Case File Compendium
Chapter 119 I want to kill her
What would happen if the devil didn't have the shackles given by the gods?
Xie Qingcheng is He Yu's shackles, the same kind that can entangle the dragon and restrain him from going crazy.
But Xie Qingcheng fell down.
Covered in blood and wounds, she just fell into He Yu's arms.
His blood became the fire that made the dragon go berserk, and the chains that restrained He Yu suddenly broke, and it was shattered into powder——
He Yu's eyes were like blood.
He didn't quite remember how he put Xie Qingcheng down.
He only remembered that Xie Qingcheng was very heavy, and when he was leaning against his arms, the heavy heat was applied to the scar on his heart like that.
And when he lowered him against the rock, the warmth that numbs the pain was gone.
there is none left……
without.have.up! !
He walked towards Yi Awen coldly. Before that, Yi Awen looked like a ghost, but now, under the background of He Yu, she was like a sheep that grew up listening to God's flute.
He Yu undoubtedly wanted her to die.
Yi Awen: "You... what are you going to do?! You—"
He didn't say a word, but it seemed as if he had transformed into dragon wings and fangs with spiny tails. He rushed towards the woman and pressed her against the rock with brutal force before she raised her earthen gun. on the wall!
In an instant, the muscles and bones of his hand holding her twitched, and his fists and feet violently smashed down!His pupils were narrowed, and the eyeballs were as black as ink, which reflected Yi Awen's tortured to the point of pain, heart-piercing.
She was screaming, cursing, resisting non-stop.
He can't seem to hear it.
He's crazy.
His heart, as well as his people, were refined by Xie Qingcheng's blood.
At this moment, in the ears of the magic dragon, he can only hear the words just now of his only kind.
Canglong said to him with relief: He Yu, I returned that shot to you.
In fact, no matter what Xie Qingcheng said, in the deepest part of his mind, he still remembered the things that He Yu did for himself at that time...
So in the clubhouse, he didn't leave. After so many ridiculous things happened, he didn't really kill He Yu or beat He Yu to death. He sacrificed his own body in a numb manner and perfunctorily dismissed He Yu, without resorting to any extreme means to end this morbid relationship.
Xie Qingcheng hated his various behaviors, but perhaps subconsciously, Xie Qingcheng always felt that he owed him one thing.
That incident was related to life, and Xie Qingcheng's soul was suffocated, and Xie Qingcheng was extremely unwilling to owe anything to others.
He may have been looking for a chance to give back the life he owed him.
Only in this way can Xie Qingcheng feel at ease and completely break up with him.
is that so……
That's right.
He Yu didn't see Yi Awen anymore, he couldn't see her, and he couldn't hear the culprit's cries, curses, or twisted screams.
Blood splattered, and the rainstorm was majestic.
During the extremely brutal fight, he handed over her gun, and snatched the knife she was struggling to stab at him with his backhand. With a twist of the blade, the murder weapon fell into his hands. He held the knife without blinking, and slammed at her I pierced her palm! !
"what!!!!"
The murderer let out a scream that seemed to come from hell.
He Yu's face was splattered with blood. His blood-stained face was expressionless, but it looked more like a ghost than she did.
"This knife." He said solemnly, "It's the kick you stepped on my hand just now."
"Click." After he finished speaking, he choked Yi Awen with one hand, and removed the clip of the soil gun with one hand, shaking out all the bullets from inside.
This woman is really murderous, and she will carry such things with her.
But now, the knife and the gun belong to him, and he wants to choose one of them to end the life of the woman who hurt Xie Qingcheng——! !
kill her...
kill her! ! !
He didn't choose a gun.He dismantled the gun and threw it straight into the mud.
It was something that hurt Xie Qingcheng, and he didn't want to touch it again.
What's more, using a gun is too good for people after all.
He just wanted to torture him to death.
He Yu didn't pay much attention to feeling her struggle from intense to weak, from full of hope to despair.
She is the flapping moth in his palm.
He felt that it wanted to jump on his fire and extinguish his light, so he caught it, and after giving it a deep torment, he would judge it and end its life, even if the moth's sap Splash, it exploded and insulted his palms, it's fine.
He put the bloody blade on Yi Awen's neck.
He said softly, "I sent you to hell with this knife."
