no one save me

Jiang Yihang is here, my parents are coming back, Wang Bo is back...everything is like throwing a boulder on a calm lake, splashing water everywhere, anyway, it is impossible to live in peace Yes, every day in the future may make me burnt out, and I like this remaining piece of tranquility even more.

At night, I slept with Lu Qiao. Both of us were so tired that neither of us wanted to move. We lay motionless on the bed with our eyes closed. The room was tidied up, but there was no furniture. It was redecorated, but I continued to keep it here, originally for nostalgia. If it was renovated and all the old things of grandparents were changed, then why would I still stay here?

My parents wanted this house, but I didn't give it to them. I gave them all the money I had on me, and then they left, taking their dear Xueba son with them.

"Zuo Qi." In the middle of the night, Lu Qiao woke up. Seeing that I was still awake, he asked me, "When we get old, shall we still live here?"

"..." I guess it is impossible for him to realize such a whim. The only group of old people left here cannot be removed. Everyone knows that when these old people leave, this place will be deserted. The previous one There is no one living in the street, all the houses are deserted, and all of them have become dilapidated houses. If you really let me live in it, I dare not live in it.

I want my life, I cherish my life.

"Why don't you talk?" Seeing that I didn't answer, Lu Qiao suddenly became alert, sat up and asked me, "Do you have any worries or other plans?"

About this... I really haven't.

But he obviously didn't believe it, and asked me: "Actually...you don't want to grow old with me, do you? Or are you just playing with me?"

"I don't have time to play." I leaned against the bed, a little tired. Unlike Lu Qiao, he had the entire Lu family behind him, but I had no one behind me, only myself, so I had to be very careful.

If I lose, there will be no chance to get up again.

He seemed to be satisfied with my answer, and after yawning, he lay down and fell asleep again.

The next morning, I was woken up by knocking on the door. When I opened the door, I saw Jiang Yihang. When he saw me, a smile appeared on his stiff face, but before he could speak, I closed the door again. When he got up, he would continue to knock on the door, but Uncle Wang was already shouting: "Who is it! What are you doing this morning! Did you get up early in the morning to strike iron!"

Only then did Jiang Yihang stop, and he stood outside the door and said, "Brother Qi, I'm here to pick you up."

I didn't bother to pay attention to him at all, and Lu Qiao knew it was him. After seeing me coming back, Lu Qiao lay back in the bed again, patted the place next to him, and said, "Come up, come up."

I don't know who he learned this posture from, but it has a certain appearance.

Originally, I planned to stay here for two days and take Lu Qiao to see other places, but Jiang Yihang came, which meant that our trip was over, and we couldn't take him anywhere, that would be so boring.

But I didn't plan to go back, so I directly booked a ticket to Beijing with Lu Qiao. I did it to discuss business, and he did it to stay with me. Am I going to lose it?"

"I'm not afraid that you will lose me, I'm just afraid that you won't want me when you come back." Who would have thought that Mr. Lu, who was so shrewd and capable before, would look like this in private.

I don't understand what he's afraid of, but it doesn't matter if I take him there. Fortunately, I ordered two. When we leave, Jiang Yihang doesn't know about it. I'm not concerned about his affairs, or even him. Not the slightest interest, as long as he doesn't provoke me, I think I can treat him as air.

After all, I don't think it's worth it to be arrested by the police for a few days because of him.

Before going to Beijing, I took Lu Qiao for a walk here at night, and by the way took him to see the elementary school I went to before. He folded his arms and hugged the pillow on the back of his head, humming softly as he walked forward. I listened to it for a long time , only to realize that this person was humming Luo Dayou's "Childhood".

The chirping of cicadas in summer is a unique feature. What is rare is that you can still see fireflies here. He probably felt a little fresh. The two of them stepped on the small gravel road and made a slight sound. The dog didn't know where it went.

After I took Lu Qiao through this dark gravel road, I appeared between two shops. The street lights at the Sancha crossing were particularly bright. Before this time, there were often people outside enjoying the cool air. He got out a cigarette and lit one, "You used to walk this way often, it's so familiar."

"I just live here. It's just this big. You can walk a hundred or eighty times on every road. Do you know if you're familiar with it?" I told the truth, probably because of my relaxation, my stomach began to feel a little faint again. In the pain, he shrugged his shoulders, imitating me before, and sprayed the smoke on my neck.

