me?"

"Do you think I'm joking?"

"..."

Xie Qingcheng raised his hand to support his forehead, as if he was struggling to digest this information.

He didn't make fun of He Yu, satirize He Yu, nor disrespect him, let alone scold him.

But he's a bit out of sorts.

He Yu likes him...

How the hell did this happen?

You know, before He Yu kissed him, hugged him, and made love to him, he never thought about liking him.

Both of them were straight men before, and the development of this kind of bed relationship was vengeful at the beginning. Although the vindictive nature disappeared later, Xie Qingcheng only thought that it was the little virgin who couldn't stop after trying something new, and was infatuated. .

Even if they were both dizzy on New Year's Eve and doing it so enthusiastically, he was only afraid that he would have a violent physical reaction and felt very uneasy, thinking that if he continued to entangle with such a passionate young man, he might be in trouble Something gets out of hand and then falls with him.

Of course he knew that He Yu was in love, but he never thought it was true love.

Love and love are different.

One wants the body, the other wants the heart.

After all, He Yu is a young man who is still in his freshman year, why can't he play?When you are on the top, you can’t wait to pick off all the stars and give them to you. When you are dull, you will start to regret it, and you have to find the so-called "true destiny" again.Enthusiasm comes and goes quickly. To them, falling in love is like playing a new and exciting game. They give up after finishing the score. Isn't that what Li Ruoqiu was like back then?

So talking about relationships with young people is fucked up. The light in their eyes and the words in their mouths should be heard, but not taken seriously.

As for He Yu's skin hunger and thirst, he wanted to kiss and hug him, so he thought He Yu was addicted to playing, and he didn't bother to talk to him anymore. It's a futile struggle, as long as he doesn't make it to the end, then let him go, if he doesn't respond, he may soon get bored.

But Xie Qingcheng did not expect that He Yu would not be tired.

Not only was He Yu not tired, but he cried so sadly, said so sincerely, did so much, suppressed it for so long, and then, under his persecution, gave this answer that caught him off guard.

He said he loved him.

That's over.

Xie Qingcheng thought, how the hell should I deal with this?

Dr. Xie's mind was in a mess, thinking about what was wrong, but he didn't know how to face the sincerity that He Yupeng gave him.

As calm as Xie Qingcheng, when faced with such a thing, he was a little flustered.His face remained motionless, but his heart was in a state of turmoil. He thought for a while at top speed—suddenly, as if Dr. Xie had found a life-saving straw, he found an answer in his mind that he thought was very correct—yes, it must be like this.

After he thought of this possibility, he first breathed a sigh of relief, and then looked at He Yu seriously, just like he used to treat this child, almost in a standard psychological diagnosis and treatment posture: "Here, He Yu, Actually, I think, you...should have misunderstood your own feelings. Do you understand? "

He Yu: "..."

"Look." Xie Qingcheng said patiently, "I'm more than a round older than you. Your father is 41 this year. There is not much difference in age between me and your father. How can you like me?"

He Yu: "It's true that you are 13 years older than me, but you are also eight years younger than my dad. How did you get to him? There is not much difference between you."

"Eight is not the same as thirteen."

"Why is it different?"

"...Not one of them is over ten."

"But Ba is only five years younger than Thirteen."

Xie Qingcheng had a severe headache, why did this conversation suddenly become childish.

He stopped doing math problems with He Yu in the first grade of elementary school, but said: "He Yu, you can't like me, you know? You have to be responsible for yourself, don't misunderstand your own thoughts. If you think about it carefully, you will Do you like a woman who is 13 years older than yourself? If you don’t, then it’s even more impossible for you to like a man. This age gap is completely counterintuitive. Even if I don’t talk about seniority with your dad, I’m still your uncle Uncle, do you think this is normal?"

He Yu shook his head.

But Xie Qingcheng was not yet relieved, he nodded again and said: "But if it's you, it's normal."