His eyes are redder than a bloody knife, sharper than a blade.
He said quietly: "It's over."
Cold light flashes!
Seeing that the knife was about to fall and cut his throat! !
however--
At this moment, a very light, hoarse voice got a pass, and reached his eardrum unimpeded all the way.
"He Yu."
He Yu was taken aback.
His brain, which was as chaotic as a monsoon passing through, suddenly became clearer.
"—He Yu!"
The chains of the magic dragon began to transform again, from scratch, from a little bit of powder, into infinite bright light, and re-condensed into the shape of chains in mid-air - strangled the young man who was about to pounce on Abi Hell.
He Yu's consciousness was suddenly called back.
He turned away abruptly.
Xie Qingcheng woke up at some point, leaning against the rock wall, clutching his left arm, his body covered in blood, and coughing lightly.
"He Yu..." Xie Qingcheng took a breath and said hoarsely, "...don't kill her..."
"She has no ability to fight back... If you continue to fight, you will be too defensive. Don't be a murderer. Don't be like her."
"..."
"Come here...listen to me...don't try anyone in place of the law..."
When Xie Qingcheng said this, he frowned and coughed violently, then he raised his head, his breathing was stagnant, and his chest heaved and heaved.
"You've got blood all over you."
"..."
"He Yu, put down the knife. Come to me."
"Call the police. Let the police take her away. You..." Xie Qingcheng said here, the wound hurt again, he frowned, "Don't do it yourself."
Yi Awen, who was lying in a pool of blood, heard this sentence, but showed a look that was more terrifying than when facing death.
"Don't...don't call the police! I'd rather you kill me now! Don't call the police!!!"
She's in a crazy state.
It can be seen that she and her mother Lu Yuzhu are still far behind in ability after all.Lu Yuzhu had driven them into a desperate situation, but Yi Awen was different.
She was like the earthen gun she got secretly, with a barrel of gunpowder, but in the end it was just a villager who committed crimes.
So even if she didn't confess, Xie Qingcheng knew that Yi Awen was not from that organization, and she had nothing to do with the RN13 crime they were investigating.
"He Yu... Come here quickly." Xie Qingcheng said hoarsely.
He Yu didn't move.
Xie Qingcheng wanted to speak again, but when he fell down, he hit his lungs and the back of his head. Although he was awake at this moment, he coughed earth-shatteringly after talking too much, so that even his eyes turned black. Suddenly he choked out a mouthful of blood.
"Xie Qingcheng..." He Yu murmured, slowly recovering.
Xie Qingcheng's order did not make He Yu obedient, but his weakness did.
The blood-stained molars of the dragon finally left the human neck.
He Yu was covered in blood, but got up, staggered, and ran towards him.
Step by step.
The sharp knife slipped from his palm.It fell to the ground with a clang.
"Xie Qingcheng...!!"
The giant dragon folded its wings and landed beside Xie Qingcheng.He woke up like a dream, he held him nervously, he hugged him: "How are you?... How are you?!"
Xie Qingcheng shook his head, indicating that he was fine, then coughed lightly and said, "Go to the police."
Woman: "Don't call the police...don't call the police!! You kill me, you kill me directly! Don't call the police..."
Xie Qingcheng: "Yi Awen, you killed someone...!"
"..."
With blood on his cheeks, his eyes were sharp: "The man behind the bookcase in the attic, embedded in the wall, is your father, right?"
"..." Yi Awen's expression became very distorted in an instant, coupled with the blood on her face, it was even more terrifying to the point of chilling.
She murmured, "He deserves it..."
"You don't understand!! He deserves it!!!"
There was a bang of thunder.
The trembling thunder in the empty valley was like the huge movement when the green leather train started.
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Time seemed to go back to five years ago with this roar.
The platform of Qingli County Railway Station.
"Drip--! Rumble--"
The car horn blares.
Yi Awen carried two old snakeskin bags on her back, and got on the green leather train that arrived at their small village late at night without looking back. Her eyes were full of unwillingness and disdain for the past, and full of excitement and love for the future. expect.
Yi Awen, who didn't finish high school, did the same thing as her stepmother.
She wants to escape from this village that looks like a recycling bin for human waste.
She wants to go to the city, to a new world of beauty.
Yi Awen is a very diligent woman.A young girl who is good at work and has good looks will not worry about finding a job in any city.
