no one save me

Jiang Yihang was far more patient than I imagined, or more patient than before, probably because he realized that I was not joking with him this time, and he finally became nervous.

"Brother Qi, I'm going to have a final exam in a while, and then let's go on a trip. Didn't you say you thought of the ski resort before? It's hard to find a ski resort in this summer, so it's better for us..." He paused, Lie on my bedside and whispered: "Talk to me, Brother Qi."

In fact, I can hear what he said, and I'm not deaf, but I just don't want to talk, I don't want to say anything, I just feel very tired, my soul is about to get rid of the exhaustion of sex, and my mind is blank.

"I was accidentally rubbed by a car on the way here, but my knee was broken." Seeing that I ignored him, he changed the subject by himself: "We have a sports meeting next week, are you coming to see it? Others have brought their families with them."

He had a ridiculous bandage on his head, and he looked like he was carefully pleasing me, which made me feel a little dazed, as if he wasn't the one who fought with others in our residence and fought with me.

If that person is not him, who is that person, and who is this person...

They're all fucking disgusting people anyway.

A bad breath stuck in my chest, up and down, I felt like my breathing was trembling, Jiang Yihang kept talking beside him, he kept talking... kept talking.

His voice couldn't be avoided even if I tried to avoid it. I felt that the sound of my breathing had started to become stagnant, and I was almost suffocated. I couldn't breathe, and my chest was about to explode.

"I didn't sleep all night last night..."

"Shut up." I looked at the ceiling, a little dizzy, and finally just closed my eyes: "Either you agree to break up, or you kill me."

"..." Jiang Yihang was silent for a long time.

I can feel his breathing getting heavier and heavier, and I know he's angry, but so what, we're about to break up, I'm still thinking about whether you're angry or not, and I'm not being mean.

If it weren't for the country's laws, I would want you to die, do you understand, I just want you to die!

Fuck you, idiot, cheating piece of shit.

I don't know how long it has been, but when I was drowsy, I heard Jiang Yihang's voice. His voice sounded a little hoarse, as if he was explaining, but also as if he was begging. He said almost humbly: "Don't Break up, okay, don't want me."

I felt that I was completely awake, and the anger in my chest still couldn't be consciously laughed at. After opening my eyes, I froze for two seconds and sat up on my own. Jiang Yihang didn't expect that I would get up suddenly. , and want to help me.

Maybe it was true what he said about the sleepless night, staring at the ridiculous white bandages, the blood on his face that hadn't been wiped off, looking at me pitifully like I'd lost him.

"Brother Qi." He didn't dare to touch me, afraid that I would do it again, but he tried to get closer to me: "Listen to my explanation."

"Jiang Yihang." This is the first time since this incident happened, I spoke to him calmly, even though my chest was almost bloody and bloody, even though I felt the smell of blood in my breath, I was still calm Tell him confidently: "If I have sex with someone else, will you accept it?"

I saw his face turn livid in an instant, staring at me, I didn't say anything, I waited for him to speak first, and sure enough he couldn't help asking me after a while: "What do you mean?"

"What do you mean by me?" I threw the question to him.

In all these years with Jiang Yihang, I have never done anything sorry for him, except for fighting with him, this exception, but he brought people into my house and rolled on my bed.

"Brother Qi, this joke is not funny." Jiang Yihang looked at me: "I know I was wrong, let's expose this matter, and no one will mention it in the future. I will never do anything that makes people sad. I promise, okay? But you can't spoil yourself, brother Qi, you know, I can't accept this. "

"If I continue to be with you, it will be ruining myself." I raised my hand to touch the gauze on top of his head, and pressed his wound hard, seeing how he grinned in pain but refused to move, just feel ridiculous.

"Your blood." I spread out my hand to show him the blood that just touched his head forcefully.

Jiang Yihang didn't understand what I wanted to do.