"..."

"If it was you, I would also like a woman, let alone an uncle, I would also like a father."

"..." This crazy talk is really outrageous.

Xie Qingcheng felt that he was making trouble out of no reason at all, young people are like this, with a touch of honey in their small mouths, they dare to say anything bee.

After hearing He Yu's love philosophy, he felt that He Yu was even more unreliable than Li Ruoqiu.

Now he was even more convinced that the boy was acting on a whim, unable to distinguish emotions, insane, losing his sanity, talking nonsense, and talking nonsense.

He had to be patient, and in the tone of explaining 1+1=2, he said to this young man who was not sure about his feelings: "First of all, listen carefully, the example just now is called incest, although I am not your uncle , not to mention your own father, but your assumption is wrong, and you shouldn't have such thoughts."

He Yu looked at him from under the disheveled forehead, his eyes seemed to be listening to Xie Qingcheng very seriously, but at the same time seemed to be mocking Xie Qingcheng very seriously, as if he was saying bitterly: "Look at me You guessed it right, you really don’t believe it.”

Xie Qingcheng ignored the irritating eyes of the boy, since He Yu confessed his love to him so seriously, he would definitely reply to him seriously.

So Professor Xie continued to explain his 1+1=2: "Second, do you know what love is?"

The boy's eyelashes were still stained with tears from the confession just now, so he raised his head and said without thinking:

"It's me who likes you."

"..." Xie Qingcheng didn't dare to look into his eyes for a while, when the child said this, the light in his eyes was too hot, it burned him somewhat.

The man lowered his eyelids, and after a moment of silence, he sighed: "You children..."

"Listen, love is a responsibility, a constraint, and a family. He Yu, none of these things happened between us."

He Yu vented such strong emotions to Xie Qingcheng in one breath, and he didn't feel uncomfortable anymore, and the depression that was about to get sick just now disappeared like this.

This allowed him to quietly listen to Xie Qingcheng's words, and said:

"Well. I agree with the first half of the sentence."

Xie Qingcheng was taken aback when he heard the words: "Do you agree?"

"I agree, and I also think that love is a responsibility, a constraint, and a family." He Yu said, "But Xie Qingcheng, you still missed one thing."

"what?"

He Yu originally wanted to answer directly, but suddenly he changed his mind and said: "Before I echoed your words, what did I say to you?"

Xie Qingcheng frowned and thought for a while, then remembered, then mechanically repeated He Yu's words: "I like you?"

He Yu burst into a smile all of a sudden, even though the smile was a bit bitter, he still laughed, quite a bit of bitterness, and then he put his forehead against Xie Qingcheng's.

"Yes, me too."

"..."

"I like you too."

It was only then that Xie Qingcheng realized that he was making money from himself.

He Yu is not Li Ruoqiu, he will not obediently listen to his instructions, he will not only refute him, but even set him up.

Xie Qingcheng got a little annoyed by him for a while.

He distanced himself from He Yu: "I'm talking to you seriously. What are you playing?"

"But I'm also serious." He Yu wiped away the tears that fell during his confession, calmed down his previously agitated heart, and said seriously, "I'm not playing with you."

"..."

"I agree with the responsibilities, constraints, and marriage you mentioned. But what about 'I like you'? What about 'I love you'? Where did you put these?"

Xie Qingcheng: "You——!"

He Yu said again: "You always despise me for being young, saying that I am only 19 years old, but have you forgotten that I am already twenty? And why do you look down on me when I am young, and you think I don't understand anything. It's wrong to think about everything, as if I don't even know if I like my relationship. I'm not a fool."

"Xie Qingcheng, I know very well."

"The most important thing in love is that I like you. Without this sentence, you are nothing. You have to have love before talking about responsibility, otherwise what are you doing, are you giving love?" He Yu It hit the nail on the head, "This is how you and Li Ruoqiu are together, you don't love her at all, you are wrong, because you feel guilty, you make do with someone you don't love, and in the end you hurt yourself Hurt her, you have turned your own previous marriage into a volunteer activity, why do you still say that I don't understand love?"

