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This is the first time I've been like this, and I'm at a loss.For a moment, I couldn't believe that everything was real.I don't know how to describe this great change.In fact, this is the case, if I can, I am willing to bear this misfortune, and pray to God to transfer this disaster to me, so that my beloved brother Chenchen can live his life happily.The sun was unbelievably bright that morning.I received a call from Shiyang in a hurry, telling me to go back quickly.I still can't believe it, I believe he said Yang Yang is dead.

Such a good girl, my prospective sister-in-law.As much as I love my brother, I even want to separate the people I love more from my brother, so go.I went directly to the train station and bought a life-and-death ticket.With the ticket in my hand, I waited and waited until the car drove.Towards where Beijing is located.I'm going to run back and see what happened.I was thinking about it on the way, how is Chen Chen doing, I dare not call him.Just ask Shiyang, let him guard him, and wait for me to go back.I was at the junction of the carriages, smoking non-stop, trying to filter out my chaotic thoughts, and I couldn't show the slightest sense of confusion in front of Chen Chen.

Shiyang said that he was only slightly injured, and he suffered a lot of mental stimulation.In fact, I know all of these things.It's just that Yang Yang left, and he and Chen Chen sent me here that day.During the National Day, I went home with Chenchen to help my mother harvest the autumn, and cooked for my father and Chenchen at home, so I supported my love with Shiyang.The cadres of the school's student union.good student.Many, many, many good things were taken away by her overnight, as well as Chenchen's love.

I saw Chen Chen already at night, in the hospital.Doctors said he could be discharged.He just refused, saying that the bed belonged to Yang Yang.We discuss with the doctor whether it can be sold to us.The doctor said that nothing like this has ever happened, and it is not possible under normal circumstances.I said let's live.Shiyang's eyes turned red.I don't know how long I haven't closed my eyes.I said you go back and rest, I'll be here.He said nothing.Then he quietly told me outside, what happened to Yang Yang.After the snow stopped on Sunday, Chen Chen and Yang Yang went to Jiankou Great Wall together.Yang Yang accidentally stumbled and fell.In the end, he lost blood and died.The school has notified her parents.Has come, will be cremated soon.I rubbed my eyes, took a deep breath, and asked him what to do.He said that there was no way, the person was gone, and he tried his best to assist Yang Yang's parents in dealing with the aftermath.Take care of the one who is alive, and don't let him think about something.I nodded.Shiyang said that Chenchen didn't eat much.I said I got it.

After letting Shiyang go back, Chenchen and I stayed together, and I knew it was useless to say anything.stay with him.It was quiet most of the night.I'm sleepy.When I opened my eyes the next morning, I saw him quietly staring at the ceiling in a daze.Ask me you woke up.I nodded.I saw him smiling at me.I also smiled and asked him if he was hungry.He said that day we started to want to go to the Forbidden City, but I insisted on climbing the Great Wall.And off to go.It would be great if he went to the Forbidden City, Yang Yang has not been to the Forbidden City yet.Then his tears flowed like that. I can't find any words that are more appropriate and closer to the actual situation to describe the feeling in his heart and the tears in his eyes at that time.I want to say cheer up, I think this is so pale, in the face of such a thing, what is the use of saying this.I just let him suffer, and accompany him to suffer.It's the same as I can't speak or express.I can't do anything but be with him.Yang Yang is to him what Shi Yang is to me.I can understand his heart.I just don't have any effective way to help him crush the pain that can't be melted.

Shiyang brought it over early, and I said you should go to work quickly.He nodded.Ask me if I have taken leave with my unit.I said I forgot.He said I will sue you, I said nothing, I told them myself.After Shiyang left, Chenchen said that he would be discharged from the hospital after eating.I smiled and said it's okay, go back and keep it.He said he wanted to take a leave of absence.I talked to the doctor for a while and asked the hospital to issue a certificate to the school.Don't let the family know.He nodded.After everything was settled, we went out to their school, and he called the teacher to ask about Yang Yang's parents.While asking and weeping while holding back, the bright sun seemed to be shining only on this sad person at this time.I filled out the application at school, and I signed it on behalf of my parents, saying that it would take about ten days to complete the application, and I would take half a year off from school.Then he called Yang Yang's parents and asked about the funeral home.In fact, everything was very simple. Yang Yang's parents were well-educated and reasonable people. Chen Chen told them about the situation, saying that he was Yang Yang's boyfriend.Yang Yang is gone, he will be filial to them for Yang Yang.When I said this, the two old people, my brother, and me beside me, started to cry.For the first time, I shed tears for girls other than my mother.I don't know why.Or I have long regarded Yang Yang as a member of our family, as the source of all my brother's happiness.Now, that source is gone.Those days were really hard.I was actually very angry with Chenchen, why did he go to climb the wild Great Wall, and when would it be a good time to go, Yang Yang just disappeared, Jianbu Great Wall, where Yang Yang's life ended.Perhaps Chenchen blames herself more than I do.I couldn't agree with his perspective, and I couldn't personally experience the pain of losing a lover.In this world, apart from Yang Yang's parents, he is the one who wishes Yang Yang well and loves Yang Yang the most.Sending Yang Yang's parents back to the hotel, he said that he would let me go to the funeral home with Yang Yang's parents tomorrow.I nodded, and he said he wanted to send Yang Yang back with Yang Yang's parents.I say yes.After he said that, he went to Jiankou Great Wall.I didn't speak.Ask him whether to take a taxi or walk.He said it was all right, and I called the unit after I went back. I was surprised why the supervisor didn't call me to ask me.Maybe Ningxia thought I was still in Ningxia or was doing other things.I told my supervisor that I wanted to ask for leave, and before he could say anything, I would tell him what happened to me now, and he said that my brother had already asked me for leave.I thought it might be Shiyang, and I said thank you, first see who you send over there in Ningxia, now I really can't leave, I have to take care of my brother.He said you are busy first, I will take care of it.I didn't speak, just hung up quietly.Chenchen said that she wanted to sleep for a while.I said sleep.Make something to eat together after waking up.

After he fell asleep, Shiyang got off work.Ask me how I came back.I said that Chenchen was going to be discharged from the hospital, and then she took a leave of absence for half a year.I told Shiyang about the things Chenchen planned to do, and he nodded and said that was fine, and also said that he would go to the funeral home with us tomorrow.I shook his hand and said thank you for taking care of Chenchen for me and everything you did for me.He smiled and shook his head.Say this is what I should do.He asked me if Chenchen was better.I said he ate all the things you bought in the morning. After coming out of the hospital, I think he is still sick, and it will last for a long, long time.He said, it will be fine, and we will help him get through this time slowly.I just suddenly knew at that moment that I had a very real feeling at that time, feeling that this was an extremely long period of real life that had been rubbed and soaked by reality repeatedly.The real despair that makes people temporarily suffocate.Can't help myself.

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