Even, don't worry about finding a man.
She was doing sales in a shopping mall, selling bed sheets and quilt covers, with a salary of 2000 a month plus commission, and she could get it in the early [-]s.This kind of salary is too low in the eyes of many urban people, but it is enough for a working girl like Yi Awen who just escaped from her rural home.
The shopping mall includes food and housing, and 3000 yuan can be used to fulfill her own dreams.
The American-style cafe in the city center, she had only seen it on TV before, a cup of coffee worth more than 30 yuan was a bit bitter in her mouth, but she held it and sat among the young people who were typing with laptops , as if I can imagine myself as the heroine in an urban drama. [-] yuan to buy a poor girl's dream does not seem to be too extravagant.
The revolving sushi restaurant at the top of the skyscraper costs more than 200 yuan per person for a meal. People with higher monthly salaries look down on them. They prefer to go to the quiet and elegant vegetarian restaurant hidden in the alley, which costs thousands of dollars per person. Yuan to eat a set of pure natural and pollution-free green seasonal vegetables.But that kind of sushi restaurant gave Yi Awen, young people who have just entered the rivers and lakes, a chance to gaze at the bustling lights of the city from the top of the building, thereby inducing them to take root in this city and sacrifice their youthful flesh and blood to this hot land. Encourage them to climb up and move forward.
There are also those chain and bright express hotels.
You only need to pay a room fee of less than [-] yuan a night, and you can get a place that accommodates your love. Of course, Yi Awen is also envious of those who wear thick fur, bare shoulders, stepping on Zhou Yangjie stilettos, twisting A woman with a graceful waist, a sweet smile, and "successful men" who go in and out of high-end hotels. When she walks through the door of those hotels, even the wind blowing from the entrance hall is fragrant.
But she lives in a fast house, and lives in a hostel, and she also feels very content.
It's not that she doesn't want such an extravagant life, but she sees that all kinds of charming women often match up with fat men, so she also feels that her life is the best, after all——
Her man is so outstanding, so handsome.
Yes, not long after Yi Awen came to the city to settle down, she had a boyfriend, a very handsome college student. It was the first time she went to a barber shop, and faced with the tireless salesmanship from the clerk, she was ashamed to say that she was poor , and was completely unable to spend thousands of dollars to apply for the expensive hairdressing card, the customer sitting next to her helped her out, and said to her sincerely: "You don't need to curl, the straight hair like this now It's already pretty."
They exchanged WeChat messages in this way, and they came and went, and they were together.
The boy is an accounting student of X University, a local, his mother is a middle-level state-owned enterprise, and his father is a policeman.
In the eyes of many girls, such conditions are not too generous, and will not breed any sense of insecurity or fear.But Yi Awen was different - after she kissed him for the first time, seeing his handsome face and the cashmere coat he took off for her, she suddenly felt ashamed.
She thought of her parents, her background, and everything she had encountered since she was a child, and she cried out in shame.
He asked her what's the matter in a daze, is his kissing skills so bad?
She wiped the tears from her face, managed to calm down her emotions, and said, no.
No, I'm just in love for the first time and I'm happy.
After all, she still concealed her identity from him. She dared not tell him that she escaped from the poorest and most gambling ghost village in Qingli County. There was a gambler father and a half-sister in her family.Of her two mothers, one had already fled to the ends of the earth and never looked back, and the other was a criminal who took bribes and went to jail.
"Lu Yuzhu's daughter! A criminal's daughter! Yi Awen, your own mother is in jail! Your stepmother is a little bitch!"
Even the people in the village looked down on her like this and insulted her.
How dare she tell her boyfriend everything about herself?
She lied to him.
In front of him, she portrayed herself as a work-study female college student who was studying in the school next to X University. In order to lie, she went to that school to ask the graduates to buy a set of teaching materials. She often looked decent when dating. Put a few books in the bag that you carry, pretending to come to him just after class.
He never suspected that the love affairs of students are often clean, and he never investigated any of her background.
But students will not remain students forever.
On the day her boyfriend graduated and got his degree certificate, he asked her to go to the conveyor belt sushi restaurant on the top of the urban area, which was not too cheap for students, and said to her solemnly, would you like to come back with me? Home, meet my family?