These words undoubtedly hurt Xie Qingcheng.

Xie Qingcheng finally showed an extremely ugly expression, he gritted his teeth and said, "You little bastard, what do you know—"

Ke Yu looked at him.

A pair of almond eyes just looked straight at him.

He said: "I am also an adult, Xie Qingcheng."

"..."

"Did you notice?"

"..."

"You used to always mock me, saying that I was not even old enough to be a weak crown in ancient times, and I was just a child in ancient times. Well, even in ancient times, I can already marry you and have children with you It's a child. It's the end of the year, I'm 20 years old."

"...False calculation, the real calculation has not yet arrived."

He Yuhong stared at him: "I think even if I am 30 years old, you will still think I am a child."

Xie Qingcheng said: "...I won't tell you about my age anymore. But you have to be clear, it is really impossible for you to like me."

He Yu said: "You are not me, how do you know that I don't really like you?"

Zi Feiyu, how can he know the joy of fish, when he writes about it, he even discusses it with wit.

Xie Qingcheng only felt that He Yu was [-] times more difficult than Li Ruoqiu back then, and he didn't want to bring up the topic of gender, but now he can only use it as an explanation: "He Yu, you have a fledgling mentality. I know very well that I am the first person who had sex with you."

He Yu: "..."

"Although you told me before that you had sex with many people, I know you are lying. Because you really don't behave like a person with any sexual experience."

He Yu couldn't hold back his face, so he moved to the side.

Xie Qingcheng finally regained some sense of mastery, his father straightened his back a lot, and said to the young man: "In this situation, you have some wrong ideas about me. From the perspective of human nature, I can understand."

"Physical desire is not love, it's just a physical response. Although it's not very appropriate, I can give you an example-some people will watch some movies, and they will also have some interest in the characters in the movies, and they will even be keen on it. Watching a particular actor perform - is that love? No, it's a very pure sexual desire. That's just how you feel about me."

"...I didn't think of you as Yui Hatano."

Xie Qingcheng: "Look, your instinctive reaction is to be an actress. Your own sexual orientation is normal. You like women. You still remember that you told me when you were in Hangzhou that you pursued a girl from your school. The girl failed."

This time it was He Yu's turn to have a headache: "I didn't figure out my feelings at that time—"

Before he finished speaking, he knew he had made a mistake.

Sure enough, Xie Qingcheng immediately said to him calmly: "Then how can you be sure that you have figured out your feelings now?"

"..."

"You're only 19 years old."

"twenty……"

Xie Qingcheng ignored him, stood up, put one hand in his pocket, raised the other, and poked He Yu on the forehead.

"You are still young, don't waste your time on the wrong people, don't misunderstand your feelings anymore. You have to understand that you are just a habitual physical desire for me, and there is another... maybe something like The desire to make up for the lack of fatherly love. And two men together, I think...it is wrong."

He Yu: "Then the mistakes you and I made together are enough for both of us to be sentenced to death eighteen times."

Xie Qingcheng: "Then don't be sentenced to No. 19 times."

He Yu fell silent, looking at him as if hurt.

Although Xie Qingcheng didn't laugh at him, didn't ridicule him, and even spoke to him with such earnestness and sincerity, and taught him to turn around, but even such a reaction was frustrating.

"I can be sentenced to death with you indefinitely." He Yu said stubbornly, "Xie Qingcheng. If there is reincarnation, I am willing to die with you [-] times or [-] million times."

"Only one of these times, you can believe that I really love you."

Xie Qingcheng: "..."

It's outrageous, this is no longer the level of talking bee with honey on the lips, how can a child be so outrageous.

Uncle thinks—

It's going to kill me.

How the hell should this disease be cured?