Can't take Mr. Can't let go of Mr.

Xiang Yang has been in the kitchen for so many years, and today he has opened his eyes.I saw that in a huge kitchen, Gu Liang put fruit plates wherever there were plates, and there was only one kind of fruit in them: apples.

He roughly counted and said eighteen games, which is really too modest.

Xiang Yang suppressed his temper and tried his best to be calm: "...Did the price of Apple drop? Huh? How much did you spend?"

"Your brain is broken!"

With so many apples, they couldn't eat them all.

What a disrespect to food to waste!

Xiang Yang went to the knife holder and took out a fruit knife. Gu Liang immediately decided to change his past, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, and there will never be a next time!"

Xiang Yang grinned at him and asked him what time it was.

"Three... half past."

While cutting the apples neatly, Xiang Yang arranged for Gu Liang to go to the refrigerator to grab the cakes.

Fortunately, last time the supermarket had a discount on finger cakes, he snatched up more.

Xiang Yang wants to use these apples and finger cakes to make apple pie.

"Gu Liang, shall we set up a stall at the night market later? Selling apple pies."

Gu Liang happily took out two big bags of biscuits and took the initiative to dig out a big bag of sugar from the cupboard, saying, "Don't worry about it, I can eat it."

Xiang Yang cut the apple into two pieces with a "click".

Gu Liang immediately changed his words: "Tell me, if we go to the night market to set up a stall, do we need a business license?"

The apple pie made by Xiang Yang is the best apple pie in the world, anyway Gu Liang thinks so.

So he set a fair and reasonable three Michelin star price for apple pies.

Xiang Yang really wanted to hit him on the head with a spoon, but he held back.

It is not good to control violence with violence.

What's more, Gu Liang's head is full of paste at the moment, if it is broken, it may explode.

Bah!

Xiang Yang set a new night market price for the apple pies, and as a punishment, Xiang Yang made Gu Liang responsible for packing all the apple pies.

Xiang Yang has always set the most reasonable price when selling things, this time it is even more so, in order not to waste, he didn't even add his own labor costs into it.

At the end of the night market, the trunk of a luxury car was opened, and it was filled with exquisitely packaged apple pies.

Because of the single variety of products and the fact that there was always a gentleman next to him "showing how to eat" (demonstrating how to eat), Xiang Yang attracted a lot of customers without even shouting.

Setting up a stall is a thing that happens once and twice.This time, Gu Liang was not only able to collect payment enthusiastically, but also took the initiative to display and introduce products.

Xiang Yang couldn't intervene, so he could only stand on the side holding the apple pie stuffed by Gu Liang in a daze.

Gu Liang is really a very attractive man.He doesn't like to laugh very much, looks serious and old-fashioned, but in fact he has a lot of patience and gentleness.He will give a detailed introduction to every customer who comes to inquire.

Xiang Yang has to admit that people with good-looking faces are indeed more likely to attract people's favor, and then sell their products smoothly.It is now the fifth wave of customers, and no one has asked him but refused him, saying he would not buy it.

Xiang Yang only thinks that the customers are in control of their appearance, and he doesn't think of the overly reasonable price he set and the superb craftsmanship of the pie master himself.

The fun of setting up a stall between the two didn't last long. An aunt came. After she took a small piece of apple pie provided by Gu Liang to try, she bought all the remaining pies.Said it was so delicious, I wanted to take it back and share it with my friends dancing in the square dance.

Gu Liang returned Xiang Yang's mobile phone that was used to collect the money, and asked him to go back to the car first, while he took over the booth with unsatisfactory intentions.

Before getting into the car, he opened the door of the back seat, took a bag from it and stuffed it for Xiang Yang.

Gu Liang had expected that the apple pie would sell well, in case Xiang Yang couldn't eat it, so he reserved it for him, it was still hot.

……

In the afternoon, Xiang Yang left without waiting for Jin Chu's surgery to end.

He didn't take the box of chestnut cakes either.

He put the chestnut cake back to its original place, and Jin Chu would understand when he saw it.

The two share an apple pie in the car.