She was surprised, delighted, and flustered.
At that moment, she felt that she was an inflated balloon, and she was about to fly lightly into the sky, but she was always worried that she would burst, explode, and with a bang, everyone would Find out that she's hollow inside, and there's nothing there, and then it's all over.
In fact, if you confess to your boyfriend at this time, it may not be out of control.
But Yi Awen is too inferior, she is timid, she loves him very much, because she loves him so much, she is extremely worried about gains and losses, and dare not say anything.
In the end, she spent four months of her savings and went to the mall to buy a decent outfit. After all, she once told her boyfriend that her family is full of scholars for generations, and her parents are both newspaper reporters. Although they are not very rich, they are also rich. of.
She intends to continue to spread the lie.
For this reason, she tries to decorate herself as much as possible in front of his parents, like the owner of an unscrupulous shop who wraps bug-eyed apples in colored paper in an attempt to sell them to unwary customers in the fruit basket.
On the day she met his parents, she wore a ponytail in a spirited and beautiful spirit, wore a pure white knee-length dress, a casual women's small suit, stepped on a pair of lambskin shoes imported from Spain, and applied gentle and elegant makeup on her face .She also specially bought a set of imported toiletries, hoping to make a good impression on her boyfriend's mother.
The boyfriend's parents took them to a nearby western restaurant for a meal.
It was a big restaurant that really got on the table. Before that, the best ones she had been to were just some chain western steakhouses with medium and high prices.
When she was flustered by the complicated set of table manners in the restaurant, she looked up and saw her boyfriend's mother staring at her thoughtfully.
Yi Awen's heart skipped a beat, and she faintly had a premonition.
She knew that the worm's eye on the apple had been seen by this woman who had seen too much of the world.
After that meal, her boyfriend didn't contact her for a while.
She seemed to know something, and although she felt extremely painful, she tacitly endured and did not look for him.
Until one day, she had a fever and was lying on the dilapidated wire bed shared with her roommate, thinking about him, crying, and finally couldn't help sending him a message.
She said, "Honey, would you like to hear me explain?"
Boyfriend did not return.
She pressed the phone to her heart, and she didn't receive any news from him until she couldn't hold it back and fell asleep drowsily.Naturally, early the next morning, there was no reply from him on the phone.
Breaking up is sometimes so quiet, it won't be too ugly, and we both save some face.
But she cried, lying on the bed in the dormitory and crying very loudly. She felt that the mask she tried so hard to put on her face was torn apart at that moment, and what was exposed was still the daughter of a gambler from that poor village, the daughter of a criminal daughter.
She met him again later on the road.
Soon there was a new girl by his side, wearing a scarf that she might not be able to afford after working for a year, she smiled and showed two neat rows of white teeth, and she had a face that she couldn't completely disguise. Calm, demure, elegant.
They didn't see her, and as she walked by, they heard them talking with their backs to her, facing the window.
She heard him say: "I got angry with the teller like that just now. Don't think that I discriminate against those from the countryside. I was really scared of being cheated. I told you about my ex-girlfriend. People from the police station have investigated her, she is lying to me, she is a migrant worker from the village, her father owes 10,000+ gambling debts, and her mother is actually a labor prisoner, I feel disgusted when I think of her now, I don’t know How can the human heart be so sinister..."
She really broke down that day.
Is she really sinister?
She knew that she was undoubtedly wrong, but she never thought of getting anything other than love from him.
During those days together, she spent more money than him, because she thought that she was old and was already making money, and she loved him sincerely.
Because she loved too deeply, was too timid, and had too low self-esteem, she was confused. After she told a lie, she had to wrap it up with an even bigger lie.
Making such a choice is simply an instinct she has been tempered—as long as she tells others her true situation frankly, people will either placate her hypocritically or despise her outright. Enough of such stares, she hated her father and her mother so much.
Why can people's judgment of a person never be just for that person himself?
Why do you always have to bring your family, parents, real estate certificates in the drawer, financial management and balance in passbook cards?
Yi Awen couldn't figure it out.
In all these years, she has never received any normal traction and care from her original family.
The father she saw was obscene, animalistic, and lazy. She had no impression of her biological mother at all, but from other people's mouths, all she heard was about that woman's greed, ruthlessness, and cruelty...
She is their child, so her birth is a bad result.
