Case File Compendium

after one day.

Qingli County Health Station.

He Yu sat beside Xie Qingcheng's hospital bed, lowered his head, and silently peeled an apple.

Although Yi Awen was not the mysterious woman that night, they learned more about Qingli County and saw the ending of such a family.

Yi Awen was taken away, and the police also found Yi Qiang's highly decomposed body from the attic of the shampoo shop. Yi Lulu is now receiving psychological counseling and cooperating with the investigation at the police station.

And He Yu stayed by Xie Qingcheng's side all the time. He actually didn't know how to peel apples, he peeled them crookedly, and half of the flesh went into the trash can together with the skin, but he still had red eyes, peeled the fruit and handed it to Xie Qingcheng. Qing Cheng.

Now he can't see the horror of wanting to kill someone on the mountain road at all.

Xie Qingcheng was already awake, but he didn't have the energy to eat, and he didn't want to be fed.

He Yu: "I'll cut it into small pieces for you..."

Xie Qingcheng was hanging water on one hand, and was wearing a bandage on the other. It was inconvenient to eat an apple even if it was cut into small pieces.He coughed lightly, and said to He Yu, "Eat it yourself."

Just as He Yu was about to say something else, the doctor came to the ward.

Xie Qingcheng was lucky that it wasn't even E, but fucking F, the locomotive flew out and threw the two of them on the cliff, he hit his head and lungs, now he has a slight concussion, coughing with blood, Not to mention the gunshot wound on his arm, he was much more unlucky than He Yu——

"I hurt my muscles and bones." The doctor looked at the medical record book and summarized the situation with them. "After the treatment, the strength of this arm will not be the same as before. And your body..."

Xie Qingcheng suddenly interrupted the doctor when he heard this.

"I know." Xie Qingcheng said, "You don't need to say any more."

"..." The doctor looked at him with complicated eyes.

Xie Qingcheng: "I used to be a doctor myself."

The doctor was silent for a while: "Then, pay attention to self-cultivation."

"Okay, thank you."

He Yu listened to the conversation between the two of them, and it was over like this, how could he let the doctor go?In the past, when he faced other people's harsh, cold, murderous words, he could say logically without blinking his eyelids. Now when he heard the doctor talk about Xie Qingcheng's hand problem, he suddenly stood up, his thoughts were completely confused, almost It is unreasonable:

"What do you mean? What do you mean his arm can no longer be the same as before? I have been shot in this position too, why can't he be fine when I am good? Are you not good at medicine or—"

"He Yu." Xie Qingcheng scolded him sharply.

He Yu suddenly lost his voice, clenched his teeth, and forcibly restrained the increasingly irritable emotions behind him, his eyes were red, and his chest heaved.

The doctor was not angry, and said to him: "It's the same when you go to the city to see it. Even if it is the same position, it will cause different consequences. And to be honest, he is much older than you. His recovery The effect is completely different from yours. I understand your mood, but I still hope you can calm down."

"..."

"If there is nothing else, I will go out first. If you need help, please ring the call bell at any time."

After the doctor left, neither of them spoke.

In the end, He Yu sat down and took another apple and began to peel it. The peeling was intermittent and anxious, helpless and collapsed.

In the end, he threw the apple directly into the trash can.

"Bang!" There was a heavy sound.

Trash cans were smashed over.

Xie Qingcheng raised his eyelids and glanced at it, and said, "What kind of skill are you doing?"

He Yu ignored his words, he looked at Xie Qingcheng, his red eyes seemed angry, but full of great sadness, after a while, he said: "Xie Qingcheng, you said you are now what to do."

"...It's just one hand, and it's not impossible to use it." Xie Qingcheng was very indifferent, "It's more important to find out the truth as soon as possible. In addition, please lift up the trash can in my room."

"It's just a hand?" He Yu didn't care about trash cans or not, he repeated Xie Qingcheng's words, his voice became very strange.

The people on the hospital bed didn't respond to him anymore.

He Yu endured it for a long time, and finally couldn't hold it anymore: "...Xie Qingcheng, you have always made me cherish and love myself, what about you?" He stood up abruptly, and said sharply, "Have you ever done this yourself? "

"What advice do you have?" Although Xie Qingcheng was seriously ill, he raised his eyes, but he was not angry.

He Yu was so angry that he scolded him: "How the hell would I dare!"

"You are a student, don't swear in front of me. Besides, my situation is different from yours."

He Yu was furious: "What's the difference?"

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and didn't say anything else immediately, as if he wanted to brush off the topic.

But He Yu didn't spare him.

"Xie Qingcheng, tell me!" He gritted his teeth, "You and me, what is the difference between us?!"

"..."

"Are you and I human?"

"..."

"You and I are both mental Ebola patients, aren't we?"

"..."

"Then you don't want to bring the words that you are mentally ill so your life is worthless to me, because... because when you lighten yourself, you also lighten me!"