Xiang Yang told Gu Liang: "I didn't like hospitals very much when I was young. Because all my relatives left me in the hospital. I was not sensible at that time, so I thought the hospital should be the worst place in the world."

"Later, my neighbor's grandma...she was admitted to the hospital the summer I graduated from high school. At that time, I had grown up, and I began to regret it. I felt that I shouldn't have said so many bad things about the hospital in the past. In my heart Apologize to the hospital, ask the hospital to forgive me, ask the hospital to help me, save my grandma..."

Gu Liang took out a tissue for him, and he couldn't take it because he was holding the box in one hand and the pie in the other, so Gu Liang helped him wipe off the applesauce from the corner of his mouth.

Gu Liang comforted him: "The parting in the hospital is often the most unavoidable, and they don't want to part with you."

"When the neighbor's grandma was hospitalized, it was Jin Chu who helped me a lot. My neighbor's grandma also liked him very much."

"At that time, I thought, Jinchu will be my half-brother in the future, and I will help him if he needs anything."

"During that time, he was afraid that I would be in a bad mood and would not eat on time, so he always bought me chestnut cakes. He knew that I didn't like sweets, so he said that this taste was okay, not that sweet. Actually, it was sweet at that time. It doesn’t matter at all, as long as it is bought by him, I will eat it. Because of this, I didn’t control my weight well during that time, and I was always scolded by the coach.”

"Eat when scolded."

"He also said he would keep buying me cakes until I found a boyfriend."

"Afterwards, we talked in a daze."

"I know he won't come out to the family."

"It's not the same as the relationship I imagined."

"But at that time, I also felt very satisfied. I was originally gay, so it's only natural not to talk about it. And he is still my best friend..."

Xiang Yang was a little depressed when he talked about the past.

Gu Liang didn't know how to comfort him, but just handed him a bottle of water.

Gu Liang put away the packing boxes for the pies and told Xiang Yang to fasten his seat belt, they were going home.

Xiang Yang suddenly turned his head to look at Gu Liang: "What did you just say?"

Gu Liang: "Go home?"

"You said they had no choice but to leave me?"

Xiang Yang suddenly pulled off his seat belt, turned around and hugged Gu Liang, crying loudly.

Gu Liang was startled and hurried to coax him.

At this moment, Xiang Yang suddenly felt that he was too lonely.

Why did he encounter so many unavoidable separations? Why did he have to live in the separation of life and death for the first half of his life.It's just plain sad.

Xiang Yang suddenly remembered: "I left without waiting for his operation to end, you said he won't... right?"

Gu Liang patted him on the back: "No, good people don't live long. If he can die unexpectedly in this situation, the doctor will be very unlucky."

Xiang Yang thinks about it, and thinks so.

Xiang Yang rubbed his face covered with snot and tears in Gu Liang's arms, and told Gu Liang about the misfortune he had encountered today: "How can he be so bad, he still said to let me go back today, but he obviously has fallen in love with someone else Ah..."

"He used to say that I have no family anymore, he is my family, and he will always be with me. Even if their family has a lot of property to inherit, he will not marry others... It's only been a few years, How can you not count your words? Will the family members be so irresponsible? Certainly not..."

……

Xiang Yang's feeling of falling out of love seems to be particularly slow.

He was crying incoherently like this, while accusing his ex.

Gu Liang is a little jealous of Jin Chu, Xiang Yang still remembers him after so long.

Gu Liang also blamed himself.

Since the day Xiang Yang and Jin Chu separated, they lived in their own home.Gu Liang knew that he would be able to handle this past relationship well.But he also forgot that just because he can do a good job doesn't mean he won't feel wronged and sad.

Xiang Yang is a person who can't hide things, but he hides everything about his ex in his heart, trying to digest it bit by bit.

But digestion requires a process.

Gu Liang is very guilty, he should not be so careless.Just because Xiang Yang looks very strong, so he ignores that he also needs help and comfort.

Gu Liang held him in his arms, patted him on the back lightly, and comforted him: "Don't cry."

He thought, no matter how long Xiang Yang has to be sad about his past relationship, he will be with him, no matter how long it takes him to forget Jin Chu, he will wait for him.