It is she who does not deserve to have the light.
Xie Qingcheng is He Yu's shackles, the same kind that can entangle the dragon and restrain him from going crazy.
But Xie Qingcheng fell down.
Covered in blood and wounds, she just fell into He Yu's arms.
His blood became the fire that made the dragon go berserk, and the chains that restrained He Yu suddenly broke, and it was shattered into powder——
He Yu's eyes were like blood.
He didn't quite remember how he put Xie Qingcheng down.
He only remembered that Xie Qingcheng was very heavy, and when he was leaning against his arms, the heavy heat was applied to the scar on his heart like that.
And when he lowered him against the rock, the warmth that numbs the pain was gone.
there is none left……
without.have.up! !
He walked towards Yi Awen coldly. Before that, Yi Awen looked like a ghost, but now, under the background of He Yu, she was like a sheep that grew up listening to God's flute.
He Yu undoubtedly wanted her to die.
Yi Awen: "You... what are you going to do?! You—"
He didn't say a word, but it seemed as if he had transformed into dragon wings and fangs with spiny tails. He rushed towards the woman and pressed her against the rock with brutal force before she raised her earthen gun. on the wall!
In an instant, the muscles and bones of his hand holding her twitched, and his fists and feet violently smashed down!His pupils were narrowed, and the eyeballs were as black as ink, which reflected Yi Awen's tortured to the point of pain, heart-piercing.
She was screaming, cursing, resisting non-stop.
He can't seem to hear it.
He's crazy.
His heart, as well as his people, were refined by Xie Qingcheng's blood.
At this moment, in the ears of the magic dragon, he can only hear the words just now of his only kind.
Canglong said to him with relief: He Yu, I returned that shot to you.
In fact, no matter what Xie Qingcheng said, in the deepest part of his mind, he still remembered the things that He Yu did for himself at that time...
So in the clubhouse, he didn't leave. After so many ridiculous things happened, he didn't really kill He Yu or beat He Yu to death. He sacrificed his own body in a numb manner and perfunctorily dismissed He Yu, without resorting to any extreme means to end this morbid relationship.
Xie Qingcheng hated his various behaviors, but perhaps subconsciously, Xie Qingcheng always felt that he owed him one thing.
That incident was related to life, and Xie Qingcheng's soul was suffocated, and Xie Qingcheng was extremely unwilling to owe anything to others.
He may have been looking for a chance to give back the life he owed him.
Only in this way can Xie Qingcheng feel at ease and completely break up with him.
is that so……
That's right.
He Yu didn't see Yi Awen anymore, he couldn't see her, and he couldn't hear the culprit's cries, curses, or twisted screams.
Blood splattered, and the rainstorm was majestic.
During the extremely brutal fight, he handed over her gun, and snatched the knife she was struggling to stab at him with his backhand. With a twist of the blade, the murder weapon fell into his hands. He held the knife without blinking, and slammed at her I pierced her palm! !
"what!!!!"
The murderer let out a scream that seemed to come from hell.
He Yu's face was splattered with blood. His blood-stained face was expressionless, but it looked more like a ghost than she did.
"This knife." He said solemnly, "It's the kick you stepped on my hand just now."
"Click." After he finished speaking, he choked Yi Awen with one hand, and removed the clip of the soil gun with one hand, shaking out all the bullets from inside.
This woman is really murderous, and she will carry such things with her.
But now, the knife and the gun belong to him, and he wants to choose one of them to end the life of the woman who hurt Xie Qingcheng——! !
kill her...
kill her! ! !
He didn't choose a gun.He dismantled the gun and threw it straight into the mud.
It was something that hurt Xie Qingcheng, and he didn't want to touch it again.
What's more, using a gun is too good for people after all.
He just wanted to torture him to death.
He Yu didn't pay much attention to feeling her struggle from intense to weak, from full of hope to despair.
She is the flapping moth in his palm.
He felt that it wanted to jump on his fire and extinguish his light, so he caught it, and after giving it a deep torment, he would judge it and end its life, even if the moth's sap Splash, it exploded and insulted his palms, it's fine.
He put the bloody blade on Yi Awen's neck.
He said softly, "I sent you to hell with this knife."
His eyes are redder than a bloody knife, sharper than a blade.