The more He Yu said, the more excited he became, he looked at him with red eyes, and after a long pause, he continued: "Xie Qingcheng, I beg you... really... take yourself seriously... "

"Do you know, on the cliff... If that shot hit your heart instead of your shoulder, then you would die in front of me like that, I really..."

I'm really going crazy.

Killing and setting fire, dismembering corpses and slaughtering, I can do anything.

"I hope you don't blame yourself for this matter." Xie Qingcheng said soberly, "Because you came with me, protecting you is what I must do."

"..."

"And there's no way I'm going to watch a guy put his life in danger in front of me and do nothing."

He Yu: "But that's in exchange for your life!"

"...It's nothing to exchange, I'm your elder, I have an obligation to save you. Well, don't talk about this, I'm not dead, am I?"

He Yu felt that every word he said to Xie Qingcheng was like adding another pinch of salt to his heart.

He faintly felt that there was something more terrifying in Xie Qingcheng's character than him, as if he completely regarded his own life as an item, which could be self-destructed for a certain purpose, or exchanged for something, as long as he felt appropriate .

He Yu said hoarsely: "You are simply belittling your own life..."

Xie Qingcheng was finally annoyed by him, looked up at him: "I am not self-deprecating. I know what I am doing, I am 13 years older than you, I am the first one who can control the spirit Ebo Someone who pulls out sick emotions and overcomes them, why do you think I'm belittling myself?"

"—My hand, if it is injured, it is injured, and if it cannot recover its full strength, it cannot be recovered. I told you a long time ago, since what has happened, it cannot be changed, so we must learn to accept it."

He speaks very calmly, even mechanically.

"I've just accepted these facts, that's all. I hope you don't speculate on my heart, He Yu. You are still too young, and you and I just have the same disease, but we are not the same , you don't really understand me."

After hearing his last words, He Yu suddenly turned pale and fell silent.

After a long time, he opened his mouth almost sadly: "...Xie Qingcheng, can you stop thinking that I can't understand you?"

"You and I...we are the most special kind of people. I have been working hard to get close to you since I learned the truth. I want to understand your heart and how you think... "

"But you always think I'm young, you think I'm not calm enough, you even...you even want to give me back the gun in the shoulder."

"Xie Qingcheng, how much do you want me, how much do you want to settle with me?"

He Yu's voice was a little choked up.

"You...you insist on doing this in order not to owe me anything, and then say that I can't understand you, and dismiss all my efforts with the sentence 'We are not the same way', right?"

Xie Qingcheng never expected that he would react in such a wronged way, and was taken aback for a moment.

"...I didn't mean that either... What are you making a fuss about?"

Who knew that He Yu would be so stimulated by him that his emotions would suddenly come to the fore, listening to what he said was even more unacceptable.

He stared at him with red eyes: "Look, now that you have paid off everything, you can really talk to me like this. Even if I care about your situation, you can still think that I am making trouble."

"..."

Xie Qingcheng was a little dizzy from a slight concussion, but now he has a headache.

"Sit down first, and I'll talk to you carefully."

"I don't sit! Anyway, when you see me, you think I'm naive. Anyway, you think I'm not the same as you. You think I can't understand you. What can I do sitting?"

"..." Xie Qingcheng had a severe headache, "...then you can go."

He Yu was so angry that his eyes were red: "I knew you were going to drive me away again! You don't owe me anything now, and if you want me to go, you have to go. I don't even have the right to stay, do I? ?”

Xie Qingcheng felt that the most delicate woman he had ever come into contact with was not as elusive as He Yu: "...Then what are you going to do?"

He Yu was angry and sad at the same time, just stared at him for a long time, then suddenly lowered his head, propped himself on his hospital bed, after a while, he lowered his eyes, as if weeping, and kissed Xie Qingcheng. bandaged arm.

"I don't know..." He Yu's voice softened, a little hoarse and moist.

"I don't want you to give it back to me."

"..."

"But...but now...you have returned it all to me."

"..."

"I don't know what to do now...Xie Qingcheng, I don't know what to do now."

He kissed his arms, and finally his neck, his lips.His hands gripped Xie Qingcheng's bed sheet tightly, and his tears fell down.

At that moment, he suddenly felt very sad.

"Xie Qingcheng, why are you doing this to me?"

"..."

"Why can't you treat me better and be willing to owe me a little..."

He kissed him, kissed him, and finally couldn't help reaching out and hugging him tightly.

"Why can't you see me as different from everyone else?"

Xie Qingcheng felt very uncomfortable being hugged and kissed by him like this. He didn't know what He Yu was doing—they were just a bed relationship that went wrong, and when the bed relationship ended, it was just two unfortunate people As a patient who suffers from the same disease, he feels that He Yu's dependence on him is too much, and the intimate contact with his body is like a train that has not stopped due to inertia.

He kissed him, and finally asked him almost sadly: "Xie Qingcheng...can you admit me? Can you...can you hug me? Just like I hug you. "

"..."

"Can?"

He Yu waited for a long time, a long time...

But in the end, naturally, he didn't wait for a hug from Xie Qingcheng.