That night, in the car, Xiang Yang hugged Gu Liang and cried out of breath.

It was so sad to cry.

Xiang Yang wiped all the tears and snot all over Gu Liang's body, and felt sorry while crying, "I'm sorry I made your clothes dirty... woo woo..."

Gu Liang comforted him, "It's okay, anyway, you are responsible for delivering the laundry."

Xiang Yang: "..."

So he cried even louder.

It took Gu Liang's boss's hard work to coax him well.So much so that when they met early the next morning, Gu Liang didn't dare to take the initiative to talk to him.

"……morning."

The perpetrator himself was full of energy: "Morning!"

Gu Liang asked suspiciously, "Are you alright?"

Xiang Yang: "Of course not."

Gu Liang: ...You are like this, are you worthy of those potted tears you had last night?

"Gu Liang, today is Saturday, do you have to go to work later?"

"No."

"Great, then let's go to the supermarket to buy some chestnuts and come back, we will make chestnut cakes."

Gu Liang picked up a big bag from under the table: "No, my mother just sent a bag."

"Oh!" Xiang Yang exclaimed, "So many!"

"En." Gu Liang nodded, and then handed all the chestnuts to Xiang Yang for disposal.

Xiang Yang complained while picking chestnuts: "I didn't sleep well last night."

Gu Liang immediately looked at him warily.

Xiang Yang: "...Kung fu pays off. I have been thinking about the improved cake recipe all night, and I finally came up with it!"

Gu Liang silently breathed a sigh of relief, and his whole body relaxed again.

Xiang Yang gave a routine warning before making the cake: "Let's make it clear that no matter how the cake tastes, it actually contains high sugar content. You can't want to eat it every day." Then he told Gu Liang: "I found this chestnut cake. Can……"

Gu Liang thought for a while, but still couldn't feel completely at ease: "Are you really okay?"

Xiang Yang got the biggest chestnut, gave it to Gu Liang happily, and asked him, "Is it all right?"

"You last night..."

Xiang Yang: "There is something, of course there is something, look, my eyes are swollen!"

Xiang Yang moved closer and showed it to him.

Gu Liang could only tilt his head back slightly, otherwise he would stick it.

Xiang Yang's skin is very good, and there are no blemishes at a close look.In order to show his eyes, he tilted his head slightly.

Gu Liang: "I see, like a frog."

Xiang Yang: "You are the frog!"

Xiang Yang confiscated the largest chestnut in Gu Liang's hand and told him to go to work quickly.

Xiang Yang asked Gu Liang to go to the cupboard to help take out the low-gluten flour, while he himself found a sieve and a basin, and was about to start sifting the flour.

Gu Liang: "Then you..."

"what?"

"Will you forgive him?"

Xiang Yang was surprised: "Why do you have such an idea?"

Gu Liang: Tears, really, are all in vain.

Gu Liang didn't want to mention his ex in front of his favorite frog, so he turned around: "You seem to be very open-minded."

Xiang Yang put the apron on his head, turned around and asked Gu Liang to help tie the belt, "I treated him with all my heart and soul when we were together, then he still doesn't want me, and I can't help it... Oh, it's tight, you loosen it up!"

"Oh." Gu Liang had no choice but to loosen the apron again regretfully.

Gu Liang was still very worried: "But, didn't he say yesterday that he wants it again?"

Xiang Yang set up the sieve and waited for Guliang to add flour. After waiting for a while, he didn't see any movement from the person behind him, so he patted him back to signal him to work, and said indifferently: "Why, he thought I was Boomerang, if you throw it out, can you come back by yourself?"

Gu Liang realized that he had really thought too much, how could it be possible with Xiang Yang's character.

With Xiang Yang's personality, if he was a horse, he would never turn back, let alone turn back.

That's got to be a mustang focused on getting out and running.

Gu Liang, who was determined to follow Mr. Little Mustang for the rest of his life, felt completely relieved, and poured the flour into the sieve in one go.

Xiang Yang: "Hey! There are too many!"

Gu Liang thought that Xiang Yang meant too much when he said too much, so he couldn't sieve it with one hand, so he stretched out his hands to help. He held Xiang Yang's hand with one hand and the basin with the other. side, shaking vigorously from side to side.