He said quietly: "It's over."
Cold light flashes!
Seeing that the knife was about to fall and cut his throat! !
however--
At this moment, a very light, hoarse voice got a pass, and reached his eardrum unimpeded all the way.
"He Yu."
He Yu was taken aback.
His brain, which was as chaotic as a monsoon passing through, suddenly became clearer.
"—He Yu!"
The chains of the magic dragon began to transform again, from scratch, from a little bit of powder, into infinite bright light, and re-condensed into the shape of chains in mid-air - strangled the young man who was about to pounce on Abi Hell.
He Yu's consciousness was suddenly called back.
He turned away abruptly.
Xie Qingcheng woke up at some point, leaning against the rock wall, clutching his left arm, his body covered in blood, and coughing lightly.
"He Yu..." Xie Qingcheng took a breath and said hoarsely, "...don't kill her..."
"She has no ability to fight back... If you continue to fight, you will be too defensive. Don't be a murderer. Don't be like her."
"..."
"Come here...listen to me...don't try anyone in place of the law..."
When Xie Qingcheng said this, he frowned and coughed violently, then he raised his head, his breathing was stagnant, and his chest heaved and heaved.
"You've got blood all over you."
"..."
"He Yu, put down the knife. Come to me."
"Call the police. Let the police take her away. You..." Xie Qingcheng said here, the wound hurt again, he frowned, "Don't do it yourself."
Yi Awen, who was lying in a pool of blood, heard this sentence, but showed a look that was more terrifying than when facing death.
"Don't...don't call the police! I'd rather you kill me now! Don't call the police!!!"
She's in a crazy state.
It can be seen that she and her mother Lu Yuzhu are still far behind in ability after all.Lu Yuzhu had driven them into a desperate situation, but Yi Awen was different.
She was like the earthen gun she got secretly, with a barrel of gunpowder, but in the end it was just a villager who committed crimes.
So even if she didn't confess, Xie Qingcheng knew that Yi Awen was not from that organization, and she had nothing to do with the RN13 crime they were investigating.
"He Yu... Come here quickly." Xie Qingcheng said hoarsely.
He Yu didn't move.
Xie Qingcheng wanted to speak again, but when he fell down, he hit his lungs and the back of his head. Although he was awake at this moment, he coughed earth-shatteringly after talking too much, so that even his eyes turned black. Suddenly he choked out a mouthful of blood.
"Xie Qingcheng..." He Yu murmured, slowly recovering.
Xie Qingcheng's order did not make He Yu obedient, but his weakness did.
The blood-stained molars of the dragon finally left the human neck.
He Yu was covered in blood, but got up, staggered, and ran towards him.
Step by step.
The sharp knife slipped from his palm.It fell to the ground with a clang.
"Xie Qingcheng...!!"
The giant dragon folded its wings and landed beside Xie Qingcheng.He woke up like a dream, he held him nervously, he hugged him: "How are you?... How are you?!"
Xie Qingcheng shook his head, indicating that he was fine, then coughed lightly and said, "Go to the police."
Woman: "Don't call the police...don't call the police!! You kill me, you kill me directly! Don't call the police..."
Xie Qingcheng: "Yi Awen, you killed someone...!"
"..."
With blood on his cheeks, his eyes were sharp: "The man behind the bookcase in the attic, embedded in the wall, is your father, right?"
"..." Yi Awen's expression became very distorted in an instant, coupled with the blood on her face, it was even more terrifying to the point of chilling.
She murmured, "He deserves it..."
"You don't understand!! He deserves it!!!"
There was a bang of thunder.
The trembling thunder in the empty valley was like the huge movement when the green leather train started.
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Time seemed to go back to five years ago with this roar.
The platform of Qingli County Railway Station.
"Drip--! Rumble--"
The car horn blares.
Yi Awen carried two old snakeskin bags on her back, and got on the green leather train that arrived at their small village late at night without looking back. Her eyes were full of unwillingness and disdain for the past, and full of excitement and love for the future. expect.
Yi Awen, who didn't finish high school, did the same thing as her stepmother.
She wants to escape from this village that looks like a recycling bin for human waste.
She wants to go to the city, to a new world of beauty.
Yi Awen is a very diligent woman.A young girl who is good at work and has good looks will not worry about finding a job in any city.