"How?" Lu Qiao laughed. He put one hand in his trouser pocket, his right leg was upright, his left knee was half-bent, and the hand holding the cigarette was his good left hand. When he smiled, the corners of his lips rose slightly.

He flicked the cigarette end casually, and a small piece of ash fell on the ground. He pressed the remaining half of the cigarette on the tree trunk and threw it into the trash can next to him.

"Don't come here anytime soon." Lu Qiao thought for a while and reminded, "Jiang Yihang will definitely come here to squat with you often. If you want to come, you must bring me."

"The second half of the sentence is the key point?" I asked back, took a cigarette from his hand, lit it and held it in half, then gently whispered to his ear and said, "That's right, you just had a wrong posture, come on again." once."

He coughed laughingly.

We stood by the tree and looked at each other. Lu Qiao smiled helplessly, shook his head, and then whispered: "Do you have to be so direct? Well, I'm just worried about you, and I just want to follow you because of jealousy. Can you?"

I used to come out to gamble at night. The basement of the chess and card room is actually a casino, not a formal casino. I don’t have any capital. , It's almost the same as stealing money.

I didn't want to tell Lu Qiao about this, people have to keep secrets.

His subjective impression of me is still the same as before. He only heard that I was a gangster, but he didn’t know what a gangster was like. The me in the past was full of irritability, and a spark could set me on fire.

So when Jiang Yihang and I were together, I used to think that we would have to fight three games a day when two of us with such bad tempers were mixed together.

There was another slight noise on the path, and I couldn't help turning my head to look, only to see a small dog's paw poking out under the light.

"Xiaobai." I curled up the little finger of my right hand, put it on my lips, and blew lightly. A whistling whistle sounded. Lu Qiao felt something brush past his leg, and the fluffy touch made the hair on his arm feel cold Stand up instantly.

The little white dog braked urgently at my feet and circled me happily several times.

I bent down and patted the little white dog's head, and pointed to the road ahead. After hearing the whining sound from the little white dog, I straightened up, and another whistle sounded, and the little white dog walked along the road. The direction jumped out.

"Aren't you afraid of losing it?" He rubbed his arm, feeling a little chilly, "You haven't answered me yet."

"I can't lose it, it knows the way." I patted the dust beside me, and stomped away a small piece of soot under my feet. "Next time I come back here, this town may be completely deserted."

I didn't answer Land Bridge's question directly.

"When you come next time, I will accompany you." Lu Qiao didn't worry too much about this issue, he has never been a person who is entangled.

The day before going to Beijing, Lu Qiao took some money from the car, put it in a red envelope, and left it to the old people in the town, and then we left. To a few old people.

I don't know if that little white dog will grow up and remember me.

After arriving in Beijing, the hotel arranged a car to pick him up. After getting on the car, Lu Qiao relaxed a lot. He held my hand, and I could feel the cold sweat on his palm. I was a little curious: "Why are you sweating so much? It's not hot either?"

"Worry." He answered simply, he said: "Jiang Yihang has come to look for you, I have to take you away quickly, if your old relationship rekindles, what if you don't want me anymore?"

He asked several what-ifs in a row, which made me want to laugh. There are so many what-ifs in this world, and Jiang Yihang and I... He cheated. Can we turn back time and give him another chance?It seems impossible.

The weather in Beijing is a bit cold, neither of us brought much clothes, and the weather is still gloomy. I heard that it is going to be windy. I have been to Beijing before, and I have seen how windy Beijing is. I remember very clearly one year We lived in the hotel, and when we came out, there was a hot spring pool outside. The wind directly blew Xiao Zhu who was standing next to the hot spring pool into the hot spring pool. It was too late for me to drag her, so I had to let her stay in the hotel Wait, I'll drive by myself.

After returning home, Xiao Zhu made up her mind to gain weight.

"Do you have any specific arrangements for coming to Beijing this time?" On the way, Lu Qiao asked me: "If not, I will take you to eat some delicious food after you finish talking about business."

In terms of eating, I am definitely not as good as him. His hedonism is different from mine.

I smiled and nodded, "Okay."

I don't have much pursuit of appetite.

When I checked in at the hotel, I chose a suite, which can accommodate two people, and I also made an appointment for a spa, but when I went through the infusion procedures, I saw that familiar figure again. This time I am sure we read it right. It was him.

It was Lu Qiao's ex-boyfriend, Wang Bo.

I don't know how he got here.