A puff of white smoke rose into the sky.

Xiang Yang: "Stop! Stop! Stop! Cough! Stop!"

After the flour smoke cleared, Gu Liang asked him again: "Then do you feel uncomfortable elsewhere, I mean, except for your eyes."

Xiang Yang moved all [-] bones in his body and told him: "Everything is normal, you go out."

Gu Liang: "I don't."

after awhile.

Gu Liang took the initiative to leave the kitchen.

After a while.

Xiang Yang's roar came from the kitchen: "Gu Liang! You put the whole bag of sugar in again!"

……

Gu Liang, who is in charge of throwing out trash every day when he goes out to work, accidentally sees something extra in the trash can.

There was an old newspaper with news about the entertainment section. The entertainment section had a very small place, and it promoted the play that Jin Chu participated in. It should be the first play he filmed.

There are also medical journals on stomach problems.

The date on the journal is long gone, but it was well preserved until it went into the trash.

Gu Liang then remembered the rose that Xiang Yang threw away at the beginning.

He suddenly realized that maybe everything that happened recently had nothing to do with the expired love.

When an originally healthy person falls ill, it will greatly touch the people around him and even the people he is familiar with.

Perhaps, to Xiang Yang, what can represent the previous relationship is nothing more than that rose from the beginning to the end.

Love is like a rose, dazzling and beautiful.But the premise is to be fresh and alive.

To die is to die.

There was no resurrection.

Xiang Yang is a very simple person, if you want to get to know him, you don't have to do anything.

He's also always been a direct person, always knowing what he needs and what he's missing.

When Xiang Yang came out of his room, he saw the appalling scene in front of him: Gu Liang was holding a trash can with a foolish face, and when he was happy enough, he whistled happily and went out.Because he was so engrossed in elation, he even forgot to change his slippers.

Xiang Yang stood on the sidelines: Later, he will have another reason to criticize him.

……

The coldest month of the year is here, Xiang Yang wears the thickest down jacket that Gu Liang bought for him every day before going out.

In winter, hot pot is the most common dish on the dining table.

On this day, Xiang Yang went to the vegetable market again and bought two large packages of side dishes and mutton rolls.

When passing by the gate of Jin Chu's house, he met Jin Chu standing at the gate.

Like a stumbling block, it was impossible for Xiang Yang to pretend he didn't see it.

Jin Chu looked pretty good, and Xiang Yang also learned from Hu Xiaoyan that his operation was a success.

Xiang Yang was very happy for him, so he said, "I'm leaving."

Jin Chu also said, "I'm leaving."

"what?"

Xiang Yang is leaving because he is going home to cook hot pot.

Jin Chu is leaving, Xiang Yang doesn't know where he is going, isn't this his home.

Jin Chu deliberately frightened him, "I'm moving out because I'm afraid that if I stay, I won't be able to control my crime against you."

Xiang Yang didn't answer his words, and turned to look at a van behind him: "Ah, that's the car you hired from the moving company."

Jin Chu: "...I move out, but the house is still mine."

Xiang Yang: "Huh?"

Jin Chu: "The house is mine, so there is no need to move things."

Xiang Yang: "...Oh."

"You really want me to go?"

Xiang Yang said insincerely: "If there is no, how can it be?"

Looking at Xiang Yang's stupid look, Jin Chu couldn't help but feel itchy.

He wanted to be nice to Xiang Yang.

In the past, because Xiang Yang had always loved him and relied on him wholeheartedly, he felt that no matter when he started to treat Xiang Yang well, there was still time.

He always thought that he still had time to love Xiang Yang well, after all, life is long and they are still young.

Even if he was driven by curiosity and freshness, when he took another road, he thought it was just a short fork, and he would soon return to the original road.

He knew that Xiang Yang loved him, so he took it for granted that Xiang Yang would accompany him all the way.Even if there is a brief separation, it will continue in the end.

Now, he knew he was wrong.

I also regret it.

Or, from the beginning to the end, he never really understood Xiang Yang.

From now on, there will be no more Xiang Yang in his life.