Even, don't worry about finding a man.
She was doing sales in a shopping mall, selling bed sheets and quilt covers, with a salary of 2000 a month plus commission, and she could get it in the early [-]s.This kind of salary is too low in the eyes of many urban people, but it is enough for a working girl like Yi Awen who just escaped from her rural home.
The shopping mall includes food and housing, and 3000 yuan can be used to fulfill her own dreams.
The American-style cafe in the city center, she had only seen it on TV before, a cup of coffee worth more than 30 yuan was a bit bitter in her mouth, but she held it and sat among the young people who were typing with laptops , as if I can imagine myself as the heroine in an urban drama. [-] yuan to buy a poor girl's dream does not seem to be too extravagant.
The revolving sushi restaurant at the top of the skyscraper costs more than 200 yuan per person for a meal. People with higher monthly salaries look down on them. They prefer to go to the quiet and elegant vegetarian restaurant hidden in the alley, which costs thousands of dollars per person. Yuan to eat a set of pure natural and pollution-free green seasonal vegetables.But that kind of sushi restaurant gave Yi Awen, young people who have just entered the rivers and lakes, a chance to gaze at the bustling lights of the city from the top of the building, thereby inducing them to take root in this city and sacrifice their youthful flesh and blood to this hot land. Encourage them to climb up and move forward.
There are also those chain and bright express hotels.
You only need to pay a room fee of less than [-] yuan a night, and you can get a place that accommodates your love. Of course, Yi Awen is also envious of those who wear thick fur, bare shoulders, stepping on Zhou Yangjie stilettos, twisting A woman with a graceful waist, a sweet smile, and "successful men" who go in and out of high-end hotels. When she walks through the door of those hotels, even the wind blowing from the entrance hall is fragrant.
But she lives in a fast house, and lives in a hostel, and she also feels very content.
It's not that she doesn't want such an extravagant life, but she sees that all kinds of charming women often match up with fat men, so she also feels that her life is the best, after all——
Her man is so outstanding, so handsome.
Yes, not long after Yi Awen came to the city to settle down, she had a boyfriend, a very handsome college student. It was the first time she went to a barber shop, and faced with the tireless salesmanship from the clerk, she was ashamed to say that she was poor , and was completely unable to spend thousands of dollars to apply for the expensive hairdressing card, the customer sitting next to her helped her out, and said to her sincerely: "You don't need to curl, the straight hair like this now It's already pretty."
They exchanged WeChat messages in this way, and they came and went, and they were together.
The boy is an accounting student of X University, a local, his mother is a middle-level state-owned enterprise, and his father is a policeman.
In the eyes of many girls, such conditions are not too generous, and will not breed any sense of insecurity or fear.But Yi Awen was different - after she kissed him for the first time, seeing his handsome face and the cashmere coat he took off for her, she suddenly felt ashamed.
She thought of her parents, her background, and everything she had encountered since she was a child, and she cried out in shame.
He asked her what's the matter in a daze, is his kissing skills so bad?
She wiped the tears from her face, managed to calm down her emotions, and said, no.
No, I'm just in love for the first time and I'm happy.
After all, she still concealed her identity from him. She dared not tell him that she escaped from the poorest and most gambling ghost village in Qingli County. There was a gambler father and a half-sister in her family.Of her two mothers, one had already fled to the ends of the earth and never looked back, and the other was a criminal who took bribes and went to jail.
"Lu Yuzhu's daughter! A criminal's daughter! Yi Awen, your own mother is in jail! Your stepmother is a little bitch!"
Even the people in the village looked down on her like this and insulted her.
How dare she tell her boyfriend everything about herself?
She lied to him.
In front of him, she portrayed herself as a work-study female college student who was studying in the school next to X University. In order to lie, she went to that school to ask the graduates to buy a set of teaching materials. She often looked decent when dating. Put a few books in the bag that you carry, pretending to come to him just after class.
He never suspected that the love affairs of students are often clean, and he never investigated any of her background.
But students will not remain students forever.
On the day her boyfriend graduated and got his degree certificate, he asked her to go to the conveyor belt sushi restaurant on the top of the urban area, which was not too cheap for students, and said to her solemnly, would you like to come back with me? Home, meet my family?
She was surprised, delighted, and flustered.