The boy buried his young face in the man's shoulder, and slowly, slowly, while waiting, he closed his eyes in disappointment.

……fine.

It's okay, I knew it would be like this, didn't I?

Xie Qingcheng had already settled with him, so why would he still pamper him, how could he still hug him just to coax him...

fine.He is used to it.In fact, there was never such a hope.

As long as Xie Qingcheng does not break free, it is enough.

The ward was very quiet, only the faint ticking of the instrument and the breathing of the two of them.

He Yu hugged him so stubbornly for a long time, Xie Qingcheng actually didn't understand what it meant when he begged for a hug at this time, but he felt that He Yu's emotions were too fragile, and he didn't want to be here It's time to stimulate him again.

So he didn't push him away, and after a while, Xie Qingcheng said to He Yu: "Let me go."

"No."

"...hot. Let me go."

"No. Let me hug you for a while."

"..."

As He Yu spoke, he really didn't let go, as if he could hold on to a one-sided hug for a long time.He even hugged him tighter, as if by doing so, he could fill the strength that the other party didn't put into this hug.

He murmured: "Xie Qingcheng, now you don't owe me any more."

"And what do I owe you?"

"What should I do. You tell me what should I do."

Xie Qingcheng felt the young man Longsheng's heartbeat clinging to his chest, that eagerness and persistent pursuit finally made him feel a little inexplicably confused.

That sense of confusion made him even more uneasy, and he tried to push him away with his uninjured hand: "He Yu, there is nothing to do... The matter between us has turned a page, just don't bother me again Don't talk about my private life with me anymore, I don't want to pursue those things with you in the past. Now, let me go? You are really heavy and hot. It's like..."

Like a big dog.

A particularly troublesome large dog.

He Yu: "You think I'm heavy..."

Xie Qingcheng: "..."

damn it.Can't he stop talking?

I thought so, but I couldn't help it. Xie Qingcheng was really confused by the young man: "No, He Yu, I don't understand what you think of me now. I don't plan to talk to you again. Do you still have any dissatisfaction? I will block the gun for you because no matter what others do, I don’t want to owe anyone anything. I have no other intentions. I don’t want to break up with you and never see you again. Meaning. You are like this now...you are a boy, you are as tired as a little girl, what do you want to do?"

In fact, if He Yu was replaced by a woman, Xie Qingcheng would immediately understand that He Yu's current feelings for him are called "likes".

It's a pity that He Yu is a man.

And it was a boy who was incompatible with him before, He Yu made things difficult for him, tortured him, and even humiliated him, Xie Qingcheng would never think of He Yu's feelings as liking him no matter what.As for those sexual experiences, boys in their twenties are curious. Naturally, such physical things cannot be taken seriously.

That's why Xie Qingcheng asked him like this.

He Yu received such a question, but he couldn't give Xie Qingcheng an answer honestly, because he knew what Xie Qingcheng's reply would be.

So his words "Xie Qingcheng, I like you" can only be stuffed in his chest and throat in frustration, so stuffy that his eyes are full of hot eyes and grievances, but he can't say anything.

In the end, he had no choice but to say dully: "Because I'm the only one in this world to you, and I can completely say something in my heart. So I don't want you to die."

"Xie Qingcheng, promise me...can you promise me? In the future, you must never hurt yourself for others."

"Never again sacrifice yourself for anyone else."

"Because... because your life is also your life." He paused, "Your life was exchanged for Qin Ciyan's life. Think about it... can you think about it?"

Xie Qingcheng didn't take it seriously at first, until he heard this sentence, his body trembled slightly.

He Yu undoubtedly felt it, and he continued the second half of the sentence——

"Xie Qingcheng, you should...you should not let him down again."

"..."

Xie Qingcheng's back was tense, and after a while, he slowly relaxed, and he never refuted He Yu's words.

He Yu finally let go of him, straightened up, stared into Xie Qingcheng's eyes: "Then, I'll take it as your consent."

"..."

Seeing that he didn't answer, He Yu continued to talk to himself: "From now on, you can't have such a thing again. Xie Qingcheng, you are the first emperor and Qin Ciyan's apprentice. I believe you are still alive in this world." There are a lot of things to do, your hands and feet, your organs, and your life should not be taken lightly by you like this."

"I don't allow you to sacrifice for anyone." Even though he knew that the blood gu was almost ineffective on Xie Qingcheng, He Yu bit his lip. When he bowed his head again to exchange a bloody kiss with Xie Qingcheng, he Said to him softly, "You have to be obedient and obedient. This is my order."

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes, raised his hand, and patted He Yu's cheek after the sweet kiss was over.

Sighing: "Little ghost, you really have the second disease."

With just that one sentence, He Yu's heart trembled violently - he got up suddenly and turned his head away, not to let Xie Qingcheng see his expression at that moment.

Xie Qingcheng: "What's wrong?"

"……nothing."

It's nothing, it's just that you haven't called me a brat for a long, long time.