In the future, Xiang Yang will no longer need him in his life, and even another person will appear to replace him.

"Xiang Yang!"

Jin Chu suddenly called to stop Xiang Yang who was about to leave.

Xiang Yang turned around and replied honestly: "Huh?"

Jin Chu begged him: "Come back, okay?"

Xiang Yang was shocked into an emoji.

Jin Chu smiled bitterly.

He could see that Xiang Yang really didn't need him anymore.

Jin Chu smiled bitterly and said, "It scares you."

Xiang Yang left.

Jin Chu went back to the house alone.

He didn't receive Xiang Yang.

He came here today to pack some things, just now he happened to be sitting by the window drinking juice, when he saw Xiang Yang coming from there from a distance, he couldn't help chasing him out the door.

Just like in the past, every time he came home, Xiang Yang would wait at the door to pick him up, as if his return was such a great event to Xiang Yang.

But just now, he didn't pick up Xiang Yang.

He also knew that there would never be such an enthusiastic Xiang Yang waiting for him to go home again.

He couldn't help but think of the past of the two of them.

"Jin Chu?"

"Ok?"

"Did you get along with me because you were curious about homosexuality?"

"fart."

"Isn't it?"

At that time, Jin Chu asked Xiang Yang: "How insecure do I make you feel?"

Jin Chu: "No, of course not."

"I became gay because you seduced me by dangling in front of my eyes every day, and then fell in love with you without concentration."

Xiang Yang said very seriously: "I didn't seduce you," and then asked a little worriedly: "Then can you change back now?"

Jin Chu looked at the bare crabapple tree outside the window and muttered to himself, "I can't."

"Xiang Yang, I can't, what should I do!"

This Xifu Begonia was planted by him and Xiang Yang during the Arbor Day at the beginning of the year, but it was a pity that it did not survive this winter.

He planted the tree and left it alone, and Xiang Yang was not good at raising plants by nature.Therefore, the crabapple tree that he thought was insignificant at that time, but is extremely important now, is still dead after all.

Just like Xiang Yang's feelings for him, when he has it, he feels that it is nothing more than ordinary, and when he loses it, he wants to cherish it. Unfortunately, there is never regret medicine in the world.

He and Song Yanxiu broke up long ago.

Song Yanxiu is not gay at all.

Jin Chu didn't know why Gu Liang didn't find out after staying with him for so long.

Song Yanxiu is very conflicted every time they have sex/love.

Song Yanxiu doesn't need a lover at all, what he wants has always been a steady stream of resources.

It used to be Gu Liang, but Gu Liang was not in this circle after all, so when he met himself, he quickly changed his goal.

Song Yanxiu won't really like anyone, his goal in life has always been clear, he is a person who will do whatever it takes to achieve his goal.Even if it is his own body, he can use it as a means of exchanging resources without hesitation when necessary.

Jin Chu admits that he is a big fool.

He's turning green with regret now, but he still has to pretend he doesn't care!

Jin Chu angrily smashed the glass in his hand against the wall, and the glass shattered into pieces in an instant.The juice slowly flowed down the light green wallpaper, scratching streaks and staining the wallpaper.

There are Xiang Yang's shadows everywhere in the house.

He lingers.

Jin Chu looked at the wallpaper that would never return to its original appearance, and finally couldn't help but burst into tears.

Stomach throbbing, Jin Chu curled up on the ground, calling Xiang Yang's name over and over again, but it was a pity that Xiang Yang was no longer in this house.

Why!

Not long ago, he seemed to never tire, appearing in every corner of the house.

……

Today, Gu Liang who got off work got home before Xiang Yang who went out to buy vegetables.

Xiang Yang was pleasantly surprised when he saw Gu Liang, "Huh? You're back!"

Gu Liang came over, took the bag in his hand, and asked him what he bought.

"A lot, a lot," Xiang Yang told Gu Liang while taking off his clothes, it's too cold, they're going to eat hot pot tonight.

Gu Liang tore open the bag and looked inside, there were a lot of ingredients.

Xiang Yang told Gu Liang, "There is only 12 yuan left from grocery shopping today."

After speaking, he waited helplessly.

This kind of small money is usually his tip.