At that moment, she felt that she was an inflated balloon, and she was about to fly lightly into the sky, but she was always worried that she would burst, explode, and with a bang, everyone would Find out that she's hollow inside, and there's nothing there, and then it's all over.
In fact, if you confess to your boyfriend at this time, it may not be out of control.
But Yi Awen is too inferior, she is timid, she loves him very much, because she loves him so much, she is extremely worried about gains and losses, and dare not say anything.
In the end, she spent four months of her savings and went to the mall to buy a decent outfit. After all, she once told her boyfriend that her family is full of scholars for generations, and her parents are both newspaper reporters. Although they are not very rich, they are also rich. of.
She intends to continue to spread the lie.
For this reason, she tries to decorate herself as much as possible in front of his parents, like the owner of an unscrupulous shop who wraps bug-eyed apples in colored paper in an attempt to sell them to unwary customers in the fruit basket.
On the day she met his parents, she wore a ponytail in a spirited and beautiful spirit, wore a pure white knee-length dress, a casual women's small suit, stepped on a pair of lambskin shoes imported from Spain, and applied gentle and elegant makeup on her face .She also specially bought a set of imported toiletries, hoping to make a good impression on her boyfriend's mother.
The boyfriend's parents took them to a nearby western restaurant for a meal.
It was a big restaurant that really got on the table. Before that, the best ones she had been to were just some chain western steakhouses with medium and high prices.
When she was flustered by the complicated set of table manners in the restaurant, she looked up and saw her boyfriend's mother staring at her thoughtfully.
Yi Awen's heart skipped a beat, and she faintly had a premonition.
She knew that the worm's eye on the apple had been seen by this woman who had seen too much of the world.
After that meal, her boyfriend didn't contact her for a while.
She seemed to know something, and although she felt extremely painful, she tacitly endured and did not look for him.
Until one day, she had a fever and was lying on the dilapidated wire bed shared with her roommate, thinking about him, crying, and finally couldn't help sending him a message.
She said, "Honey, would you like to hear me explain?"
Boyfriend did not return.
She pressed the phone to her heart, and she didn't receive any news from him until she couldn't hold it back and fell asleep drowsily.Naturally, early the next morning, there was no reply from him on the phone.
Breaking up is sometimes so quiet, it won't be too ugly, and we both save some face.
But she cried, lying on the bed in the dormitory and crying very loudly. She felt that the mask she tried so hard to put on her face was torn apart at that moment, and what was exposed was still the daughter of a gambler from that poor village, the daughter of a criminal daughter.
She met him again later on the road.
Soon there was a new girl by his side, wearing a scarf that she might not be able to afford after working for a year, she smiled and showed two neat rows of white teeth, and she had a face that she couldn't completely disguise. Calm, demure, elegant.
They didn't see her, and as she walked by, they heard them talking with their backs to her, facing the window.
She heard him say: "I got angry with the teller like that just now. Don't think that I discriminate against those from the countryside. I was really scared of being cheated. I told you about my ex-girlfriend. People from the police station have investigated her, she is lying to me, she is a migrant worker from the village, her father owes 10,000+ gambling debts, and her mother is actually a labor prisoner, I feel disgusted when I think of her now, I don’t know How can the human heart be so sinister..."
She really broke down that day.
Is she really sinister?
She knew that she was undoubtedly wrong, but she never thought of getting anything other than love from him.
During those days together, she spent more money than him, because she thought that she was old and was already making money, and she loved him sincerely.
Because she loved too deeply, was too timid, and had too low self-esteem, she was confused. After she told a lie, she had to wrap it up with an even bigger lie.
Making such a choice is simply an instinct she has been tempered—as long as she tells others her true situation frankly, people will either placate her hypocritically or despise her outright. Enough of such stares, she hated her father and her mother so much.
Why can people's judgment of a person never be just for that person himself?
Why do you always have to bring your family, parents, real estate certificates in the drawer, financial management and balance in passbook cards?
Yi Awen couldn't figure it out.
In all these years, she has never received any normal traction and care from her original family.
The father she saw was obscene, animalistic, and lazy. She had no impression of her biological mother at all, but from other people's mouths, all she heard was about that woman's greed, ruthlessness, and cruelty...
She is their child, so her birth is a bad result.
It is she who does not deserve to have the light.
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