Yu Xin like congratulations

I was out for a day.Went to a school near Chen Chen's school.Been here once before.I didn’t go in, just slipped away at night, and that part of the road was very long. At that time, I was wearing white clothes and a pink T-shirt, and the wind was quite strong in that season.Now I'm wearing a down jacket.In fact, I can go in from the north gate when I get out of the subway.I walked around from Dingfuzhuang to the south side of the school and entered through the south gate.I dialed the number, got two busy tones, and got through.I want to find a past time, but the past is a strange response.I walked around the school for a long time before going out. I didn't feel much, like walking in someone else's story.I don't know if someone will walk quietly along my current steps in the places mentioned in my story after a few years.Quietly ask me what color my time is now.

At night, Shiyang called me and said that he had summoned a group of friends to see me off.I said I was outside.He said that you come back soon.I said you eat first, I'll go back, don't keep everyone waiting.It seems to be rushing to the rush hour, very crowded.I desperately went to the corner, trying to get back to where I lived.I called Shiyang all the way.When they got home, Shun'er, Mosquito, Onion, and Ling Ling were all there.The food is busy, but the place is small and cramped.Without further ado, he poured me a large glass of white wine first.Shiyang said let him eat a la carte first.I said no, raised it and drank it.They are all stupid.Shun'er asked my brother what's wrong, is there something wrong?I said no.Started hiccupping non-stop.Onion poured boiling water for me.I took a bite of the tiger skin pepper and chewed it vigorously, the spiciness was so spicy that I couldn't finish swallowing it.Just shed tears.Mosquito poured wine and said, let's have a sip.Best of luck to you, come back soon.Ling Ling smiled and said, Lian Chen is going to visit Ningxia, why are you so anxious.Mosquitoes say fuck you.I'll have a drink with you later.I picked up the glass and took a big sip.Ask when they come over.I, Cong'er and Shiyang who arrived first started to cook together.The four of them came later and called you.I said that I knew that this dish was not fried by one person.I took a bite of each, and guessed with great accuracy which one was from Shiyang and which was from mosquitoes and onions.They say hey that's weird, how do you know.I said that I eat the ones made by Shiyang every day, and I know what it tastes like, except for those made by Shiyang, which are mosquitoes.They roared with laughter, and Cong'er said that I slandered his reputation and wanted to fine me with alcohol.I said that we don't know who you are because of your small drinking capacity.They booed and fucked both of us in one go.I told Cong'er to let it go and drink it, and stay here with me.Cong'er didn't listen to it, and was too busy eating.I told Shun'er and the others that when I just came back, I saw a few people taking pictures downstairs, did they follow you big names here to collect gossip.Shun'er said that there are no wrists, we just play music.I said it's better to have fun, or else I'll be caught.Shun'er said that who knows, it's just luck.I said your old lady is still telling you what to do.Shun'er said he was used to it.I said that you are relying on a successful person now, he is still not satisfied, and his requirements for you are too high.Shun'er said what can happen.During the meal, it was bustling with people talking.Suddenly there was a gap, and everyone finished a sentence at the same time.Be quiet for a while, and start talking with a buzzing sound.I feel like dreaming.Onion asked me when I would be back, and I said I didn't know.I don't want to go at all, and I can't help it.Cong Er said that it sounds like you are talking about the Long March. If you are really unsure, you can report to your company and ask them to send you more manpower.I said that I don't understand the situation now, let's talk about it later.I ate and drank well today, and I don’t know when the next time will be.That night Shiyang was bored with rice, and they brought back pancakes from outside.It was about nine o'clock after dinner, and they were leaving, so I said to sit down and chat for a while.They said let Shiyang talk to you, and we went back to bed.After we sent them out, I leaned on Shiyang outside.He asked me how much you have.I said it's okay, I'm in a bad mood today.

He said that I could see it, so I didn't drink much.Tell me what's wrong.I can't tell.He said that there is nothing unclear, unless you don't want to say it yourself.He asked me you wandered outside all day?I nodded.He helped me upstairs.He asked where I was.I told him exactly where I was going.I said that I feel lonely when I am alone, and that kind of loneliness does not come from formal loneliness.He said you are still alone.I asked him, are you lonely.He said that I got used to it first, and then became numb later.Lying there after drinking, feeling like flying through the clouds, he made strong tea for me to drink.I took his hand and said I was drunk.He said go to bed early, or throw up a little?I said it's okay, just lie down for a while.He said that if you are in a bad mood, you might as well come back later so you don't have to drink so much.I nodded and said that I really thought about it at the time.Later, I felt that it was wrong. First, you notified everyone for a long time, and you were busy for a long time.Secondly, they are all acquaintances, and they are all here for me, so it is meaningless to leave people here.He asked me why you are upset.I said I'm not unhappy, just a little uncomfortable.I asked him where you like to go when you are sad.He said it made him feel worse.I asked him if you haven't tried to find him since you came here.He said that he had looked for it, and at first he looked for it crazily, going to places where gays had activities and gatherings.Go to places we frequent.Go where I think he might be.But I couldn't find it, and then I gave up.Occasionally want to go.Obviously I can't find it.I said what can I do if I find it.Now that it's all like this, it's impossible, otherwise they wouldn't have separated at that time.He picked up the cup and took a sip, saying that it was no longer hot, drink it, sober up.I took a sip and said that's it.It's not good to wake up, and I can sleep with this dizziness.Get up and brush your teeth.He fell down and fell asleep.He's going to do the dishes, but I won't let him.I said I will wash it tomorrow.Let's get a good night's sleep today.After these few days, there will be more days of separation.He undressed indiscriminately and fell asleep.I hugged him, and he said my body was hot like coals.I said it was drunk, blood was flowing fast.He suddenly turned his head and asked me, do you miss me?I said yes, I didn't want to leave you at first, but I was afraid to miss you and kept thinking about you.

...without sorrow, we are like one...

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