Gu Liang saw that his longing eyes were interesting, so he deliberately teased him: "Bring it."

Xiang Yang said slowly, "Oh."

Xiang Yang took out the change and handed it to Gu Liang.

Gu Liang took the money to the collection cabinet and helped him put it into the biscuit bucket next to the rabbit landline.

Xiang Yang immediately became happy again, and immediately decided to add an extra piece of meat to him at night.

Chinese New Year is coming soon.

Xiang Yang found that Gu Liang could always receive calls recently, basically after dinner, at the same time.Xiang Yang couldn't hear what the other party said, only heard Gu Liang keep saying "um, um, I know, good."

Every time Gu Liang answered the phone, he would be silent for a while. Xiang Yang reasonably suspected that it was the end of the year, and someone came to collect debts.

Xiang Yang sighed, it's not good to be your own boss, you are responsible for your own profits and losses, if you have 30 years in Hedong, you have to have 30 years in Hexi.

Anyway, he would not despise Gu Liang being poor, but whenever he needed money like this, he would regret it, hating why he didn't save any money on weekdays.

Xiang Yang comforted cautiously: "Do you owe a lot? It's normal for you to make money or lose money as a boss. Don't worry too much. I'll ask Hu Xiaoyan later to see if her profit is good this year. Can you help me? "

Gu Liang had already adapted to Xiang Yang's turbulent brain circuits, so he didn't struggle: "It's not a debt collector. My savings may double by the end of the lunar calendar. It should be enough after this life. Don't think about it." ...It was my family who called."

Xiang Yang was surprised: "You still have family members?"

Gu Liang: "...or I jumped out of a rock?"

Xiang Yang: "No, no, I mean, I haven't heard much from you!"

Gu Liang was not very emotional: "There is nothing to say."

"what?"

Xiang Yang can't quite understand Gu Liang's brain circuit. If he also has family members, he will surely show off eight hundred times a day.

Gu Liang suddenly said to him: "Xiang Yang, the Chinese New Year is only ten days away."

Xiang Yang: "Yeah!"

He has been looking forward to it for a long time.

Although he is already such a grown-up person, Xiang Yang is full of enthusiasm for all aspects of life.

Gu Liang wanted to say that his family kept calling to ask him when he would be home.

He wanted to invite Xiang Yang to go back with him, but he still lacked a fair reason.

So, he looked into Xiang Yang's bright eyes, and once again had the urge to confess.

"Xiang Yang, have you ever thought about talking about it again..."

Xiang Yang looked at Gu Liang and sniffed, "Ah! Alright, alright! The barbecued pork is ready!" Then he jumped up and ran to the kitchen.

Gu Liang stared at his rabbit-like happy back without a word, and slowly said in his heart:... a barbecued pork!

……

Gu Liang, who is full of food and drink, is watching TV.

Recently, he finally found out that he was not good at choosing dramas, so he has switched to watching news broadcasts.

After dinner, Xiang Yang disappeared, causing no one to eat the fruit he had cut.

Gu Liang's fruit-cutting skills are comparable to those of a carver in a five-star hotel, and his workmanship is extremely exquisite.He even bought a whole set of special tools for fruit platters, just to make out of the ordinary fruit platters for Xiang Yang.

Today's fruit is romantic cosmic wind.Two big white pear astronauts walk hand in hand on the dragon fruit planet.

Gu Liang was implicitly complacent, and when Xiang Yang ate the fruit later, he would definitely praise him loudly for "how amazing".

By the way, what about others?

Gu Liang couldn't help looking around again.

Just then, he heard someone calling him outside.

"Gu Liang, come out!"

It's Xiang Yang.

So Gu Liang got up and went outside.

The moment he pushed open the door, Xiang Yang pressed the control switch in his hand.

All the places in the yard were decorated with lanterns by Xiang Yang, which were colorful and gorgeous.

Among the countless stars, Xiang Yang smiled at him against the wind.He heard the wishes from the vast starry sky, and that person said to him: "Guliang! Happy New Year!"

The author has something to say: Happy Arbor Day!

感谢在2022-03-1120:35:07~2022-03-1220:55:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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