"In the past, when you bumped into each other while playing basketball, I carried you up and down the stairs like my grandson. When you got into a fight with someone else, I wished I could die with them. I really liked you back then." I looked at Jiang Yihang's face. The face is so pretty, otherwise I wouldn't be confused, but it's this person, this face, which exhausts me physically and mentally, and I really don't have the energy to argue with him anymore.

"Then you continue to like me, okay?" Jiang Yihang said.

"But now, I just think your blood is dirty and disgusting." I saw his face becoming more and more ugly, and I just felt happy. After living for these years, I also know where his bottom line is. The words were trampled on the verge of his rage, and I said, "What's the difference between you and others?"

I want to sleep with you because I like you, what if I don't like you?

If I'm just for lust, we're dating, we're 419, we're having a one-night stand, then who can't I hang out with, do I have to be with you?I spend money to raise a good-looking, obedient and clean one, isn't that bad?

Do I have to fuck myself in a hurry to fuck you?

But, I know this, I've never done it, I thought you didn't either, but I was wrong.

How wrong I was.

Jiang Yihang's face was full of anger when he heard my words, he seemed to be poured with cold water, and he froze in place for an instant. He was only 21 years old, and he entered the university directly after the college entrance examination. He didn't even experience He was beaten by the society, but he learned to cheat first.

I really want to laugh.

"Get out, move out of that room, take your things and leave, we will delete each other's contact information, and we will never see each other again, and never have any contact again." I felt that my tone was already calm, It's just that my hands trembled uncontrollably, so I could only hide in the quilt: "I don't want to trouble you, but don't rush to come to me, I'm not sure if I can't control myself a little bit. I'll kill you...but I don't think it's worth going to jail for you."

For the sake of you, me, everyone, the best way is to never communicate with each other again.

Jiang Yihang was finally dragged out by the medical staff, because I pressed the alarm, the wound was already painful, and I had to deal with these terrible problems in the middle of the night, and I was afraid of having nightmares at night just by looking at him.

Stomach began to stir and hurt again, intermittently, as if a knife was scratching in the internal organs, I buried my head in the quilt, curled up my body like a prawn, as if this way I would not be cold, and I would It won't hurt anymore.

But it's still summer.

……

"Did you officially break up with that little boyfriend of yours? I see that he hasn't come these days." Lu Qiao passed by the hospital after finishing his work, and came to have a look for the sake of the fact that the two had worked together.

Actually, I'm not very interested in Lu Qiao, but after all, he saved me once, so I still need to exchange favors, but I haven't been to the company recently, and the company is all handed over to the vice president...

"I asked the doctor. I'm going to leave the hospital in the afternoon? Can you bear this wound? You won't have to come back within 24 hours after being discharged from the hospital. I think you might as well get half of the VIP annual card in the hospital." Lu Qiao talked a lot. , Trouble, when I worked with him before, I had a deep understanding, but he is indeed a smart person.

Now this wise man told me: "Anyway, the fat and water don't flow to outsiders' fields. We are so familiar with it. You might as well let me earn a fortune for your medical expenses."

I glanced at the ward, then at him, and searched my memory, but I don’t remember hearing about Lu Qiao buying a hospital, but the man in front of me told me: “This hospital belongs to my family. , damn it."

"..." Oh, that's it. No wonder I often meet Lu Qiao in the hospital. It seems that I won't be able to come to this hospital for the next examination.

"Is there a place to live? A hotel, or where?" Lu Qiao asked.

"I bought that house." I closed my eyes. I don't know if it was because I lost too much blood during this period, and I was always a little dizzy, so I had to close my eyes and talk.

"Your? Then you... plan to go back to live?" Lu Qiao obviously hesitated.

I opened my eyes, and the dizziness got better, but I couldn't move. This feeling was worse than motion sickness, but I still told him: "I have another house, don't worry about it."

From Lu Qiao's body, I smell a bit of the same kind, but also a little different.

All in all, besides feeling disgusted, I feel world-weary now, and I have no interest in other things.